A girl's head

Disclaimer: all the characters mention here are property of J.K Rowling and Warner Bros. I Don't own any of this stuff, I'm just a fan, so don't sue me cause I haven't done anything against law or something like that.

I love you, I hate you, you know so much about me.

Boyfriends are like purses, you can see them, but you can't have them all.

In my case, sometimes is different, I don't have much girlfriends that I could tell my deepest secrets, secrets that I don't feel too comfortable sharing with my two best friends, they are boys like I assume you imagine, and of course, when you talk with them about love, relationships and that kind of things they don't…well, lets say is not their best area (probably quidditch is), well let's face it they suck at it.

I've always get along quite well with boys, but I think they see me as "one of them", an not really like a girl. You'll say that if I have a boyfriend (3 years ago, can't you believe it, I haven't got a date since then, unless you could count that one, last year which was a mess) I was clearly in love…WRONG, I wasn't , I mean I did care for him and all but just like a friend, can you imagine for a second how I felt when he told me that he love me! I was feeling awful because I obviously didn't felt the same way.

My 2 best friends, gorgeous, very sweet sometimes, funny and heartthrobs (one more than the other even if he doesn't even know), but ridiculously pathetic when you talk about love and girls, sure they had girlfriends before, but always that they were having problems with them guess who they look for an advice, ME, saying "this is your area more than mine", clearly, have a pretty face isn't enough this days.

When I found out I was in love 4 years ago, I couldn't believe it ( and not because I couldn't accept being in love, it was because of who I was in love with!) I was shocked and in panic, and even if I been in love with him for 4 long years I still haven't been brave enough to tell him how I feel about him. Well, that's me, Hermione been Hermione, solving someone else's love life and still without even figure out how to solve mine.

Like I said, boyfriends are like purses, you can see them, but you can't have them all, and for my bad luck that's what happen to me with Ron.

I love you, I hate you, you know so much about me.