It was a great day, thereafter. And the little red head couldn't stop smiling until after seeing he was being ignored by one of his best friends. Krad brought them into the living room to have fun, but the young tamer did not want to do a thing as he just left again. Daisuke looked to Krad, who was yelling at him to get back there, but then soon stormed out the door, sick on how everyone was acting.
I was torn between two people yet again...I didn't know what to think or do...So I just waited it out in hopes the both of them came back.
Later on in the night, Krad came back to walk in on Daisuke singing in his room. The boy's attitude on how things were going, were definitely poor as he just continued singing, ingoring his love for once. In that moment a small agruement occured in a smart mouth challenge, which made Krad once again leave...
It was so stupid to do...Why can't I do anything right...After a few hours, of Krad not being home..I started to hate myself..Making myself feel like I was forgotten, but that weekend was for the two of us to go out and have fun together...Not sit at home in an agrument that might break us apart...
Finally being calm, later that evening, Daisuke waited for Krad to come back. The clock was ticking in the silent room as he waited, and just watched Eve, their pet neko, want to tear at him for eating a whole box of strawberries infront of her and only gave her one. Finally the door opened before the feline could get at him. A swift glare of golden eyes went to the cat, which signaled he wanted to be alone with the boy for awhile.
In seeing the glare, the cat nodded and headed up the stairs, to her room. Daisuke got up to do the same, but was stopped. "Daisuke...I have a question" the blonde stated..
It was a simple question to answer..That I still don't quite know the meaning of. 'If a rose has thorns, then why does a rose like me not have them?' I was confused on what he was asking then...And I continued to think about it, since then.
After asking the question, Krad tugged the boy into a hug and brought him upstairs to sleep. Daisuke stayed asleep for a little while before waking up to someone crying. He glanced to his partner, who was sleeping peacefully, before shifting out of the bed, replacing himself with a pillow so the angel didn't wake. Following the noise, he came upon Satoshi's room to find it. The red head stayed by the door before peeking into the room, "Satoshi?"
Staying curled up in his blankets, the other young tamer answered him "What?"
Entering the room with caution, Daisuke slowly walked over to the bed, to then sit on the edge of it "Care to tell me why your crying?"
Glancing to the other, the tears where gone and hidden with an emotionless face "I'm not crying.." There was a moment of silence for awhile, before Daisuke reached over to brush a head through the others hair, to only have him turn away "What do you want anyways..you've hurt me enough.."
Daisuke looked at him with a sadden expression, and sighed "I'm tired of seeing you like this is all..and I'm sure everyone else is.."
"If you've come to pity me don't bother with it...I'm tired of crying and I've been sick of feeling"
Looking down, the red headed boy got up to start walking out of the room before pausing, "Your not as worthless as you think you are..You're digging yourself into a deeper hole that only you can get yourself out of..I want to help you...but your shutting everyone out..and throwing away the must precious gift your mother gave you..."
Satoshi stared at the wall for a bit, before burying his face in his pillow "Good night.." With that Daisuke nodded and went back to his room.
I didn't mean to make you feel this way...I've loved him for years, and straight through..I stayed by his side, no matter how much the pain I was given. I wasn't blindly guided to see that I loved him..I knew in my heart I did and was so afraid to tell him..which was my mistake and hurt us all in the end...I came upon thinking on what Krad said to me about being a rose without thorns again and wondered what he really meant by it. I thought he meant by me not having thorns to hurt someone and protect myself..but the way he took it, I knew it was wrong..
AN: Sorry it was so short, but I think you guys like it better that way...coughs Instead of reading straight throw over two thousand words to get through it...Anyways see what Daisuke finds out at some club when he's with Dark! Ta Ta
