This story is for all those people who are big dreamers, and plenty of fantasies they relive every minute of their life. All those who still have their head half way on their shoulders even when life isn't like that for you. Maybe a little crazy and confusing to every one but to you. To understand it is to live it. But over the world only you can go through this, and no one would ever know but you. No one can see your past over that smile you have over that face, not even your closest friends and family can see through your mind. Trust me I'm just like this, crazy, feeling alone and here is a confusing shine of my insanity. Please enjoy my obsessions and similar situations of my life in Goten and Trunks' eyes. My life is here and now I live for today and not tomorrow. Screaming into my mind alone and mistaken, tears no more, eyes filled with nothing, holding on for dear life, no such thing as love for this fucker, Hated to all, known only to you as a normal person, maybe a little creative and a nut case. But what I type on this damn little key board is what I see and feel in my mind every day.
Now enough with confusing and dark dreary stuff, if you couldn't or wouldn't like some thing like that you won't like this story. Oh yea there is romance and hot steamy love in here but I wanted to warn newbies and readers who haven't heard of me before. Yes it a Yaoi fan fiction between Trunks and Goten, if I manage to get them together here. Also warning to all bible lovers, this is a atheists story, if you don't like the Christian religion made fun of don't read it. Flamers I warn you, no comments if you didn't like it! Simple as that, instead of wasting electricity to type it down keep it to your self. Save a tree, don't flame.
Enjoy my reader, I hope you like this.
Danielle
Trunks.z.x
I look at all my magazine collections, newspaper articles, and clippings of Capsule Corps main man. He was seemed to change my thoughts to a different perspective. Like I would ever have the chance at meeting him, he seemed so hot! So damn sexy, I was unusual to my mother that was so obsessed to this man, all she thought was I wanted to be a business man. Work at Capsule Corps seemed like my dream to her, but mine was bedding this hottie. That was some times when I was in-depth on my stories and works of fan fiction. Sure I had other obsessions, like Brittany Spears, and all those famous women out in fame and fortune. I got away from my collection and sat down on my bed.
I looked out the window of my bed room; it was like any other day. This day was like any ordinary boring day for my life to grow into. My mother Chichi was out of country with my father on vacation. My brother Gohan was on his usual scholar trip to America, he just had a baby girl. So my mother was pretty happy to have a grand child. The funny thing is that the girl he had it with seemed his first love of his life. How he ever stayed with her I'll never know.
The soft blue sky brightened my view as I look deeper out my window. The sun seemed to warm my face even as the cool breeze blew through my hair and touched my skin. I breathed deeply smelling the wonderful country side in my senses. I close my eyes to listen closely to what I'm feeling, my heart beating faster than normal in my chest; I felt uneasy some what, like some thing was going to happen. I open my eyes once more to see a car pull up in to my drive way, black and mysterious as it showed it self, I knew this was going to be turning point some how. My biggest fears were seeing this black car, it meant either death in the family or a deathly situation. I heard a car door slam and saw three shadows drifting on the ground.
They walked up the walk way to my front door. I heard the knock I really didn't want to answer it. But my body made its way into the kitchen and past into the living room where the dreaded door was. My eyes welted up with tears as I make my way to open the door in front of me. My hand twisted the door knob slowly, as the door opened my whole life flashed before my eyes. They people who had gotten out were business like men. My eyes widened at the attire they had on, deep black suits with hair cut perfectly and brushed.
"Mr. Son is it?" One of them said in front of me.
"Yes it is what is it that you want?"
"Well we came to tell you some news."
"What is some thing wrong, are my parents ok?" I asked, figuring that they were the reason they were here.
"Yes, may we come in?"
I let them all come in and they told me straight up;
"Your parents have been kidnapped."
I let my head think through on what they had just said, my parents were kidnapped? Why?
"Who did this, and do you have any idea where they are?" I looked up at them for some sense of hope, only to have it thrown back into my face as they remained motionless and silent.
"Mr. Son we're looking as hard as we can at the most possible places they could have ended up being held up in."
How in the world can any one hold on to my father?! He's the universes strongest fighter and he could blow his way out of every thing! How could he let this happen to our family?!
"We believe your father may be drugged, we under stand that he's very strong. We're following the trail the kidnappers leave behind every stop they make we hear about."
Then it hits me my father was just visiting from the dead, so he could have disappeared leaving only my mother in this.
I put my head down in my hands as I sit down on my bed. Then the questions run through my head as I think about my situation; why did this person kidnap my parents, and if they just didn't kill them on the spot, why were they keeping them alive, do they want money or just revenge on something I did. I don't bother trying to listen in on what else the men were telling me, I just didn't care. My days relaxing and being care free are over with, my whole wonderful child hood as disappeared in front of my eyes as I sat there. Did I even have one to begin with?
"Mr. Son are you listening to me?" I feel a hand on my shoulder shake me lightly. I flinch away from it, why the hell do they care so much, it's there job, their just acting like they care, they could care less if my family dies. I feel the hot anger inside me boil and fury to just scream telling them how hard it is to deal with what they have just told me.
"My name is Goten; please don't call me after my last name." I tell them "I want to know how long it will be until you find them, I need to know if their going to be alright, I'll do any thing to find them, I don't care how much money it takes!" I throw my fits up in the air some what, just to have them collapse don on my soft satin black sheets on my mattress. I feel he tears well up in my eyes as they just stand motionless.
"Goten, we have to take you to some where that you will be safe and fed properly." I look up at the man that had uttered those words that meant I didn't live here any longer. I loved my home and I was going to stay in it this time. I was old enough to deal with being alone!
"No, I'll be fine here. Thank you for the offer though." I put my hands into my lap and pretend that nothing bad of even so what threatening was said.
"Goten we have to give you a new home for the moment, your not the legal age to even be left at home." My stomach turned upside down and fell straight down onto hard concrete.
"I can handle being alone for awhile, I have two years until I'm eighteen! I really think I'll be fine!" I yelped out, hopping that they would just leave.
I put my head against the car window noticing we were passing my school. I knew I would never get to see it again. I look away feeling fresh tears come to my eyes. The flowers in the garden surrounding the front of it was in full bloom. We stop at the red light near the schools cross walk. A tear fell as I we pulled away from it slowly, I helped plant many of those flowers. I didn't bother looking after we pulled past the whole school.
I held back the tears knowing if I cried it wouldn't make me feel better, only worse and weaker to break down on.
"Goten we're taking you to JDC at the moment, we need to put you some where safe until we can get you anew home. Sadly to give your hopes up kid, but we might not find your parents. We're going to fid you a temporary home until we do."
"What's JDC?" I asked softly not bothering to think about the other things the women had just said.
"Juvenile Detention Center, it's a shelter until we find a temporary home for you."
"But what did I do wrong to get put in there?" I nearly whispered against the window.
"You did nothing wrong, your not going to be in a cell most of the time, I have a pretty good idea who might take you for this summer, you'll enjoy them. But like I said you won't be treated like a normal inmate, you'll be able to get out of your cell if you want, and you're allowed a few items I believe in your cell." I just turned my head and stuffed it in to my blanket I had brought with a few other things, my stuffed killer whale and drawing books. Sleep took to me after a few moments more passed, rest that's really some thing I'm going to need.
"Goten you need to wake up, we're here." I was pulled from the car by two police officers. They looked at me like a criminal. I wanted to run, run like earlier, run as fast as my legs would carry me. I heard the women speak to the two cops as they held on to me. Then they suddenly let lose of me apologizing and taking their hats off to me. I turned around to the car and grabbed my blanket; it was on my mom made for me when I was younger. I knew I looked strange being so attached to it. But I missed her; I wish my mom was here. My fathers also in this mishap, who would want to do this to me?
"Goten your going to have to act like an inmate, so we need you to look like one." The cop said to me happily, we rarely ever get a case like yours, we'll take good care of ya' until one of our friendly families comes here to pick you up. Until then we'll try to keep you little calm until then." I had wrapped the soft blanket around my frame. I nodded and noticed they were taking care of getting some of my things out of the car and taking it inside.
It was a dark and dreary place that made you either think or cry at the sight of what you seen. Every door had a lock on the door, every sound you heard was inmates screaming and telling them about their problems. My whole body shook as I passed on final door into another on were I seen a heavyset black lady, she looked at me with disgust, and hatred. I was a full Japanese life style boy, and I'm half sayjin, but they don't know that, nor do the cops.
"Do we have a new stupid kid to take care of today? What do you do run away?" She looked at me from the door way she was in.
"Nope this is an innocent one, we have a rare case for ya today Nana." I noticed that her gaze softened and she walked up to me and hugged me.
"I'm sorry baby, but I'm not used to good ones, I'm sorry I called you stupid. You look tired you can go in my office and have a seat. I I walked in the office and sat down. She walked in and went through some paper work with me and put them into a big filing cabinet.
"I'll find ya a decent room and room mate to stay with." I held on tight to my stuffed whale and blanket. I knew I looked funny but I didn't care! She took some of my things and brought me into another hallway, I saw a few guys look at me funny through the small windows of the doors of their cells that surrounded me I that hall way.
"Hal!" I jumped at her yelling. "Wake up this isn't time to sleep!"
"SHUT UP YOU FUCKING BLACK WHORE!!" I heard him yell through the window. I never heard that much bad language used like that before. The boy looked American and dumb, also very nasty looking. She opened the door and I heard a spraying sound and a scream.
"That'll teach ya, never use foul language in my presence or any one higher than you in morals you retarded stupid child!!"
I looked in the door way as he lay on the cement floor moaning and rubbing his eyes.
"YOU better see this young man standing here; he's a good example of good respect!! He loved his parents he didn't kill them like you did!!" She slammed the door and looked at me, my whole body was shaking. I want out of this place.
"Honey I'm going to put you with a run away is that ok with you?" I looked up and nodded slowly.
She walked to the end of the hallway and yelled over a microphone for the door to be opened, the door to other cell had a normal cell lock on it, this one was computer locked. I noticed a young looking boy sitting on the bed in the corner.
"T.J. this young man is coming to stay in your cell for a while, do not bother him, do not play with his things, you may get to know him. Be respectful to him like you would me."
I looked over to the young man, he seemed very timid and scared, and I walked straight into the room and sat down with my whale held to my chest. He looked at me and smiled a bit, and looked out the sealed window, I heard the door slam and lock. I managed to still hold on to my dignity. He looks back at me and laughs a bit, and crosses his arms.
"So what are you in here for, all mighty and high?" He asked right out, looking straight into my eyes.
"My parents were kidnapped, as well as my brother. The investigation group dropped me off here to stay until they find them." I simply stated and walked over to the window. This boy seemed rough on the edges, I figured to hang low around him, not get to friendly with him. I hugged my whale to my chest again, as some type of support for me.
I looked out the window to see a wide view of cars and many highways. The sun was setting in the distance, it reminded me of home. I sighed and walked to my bunk that was on the other side and laid down to rest my eyes, my whole body was tired from what was going on in my life right now.
I felt the cold cement touch my warm skin, and the harsh surface beneath the thin cloth and padding, this going to be one hell of a time to sleep.
"You're lucky you know." I heard his voice, it seemed scared and beaten. I lift my head up from the mat.
"How am I lucky?"
"A loving family is going to pick you up in here in a few hours; you'll be out of here." I raised my eye brows, my brain began to think… 'Family?' A family is coming to take me to take care of me? Take me home with them? Love me maybe? Al these questions ran through my mind as it hit me.
"So why did you run away from your parents?" I managed to say with out showing any feeling of happiness for myself.
"They weren't my parents, they were foster parents, and I'm an orphan. They were selling me out to old men for their pleasure." He said blankly, and he laid his head down on his matted bunk.
"Oh I'm sorry for asking, you should tell these people what they are doing to you." I sat up and looked over at him, so that I could see if he was upset or not, his face was a blank and cold looking as when I first saw him. It seemed as if he was beaten all his life, I felt for him, knowing how much things he's going through.
I managed to lie back down on the mat and cover up with my blanket, my stuffed whale made a great pillow. I thought about what this family might be like will they have a cute daughter an awesome son? A perfect image of a father that was there? Perfect mother that excepted you for who you are, things I never had?
"Goten!" A family is here to pick you up to go to a temporary home. Get you things picked up ok sweetie? A young man of the family is coming to your cell to pick up you and your things, I'll miss ya baby" Click
I lift up my head, I must have fallen asleep, and the intercom had told me that message. I managed to get up and saw the cell door was open, but T.J. was still in the cell, sitting on his bed, reading a book. They must really trust their run a ways if they open the doors like that. I walked to the door and out holding my things, I saw a person walking down the hall towards me. I figured that was the young man picking me up.
This guy had a hat on his head with shades and a hooded sweat shirt, baggy jeans that dragged the ground. He walked up to me and smiled and grabbed my things out of my hands and gestured for me to follow. I looked at him as we walked, I couldn't think of any thing to say since he hadn't said a word to me at all. After we walked to the same office I was earlier he spoke to me.
"Sorry that I didn't talk to you when we met, but they told me not to talk to you until me got out of the holding cell areas. My mom was to busy with her trips and labs to come pick you up. So here I am, the godly son to save your ass." He put his arms up and smiled. I couldn't help myself I laughed a little, he was quite the character.
"Names Torankusu, and yes I figured your names Son Goten right?" I nodded and he smiled bigger "Well I bet you want out of this place, lets get going. We'll talk as we head home."
We walked out into the hallway leading out and I saw the door that lead out. My heart was flying in my chest, I wanted out so bad, I wanted to smell the air out side this sterile place. He opened the door for me and I walked out into the city streets, seeing the cars and people so busy with all the things they were to do that day. It like there wasn't another day to get it done. He grasped my hand and pulled on it gently to follow him to his car I figured. But then when his skin touched mine, it was like electricity through my whole body. His skin was amazingly soft, and warm, and defiantly inviting to me. I had to keep my mind off my sex and on to what and where I was going to. Trunks lead me to a black Lamborghini with tinted windows and awesome wheels. My mouth dropped and I looked up at him.
"Is this yours?"
"Yea one of them, I wanted to drive the red one but my sister wanted to borrow that color. So we'll drive that later ok?"
""How many do you have?"
"Oh let me see, just these, about six or seven I forget." He walked to the front and opened the hood, and put my things inside. The hood was the trunk!! I was walking all around the vehicle inspecting it some what, like it was in a show room.
"Well lets get going goof ball you've walked around this damn car like seven times now, you'll have plenty of time to do that when we get home."
I got inside the quarter million dollar car and buckled up; it had leather seats and the works on the inside. I felt the dash, and the door frame, it was like new.
He started it up and he backed it up, I couldn't believe I was riding in a Lamborghini. I thought I was lucky to even ride in a corvette much less a new van or car. This was grand to my eyes; my guess is his family was loaded. I sighed as we got on the high way. Watching the cars we pass, and got passed.
"I take it you've never had a car like this huh?" I hear him ask, I nodded, I was still sleepy, but I couldn't fall asleep just yet.
"Were only a few minutes away so don't pass out in here. I want you in a bed, cozy and comfy." I looked over at him, wondering what home looked like.
"Hey do you know a company called Capsule Corp.?" His eyes were fixed on the road in front of him.
"Yea, it's like one of the biggest richest Corporations on the planet, why?" I responded.
"Oh I was just wondering, you know the president is always in the paper huh?"
"Yea, Trunks Brief?"
I thought about it, the president was a very handsome young man, gorgeous and sexy. But I heard he was a big snob, and was a bid business shark. I often saw him modeling in front of his new designs of many pod cars and capsules. He always had some fancy suit on, hair perfectly combed. That was another thing, his hair color was so rare, its shade of lavender, and his wonderful blue eyes. They went perfectly with his hair.
"Hey you ok, you're awfully quiet over there." I shot up and looked at him. I wondered then why he even bothered asking me about the president of C.C., yet my mind started yelling at me for not noticing. This guy is rich, but one thing, he doesn't look like the man in the magazines.
"Sorry, I was just thinking about why you asked me about that. My brother wanted to get a job there, but one of the lower bosses didn't like him I guess."
I tried to get on another subject, I really didn't want to tell him my sexual preference. I clasped my hands together trying to get my mind off of the fact knowing that I might be in good hands, but my parents were going to die or already dead one of them is dead so only one of them can really die…but you get the point. Until now I really hadn't thought about how much has and had happened. How many things are at stake. I'll never be able to see my mother smile again, while my father would never show me his wisdom of fighting. I barley knew the man because of him being dead most of my life.
"So who was the boss do you know?" I shook my head trying to find figure out all things I could be into.
"No, he never told me his name all I know is he hated my brothers resume' and his attitude." I managed to say, all I hears was a 'hmn' response. I watched as we passed into a long drive, with gates the size of my house. NO FUCKING WAY!!
Then it hit me, this was Capsule Corps main building, where the founder and family lived! I was jumping inside my stomach knowing that I was going to live in this place for a few months. It couldn't be him, no way in hell could that hottie be sitting next to me!! I personally wanted to see what this young man looked like sitting next to me.
He pulled up into a large door in the side of the building. He drove through curves and spirals of the building, I figured this was a parking garage for his cars. He pulled into a wide opening with all sorts of cars, and cars just like the one I was sitting in. My eyes widened at all of the cars, I paid attention to them trying to see if they were the ones in my magazines. A few were picture perfect from the ones in my mind that I had seen. Even the ones I seen in the news papers were sitting all around me. He pulled in a parking spot and turned the car off.
"Well we are here, I hope you don't mind, I'll have my escorts get your things. I hope you're ok with that, I know you seemed a bit attached to your belongings so I'll have them put right into my room."
"Oh ok, I'm fine with that, less things for me to carry." I saw him flip open a small looking cell phone, he pushed a button and a voice came load over the ceiling of the garage.
"Sweetie welcome home, did you get Goten, and do you need any help with any thing?"
"Yea, I need some extra hands down here, get Goten's things and put them in my room would ya?"
"Yes, your mother left you some spending money on your card, she said to have a good time and she loves and misses you all ready. We'll have some one down in a moment."
"Thanks Margi, tell mom I send my love to her, and tell her thanks too."
"Yep I'll do that."
He got out of the car, I followed him. Hoping I could get a glimpse of his eyes, I wanted to see those wonderful pools of blue I always knew in the magazines, I wondered if they were that beautiful in real life.
He turned to me and took off his shades and hat off, my mouth dropped as his hands did down to his sides. It was him, that sexy young president. I was giddy all over. My cheeks got hot, I knew I was blushing. I couldn't believe that he was standing right in front of me. This has to be one hell of a dream.
"Oh my god.."
"Huh? Goten what is wrong with you, seemed a bit flushed." He waked towards me.
The room swirled around me and I felt like I fell, blackness over took my eyes and brain. THUMP
"GOTEN!" I heard the faint cry before my mind went blank.
"Mmm" I roll over on a soft surface, I yawn and open my eyes. My eyes adjusted to the new surroundings, it was awfully bright in the room. I feel what I'm laying on , I was on a warm comfy bed with silk sheets. The pillows were very comfortable and fluffy. I snuggle back into my new found haven.
"Eep!" My body rubbed against some thing unfamiliar against my body. My ears pick up a soft sigh, then movement. I look over the pillow I'm laying on slowly.
"Well hello sleepy head, do ya feel better?"
My eyes widen, that angel was laying next to me!! His head laying only inches away from mine, his gorgeous silky hair lay astray on the pillow. My groin twitched at this sight, it was defiantly one sight I soon would regret seeing.
Kami I just know I'm going to have one hard nasty dream about this once in my next sleep session.
" I guess so, what happened?"
"You passed out right in front off me when I took off my cover."
"Cover?"
"Yea my hat and shades, that want no one would like rampage up to me with cameras. Wanting more interviews with me." He lied his head back and sighed softly.
"Well I can understand why, you're a pretty good sight to see." My whole body froze, I couldn't believe what just came out of my mouth. I look at his face to see his reaction, preparing for the blow of YOU FAG! He raises his eye brows and starts to laugh! I'm confuse and startled at this.
"Oh you're so cute, I think were going to be having a bit of fun while you're here."
"What do you mean I'm cute?"
"The way you try telling me you like what you see, it's adorable to see your face!" He laughs again and sits up near me.
"But I don't understand what you mean." I was unprepared for what came in front of me.
GRAB
"Huh!?" He grabbed me by me shirt collar and pulled me up to his face.
"I think I might like you if you keep up your cute little attitude dumb ass." He whispered to me. My heart jumped into my throat, and my cheeks got hot once more.
"Oh, cool." That's all I could say for his comment.
"So do I have a chance with you may be?" He was still close to my face, I could feel his hot breath on my skin, and his lustful scent. I wondered what he smelled like after sex. Mmm my mind wonders more. I know I'm so mean for thinking about sex right now but I'm so damn horny!! I decided to get bold.
"Sure you have more than a damn chance, I'm practically drooling over here!" Now it was his turn to blush, he looked closely into my eyes and pulled away. I tilted my head seeing him get out of the bed. He made his way around to my side. I didn't expect much, but not nearly what he did.
"Lay down for me cutie, I wanna do somthin for you."
I did as he told me to do, and lied my self down on the bed.
"What are you doing!??" He wrapped a leather straps around my wrists and ankles and began to tie them to the post surrounding the bed.
"I'm going to give you a test drive ok cutie?"
"Please I know you're hot and all but I didn't want sex just yet!!!" I yelped out, as he pulled off his shirt and let his pants drop with my eyes.
"I'm not gonna fuck you baby!" I look up at him and see his black and slinky thong. My mouth dropped as the pants did to the floor. He got on top of me and sat down on my hips.
"I said a test drive, not a sack session." He grasped my hands and put them on his hips. He pushed himself against me, I threw my head back and tried not to make a single sound.
"Oh Goten your so simple, your already hard for me huh?" I look up at him as I move my hands up and down his hips to his firm tight rear. I was so hard it was hurting, but I was unsure if I really wanted sex with some kinky hot sexy guy like this or not. My mind screamed yes!!! But I didn't even know him!!
"Goten do you want me?"
"Yes…" I hissed.
"Goten? Are you ok? You sound funny."
I opened my eyes find his face worried and pale. I feel a sharp pain in my head as I turn to him, he wasn't on top of me nor near naked. I see blood on his shirt and on his face. I look up at him and cringe, pain hits down to my right arm and back up to my head.
"Oh man it hurts, what happened?"
"You fainted and fell, you hit your head pretty hard, and the doc said you have concussion and a broken arm."
He said it pretty plainly and it hit me harder than my fall, it was all a dream, those wonderful hips and lustrous eye were all my imagination, all a lie…….Damn.
"I guess I was sleepier than I thought, huh?"
"Yea, you even sort of collapsed all dramatic like." He laughs.
"What do you mean?"
"You said like something like 'Oh my god!' like you were dieing or something."
"Oh I did, I don't remember that." I put my hand behind my head to touch the gauss around my head. My other arm was in a hard cast of some type. I felt so tired for some odd reason, maybe it's just because I was laying down in this cold hospital room or I have mono.
"Well the doc told me you'll make fast recovery form all this, if you want we can leave now unless you want some pain killers."
"No, I want out of here."
"Good I'll go sign you out, be right back." He ruffles my hair and leaves.
I sink back down in to the covers, I try to rest my eyes and ignore the pain in my head. My stomach churned about as I began to think about what my parents were going through, if they were ok, or how much I really miss them. My chest starts to hurt, it's my heart. It's aching in a fire grave, deep inside me, it doesn't matter how hollow I get, the fire inside me keeps getting bigger, hotter, and burning up any feeling I ever had.
My mind slips out away from the real world as I see what my mind looks like. I see my self in a room alone with out a door to escape. My eye focus what the walls look like, pictures of my family and home, my friends, my school. I look on the other walls in the room, they have pictures of Trunks yet they look old, I look at them deeper he looked like a young child yet he didn't seem happy. Then another picture showed next to them, a smug man with highly spiked hair, the pictures of Trunks turned red and white.
I turn around to see Trunks as a young teenager, he had a frown on is face then a fearful one when this man appeared in front of him. I watched as Trunks' body was slammed into the ground, causing a shriek to come out of him. I backed against the wall behind me and watched as the walls turned into nothing, all the pictures of my family and friends were destroyed. I tried to walk forward only to hear yelling and screaming. Painful yelps and cries of please and whys. I turned around to find Trunks as I seen him today, Gorgeous and gleaming of happiness, But I seen tears coming down from his eyes. I walked up to him, and noticed he was some what frozen like that. I touched his face it was cold as ice, I turned around to see my mother looking straight at me. She opened her mouth and blood seemed to slur out as she spoke.
"Goten, it's your end, you're the cause of all this, how could you let this happen to us!? You decided to go against God! How could you turn gay? I didn't put you on the planet to fuck a man in the ass!! I put you on this planet to have a family!"
"But mother I am what I am I can't change what I like in a relationship! I never gave my life to your God! Why can't you except me!!??"
"Never you mistaken child, your not mine, this all your fathers fault! If you had a fatherly figure in your life you wouldn't be a damn FAG!!"
"What? You don't want me?"
"I'll tell you what, I'm going to go to America where there are no fagots, where they know that a women is prized, God is in their lives, and people like you are burning in hell!"
"But mother please don't leave me alone in this house!!"
"You'll learn on your own how wonderful a normal life is. I never want to see your face again you dirty child. I never had you."
"Mother why are you telling me this again?!" Tears fell down my face. I watched the blood run down the walls. All the memories I ever knew. I watched her fling her had to my face, more red, more blood red!! Make it stop!!
I back up into Trunks, He wraps his arms around me and his hair flies up in a golden color, his wonderful blue eyes turned to green.
"Goten you got to let go of them, they are what causes your red, some thing deep inside you tells me you will find them but it will met your end, watch your back for these two. They cause your red, and they will turn it into your death."
"What are you saying Trunks?" I looked up at him, I had no idea why his hair changed like that I looked at my mother once more, her body turned into a black tar, my head began to hurt as I heard her consume my hearing, my every thought……gone. My vision goes red and it slowly turned into white.
"Trunks please help me!! I don't want to live this over again!!" The red disappears in my vision, white consumed its presence.
"Please get me out of here!!"
"Goten, wake up we can go home now."
"TRUNKS!" I yelp grabbing him.
"Wow, you sure you're ok." He pats me on my back softly.
"Yea, I just had on messed up dream."
"About what?"
"My mother"
"Oh, any thing with moms are scary." He laughed.
Trunks POV
I noticed him thrashing about on that bed, he kept saying red turned into white, I had not idea what that meant. I just hope he lets his worries go down the drain, he won't suffer at all here. He seemed a bit frail when I picked him up off the concrete, he was light as a feather. I could say he was about 110 pounds. I wonder if he's eaten well enough in his old home.
"Well let's go." I grab his hand gently and pull on him. He followed it and managed to get up. I lead him to my car out side in the parking lot.
"Hey were are we?" I hear him ask.
"Were on the hospital wing of Capsule Corp. Basically this is the industrial area. We have our offices over there next to it." I point to show him. He looks as if he's so amazed at every thing around him, including me.
"Well get in goof ball, were going home."
"Yea I know, it's just so neat to actually see this place, I've seen this in magazines so many times, and my mom never had time to take me to West City to see it, because we live so far away." He gets in and buckles up.
"Well you'll see every part of this place once I'm finished with you." I start the car up and I leave to our destination. I look over at him, he's staring at the buildings as they pass, almost like he's never seen a business building before. I wish I was like that or I would like my job way better, I HATE going to work, it bores me to death.
This time I pull in my grandpa's lab garage, a lot less cars and no concrete, soft carpet surrounded the ground. He gets out before me and he starts to look around even more, seeing all these shiny new cars and computers hooked up to some.
"Wow, where are we?" I smile at him
"We are in my gramps lab, he makes some new pod cars in this room for our business."
"Cool! You guys got the concept Z 34 Doro in here!!" He runs up to the small compact pod car. And starts looking in it like there's no tomorrow.
"Yea we have that sitting in here because we need to adjust its stabilizers, it's not level when you take off."
"This is so cool to actually see it!"
"Is that the only thing you think about is seeing some thing what about owning it?" I knew we had billions ready to be sent out next year to be sold. But I knew he probably would enjoy to have his own car.
"Oh Trunks I couldn't afford some thing this nice, But yea it would be nice."
"What color or colors?" He looks at me strangely but began to think. His lips purse at his deep thought. Actually it was kina cute. I kick my self mentally and laugh.
"I would have to say like black and blue with under lights that were green and a kick ass stereo. With fancy leather seats and a turbo booster, and a CD player, and a place for a laptop, because if I had that type of money I would have a laptop."
"I said color not every thing." I laugh, he looks at me and smiled.
"Well I figured I would just tell you what I would do if I was rich. Instead of just the color, I figured you would ask me after the color what would you do with it."
"Well your right, any thing else?" He shifts his hips and gives a small 'Mmm'.
"Well I would want a date to take to dinner and a nice night with them."
"Well if that's all, you have it now besides the date."
"WHAT?" He turns to me wide eyed like he had never seen me before. I smiled at him and nodded my head.
"I have your car coming of the line now, my cell phone recorded your requests, and so it will be in here in a few minutes."
"But how can I pay for it?" He gave a saddened look.
"It's already paid for Goten, its all yours."
"Really?!!" His eyes were fixed upon mine like he had never seen me before. I slowly turned to the garage door as it opened with the car.
"HOLY SHIT!" He jumped up and put his arms around him self lie he was going to cry. I never had witnessed some one act this away that I know that received just a car. I get a new one every week. This is going to be one awesome stay for him if he gets that excited over a car.
"Well go on and check your car out, you wanna take a spin in it?" I look at him as he rushed up to it and looked all over it.
"YES!!" He opened the car door and got in, already trying to start it up.
"Cool, let's go." I got in and he immediately put in reverse and peeled out into the road.
"This is awesome! Thank you Trunks." He tuned his head to me.
"Well now that we are on the road lets go and pick up your laptop shall we?"
"I'm getting a laptop?"
"Yea you need one if you're going to be living in my house."
"Oh wow, what did I do to get all of these toys?"
"For showing up on my door step, it's a home warming gift from me ok?"
"Oh Trunks thank you so much!" I pointed out to where we need to go and he followed my lead.
"Your more than welcome, all you need to do is keep me company a few times a month."
He pulled into a parking space but when he stopped he didn't get out like I thought he would. He turned to me and grabbed me and pull my whole body into a hug. My whole being shook as his finger tips touched me, as his head was a perfect fit underneath mine. I had never felt such ecstasy with one persons touch. I looked down at him and he had his eyes closed like it was the last thing in the world.
"I will always keep you company Trunks, it doesn't matter if you had given me these gifts, you were nice enough to put a smile on my face." He lifted his head up and smiled "I know I sound like one hell of a homo but I know how I feel and I'm not afraid to say what I feel in my heart."
"Goten, I'm glad you're as honest as you are, that will make us both comfortable around each other. Now let's go get that computer goof ball."
"Ok let's go." He lets go of me and gets out, I notice his face is flushed and he seems a bit embarrassed.
We picked up the laptop and a few other things we needed for it and headed for home. When he pulled into the garage and I got out following suit to him. He began to walk to the entrance to go in. I smiled and pressed the closure button on his car and it collapsed into its capsule. I turned to see him amazed again.
"It dose that that thing to?"
"Yep, that way you won't need a parking spot."
"Cool!!"
"Well go on in, my mother might be back from her trip, so I bet she would like to see you. I must warn you though, my father isn't the nicest person on the planet so try not to bother him to much ne?" He tilted his head at me and nodded and he headed in the door.
He walked right into the living room with his mouth wide open, like he had never been in a normal home before. I wondered what his home looked like. He turned his head to me and smiled.
"This is a gorgeous home Trunks-Kun, I love it."
"You love it already when all you seen is the living room?"
"Well there you are asking me the obvious, if this room looks this good then every other room should look wonderful to." He twirled around and ran down the hall way giggling like a school girl.
"Ok, go ahead and explore, I need a shower. You'll find my room, it's not hard to find."
"Ok thanks Trunks!!"
"Yep!" I leave my door half a jar, my mother if she was home she would have been in the living room waiting for me. I had the bell boy bring his things into my room I turned my back to the pile of thing on my floor and to my task at hand. I pulled my shirt and pants slide off my body, I looked at myself in my mirror. My hips were a perfect curve to my boxers, I slowly removed them. I always had a thing to look at my whole body before a or after my showers for some odd reason. I guess I really am that beautiful. My past girl friends have fallen in love with the way my body and my face, but they never wanted to talk to me, all they wanted from me was sex.
I sigh at I look at my scars on my thighs and lower hip area, they were long gashes in my flesh. No ones ever seen these scars besides me and the person who caused them. I caressed my hand around my hips feeling how they still feel so deep, I can sill feel the pain from that night. I'll never trust a straight homophobic man. No one will ever see these scars no one will ever touch me they want to. Goten seems like a trust worthy young man, I hope to get to know him better and trust him. I'll never trust any one with my body, no sex for this man, I've had enough already.
As my thoughts wander I had made it into my shower already. My virginity was taken away from me along time ago with out choice and I won't stand for it to happen again, I never want to experience that again. That's why I'm the way I am, in the closet for the rest of my little life just living out every day alone with out some one to hold me, some one to tell me they love me.
"Hey Trunks, are you in here?" I hear, I look out the shower door to see Goten looking straight at me. I blushed a bit.
"Yep, sorry I didn't hurry. I really don't feel that well right now, I got this headache that's killing me."
"Oh take your time I met your dad, he's not that bad, he just doesn't talk very much." I laugh as I get back to washing my body.
"Yea, that's him."
"So where is your mom?"
"Oh she's probably in the lab again, that's her haven to relax from her trips most of the time."
"Cool, she sounds like a total genius of the human race." He giggled and sat down on my bed and laid himself down. He had a hold of that blanket of his. It must mean some thing to him. I shivered as the water ran down my back, it felt good from the heat building and hitting against my tan skin. I really need to get to sleep. The last time I looked at the clock it said 12:42 AM I yawned at my thought of sleep.
"Trunks are you almost done, you sound a bit tired."
"Yea I'm getting out now." I got out and grabbed a towel, wrapped it around my waist and headed out not bothering to look at my hair if it looked brushed. I walk into my room to see him laying with a smile on his face half awake.
"Sleepy Goten?"
"Yea, where am I going to sleep?"
"With me tonight, I hope you don't mind." I watch as his eyes widen and he nods his head no quite vastly. I see a blush coming to his cheeks, I didn't mind mentioning it to him. I walk over and drop my towel to get dressed. I hear a small gasp and I turn my head to see him look away. He acts like he's so innocent and curious. I wonder if he prefers men of both. Mmm I guess I I'll figure that out later.
"I'm sorry if this kind of stuns you, are you not used to seeing nakedness around your house?"
"No my mother is very religious and my father is …not there most of the time."
"When was the last time you seen him?"
"About three years ago, he was just visiting from the dead for my mothers vacation, that's why I wonder if she left with him to heaven to let me be alone, my brother could have covered up his files, that way he could really relax. I'm not really that worried about them now that I have thought about it."
"I'm sorry that you haven't had enough love from you father, trust me I know how it feels. My fathers the same way. He leaves into space for a few months then comes back to beat the shit out of me and eat our food then leave, with knocking my mother up again, my parents really didn't want me." I pull up on my boxers and a tank top. I make eye contact with him.
"Well lets hit the sack, I'll let you meet my mother tomorrow and I'll show you a few of my talents I do on my free time."
"Ok sounds good to me, I'll get dressed."
"Ok, you better hurry up or I'll steal all of the covers." In a matter of seconds he was in my bed al curled up in a tee-shirt and boxers.
"Well that was quick, I'm beginning to like you. At least you're quick."
"Good I like to hear that. Thank you again for all that you have done for me." He pulls me in for a light hug and he tells me good night and we turn out the lights.
"Dose your head still hurt Trunks?" He whispers to me. I smile for his memory, at least I know he listens to me.
"It feels better now that I'm laying down but thanks for your concern about me Go-Chan." I saw him smile shyly at me for my endearment. I got up and walked to my bay window and opened it as I stepped out. My hair was drying already from just standing around my room. The wind hit my body in a rush touching every cell in my body, the moon was full, and the city lights were bright into the horizon.
"Hey Trunks aren't you going to sleep?"
"Yea, I want to see the stars for a bit."
"But I thought you were tired?"
"Well I still am its just I want to watch for a shooting star, and feel the wind."
"You sound like a romance novel, you know that right?" He laughed a bit.
"If you get your butt up to look at this you would understand why I said that." I see him by the corner of my eye get up quickly. He stands by my side and I hear a small gasp.
"It's so…beautiful, it like this every night?"
"Yea, but I never see shooting stars like that." I point into the high sky. I see him just gaze with amazement yet sadness in his eyes.
"What is the matter Go-Chan, you seem sad?"
"Oh just thinking about something, it's both sad and joyful in my mind."
"I see, is about your parents?"
"Yea" A stray tear falls down from his face and he turns into my room and laid his head back down on my pillows. He must really be that lonely to cry like that.
"Goten please don't cry, I hate tears to fall down such a nice persons face." I try to get him to smile but all I do is get him crying more.
"Oh Trunks how can you know what I'm going through? My parents dumped me, I know where they are, my head is screwed up, and I keep thinking they will come back but they have been gone for two years!"
I nod my head, I figured he had a few screws lose in that head of his. But I continue to listen to what his side of the story was, the true side.
"I always looked out that window of my room for that damned white car to pull up in our drive way. I received a little money from my mothers retirement money, that's what I've been living on there is no mystery of where they are. My fathers been dead since I was born!" He began to cry harder, he couldn't control his breathing. He thrashed his body against the head board of my bed.
"Goten!!"
I put my arms around him to try to calm him down. His whole body was shaking and straining from my grasp.
"You know what's fucked up?" he arches his back as I hold on to him, careful of his broken arm, I look at his head to see if there was any bleeding. He seemed ok, which that relived me from my worry.
"What so messed up Go-Chan?"
"My biggest crush in the whole fuckin damn world is sitting right behind me, holding me like I always wanted. Really caring about me!! But one problem, he'll let go after this and beat the shit out of me just like my parents did when they found out I was a gay fagot!" He sobs and tenses himself like I was going to hit him. But I still held on to him. No one should ever get beaten for what they like in love. I pull him closer to me trying to prove to him I wasn't going to hurt him.
"Goten I don't want to hurt you! Please relax and let me talk to you. You might need some help pretty soon not only for that messed up truth you told me, but also for you being like bipolar. I understand what you feel, I have a few friends facing what you're going through. I'm not homophobic ok Go-Chan?" I managed to whisper to him in his ear.
"I'm flattered that you like me in that way. Understand that nothing will ever come in between us to hurt you. Do you hear me Goten?" I feel his body suddenly relax from within my arms. I sigh as his turns into my chest and sniffles a bit. I put my hand around him to try to make him stop crying. I rub gently against his shoulders to try to relax him a bit more.
"I hear you Trunks, is it really true you don't care?"
"No, I told you I'm flattered. I'm happy that I have some one really crushing on me instead of my money."
"Who would crush on money, that's not a lovable thing?"
"Go-Chan your so simple minded sometimes, I mean is liking me because I have money and riches."
"That's sad, why would anyone do that to you?" He cuddled into my chest softly and sighed. I pulled him closer to my chest, he was shaking all over.
"Are you cold?"
"No I'm just really upset and happy at the same time, knowing that one person excepts me for who I am."
My mind then stops to think about what I'm doing; Guy in my arms, he likes me, he is crying his heart out to me, what the hell am I supposed to do? I know I'm not gay that's a firm fact. I'm not going to even want a relationship right now, but I don't want to crush his heart like all the others he has known did. Oh Kami I'm going to regret this so bad in a second.
"Goten?" He looks up to me in my eyes, tear filled brown eyes meet up with my blue ones.
"What level of like are you talking about?"
"Love" He whispers to me. I slowly smile and lean down into him and kiss him on his cheek slowly and softly. My body wouldn't let me get near his lips, nor would I.
"Trunks your too sweet."
"You know what?" Here it comes I just know this is going to make my stomach curl up and die after this.
"Mmm?"
"I'm not gay, but I think I might try it and see if I like it." AW KAMI! My whole body was frozen as I seen him get up from my arms. His finger tips touched me once again and it brought me to almost moan. Why the hell dose that happen ever time he touches me? It feels like electricity going through my body!
"Trunks you don't have to try any thing to make me happy. Just be your self, I don't want to force some thing that serious on you and your life. Your not gay and your not going to make me feel any better if you force yourself to be gay with me or any other man." He kisses me back on my cheek and he lays down facing me.
"But I want to know what its like." I lay down facing him like so. His hair laid astray on the pillow as his wild brown eyes shined in the moon light that was coming into my balcony window. My heart jumped, he looked so angelic.
"Trunks it's different than a girl, way different than any relationship you could have, even gay women couples don't have to face as much shit as men do."
"What do you mean?"
"Look at the world today Trunks, it hates gay people, gay men! All the United states want to do is kill every romance unless it follows the damn religion most believe in over there."
"What religion is that Goten?"
"Christianity, they have no right to say that people can't love each other."
"I'm a Christian but I'm not against gay men or women."
"What about marriage?"
"Fine with me, they need the same rights as we have as normal couples."
"That is not a full Christian way then. That's one of the biggest sins in that religion."
"The world is changing, if people change so should the ways of religion, no one should follow their lives only by a book that was written thousands of years ago." I yawned trying to think deeper into my thoughts.
"Yea, if only people were like you Trunks, there would be less fights and debates on TV or the news telling what to love and what to do in your lives." I pressed my head down on my pillow and arched my back as if to stretch out on the bed.
"The world knows the word love as just a word and nothing more. It's the people on it that sees it differently, and religion is one rule of many that pushes itself in that word. Any many never see it by it's self any more."
"True to that, You sound like an old wise man." I laughed.
"Gee thanks, I feel old now." I pulled on the blankets to cover my self up.
"Your not old, it's just your mind its because you work to hard." He closes his eyes slowly, he was tired. I decided to end the conversation. My mother sometimes wanted me to go to church, but I hated every time we read the front part of the bible, it said only a man and a women shall marry, no homosexually will be tolerated. Fir will rain down from the sky from two men that make love. But in those times there were so many gay men in Greece we wouldn't have a tree left to see. Nor grass to walk on. Also there was so much cheating and unmorally nasty situations in the bible. But enough think about this, it's making my head hurt.
"Night Chibi-Chan"
Goten POV
I managed to close my eyes to try to sleep. After he had told me that he was willing to date me, it stole my breath away. He was the most giving and loving man I had ever known. It made my heart flutter in my chest just thinking about him. I want him so bad now.
I rolled over to my side almost seeming like he was spooning me. Except he didn't have his arm around my waist. I sighed quietly desperately trying to sleep away my thoughts, wishing that I really didn't have him next to me.
"Mmm"
"Hey sleepy head, wake up! I hope your not going to sleep all day, it's nearly 11:00 AM!! Damn your lazy." I felt him put some thing on my forehead, most likely a pillow of some sort.
"I'm still sleepy.." I yawned trying to relax a bit more with the pillow on my head. It actually helped block out the light from his balcony window.
"Goten are you hungry?" I lift my head at my aching stomach.
"A little bit
Now enough with confusing and dark dreary stuff, if you couldn't or wouldn't like some thing like that you won't like this story. Oh yea there is romance and hot steamy love in here but I wanted to warn newbies and readers who haven't heard of me before. Yes it a Yaoi fan fiction between Trunks and Goten, if I manage to get them together here. Also warning to all bible lovers, this is a atheists story, if you don't like the Christian religion made fun of don't read it. Flamers I warn you, no comments if you didn't like it! Simple as that, instead of wasting electricity to type it down keep it to your self. Save a tree, don't flame.
Enjoy my reader, I hope you like this.
Danielle
Trunks.z.x
I look at all my magazine collections, newspaper articles, and clippings of Capsule Corps main man. He was seemed to change my thoughts to a different perspective. Like I would ever have the chance at meeting him, he seemed so hot! So damn sexy, I was unusual to my mother that was so obsessed to this man, all she thought was I wanted to be a business man. Work at Capsule Corps seemed like my dream to her, but mine was bedding this hottie. That was some times when I was in-depth on my stories and works of fan fiction. Sure I had other obsessions, like Brittany Spears, and all those famous women out in fame and fortune. I got away from my collection and sat down on my bed.
I looked out the window of my bed room; it was like any other day. This day was like any ordinary boring day for my life to grow into. My mother Chichi was out of country with my father on vacation. My brother Gohan was on his usual scholar trip to America, he just had a baby girl. So my mother was pretty happy to have a grand child. The funny thing is that the girl he had it with seemed his first love of his life. How he ever stayed with her I'll never know.
The soft blue sky brightened my view as I look deeper out my window. The sun seemed to warm my face even as the cool breeze blew through my hair and touched my skin. I breathed deeply smelling the wonderful country side in my senses. I close my eyes to listen closely to what I'm feeling, my heart beating faster than normal in my chest; I felt uneasy some what, like some thing was going to happen. I open my eyes once more to see a car pull up in to my drive way, black and mysterious as it showed it self, I knew this was going to be turning point some how. My biggest fears were seeing this black car, it meant either death in the family or a deathly situation. I heard a car door slam and saw three shadows drifting on the ground.
They walked up the walk way to my front door. I heard the knock I really didn't want to answer it. But my body made its way into the kitchen and past into the living room where the dreaded door was. My eyes welted up with tears as I make my way to open the door in front of me. My hand twisted the door knob slowly, as the door opened my whole life flashed before my eyes. They people who had gotten out were business like men. My eyes widened at the attire they had on, deep black suits with hair cut perfectly and brushed.
"Mr. Son is it?" One of them said in front of me.
"Yes it is what is it that you want?"
"Well we came to tell you some news."
"What is some thing wrong, are my parents ok?" I asked, figuring that they were the reason they were here.
"Yes, may we come in?"
I let them all come in and they told me straight up;
"Your parents have been kidnapped."
I let my head think through on what they had just said, my parents were kidnapped? Why?
"Who did this, and do you have any idea where they are?" I looked up at them for some sense of hope, only to have it thrown back into my face as they remained motionless and silent.
"Mr. Son we're looking as hard as we can at the most possible places they could have ended up being held up in."
How in the world can any one hold on to my father?! He's the universes strongest fighter and he could blow his way out of every thing! How could he let this happen to our family?!
"We believe your father may be drugged, we under stand that he's very strong. We're following the trail the kidnappers leave behind every stop they make we hear about."
Then it hits me my father was just visiting from the dead, so he could have disappeared leaving only my mother in this.
I put my head down in my hands as I sit down on my bed. Then the questions run through my head as I think about my situation; why did this person kidnap my parents, and if they just didn't kill them on the spot, why were they keeping them alive, do they want money or just revenge on something I did. I don't bother trying to listen in on what else the men were telling me, I just didn't care. My days relaxing and being care free are over with, my whole wonderful child hood as disappeared in front of my eyes as I sat there. Did I even have one to begin with?
"Mr. Son are you listening to me?" I feel a hand on my shoulder shake me lightly. I flinch away from it, why the hell do they care so much, it's there job, their just acting like they care, they could care less if my family dies. I feel the hot anger inside me boil and fury to just scream telling them how hard it is to deal with what they have just told me.
"My name is Goten; please don't call me after my last name." I tell them "I want to know how long it will be until you find them, I need to know if their going to be alright, I'll do any thing to find them, I don't care how much money it takes!" I throw my fits up in the air some what, just to have them collapse don on my soft satin black sheets on my mattress. I feel he tears well up in my eyes as they just stand motionless.
"Goten, we have to take you to some where that you will be safe and fed properly." I look up at the man that had uttered those words that meant I didn't live here any longer. I loved my home and I was going to stay in it this time. I was old enough to deal with being alone!
"No, I'll be fine here. Thank you for the offer though." I put my hands into my lap and pretend that nothing bad of even so what threatening was said.
"Goten we have to give you a new home for the moment, your not the legal age to even be left at home." My stomach turned upside down and fell straight down onto hard concrete.
"I can handle being alone for awhile, I have two years until I'm eighteen! I really think I'll be fine!" I yelped out, hopping that they would just leave.
I put my head against the car window noticing we were passing my school. I knew I would never get to see it again. I look away feeling fresh tears come to my eyes. The flowers in the garden surrounding the front of it was in full bloom. We stop at the red light near the schools cross walk. A tear fell as I we pulled away from it slowly, I helped plant many of those flowers. I didn't bother looking after we pulled past the whole school.
I held back the tears knowing if I cried it wouldn't make me feel better, only worse and weaker to break down on.
"Goten we're taking you to JDC at the moment, we need to put you some where safe until we can get you anew home. Sadly to give your hopes up kid, but we might not find your parents. We're going to fid you a temporary home until we do."
"What's JDC?" I asked softly not bothering to think about the other things the women had just said.
"Juvenile Detention Center, it's a shelter until we find a temporary home for you."
"But what did I do wrong to get put in there?" I nearly whispered against the window.
"You did nothing wrong, your not going to be in a cell most of the time, I have a pretty good idea who might take you for this summer, you'll enjoy them. But like I said you won't be treated like a normal inmate, you'll be able to get out of your cell if you want, and you're allowed a few items I believe in your cell." I just turned my head and stuffed it in to my blanket I had brought with a few other things, my stuffed killer whale and drawing books. Sleep took to me after a few moments more passed, rest that's really some thing I'm going to need.
"Goten you need to wake up, we're here." I was pulled from the car by two police officers. They looked at me like a criminal. I wanted to run, run like earlier, run as fast as my legs would carry me. I heard the women speak to the two cops as they held on to me. Then they suddenly let lose of me apologizing and taking their hats off to me. I turned around to the car and grabbed my blanket; it was on my mom made for me when I was younger. I knew I looked strange being so attached to it. But I missed her; I wish my mom was here. My fathers also in this mishap, who would want to do this to me?
"Goten your going to have to act like an inmate, so we need you to look like one." The cop said to me happily, we rarely ever get a case like yours, we'll take good care of ya' until one of our friendly families comes here to pick you up. Until then we'll try to keep you little calm until then." I had wrapped the soft blanket around my frame. I nodded and noticed they were taking care of getting some of my things out of the car and taking it inside.
It was a dark and dreary place that made you either think or cry at the sight of what you seen. Every door had a lock on the door, every sound you heard was inmates screaming and telling them about their problems. My whole body shook as I passed on final door into another on were I seen a heavyset black lady, she looked at me with disgust, and hatred. I was a full Japanese life style boy, and I'm half sayjin, but they don't know that, nor do the cops.
"Do we have a new stupid kid to take care of today? What do you do run away?" She looked at me from the door way she was in.
"Nope this is an innocent one, we have a rare case for ya today Nana." I noticed that her gaze softened and she walked up to me and hugged me.
"I'm sorry baby, but I'm not used to good ones, I'm sorry I called you stupid. You look tired you can go in my office and have a seat. I I walked in the office and sat down. She walked in and went through some paper work with me and put them into a big filing cabinet.
"I'll find ya a decent room and room mate to stay with." I held on tight to my stuffed whale and blanket. I knew I looked funny but I didn't care! She took some of my things and brought me into another hallway, I saw a few guys look at me funny through the small windows of the doors of their cells that surrounded me I that hall way.
"Hal!" I jumped at her yelling. "Wake up this isn't time to sleep!"
"SHUT UP YOU FUCKING BLACK WHORE!!" I heard him yell through the window. I never heard that much bad language used like that before. The boy looked American and dumb, also very nasty looking. She opened the door and I heard a spraying sound and a scream.
"That'll teach ya, never use foul language in my presence or any one higher than you in morals you retarded stupid child!!"
I looked in the door way as he lay on the cement floor moaning and rubbing his eyes.
"YOU better see this young man standing here; he's a good example of good respect!! He loved his parents he didn't kill them like you did!!" She slammed the door and looked at me, my whole body was shaking. I want out of this place.
"Honey I'm going to put you with a run away is that ok with you?" I looked up and nodded slowly.
She walked to the end of the hallway and yelled over a microphone for the door to be opened, the door to other cell had a normal cell lock on it, this one was computer locked. I noticed a young looking boy sitting on the bed in the corner.
"T.J. this young man is coming to stay in your cell for a while, do not bother him, do not play with his things, you may get to know him. Be respectful to him like you would me."
I looked over to the young man, he seemed very timid and scared, and I walked straight into the room and sat down with my whale held to my chest. He looked at me and smiled a bit, and looked out the sealed window, I heard the door slam and lock. I managed to still hold on to my dignity. He looks back at me and laughs a bit, and crosses his arms.
"So what are you in here for, all mighty and high?" He asked right out, looking straight into my eyes.
"My parents were kidnapped, as well as my brother. The investigation group dropped me off here to stay until they find them." I simply stated and walked over to the window. This boy seemed rough on the edges, I figured to hang low around him, not get to friendly with him. I hugged my whale to my chest again, as some type of support for me.
I looked out the window to see a wide view of cars and many highways. The sun was setting in the distance, it reminded me of home. I sighed and walked to my bunk that was on the other side and laid down to rest my eyes, my whole body was tired from what was going on in my life right now.
I felt the cold cement touch my warm skin, and the harsh surface beneath the thin cloth and padding, this going to be one hell of a time to sleep.
"You're lucky you know." I heard his voice, it seemed scared and beaten. I lift my head up from the mat.
"How am I lucky?"
"A loving family is going to pick you up in here in a few hours; you'll be out of here." I raised my eye brows, my brain began to think… 'Family?' A family is coming to take me to take care of me? Take me home with them? Love me maybe? Al these questions ran through my mind as it hit me.
"So why did you run away from your parents?" I managed to say with out showing any feeling of happiness for myself.
"They weren't my parents, they were foster parents, and I'm an orphan. They were selling me out to old men for their pleasure." He said blankly, and he laid his head down on his matted bunk.
"Oh I'm sorry for asking, you should tell these people what they are doing to you." I sat up and looked over at him, so that I could see if he was upset or not, his face was a blank and cold looking as when I first saw him. It seemed as if he was beaten all his life, I felt for him, knowing how much things he's going through.
I managed to lie back down on the mat and cover up with my blanket, my stuffed whale made a great pillow. I thought about what this family might be like will they have a cute daughter an awesome son? A perfect image of a father that was there? Perfect mother that excepted you for who you are, things I never had?
"Goten!" A family is here to pick you up to go to a temporary home. Get you things picked up ok sweetie? A young man of the family is coming to your cell to pick up you and your things, I'll miss ya baby" Click
I lift up my head, I must have fallen asleep, and the intercom had told me that message. I managed to get up and saw the cell door was open, but T.J. was still in the cell, sitting on his bed, reading a book. They must really trust their run a ways if they open the doors like that. I walked to the door and out holding my things, I saw a person walking down the hall towards me. I figured that was the young man picking me up.
This guy had a hat on his head with shades and a hooded sweat shirt, baggy jeans that dragged the ground. He walked up to me and smiled and grabbed my things out of my hands and gestured for me to follow. I looked at him as we walked, I couldn't think of any thing to say since he hadn't said a word to me at all. After we walked to the same office I was earlier he spoke to me.
"Sorry that I didn't talk to you when we met, but they told me not to talk to you until me got out of the holding cell areas. My mom was to busy with her trips and labs to come pick you up. So here I am, the godly son to save your ass." He put his arms up and smiled. I couldn't help myself I laughed a little, he was quite the character.
"Names Torankusu, and yes I figured your names Son Goten right?" I nodded and he smiled bigger "Well I bet you want out of this place, lets get going. We'll talk as we head home."
We walked out into the hallway leading out and I saw the door that lead out. My heart was flying in my chest, I wanted out so bad, I wanted to smell the air out side this sterile place. He opened the door for me and I walked out into the city streets, seeing the cars and people so busy with all the things they were to do that day. It like there wasn't another day to get it done. He grasped my hand and pulled on it gently to follow him to his car I figured. But then when his skin touched mine, it was like electricity through my whole body. His skin was amazingly soft, and warm, and defiantly inviting to me. I had to keep my mind off my sex and on to what and where I was going to. Trunks lead me to a black Lamborghini with tinted windows and awesome wheels. My mouth dropped and I looked up at him.
"Is this yours?"
"Yea one of them, I wanted to drive the red one but my sister wanted to borrow that color. So we'll drive that later ok?"
""How many do you have?"
"Oh let me see, just these, about six or seven I forget." He walked to the front and opened the hood, and put my things inside. The hood was the trunk!! I was walking all around the vehicle inspecting it some what, like it was in a show room.
"Well lets get going goof ball you've walked around this damn car like seven times now, you'll have plenty of time to do that when we get home."
I got inside the quarter million dollar car and buckled up; it had leather seats and the works on the inside. I felt the dash, and the door frame, it was like new.
He started it up and he backed it up, I couldn't believe I was riding in a Lamborghini. I thought I was lucky to even ride in a corvette much less a new van or car. This was grand to my eyes; my guess is his family was loaded. I sighed as we got on the high way. Watching the cars we pass, and got passed.
"I take it you've never had a car like this huh?" I hear him ask, I nodded, I was still sleepy, but I couldn't fall asleep just yet.
"Were only a few minutes away so don't pass out in here. I want you in a bed, cozy and comfy." I looked over at him, wondering what home looked like.
"Hey do you know a company called Capsule Corp.?" His eyes were fixed on the road in front of him.
"Yea, it's like one of the biggest richest Corporations on the planet, why?" I responded.
"Oh I was just wondering, you know the president is always in the paper huh?"
"Yea, Trunks Brief?"
I thought about it, the president was a very handsome young man, gorgeous and sexy. But I heard he was a big snob, and was a bid business shark. I often saw him modeling in front of his new designs of many pod cars and capsules. He always had some fancy suit on, hair perfectly combed. That was another thing, his hair color was so rare, its shade of lavender, and his wonderful blue eyes. They went perfectly with his hair.
"Hey you ok, you're awfully quiet over there." I shot up and looked at him. I wondered then why he even bothered asking me about the president of C.C., yet my mind started yelling at me for not noticing. This guy is rich, but one thing, he doesn't look like the man in the magazines.
"Sorry, I was just thinking about why you asked me about that. My brother wanted to get a job there, but one of the lower bosses didn't like him I guess."
I tried to get on another subject, I really didn't want to tell him my sexual preference. I clasped my hands together trying to get my mind off of the fact knowing that I might be in good hands, but my parents were going to die or already dead one of them is dead so only one of them can really die…but you get the point. Until now I really hadn't thought about how much has and had happened. How many things are at stake. I'll never be able to see my mother smile again, while my father would never show me his wisdom of fighting. I barley knew the man because of him being dead most of my life.
"So who was the boss do you know?" I shook my head trying to find figure out all things I could be into.
"No, he never told me his name all I know is he hated my brothers resume' and his attitude." I managed to say, all I hears was a 'hmn' response. I watched as we passed into a long drive, with gates the size of my house. NO FUCKING WAY!!
Then it hit me, this was Capsule Corps main building, where the founder and family lived! I was jumping inside my stomach knowing that I was going to live in this place for a few months. It couldn't be him, no way in hell could that hottie be sitting next to me!! I personally wanted to see what this young man looked like sitting next to me.
He pulled up into a large door in the side of the building. He drove through curves and spirals of the building, I figured this was a parking garage for his cars. He pulled into a wide opening with all sorts of cars, and cars just like the one I was sitting in. My eyes widened at all of the cars, I paid attention to them trying to see if they were the ones in my magazines. A few were picture perfect from the ones in my mind that I had seen. Even the ones I seen in the news papers were sitting all around me. He pulled in a parking spot and turned the car off.
"Well we are here, I hope you don't mind, I'll have my escorts get your things. I hope you're ok with that, I know you seemed a bit attached to your belongings so I'll have them put right into my room."
"Oh ok, I'm fine with that, less things for me to carry." I saw him flip open a small looking cell phone, he pushed a button and a voice came load over the ceiling of the garage.
"Sweetie welcome home, did you get Goten, and do you need any help with any thing?"
"Yea, I need some extra hands down here, get Goten's things and put them in my room would ya?"
"Yes, your mother left you some spending money on your card, she said to have a good time and she loves and misses you all ready. We'll have some one down in a moment."
"Thanks Margi, tell mom I send my love to her, and tell her thanks too."
"Yep I'll do that."
He got out of the car, I followed him. Hoping I could get a glimpse of his eyes, I wanted to see those wonderful pools of blue I always knew in the magazines, I wondered if they were that beautiful in real life.
He turned to me and took off his shades and hat off, my mouth dropped as his hands did down to his sides. It was him, that sexy young president. I was giddy all over. My cheeks got hot, I knew I was blushing. I couldn't believe that he was standing right in front of me. This has to be one hell of a dream.
"Oh my god.."
"Huh? Goten what is wrong with you, seemed a bit flushed." He waked towards me.
The room swirled around me and I felt like I fell, blackness over took my eyes and brain. THUMP
"GOTEN!" I heard the faint cry before my mind went blank.
"Mmm" I roll over on a soft surface, I yawn and open my eyes. My eyes adjusted to the new surroundings, it was awfully bright in the room. I feel what I'm laying on , I was on a warm comfy bed with silk sheets. The pillows were very comfortable and fluffy. I snuggle back into my new found haven.
"Eep!" My body rubbed against some thing unfamiliar against my body. My ears pick up a soft sigh, then movement. I look over the pillow I'm laying on slowly.
"Well hello sleepy head, do ya feel better?"
My eyes widen, that angel was laying next to me!! His head laying only inches away from mine, his gorgeous silky hair lay astray on the pillow. My groin twitched at this sight, it was defiantly one sight I soon would regret seeing.
Kami I just know I'm going to have one hard nasty dream about this once in my next sleep session.
" I guess so, what happened?"
"You passed out right in front off me when I took off my cover."
"Cover?"
"Yea my hat and shades, that want no one would like rampage up to me with cameras. Wanting more interviews with me." He lied his head back and sighed softly.
"Well I can understand why, you're a pretty good sight to see." My whole body froze, I couldn't believe what just came out of my mouth. I look at his face to see his reaction, preparing for the blow of YOU FAG! He raises his eye brows and starts to laugh! I'm confuse and startled at this.
"Oh you're so cute, I think were going to be having a bit of fun while you're here."
"What do you mean I'm cute?"
"The way you try telling me you like what you see, it's adorable to see your face!" He laughs again and sits up near me.
"But I don't understand what you mean." I was unprepared for what came in front of me.
GRAB
"Huh!?" He grabbed me by me shirt collar and pulled me up to his face.
"I think I might like you if you keep up your cute little attitude dumb ass." He whispered to me. My heart jumped into my throat, and my cheeks got hot once more.
"Oh, cool." That's all I could say for his comment.
"So do I have a chance with you may be?" He was still close to my face, I could feel his hot breath on my skin, and his lustful scent. I wondered what he smelled like after sex. Mmm my mind wonders more. I know I'm so mean for thinking about sex right now but I'm so damn horny!! I decided to get bold.
"Sure you have more than a damn chance, I'm practically drooling over here!" Now it was his turn to blush, he looked closely into my eyes and pulled away. I tilted my head seeing him get out of the bed. He made his way around to my side. I didn't expect much, but not nearly what he did.
"Lay down for me cutie, I wanna do somthin for you."
I did as he told me to do, and lied my self down on the bed.
"What are you doing!??" He wrapped a leather straps around my wrists and ankles and began to tie them to the post surrounding the bed.
"I'm going to give you a test drive ok cutie?"
"Please I know you're hot and all but I didn't want sex just yet!!!" I yelped out, as he pulled off his shirt and let his pants drop with my eyes.
"I'm not gonna fuck you baby!" I look up at him and see his black and slinky thong. My mouth dropped as the pants did to the floor. He got on top of me and sat down on my hips.
"I said a test drive, not a sack session." He grasped my hands and put them on his hips. He pushed himself against me, I threw my head back and tried not to make a single sound.
"Oh Goten your so simple, your already hard for me huh?" I look up at him as I move my hands up and down his hips to his firm tight rear. I was so hard it was hurting, but I was unsure if I really wanted sex with some kinky hot sexy guy like this or not. My mind screamed yes!!! But I didn't even know him!!
"Goten do you want me?"
"Yes…" I hissed.
"Goten? Are you ok? You sound funny."
I opened my eyes find his face worried and pale. I feel a sharp pain in my head as I turn to him, he wasn't on top of me nor near naked. I see blood on his shirt and on his face. I look up at him and cringe, pain hits down to my right arm and back up to my head.
"Oh man it hurts, what happened?"
"You fainted and fell, you hit your head pretty hard, and the doc said you have concussion and a broken arm."
He said it pretty plainly and it hit me harder than my fall, it was all a dream, those wonderful hips and lustrous eye were all my imagination, all a lie…….Damn.
"I guess I was sleepier than I thought, huh?"
"Yea, you even sort of collapsed all dramatic like." He laughs.
"What do you mean?"
"You said like something like 'Oh my god!' like you were dieing or something."
"Oh I did, I don't remember that." I put my hand behind my head to touch the gauss around my head. My other arm was in a hard cast of some type. I felt so tired for some odd reason, maybe it's just because I was laying down in this cold hospital room or I have mono.
"Well the doc told me you'll make fast recovery form all this, if you want we can leave now unless you want some pain killers."
"No, I want out of here."
"Good I'll go sign you out, be right back." He ruffles my hair and leaves.
I sink back down in to the covers, I try to rest my eyes and ignore the pain in my head. My stomach churned about as I began to think about what my parents were going through, if they were ok, or how much I really miss them. My chest starts to hurt, it's my heart. It's aching in a fire grave, deep inside me, it doesn't matter how hollow I get, the fire inside me keeps getting bigger, hotter, and burning up any feeling I ever had.
My mind slips out away from the real world as I see what my mind looks like. I see my self in a room alone with out a door to escape. My eye focus what the walls look like, pictures of my family and home, my friends, my school. I look on the other walls in the room, they have pictures of Trunks yet they look old, I look at them deeper he looked like a young child yet he didn't seem happy. Then another picture showed next to them, a smug man with highly spiked hair, the pictures of Trunks turned red and white.
I turn around to see Trunks as a young teenager, he had a frown on is face then a fearful one when this man appeared in front of him. I watched as Trunks' body was slammed into the ground, causing a shriek to come out of him. I backed against the wall behind me and watched as the walls turned into nothing, all the pictures of my family and friends were destroyed. I tried to walk forward only to hear yelling and screaming. Painful yelps and cries of please and whys. I turned around to find Trunks as I seen him today, Gorgeous and gleaming of happiness, But I seen tears coming down from his eyes. I walked up to him, and noticed he was some what frozen like that. I touched his face it was cold as ice, I turned around to see my mother looking straight at me. She opened her mouth and blood seemed to slur out as she spoke.
"Goten, it's your end, you're the cause of all this, how could you let this happen to us!? You decided to go against God! How could you turn gay? I didn't put you on the planet to fuck a man in the ass!! I put you on this planet to have a family!"
"But mother I am what I am I can't change what I like in a relationship! I never gave my life to your God! Why can't you except me!!??"
"Never you mistaken child, your not mine, this all your fathers fault! If you had a fatherly figure in your life you wouldn't be a damn FAG!!"
"What? You don't want me?"
"I'll tell you what, I'm going to go to America where there are no fagots, where they know that a women is prized, God is in their lives, and people like you are burning in hell!"
"But mother please don't leave me alone in this house!!"
"You'll learn on your own how wonderful a normal life is. I never want to see your face again you dirty child. I never had you."
"Mother why are you telling me this again?!" Tears fell down my face. I watched the blood run down the walls. All the memories I ever knew. I watched her fling her had to my face, more red, more blood red!! Make it stop!!
I back up into Trunks, He wraps his arms around me and his hair flies up in a golden color, his wonderful blue eyes turned to green.
"Goten you got to let go of them, they are what causes your red, some thing deep inside you tells me you will find them but it will met your end, watch your back for these two. They cause your red, and they will turn it into your death."
"What are you saying Trunks?" I looked up at him, I had no idea why his hair changed like that I looked at my mother once more, her body turned into a black tar, my head began to hurt as I heard her consume my hearing, my every thought……gone. My vision goes red and it slowly turned into white.
"Trunks please help me!! I don't want to live this over again!!" The red disappears in my vision, white consumed its presence.
"Please get me out of here!!"
"Goten, wake up we can go home now."
"TRUNKS!" I yelp grabbing him.
"Wow, you sure you're ok." He pats me on my back softly.
"Yea, I just had on messed up dream."
"About what?"
"My mother"
"Oh, any thing with moms are scary." He laughed.
Trunks POV
I noticed him thrashing about on that bed, he kept saying red turned into white, I had not idea what that meant. I just hope he lets his worries go down the drain, he won't suffer at all here. He seemed a bit frail when I picked him up off the concrete, he was light as a feather. I could say he was about 110 pounds. I wonder if he's eaten well enough in his old home.
"Well let's go." I grab his hand gently and pull on him. He followed it and managed to get up. I lead him to my car out side in the parking lot.
"Hey were are we?" I hear him ask.
"Were on the hospital wing of Capsule Corp. Basically this is the industrial area. We have our offices over there next to it." I point to show him. He looks as if he's so amazed at every thing around him, including me.
"Well get in goof ball, were going home."
"Yea I know, it's just so neat to actually see this place, I've seen this in magazines so many times, and my mom never had time to take me to West City to see it, because we live so far away." He gets in and buckles up.
"Well you'll see every part of this place once I'm finished with you." I start the car up and I leave to our destination. I look over at him, he's staring at the buildings as they pass, almost like he's never seen a business building before. I wish I was like that or I would like my job way better, I HATE going to work, it bores me to death.
This time I pull in my grandpa's lab garage, a lot less cars and no concrete, soft carpet surrounded the ground. He gets out before me and he starts to look around even more, seeing all these shiny new cars and computers hooked up to some.
"Wow, where are we?" I smile at him
"We are in my gramps lab, he makes some new pod cars in this room for our business."
"Cool! You guys got the concept Z 34 Doro in here!!" He runs up to the small compact pod car. And starts looking in it like there's no tomorrow.
"Yea we have that sitting in here because we need to adjust its stabilizers, it's not level when you take off."
"This is so cool to actually see it!"
"Is that the only thing you think about is seeing some thing what about owning it?" I knew we had billions ready to be sent out next year to be sold. But I knew he probably would enjoy to have his own car.
"Oh Trunks I couldn't afford some thing this nice, But yea it would be nice."
"What color or colors?" He looks at me strangely but began to think. His lips purse at his deep thought. Actually it was kina cute. I kick my self mentally and laugh.
"I would have to say like black and blue with under lights that were green and a kick ass stereo. With fancy leather seats and a turbo booster, and a CD player, and a place for a laptop, because if I had that type of money I would have a laptop."
"I said color not every thing." I laugh, he looks at me and smiled.
"Well I figured I would just tell you what I would do if I was rich. Instead of just the color, I figured you would ask me after the color what would you do with it."
"Well your right, any thing else?" He shifts his hips and gives a small 'Mmm'.
"Well I would want a date to take to dinner and a nice night with them."
"Well if that's all, you have it now besides the date."
"WHAT?" He turns to me wide eyed like he had never seen me before. I smiled at him and nodded my head.
"I have your car coming of the line now, my cell phone recorded your requests, and so it will be in here in a few minutes."
"But how can I pay for it?" He gave a saddened look.
"It's already paid for Goten, its all yours."
"Really?!!" His eyes were fixed upon mine like he had never seen me before. I slowly turned to the garage door as it opened with the car.
"HOLY SHIT!" He jumped up and put his arms around him self lie he was going to cry. I never had witnessed some one act this away that I know that received just a car. I get a new one every week. This is going to be one awesome stay for him if he gets that excited over a car.
"Well go on and check your car out, you wanna take a spin in it?" I look at him as he rushed up to it and looked all over it.
"YES!!" He opened the car door and got in, already trying to start it up.
"Cool, let's go." I got in and he immediately put in reverse and peeled out into the road.
"This is awesome! Thank you Trunks." He tuned his head to me.
"Well now that we are on the road lets go and pick up your laptop shall we?"
"I'm getting a laptop?"
"Yea you need one if you're going to be living in my house."
"Oh wow, what did I do to get all of these toys?"
"For showing up on my door step, it's a home warming gift from me ok?"
"Oh Trunks thank you so much!" I pointed out to where we need to go and he followed my lead.
"Your more than welcome, all you need to do is keep me company a few times a month."
He pulled into a parking space but when he stopped he didn't get out like I thought he would. He turned to me and grabbed me and pull my whole body into a hug. My whole being shook as his finger tips touched me, as his head was a perfect fit underneath mine. I had never felt such ecstasy with one persons touch. I looked down at him and he had his eyes closed like it was the last thing in the world.
"I will always keep you company Trunks, it doesn't matter if you had given me these gifts, you were nice enough to put a smile on my face." He lifted his head up and smiled "I know I sound like one hell of a homo but I know how I feel and I'm not afraid to say what I feel in my heart."
"Goten, I'm glad you're as honest as you are, that will make us both comfortable around each other. Now let's go get that computer goof ball."
"Ok let's go." He lets go of me and gets out, I notice his face is flushed and he seems a bit embarrassed.
We picked up the laptop and a few other things we needed for it and headed for home. When he pulled into the garage and I got out following suit to him. He began to walk to the entrance to go in. I smiled and pressed the closure button on his car and it collapsed into its capsule. I turned to see him amazed again.
"It dose that that thing to?"
"Yep, that way you won't need a parking spot."
"Cool!!"
"Well go on in, my mother might be back from her trip, so I bet she would like to see you. I must warn you though, my father isn't the nicest person on the planet so try not to bother him to much ne?" He tilted his head at me and nodded and he headed in the door.
He walked right into the living room with his mouth wide open, like he had never been in a normal home before. I wondered what his home looked like. He turned his head to me and smiled.
"This is a gorgeous home Trunks-Kun, I love it."
"You love it already when all you seen is the living room?"
"Well there you are asking me the obvious, if this room looks this good then every other room should look wonderful to." He twirled around and ran down the hall way giggling like a school girl.
"Ok, go ahead and explore, I need a shower. You'll find my room, it's not hard to find."
"Ok thanks Trunks!!"
"Yep!" I leave my door half a jar, my mother if she was home she would have been in the living room waiting for me. I had the bell boy bring his things into my room I turned my back to the pile of thing on my floor and to my task at hand. I pulled my shirt and pants slide off my body, I looked at myself in my mirror. My hips were a perfect curve to my boxers, I slowly removed them. I always had a thing to look at my whole body before a or after my showers for some odd reason. I guess I really am that beautiful. My past girl friends have fallen in love with the way my body and my face, but they never wanted to talk to me, all they wanted from me was sex.
I sigh at I look at my scars on my thighs and lower hip area, they were long gashes in my flesh. No ones ever seen these scars besides me and the person who caused them. I caressed my hand around my hips feeling how they still feel so deep, I can sill feel the pain from that night. I'll never trust a straight homophobic man. No one will ever see these scars no one will ever touch me they want to. Goten seems like a trust worthy young man, I hope to get to know him better and trust him. I'll never trust any one with my body, no sex for this man, I've had enough already.
As my thoughts wander I had made it into my shower already. My virginity was taken away from me along time ago with out choice and I won't stand for it to happen again, I never want to experience that again. That's why I'm the way I am, in the closet for the rest of my little life just living out every day alone with out some one to hold me, some one to tell me they love me.
"Hey Trunks, are you in here?" I hear, I look out the shower door to see Goten looking straight at me. I blushed a bit.
"Yep, sorry I didn't hurry. I really don't feel that well right now, I got this headache that's killing me."
"Oh take your time I met your dad, he's not that bad, he just doesn't talk very much." I laugh as I get back to washing my body.
"Yea, that's him."
"So where is your mom?"
"Oh she's probably in the lab again, that's her haven to relax from her trips most of the time."
"Cool, she sounds like a total genius of the human race." He giggled and sat down on my bed and laid himself down. He had a hold of that blanket of his. It must mean some thing to him. I shivered as the water ran down my back, it felt good from the heat building and hitting against my tan skin. I really need to get to sleep. The last time I looked at the clock it said 12:42 AM I yawned at my thought of sleep.
"Trunks are you almost done, you sound a bit tired."
"Yea I'm getting out now." I got out and grabbed a towel, wrapped it around my waist and headed out not bothering to look at my hair if it looked brushed. I walk into my room to see him laying with a smile on his face half awake.
"Sleepy Goten?"
"Yea, where am I going to sleep?"
"With me tonight, I hope you don't mind." I watch as his eyes widen and he nods his head no quite vastly. I see a blush coming to his cheeks, I didn't mind mentioning it to him. I walk over and drop my towel to get dressed. I hear a small gasp and I turn my head to see him look away. He acts like he's so innocent and curious. I wonder if he prefers men of both. Mmm I guess I I'll figure that out later.
"I'm sorry if this kind of stuns you, are you not used to seeing nakedness around your house?"
"No my mother is very religious and my father is …not there most of the time."
"When was the last time you seen him?"
"About three years ago, he was just visiting from the dead for my mothers vacation, that's why I wonder if she left with him to heaven to let me be alone, my brother could have covered up his files, that way he could really relax. I'm not really that worried about them now that I have thought about it."
"I'm sorry that you haven't had enough love from you father, trust me I know how it feels. My fathers the same way. He leaves into space for a few months then comes back to beat the shit out of me and eat our food then leave, with knocking my mother up again, my parents really didn't want me." I pull up on my boxers and a tank top. I make eye contact with him.
"Well lets hit the sack, I'll let you meet my mother tomorrow and I'll show you a few of my talents I do on my free time."
"Ok sounds good to me, I'll get dressed."
"Ok, you better hurry up or I'll steal all of the covers." In a matter of seconds he was in my bed al curled up in a tee-shirt and boxers.
"Well that was quick, I'm beginning to like you. At least you're quick."
"Good I like to hear that. Thank you again for all that you have done for me." He pulls me in for a light hug and he tells me good night and we turn out the lights.
"Dose your head still hurt Trunks?" He whispers to me. I smile for his memory, at least I know he listens to me.
"It feels better now that I'm laying down but thanks for your concern about me Go-Chan." I saw him smile shyly at me for my endearment. I got up and walked to my bay window and opened it as I stepped out. My hair was drying already from just standing around my room. The wind hit my body in a rush touching every cell in my body, the moon was full, and the city lights were bright into the horizon.
"Hey Trunks aren't you going to sleep?"
"Yea, I want to see the stars for a bit."
"But I thought you were tired?"
"Well I still am its just I want to watch for a shooting star, and feel the wind."
"You sound like a romance novel, you know that right?" He laughed a bit.
"If you get your butt up to look at this you would understand why I said that." I see him by the corner of my eye get up quickly. He stands by my side and I hear a small gasp.
"It's so…beautiful, it like this every night?"
"Yea, but I never see shooting stars like that." I point into the high sky. I see him just gaze with amazement yet sadness in his eyes.
"What is the matter Go-Chan, you seem sad?"
"Oh just thinking about something, it's both sad and joyful in my mind."
"I see, is about your parents?"
"Yea" A stray tear falls down from his face and he turns into my room and laid his head back down on my pillows. He must really be that lonely to cry like that.
"Goten please don't cry, I hate tears to fall down such a nice persons face." I try to get him to smile but all I do is get him crying more.
"Oh Trunks how can you know what I'm going through? My parents dumped me, I know where they are, my head is screwed up, and I keep thinking they will come back but they have been gone for two years!"
I nod my head, I figured he had a few screws lose in that head of his. But I continue to listen to what his side of the story was, the true side.
"I always looked out that window of my room for that damned white car to pull up in our drive way. I received a little money from my mothers retirement money, that's what I've been living on there is no mystery of where they are. My fathers been dead since I was born!" He began to cry harder, he couldn't control his breathing. He thrashed his body against the head board of my bed.
"Goten!!"
I put my arms around him to try to calm him down. His whole body was shaking and straining from my grasp.
"You know what's fucked up?" he arches his back as I hold on to him, careful of his broken arm, I look at his head to see if there was any bleeding. He seemed ok, which that relived me from my worry.
"What so messed up Go-Chan?"
"My biggest crush in the whole fuckin damn world is sitting right behind me, holding me like I always wanted. Really caring about me!! But one problem, he'll let go after this and beat the shit out of me just like my parents did when they found out I was a gay fagot!" He sobs and tenses himself like I was going to hit him. But I still held on to him. No one should ever get beaten for what they like in love. I pull him closer to me trying to prove to him I wasn't going to hurt him.
"Goten I don't want to hurt you! Please relax and let me talk to you. You might need some help pretty soon not only for that messed up truth you told me, but also for you being like bipolar. I understand what you feel, I have a few friends facing what you're going through. I'm not homophobic ok Go-Chan?" I managed to whisper to him in his ear.
"I'm flattered that you like me in that way. Understand that nothing will ever come in between us to hurt you. Do you hear me Goten?" I feel his body suddenly relax from within my arms. I sigh as his turns into my chest and sniffles a bit. I put my hand around him to try to make him stop crying. I rub gently against his shoulders to try to relax him a bit more.
"I hear you Trunks, is it really true you don't care?"
"No, I told you I'm flattered. I'm happy that I have some one really crushing on me instead of my money."
"Who would crush on money, that's not a lovable thing?"
"Go-Chan your so simple minded sometimes, I mean is liking me because I have money and riches."
"That's sad, why would anyone do that to you?" He cuddled into my chest softly and sighed. I pulled him closer to my chest, he was shaking all over.
"Are you cold?"
"No I'm just really upset and happy at the same time, knowing that one person excepts me for who I am."
My mind then stops to think about what I'm doing; Guy in my arms, he likes me, he is crying his heart out to me, what the hell am I supposed to do? I know I'm not gay that's a firm fact. I'm not going to even want a relationship right now, but I don't want to crush his heart like all the others he has known did. Oh Kami I'm going to regret this so bad in a second.
"Goten?" He looks up to me in my eyes, tear filled brown eyes meet up with my blue ones.
"What level of like are you talking about?"
"Love" He whispers to me. I slowly smile and lean down into him and kiss him on his cheek slowly and softly. My body wouldn't let me get near his lips, nor would I.
"Trunks your too sweet."
"You know what?" Here it comes I just know this is going to make my stomach curl up and die after this.
"Mmm?"
"I'm not gay, but I think I might try it and see if I like it." AW KAMI! My whole body was frozen as I seen him get up from my arms. His finger tips touched me once again and it brought me to almost moan. Why the hell dose that happen ever time he touches me? It feels like electricity going through my body!
"Trunks you don't have to try any thing to make me happy. Just be your self, I don't want to force some thing that serious on you and your life. Your not gay and your not going to make me feel any better if you force yourself to be gay with me or any other man." He kisses me back on my cheek and he lays down facing me.
"But I want to know what its like." I lay down facing him like so. His hair laid astray on the pillow as his wild brown eyes shined in the moon light that was coming into my balcony window. My heart jumped, he looked so angelic.
"Trunks it's different than a girl, way different than any relationship you could have, even gay women couples don't have to face as much shit as men do."
"What do you mean?"
"Look at the world today Trunks, it hates gay people, gay men! All the United states want to do is kill every romance unless it follows the damn religion most believe in over there."
"What religion is that Goten?"
"Christianity, they have no right to say that people can't love each other."
"I'm a Christian but I'm not against gay men or women."
"What about marriage?"
"Fine with me, they need the same rights as we have as normal couples."
"That is not a full Christian way then. That's one of the biggest sins in that religion."
"The world is changing, if people change so should the ways of religion, no one should follow their lives only by a book that was written thousands of years ago." I yawned trying to think deeper into my thoughts.
"Yea, if only people were like you Trunks, there would be less fights and debates on TV or the news telling what to love and what to do in your lives." I pressed my head down on my pillow and arched my back as if to stretch out on the bed.
"The world knows the word love as just a word and nothing more. It's the people on it that sees it differently, and religion is one rule of many that pushes itself in that word. Any many never see it by it's self any more."
"True to that, You sound like an old wise man." I laughed.
"Gee thanks, I feel old now." I pulled on the blankets to cover my self up.
"Your not old, it's just your mind its because you work to hard." He closes his eyes slowly, he was tired. I decided to end the conversation. My mother sometimes wanted me to go to church, but I hated every time we read the front part of the bible, it said only a man and a women shall marry, no homosexually will be tolerated. Fir will rain down from the sky from two men that make love. But in those times there were so many gay men in Greece we wouldn't have a tree left to see. Nor grass to walk on. Also there was so much cheating and unmorally nasty situations in the bible. But enough think about this, it's making my head hurt.
"Night Chibi-Chan"
Goten POV
I managed to close my eyes to try to sleep. After he had told me that he was willing to date me, it stole my breath away. He was the most giving and loving man I had ever known. It made my heart flutter in my chest just thinking about him. I want him so bad now.
I rolled over to my side almost seeming like he was spooning me. Except he didn't have his arm around my waist. I sighed quietly desperately trying to sleep away my thoughts, wishing that I really didn't have him next to me.
"Mmm"
"Hey sleepy head, wake up! I hope your not going to sleep all day, it's nearly 11:00 AM!! Damn your lazy." I felt him put some thing on my forehead, most likely a pillow of some sort.
"I'm still sleepy.." I yawned trying to relax a bit more with the pillow on my head. It actually helped block out the light from his balcony window.
"Goten are you hungry?" I lift my head at my aching stomach.
"A little bit