Chapter 8
"God Trunks, those are common names."
"I told you they were retarded." I feel so stupid for not thinking of a name before he was born. Goten always asks me for the hard things like this.
"You make me so mad sometimes, you know that?" He yawned and nodded with his eyes half lidded.
"You still tired baby?" He didn't answer he was looking at the baby. I'm going to have to get used to the fact that I'm going to be ignored more often now. I just plopped my head down on the side of his bed. Hearing the occasional beep or air being let out. With all of the monitors attached to him wouldn't surprise me that he's not drugged up. I wish I could have seen my baby born, what ever happened to me?
All I remember is trying to call my parents in to help me get Goten help. To think we were about to have sex too. Damn, I bet now he's not going to be able for a while to even try to get busy. He might not even have a second to spend with me now. Of course I'll be helping him take care of him.
"You still awake honey?" He runs his hand against my cheek. I smile as he touches me. He still knows I'm here, good.
"I want out of here as soon as possible. The sooner the better for me and you." What is he talking about? Hell his ass is ripped apart…wait that means that he is not able to get it…Shit.
"You need your rest baby. I'd think you'd want to stay a little bit to heal the IMPORTANT things up you know?"
"You horny little bastard, I'm fine. I just want to be home so we can enjoy our baby with out spectators."
"Sure, but I really think you need to stay a bit longer to heal. It's not just that."
I lean in and share a long a waited kiss. I really was worried about him. I anted to make sure he wasn't going to die from bleeding or extreme pain hit him in the middle of the night.
"I'd hope not. Sex really isn't that important to you is it?"
"It has some importance, but your comfort and safety is much more meaningful than a quick fuck." I felt bad for giving him that impression. I know he's a bit pissed about it already. I took the baby from his arms. It looked tired as well from all of us holding him. I glanced over at the forgotten baby blanket that was given to us when he was born. I wrapped it up and around the baby. It had little clouds all over it. I thought it was quite cute. Goten's eyes are watching me as I hold him.
"What the hell is wrong with you? You need to give that bay a name!" My mother screamed at me. We still hadn't thought up a decent name for him. Goten was worried that he'd be nameless or be made fun of by the other kids that his name was shit. The office had pulled me into doing full time again. I hated it so much. Coming home at eleven at night and waking up at six just to go back to work. My mother had stayed away from the office to help take care of the baby with Goten.
I glanced out of the window and noticed the clouds. I breathed in the fall air. It was a usual lightly streamed clouds and blue skies.
"Sirius clouds…" My driver noticed I was dazing out of the window.
"Sir are you ok?" I nodded as we stopped in front of Capsule Corp. Offices. I wanted to drive myself but to many people like my mother was to worried that I would get shot or things stolen from me during my travels today. I had to be driven to every meeting and trade. My cell phone rang in my pocket and I answered quickly as I got out of the car door.
"Hey honey how are you?"
"Ok, but I got one Hell of a headache."
"I think your working way too hard at the office, tell them you have a baby at home to take care of…."
"Goten you know I want to help take care of our baby please don't think I'm like that."
"No I'm talking about me, I miss it when we actually got up together. I want to spend sometime with you. I'm fine with the baby and all. He's got me and your mother. But it would be nice to have you around him a little more." I felt like breaking down and crying. I wish I could do that. I want to hold my baby, I want to take care of him, I want to make love to Goten, I want to wake up with him…I want to give this fucking job up!
"Goten I'm coming home right now."
"What? You still have half the day to go baby."
"I'm quitting now." I told him I loved him and hung up before he had the chance to say anything about it.
My mother was pissed at me for quitting but I explained why and she finally gave in and went back to work herself. It had been a total of a month of the shit and our baby still had no name. I had one name for him.
"Goten I have the name for our baby. It's taken me too long to even bring this up I know." He rolls his eyes. He's a bit pissed at me for taking so long. But it took all of my brain cells to even gain one name or an idea.
"What is it?"
"Skyler Sirius Briefs" I waited for his reaction.
"I love it!" He wrapped his arms around me and kissed my lips softly. I pulled him down into my lap and let my hands slide down to rest on his butt. Boy it's been awhile since I've touched that wonderful thing.
"Kinky babe." I licked my lips and let him get up off my lap. He winked and went to go and call the hospital. That way they could place the name on the birth certificate.
The baby was fast asleep upstairs with my sister. I couldn't wait till he was told. I hope he likes it.
Well just when life looked like it would get any better our lives hit's the ditch….
I woke up to a cold bed and a crying baby. I get up seeing no one in the room. I rush to the baby and pick him up in my arms. I rocked side by side to calm him down. I heard screaming from down the hall. It sounded like a fight. I held tightly to Sky and opened the door hearing Goten's voice shrilling.
"I didn't cheat on Trunks!"
"Yes you did and I want you to tall him what you did!"
"Shush Bulma, he's bound to wake up any minute!" I walked up behind him still holding the baby.
"Cheating?" He turned to me with a pale face. What kind of cheating? My heart beat was thrashing in my own chest. Goten couldn't do that to me could he?
"Trunks, baby. I'm sorry if I woke you up." He looked panicked.
"No you didn't, Sky did." I want to rip him up into shreds if he cheated on me like that kind. He kisses the baby and timidly looked up at me. He really sucks covering up himself on lies. It's got to be true. I was pissed in two point five seconds.
"I need to talk to you for a little bit." He said in a squeak, he could see I was really pissed. Way more than he's ever seen me before.
"I'm not sure if I should."
I listened to the dreaded words that came out of his mouth. He had cheated on me with a woman. It took every thing I had to not break down into tears and beat the shit out of him for it. I twitched slightly as he spoke of what he did to her. He told me repeatedly that he was so sorry for what he had done.
"It's unforgivable Goten." I got up with our sleeping child in my arms. "Look at what I'm holding Goten. What the hell am I holding?" I said slowly and softly.
"Our baby." he looked down at his own feet and the floor. "But Trunks, I understand what I did wrong. I told you I'm sorry!" He gets up chasing up after me after I handed Sky to my mother. I don't want him to upset him as well.
"To think I was going to marry your nasty whore ass!"
"You cheated on me too you ass hole!" He paused as I turned and got right into his face.
"You still think that's my fault that I got rapped in my ass that night by a man I hated? Boy don't we have our issues mixed up. I need to get the hell out of here."
"Trunks don't you run away from our talk!" I turned around and smacked him against the wall.
"This is your first lesson about fights with me, do not to chase after me when I'm pissed fucker." I noticed I hit him a bit harder that I wished to. He was starring straight at me with anger. This was the first time I had ever hit him in a verbal fight. His nose and mouth was bleeding profusely, I know he'll live. I leave out the door with him screaming out for me to stay.
I got in my car and drove out to the highway to calm down a little bit. I turned on my CD player and listened to on of my disks I made a long time ago. Just when I thought me and him were starting to love each other again he goes and does this. He did it the first of this month. My head screamed out that I wanted to kill the bitch that let him fucker her. Then I noticed that the car I was driving was the one I picked him up the very first day we met.
I just can't get away from him can I?
To think I quit at the office for his lousy ass. I can understand he was getting sexually frustrated but he could have told or asked me when I got home and I'd come in later the next day so I could spend the rest of the night with him, but no he had to sleep with a ditzy bitch down in the welcoming office to satisfy himself and break a marriage up for it.
This time we were giving each other no forgiveness. Me and him butted heads all day long on what to do with the baby. I threatened to move out of the house to get away from him. I canceled the wedding ring I had gotten him, that was one of the hardest jabs I had ever given to him since I had smacked him into the wall. We were at it for almost four weeks straight and there was no evident stopping point to our arguments any longer.
It went so fast, our breakup and get back together then turn around and do it all over again. I'm so sick of the damn drama. I held Sky in my arms while feeding him his fourth bottle for the day. In all of the mess I've become quite attached to him. If I'm not working I'm with him. I like to be with him most of the week. Goten got a few chances to hold him and care for him but I was the one to mostly bond with him.
"How's it going Trunks?" Goten walked in through my door. I rolled my eyes showing him I was still pissed from this morning fight over the weather.
"I guess it's going ok. He's still got about five more to go before the days up." I paused, "Everyday he looks more and more like you." I noticed Goten didn't look right. "You feeling ok Goten?" He nods looking at me. His eyes looked glassy.
"Yea, what makes you think that Trunks?"
"You just a little upset than normal."
"Nah just don't feel good that's all." He kissed the top of Sky's forehead and pats my shoulder and starts out to leave the room.
"You can stay in here if you like to Goten." He stops and shakes his head no.
"Nah, I want to go lay down for a little while, my head is pounding." I patted the side of my bed for him to lay there.
"You can lay here, I'll be quiet." For some odd reason I feel really guilty right now from our confrontation that started all of this. He still had a few marks on his face from slaps or hits I had given him in the beginning. I feel really guilty for it some how.
"I guess, Mr. Friendly." He plops on 'his side' of the bed where he once presided before we broke up. He closed his eyes and fell silent. His eyes were twitching every once in awhile. My guess it hurt a lot.
I laid Sky back into his crib and laid down next him silently. I missed having someone else in my bed. It gets lonely in here with out him. What the Hell am I doing? I don't want any thing to do with him any longer. But why do I keep wanting to apologize to him? Why do I want to forgive him? I know I still love him very much but I don't want the drama…. I wasn't so pissed like I was when I found out.
I thought for a second and looked at him. He basically forgave me on the whole Joey thing. But before I ever do that I want him to really regret Cheating on me. I believe I might be able to forgive him on this one but with time.
(A/N this chapter is a fast paced writing, it is meant to be quick for a reason)
Goten had fallen asleep laying in my bed. His headache must have worn him out or made him pass out. I leaned back and looked at his face. His soft bangs were laying into his face so delicately, his soft creamy skin glowing in the moonlight. I loved him so much…
Over the weeks we've been fighting and arguing my heart has been split into to where I can't even sleep at night while I'm always thinking about him. There was still this part of him that stayed inside of me constantly. I never thought that he would ever cheat on me like that. I brushed the stray bangs out of his eyes. He's so beautiful, since he's came here he's grown so much. So many new things have changed my own self as being part of his life. Having the baby and all it was almost too much for me. I never thought I'd be gay or even try to marry another man in love. I know wise people have said that forgiveness is the most powerful and smartest thing you can do in a relationship, but to me it the thing that makes a relationship fall apart.
I get up from the bed away from him, I have to get to my senses and realize I can't just keep my own sanity with out him. Why can't we just be together and be with out problems lie these we are facing.
"You ok Trunks?" I hear his voice crack. I must have woke him up getting up. I quickly went into the bathroom. I need to wash off my face and relax a little more. The more I think about him the more stress I'm going to have. He knocks on the door as I finish up.
"Trunks?"
"I'm fine Goten, I'm just washing up a bit." My stomach churned and I gagged as I fell to the toilet.
cough
I blew every bit of the contents of my stomach into it. I kept my eyes closed as I felt it come up and burn my mouth and nose. I felt my back being rubbed and I figured it was Goten or someone feeling sorry for me. It took every thing I had not to cry as I looked to see what I had done. It wasn't normal looking at all. It was blood. I backed away from the mess and I started to shake uncontrollably. I couldn't concentrate on what was going on. I see some one picking me up from the floor and take me to the sink. I felt cold water hit my face as I gripped onto the person that was holding on to me. What the hell is going on with me?
I ended up going to the hospital and getting my stomach pumped and some things poked into my body. The doctor told my parents I had a stress attack. I stayed awake through it all, it seemed like a dream to me sometimes. When ever I was sick it felt like I was watching it all not actually being there but watching it. I didn't see Gotten at all since I've been in the office. I wanted to go home from this place. I hate doctors and nurses. They all need to just leave me alone.
Goten POV
Well here we are again in a mess, Trunks is sick from me and I made a huge mistake. My headache has gotten worse since last night I was holding Sirius in my arms hoping that he'd just wake up and keep me company. Trunks had thrown up pure blood. Nothing is more nasty than that. I tried to keep my cool trying to help him. The doctor told me it was probably from all of the aspirin he had been taking for his head.
"Mr. Son?" I got up and followed the nurse to see Trunks for the first time since I took him in. I walked into the room and seen him sitting up with IV's all over his hands. He looks pale. Too pale.
"Baby…" I couldn't help but let it slip. I just wanted to wrap my arms around him and hug him close to my body and make him smile or laugh. But the only thing he let me do was hand him the baby. Sirius opened his arms out to Trunks for him hold. He of coursed loved to hold him. It seemed like Sirius loved both of us the same. He was always excited to be held by me or him or time to change a diaper.
"Thanks for helping me back there Goten."
"It's cool."
"You need to not stress yourself out so much Trunks" I hear the doctor say softly to him while he was giving him a prescription. I yawn and look over at Trunks while he takes the paper and signs it.
"You need to stay away from aspirin and hot spices. Also don't be moving around for the next two weeks You need to let that wound in your stomach heal up. Remember your on a strict diet too, no fast food or junk food."
"But doc, it's not that bad! It's more like a tiny hole!"
"No buts, I don't want to see you back here in the next week with a worse 'hole' in the lining of your stomach."
I stare out into the city from the bay window sill at the wonderful stars. They each shined out brightly like each one had a different color. Trunks was asleep in his bed. I didn't bother asking to come in. I loved to sit out here and feel the cool breeze. Summer was coming soon I could smell it.
"It's pretty out here huh?" I jumped as arms wrapped around me.
"Yea, it's really pretty."
"Mind if I join you?" I shake my head and he sits next to me on the small bench.
"You are supposed to be sleeping." Trunks smiled at me and shrugged.
"I could smell you when you came in my room." I crinkled my nose.
"What is that supposed to mean?"
"I mean you smell good is all. I know when ever your around it fills the room with this blissful scent I can't get enough of. He opened his mouth and playfully bit at my neck pushing me onto my back. I didn't think about it. I started kissing him. Kissing him under the shinning stars.
"Trunks…"
"What?" I push at his chest.
"What's up with this all loving attitude? You horny or something?" I tried to test and see how defensive he was. I bet he just wants sex.
"Goten, I just miss holding you. I've been thinking and I've made my mind up on something's between us." He kisses me again. This kiss was different it wasn't a lustful kiss and it felt different. "I'm in love…" Kiss "With you baby." His hands went into my hair playing with it slowly kissing me deeper and more wildly. "Do you still love me Goten?" I felt tears in my eyes.
"Yes I love you, you moron." I wrapped my arms around him and sighed gently.
Trunks has changed a lot since I began to live here. He has admitted his sexual feelings, his love, his problems, his fears everything that a man would ever dream. If anything I've been with the most loving man I'd ever want in my life. He's not and obsession, he's something I need to live everyday with.
For the hundredth time I watch him sleep in the thin sheets on his bed in nothing but some basketball shorts. He had fallen asleep in my arms. He acted like he hadn't slept in a week or so. I smile and pull up a thicker blanket to keep him warmer and cozy. I wonder if we will ever get married? That would be awesome to really get a chance at experiencing. I feel the necklace on my neck that he had bought me for Christmas last year. I've never taken it off since he had gotten it for me thinking it was sort of an engagement thing. But I guess it wasn't any thing but a piddle gift. But I still love him, I always will. My prince sayjin
To be continued
Weee hoo! OMG It took me forever to get the ideas for this chapter! But wow did a lot of things happen in this chapter? Well guess what? The next chapter is the finally! The last chapter to rap this up with a boom and find out what Trunks and goten end up doing with their lives (if we already didn't know…) But you never know! But I PROMISE that this next update will be pretty quick. The real reason why it took me soo long this time it was due to computer repair problems any how SEE YOU LATER PEEPS! Thanks for reviewing!