Hi again One review of mine asked me where I got my songs…well, I wrote them But they aren't that great, it's just like a bunch of verses I thought up, any way, I will be writing a lot in this story…so enjoy and if you have the time…R&R By the way…I changed it to M-rated since later there's gonna be a little violence, including lots of limes I'll try to write a small lemon too( If you have any Kelly Clarkson songs like 'Because of you' or any other songs related, I suggest it as background music!

Chapter 4: Painful Memories


"Sasuke! Let go of me!" Sakura whined, his arms secured around her. Morning had come, another day had begun. They lay entangled in the bed covers, clothes on the floor. Sasuke wore a clad pear of black boxers licking and sucking her affectionately on her flawless skin that shined. Sakura only in her under garments blushed with embarrassment, reaching for her clothes.

"Can't you admit you had a good time last night?" he said smiling lazily. Sakura glared at him.

"Sasuke…I wonder…is that all you care for about me? Thinking of me as your pet? I'm a human! No…Wait, I'm an angel with a job that I have with you! And even worse is we are late by 5 minutes!" Sakura roared at him. Sasuke unfazed, only smiling mischievously.

"You're pretty feisty for an angel…"

"Wha-! You pervert! You are just…impossible!" she screamed pouting. He coaxed her as she struggled. Finally she gave in, letting him do as he pleased. He decided to pick out her outfit for her. Sasuke looked through her clothing finding the perfect dress. A satin backless black mini dress with thin straps, pink ribbon trailing doun her sides showing off her alluring body. Sakura slipped it on, her wings fluttering bashfully.

"This dress shows way too much!"

"Not enough for me…Besides I want to show off my new little pet." he said with an attractive smirk. Sakura stood bewildered at his strangely perverted behavior.

They flew outside toward the gate where a flaming Tsunade stood.

"You both are behind schedule!" she screeched. Sasuke shrugged while Sakura bowed her apologies.

"Well, today I have a different job for you both…I need you both to track down a rogue male angel for me…look everywhere…he may be in alliance with other scoundrels…" (A.N: Like rogue ninjas and Missing-nins, I decided to put rogue angels and devils)Tsunade said, Sasuke's eyes intrigued by this.

"Who are we supposed to track? Do we need to bring him back?" Sakura asked patiently.

"His name is Haku…he is known to wander with the rogue devil…Momochi Zabuza…" Tsunade said satisfied with Sasuke's serious gaze.

"I also have decided to assign you both with another team…Naruto and Hinata." She said, Naruto and Hinata popping out of no where. Sasuke and Sakura averted their gaze toward them and back.

"Why that dobe?"

"Sasuke!"

Sasuke and Naruto continued with their rivalry as Sakura and Hinata sighed.

"Sakura…do you remember anything about your past?" Tsunade inquired with sharp suspicion in her eyes.

"Nothing. All I ever remembered was when I died…It was raining…and in battle…he killed me…" Sakura said smiling sadly. Sasuke and Naruto stopped fighting, watching Sakura with slight anger in their eyes.

"Sakura…do you remember who he is?" Tsunade asked again, ignoring the fact Sakura was crying. She nodded trembling. Sasuke wrapped an arm around her protectively. Naruto growled, his heart breaking from Sakura's painful soft cry.

"I was 17, when I died; he was always there for me…yet…" Sakura suddenly stopped her eyes slightly widened.

"Continue."

"Stop it! She's already in enough pain remembering!" Naruto yelled at Tsunade, Sasuke only glaring at her.

"We'll go now…" Sasuke said, Naruto snarled. Hinata comforted Sakura who was deathly pale.

"Sakura…remember what I told you before you became an angel?"

"I was a soul then… you gave me a choice…to become a wandering soul, an angel…or a devil."

"What happen to an angel or a devil if they lose hope?"

"They will disappear…" she said now hugging Sasuke as he held her protectively.

"Exactly…Don't make the mistake of those who have. Now, you all have as much time as you all need. Don't come back until he is found…if you find him, I want you to bring him to me. Now leave." Tsunade said as the four together began their journey.


"So…where should we start?" Naruto said with excitement.

"Let's split up. Naruto and Hinata check any thing near earth…Sakura and I will check the skies…It's possible that it'll be a lot faster. If either of us finds him, we meet here." Sasuke directed pointing at a hill below them with Sakura blossom trees all around. They split, Sakura and Sasuke soaring through the skies, Naruto and Hinata airborne around the earth.

Sakura and Sasuke searched around not a trace of the target.

"Let's take a break." Sasuke said landing on a comfortable cloud. Sakura did the same feeling the cool breeze dancing on her shoulders.

"Sakura…"

"Hm?"

"Who killed you?"

Sakura's eyes shadowed with melancholy, smiled.

"Uh…I don't remem-"

"Stop lying to me." He said staring deeply into her hesitant eyes.

"Tell me…why is it you sing…Is there a reason…or is it for someone…" he asked suddenly changing the subject.

"I sing for those who lose their purpose in life…heart broken souls who think there is no future for their collapsing present, slowly losing the past…those who mask their emotions with a facade that isn't theirs to bear when they are an excuse to the reality…or even just those who ask or pray for hope. I sing for them because whenever I look at them…it reminds me of myself…before I died…" she said, strangely calm.

"I used to sing everyday to forget my wounds that tear my heart to pieces…the boy that I loved…always thought of me as annoying…Whenever I was close to losing myself in despair I sang…"

Alone never to be found
Found your heart and lost your lover
Lick your wounds and run for cover
Take your time...there'll be another
And don't make the same mistake twice
Unless you can pay the price

Captured Angel
Aching to make your break
Your freedom's at stake
You better fly now...
Fly now, fly now
While your wings are still young
Your cage door's been flung wide open...

To soar into the skies
All I'm hoping you see
That there's still a place beside me Sold your dreams
For sweet escape
Left with innocent resentment
One too many days I've felt forgotten

Worthless and let go

My heart torn to pieces
one too many nights I've slept alone
and every time I fall from the sky
I tell myself I'll try a little harder next time

So I'm going to believe in my love a little stronger
Make it last a minute longer next time

Oh, next time
Well next time I won't fall on my knees
And come out of love empty-handed
But next time I'll be even harder to please When will the next time be
Well next time I won't fall on my knees for nobody

I won't cry for no one anymore
And come out of love empty-handed
But next time I'll be even harder to please
When will the next time be
One too many days I've felt forgotten by you

Worthless and let go
countless nights I've slept alone
I tell myself I'll try a little harder
Play my cards a little smarter next time
Oh next time...

Sakura sang wiping away her continuous tears with embarrassment. Sasuke hugged her, moved by her strong lyrics.

"This is the song I sang whenever he left me...He had such beautiful turquoise eyes..yet they showed lonlyness...His eyes reminded me of an angel lost of hope...His features...like a demon waiting for freedom from a cage...He always made me feel pathetically weak...He never glanced at me...My goal back then was to get stronger...for him to at least look at me...instead of looking through me." she said bitterly holding back her tears.

"I was so worthless...my life had no future..." She said now tears gushing out of her moist eyes. Sasuke comforted her, bringing her petite body into his lap. As he coaxed her, she relaxed enough to continue.

"Yet, now that my life ended...I have this miracale that kept me going...the songs of my heart that ache for a new beginning with you. The songs that help me move on...Whenever I saw him...I cried from rejection...trying to hold on pretending, yet broken on the inside...When I'm with you...I feel safe, strong...with your arms around me...it feels so...right. You make me feel loved...special." She said firmly, smiling radiantly. He smirked back and sighed getting up with her.

"Let's get going, I bet the pesky little fox is gonna crititize me for eternity for taking a two hour break with you. " he scowled making Sakura stifle a giggle.

'I love you...Sasuke..." she thought to herself as they hurried to find Naruto and Hinata.


A bit weird...Well I am already starting on chapter 5...I will cya soon, umm yeah. By the way, I added a little mystery, and the things in her are related to the series only a bit more eccentric. Basically meaning it stinks!