When life falls apart Chapter 7: FINALLY! JT!, an instant star fanfic

FINAL CHAPTER! IT'S HAPPY I PROMISE!

Thank you to all my reviewers for reviewing and giving their support. I will be writing another Instant Star fic(may be a sequel?). Actually I started it today, my loyal friend Megz was helping me so much that I named an OC after her!

Alexz

That question stayed in my mind for weeks. Everynight I would lay in bed and think, about what Tommy meant to me and about what I meant to him.

One morning I came into the studio late, tired –more like exhausted-, with messy hair and just any clothes on. Tommy and Kwest looked at me with questioning looks on their faces and Ej almost died when she saw my 'fashion disaster'.

I ignored them and walked into the soundbooth. Over the microphone, Tommy asked if should record as he could obviously see that I had a song.

I nodded at him and started singing:

"You never lied to me not once
Its not your fault that I cant trust
Its in my past, its in my path and I can't go there
Making a mess out of this game
To see it all go up in flames
So tired of being ruthless and reckless

Time to be your only one
To almost be you're way too young
Time to crash into the sun
Time to be your 21
Time to dream that love will last
Time to drive my car too fast
Time to walk before I run
Time to be
Ohh time to be your 21

I don't believe in love and I
I pull it to the wall
I tasted sweetness there to laugh so hard as it falls
And I could push you there if you don't stop me
Push you there if you don't stop me
Please stop me

Its gut wrenching sometimes
Its life threatening sometimes
Seems like nothing can wash it all away

Time to be your 21

Time to be your 21"

I stopped singing and took off my headphones. Walking out of the soundbooth I wondered if Tommy had realised that it was about him.

"Jude, can I talk to you for a second? Outside?" he asked.

"Sure." Was my answer. I followed him outside. We walked to his office and once inside he locked the door.

"Tommy, why are you..."

Just like that he kissed me.

And I kissed back.

After we pulled away (to breathe) he finally said

"I love you Jude."

And I replied with something I had wanted to say since the day we met.

"I love you Tommy."

At that moment I realised that my life isn't so bad. I mean, it would be terrible if there wasn't anyone to help make some of the pain go away. But I just know that everything will be getting better from this point on.

And I can always count on Tommy to be there when I need someone. Even if it is just to talk.

So that makes me the luckiest punk rock sixteen year old in Canada!

IT'S FINISHED! YEY!

Sequel is up: 'Temporay Insanity'. Here is the link: http/