The day rises in the cold winter of a Russian village. The snow shines at the sound of the sun's song. The sun continues his journey and hits the window of a young couple. The two were sleeping under a mountain of blankets, embraced and blushed. The boy opens his crimson's eyes and looks to the window, moaning. He looks aside and sees his love, sleeping like the baby in the cradle. Smiling, he kisses her lips.
"Good morning, sweetheart." Says Kai. Erika yawns and wakes up, smiling to Kai.
"Hello. Did you sleep well?" Asks Erika. Kai looks to her, blushing a little.
"Your… let's say your body hasn't helped me." Says Kai. Erika looks confused to him.
"Why? I haven't tried anything. I know we can't!" says Erika. Kay looks to her and lowers his looks, sitting in the bed.
"I know… but it was harder than I expected." Confesses Kai. Erika looks to him. "I thought… if we didn't do anything, it will be just fine… but…" Kai looks to Erika, seeing her with that sexy nightdress that showed everything. Kai bits his lip, trying to control himself. "Being that close to you… without touching… Uh! That's torture." Kai puts his hands on his face. Erika sits near him, caressing his face.
"Don't worry, sweetheart. I'm sure we'll hand it!" Comforts Erika. Kai looks to her, feeling better by Erika's enchanting smile. Erika puts her arms around Kai's neck and lovely kisses him. Kai was enjoying that kiss… but his aorta wasn't. The Russian pulls Erika back. Erika looks surprised to him.
"I…" releases Kai. Erika looks to him.
"So quick? Before… it was necessary we passed a long time kissing and now… just with a simple kiss… your aorta hurts." Sighs Erika. Kai felt sorry.
"Only God knows how much I want to be kissed by you." Says Kai, caressing Erika's hair. "Only God knows how much I want to put you in that bed and make you mine, but…" tears fell from Kai's eyes. Erika puts her hands on Kai's face, cleaning them. "I'll never be able to make you a woman. I'm sorry! Oh, Erika, I'm so sorry" Kai hugs Erika and starts crying a lot, sad for his love being locked inside of his heart, without the chance to come out.
"Don't cry, sweetheart. You'll see. We'll be very happy together." Says Erika, knowing that will be very hard.
Tyson, Brian, King and Hiro were in the kitchen having breakfast. King was giving milk to Princess, who everyday looked more adorable. Tyson was very mad.
"I can't believe that Tala expelled me from my bedroom and put me to sleep with Ray!" complains Tyson.
"Why, you don't like Ray?" Asks Brian, drinking a beer.
"It's not that. Who does Tala think he is? I mean, I was in that room for more than a month and he expels me?" Says Tyson. Hiro looks to him.
"I'm sorry to say, brother, but Tala, just like Erika, his the owner of this house. If he wanted, he could put you sleeping with Ornulu." Says Hiro. Tyson becomes sad.
"At least, Ornulu sleeps in the sofa, 'alone'." Says Tyson. "Ray passed the night making plans for his baby…" Tyson makes a funny face and starts imitating Ray. "Oh! My baby will be so adorable! Will he have my yellow eyes or Erika's blue? I hope its Erika's!"
"Morning!" Max enters and gets a cup of milk, sitting near King. The American looks to Tyson, who were very barmy. "What's wrong dude?"
"Forget it!" Says Tyson. Ray enters and looks to Tyson, who sent him a bad look.
"What?" Asks Ray. "You were the one who snored all night long!"
"Me? Oh you…" Tyson jumps to Ray and the two start fighting. King looks to them and then to Princess, smiling.
"I only hope you could find a boy different from them." Wishes King.
Erika enters in the kitchen, along with Kai and Kaiser who was crying a lot. Princess hears him cry and cries to. King becomes mad.
"Does that baby have got to cry all day long?" complains King. Kai looks to him.
"Why? Your baby doesn't?" Asks Kai. King looks to him.
"Princess just cries because of your son!" says King.
"That proves she has a good heart!" says Erika and gives Kaiser his dummy. Kaiser shuts up.
"Erika… are you ok?" asks Ray. Erika looks to him, such as Kai.
"Yes… why do you ask?" asks Erika.
"Well… you could have some problem with the baby… I'm worried" Says Ray, smiling. Kai puts his arm in front of Ray.
"If Erika needed something, I'll give it to her." Says Kai, looking serious to Ray. Ray becomes a little sad, but then smiled to Erika. Erika remember the moments she passed with him, wishing she could have the same with Kai.
In the afternoon, Erika was on her bedroom nursing Kai Jr. Kai entered and sits near her, hugging she. Erika smiles.
"Kaiser is growing!" notices Kai, caressing his son's face.
"My baby… The doctor told me to feed him until he's one year, but… sooner I'll feed Ray's baby…" says Erika. Kai smiles.
"Don't become sad. It's a baby… you have no fault." Calms Kai. Erika finished nursing Kaiser and puts him asleep. Erika looks to Kai.
"Have you noticed Princess?" asks Erika. Kai looks to her. "She always so happy… King looks so happy taking care of her. He hasn't married since she born." Erika looks to Kaiser. "I'm happy when I take care of Kaiser, because he's son of the person I love." Erika looks to Kai. "I'm afraid I couldn't give to Ray's child the same love I give to Kai Jr. I don't want to be a bad mother!"
"You'll not." Says Kai caressing her face. "If you are a bad mother, then, what kind of father am I? I don't even know how to hold Kaiser without making him cry." Erika smiles. Kai gets closer, laying above Erika. "I wished my mom was like you." Kai kisses Erika, caressing her leg. "I want you."
"Me too" says Erika, caressing Kai's back. The two were getting stripped. Erika was full of will to have sex with Kai and he with her. Erika desired Kai. She just wanted to have that body above her… to feel his hands, his lips, to kiss his chest. Kai felt the same. The two were getting hotter, but Kai starts to feel bad. Erika looks to him, sad for it to stop. Kai lets his head fall on Erika's breasts.
"Kai, are you ok?" asks Erika. Kai was breathing hard.
"I'm… so tired. I'll… just sleep… for a…" Kai fell asleep. Erika looks to him making a sad face, desiring Kai to be healthy. Erika puts him on her bed and covers him with blankets.
"Oh, Kai! I… I want to have sex!" sighs Erika. She dresses up and goes down stairs, wishing not to find Ray on the way, once, excited as she was, she didn't know what to do if Ray tempted her. Max was getting out of his bedroom and sees Erika, smiling to her, but noticing she wasn't ok.
"What's wrong?" asks Max. Erika looks to him, trying to hide her tears.
"I want to… I wanted to have sex with Kai, but he…" Erika sighs. Max smiles and puts his hand on her shoulder.
"Don't worry. The first times without him will be hard, but when you get used to, it'll not longer be a problem for you two." Cheers Max. Erika looks to him and becomes focused on his lips. Max noticed Erika feeling and becomes serious. "Erika… You don't want to do that." Erika hugs Max, leaning him against the wall. "Erika?" Erika starts caressing Max's face. Max blushes. Erika's lips get closer to Max's. Erika was going to kiss him. "Kai will not be happy if you kiss me." Erika wakes up when she heard the word "Kai". She leaves Max and lowers her look.
"I'm sorry. It's just that…" Erika begins crying and runs away. Max breaths released.
"God! I didn't know if I'd hand up if she continued." Max looks down. "I need to go to the bathroom." Max runs to bathroom before someone noticed his status.
Erika sits on the sofa, looking to King who was playing with Princess. Erika smiles seeing Princess laughing, calming down.
"Hi, Erika!" says a voice Erika looks aside and sees Ray. Erika's feeling came back, making her nervous. "Have you finished nursing Kaiser?"
"Get away from me!" Says Erika, crawling back on the sofa. Ray found that reaction strange.
"What's wrong? Are you ok?" asks Ray, getting closer to Erika, worried with her expression.
"Just… leave me alone!" Says Erika. She falls on King's lap. King looks to her.
"You don't look fine. Is it something missing?" asks King. Erika was in the middle of Lust and Temptation. King was always so sexy and beautiful and Ray was that enchanting prince that could make any girl go crazy. King puts his hand on Erika's face. "If I were you, I'll have a cold water shower. You look like you want something can… not have." King gets closer to Erika, ready to kiss her. Erika didn't want to be kissed by anyone except Kai. King was getting closer. Ray was going to punch King but they hear a metal noise. King looks up and sees Tala pointing a gun to his head. Brian and Spencer were behind him.
"Continue that and I blow your brains." Threats Tala. King rises and lets Erika get up. Erika jumps to her brother. Tala smiles to her and looks mad to King. "If I saw you again tempting my sister, I'll make your kernels fly to infinite and beyond." King makes a royal pose and ignore him. Tala looks to Ray. "That also goes to you, your Chinese making-child machine. Don't you ever think in touch my sister again!"
" But I haven't done anything!" Says Ray.
"Well, if you haven't you were wishing!" says Tala. Ray becomes round the bend. Tala looks to Erika. "What's wrong?"
"Kai… Kai and me… we were trying to make love, but Kai's aorta didn't hold it. Kai fell asleep and left me…" Erika blushes. "With a big will to make love." Tala realized Erika's problem.
"You have two options!" Says Tala. Erika looks to him, hopefully waiting for her brother to have the solution to all of her problems. "Or you stay loyal to Kai and forget sex, or you leave Kai and have sex with everyone you want, but not in front of me." Erika becomes sad.
"But I love Kai… And I want to have sex… with him!" says Erika.
"You could have sex and have me!" says Brian. Tala becomes angry.
"Brian, shut that fucking mouth! Every time you open it only shit comes out." Insults Tala. Brian looks to him.
"I made you that metal arm. It cost me the eyes of the face and that's how you thank me?" complains Brian.
"You're sleeping in my house, the house that one day will be mine and Brittany's and you're complaining?" yields Tala. Brian shuts up and leaves. Tala turns to Erika.
"Go to your bedroom and relax a little, ok? You'll see it passes!" Says Tala. Erika makes a sad face and leaves. Ray looks to her and was going to the stairs, but Tala points the gun to him. "Where do you think you're going?"
"I… I'm going to my bedroom…" says Ray. Tala was not convinced. "Calling Tyson to play beyblade."
"If in a minute you are not downstairs, you'll never be able to have any child again." Threats Tala. Ray goes up.
"That Tala is a pain in the ass!" says Ray and opens Erika's bedroom door. Ray becomes surprised. Erika was not there; instead, Kai was getting up. Ray froze.
"What're you doing here?" asks Kai. Ray enters, searching for Erika.
"Erika was not very well, I came up to see her." Says Ray. Kai pulls his tress braid. Ray falls on the bed.
"You don't deceive me. You were here searching for Erika in order to give her what I couldn't gave." Says Kai. Ray blushes. Kai puts his hand on Ray's face. "Tell me how it is, Ray! Tell me how it is to kiss without fearing death." Kai get closer to Ray. Ray blushes more. Kai holds Ray's head with his hands, looking to his mouth. "Oh, Ray! I… Seeing Erika without touching that belly… those legs… those breasts. It's a living Hell." Says Kai, rubbing his body on Ray's. "You know of what I'm speaking…" Kai's lips start touching Ray's. "You also desire Erika, and you cannot touch her, but… at least… you can look at her and make her feel desirable." Kai softly kiss Ray's lips. "Oh Ray! I've an impulse inside of me… killing me… I also want to have sex. The first time I made it was wonderful, now is agony…" Ray didn't know were to put himself to. Kai was opening his heart problems to Ray. Kai was suffering the same as Erika or more… once Kai was the reason of all that pain. "I want to kiss someone… I need to… I'll explode if I didn't." Kai holds Ray tightly and kisses him as if he was kissing Erika. Ray's face becomes with the same color has his ribbon. Kai let two tears fall while he kissed Ray. After that big kiss, Kai looks to Ray. "I wanted to kiss Erika that way…" Kai grabs one of Ray's legs, pulling it up. "I wanted to hold her… to love her…"
"Kai… your heart…" remembers Ray, trying to speak between all of those kisses.
"I've told you once… making love with Erika is one strong emotion… now… making love with you…" Kai releases two more tears. "It's just to… satisfy my impulses." Kai takes out Ray trousers and they start to have sex.
"Kai… stop it… stop it!" Begs, Ray holding strengthly Kai's back. "You don't… Uh! … You don't hold on with Erika… you'll… UH! You'll not hold on with me… Kai!"
"What the…?" Erika opens the door of her bedroom and sees what perhaps she never expected to see. Ray and Kai look to her. Kai raises his hand to Erika.
"I love you…" Says Kai with difficulty. A big blood drop falls from Kai's mouth corner. Erika runs to him, worried. "I want to make love with you… I desire you…" More blood fell from Kai's mouth. Kai's eyes became white. "I love you… forgive me… my sweet…" Kai faints.
"KAI!" Erika caught Kai. "Sweetheart? Please… don't leave me. Kai!"
"Kai?" Ray gets up, felling his pulse. "He's alive, but his pulsation is weak." Erika looks to Ray and then to Kai. Ray felt bad. "Erika, Kai pulled me. I was searching for you… Erika?"
Erika wasn't listening to Ray; she was more worried in find Kai's medicine to give it to him. Erika gets an injection and gives it to Kai's arm. Kai, even unconscious, continued bleeding from his mouth. Little seconds later, Kai stops bleeding. Erika breathes of relief and kisses Kai front. The blader comforts Kai on her bed and covers him gently. Ray looks to her. Erika held Kai's hand tightly.
"I'm sorry, …" says Ray, kneeling near Erika. "I knew Kai wasn't ok, I should had stop him…" Erika lowers her look. "You two are paining enough… I admire you guys. Someone your age would run away… after all… both of you still young and you have the all life in front of you." Erika looks to Ray.
"Not even I… or Kai, know how we still together." Erika looks to Kai. "Our love must be bigger that we imagine." Erika looks to Ray. "That's why we hold on… Ray…" Erika looks to Ray's mouth, biting her lip, and then to him. "Both me and Kai, we are needy… we need help to continue…" Erika looks to Kai. "If it wasn't for Kaiser… I think we already…" Erika tears. Ray hugs her, catching her by surprise.
"You can't die and it's not just because of Kaiser, but also because of that child you hold on your belly." Says Ray. Erika looks to him. "You grown up without a mother… imagine how much Kaiser and my child will suffer if you and Kai weren't here to support them. Don't perish…"Ray looks to Erika, hugging her tightly. "You have your friends, your brother… and me." Ray gets closer to Erika kissing her face. Erika starts tearing and looks to Kai who was sleeping like a lamb. Erika holds Kai's hand more tightly, thinking 'I wanted to be you, Kai… I wanted to be you the one kissing me… just like, moments ago; you wished Ray to be me. Kai…'
The Russian moves her face, letting Ray kiss her mouth. Ray hasn't thought twice. He hugged Erika and gently pushed her to the ground, kissing her a lot and rubbing his body on her. Erika interlaces her fingers with Kai's, looking to him while Ray was taking her clothes of. Erika feels Ray putting his hand above she's and Kai's. The girl looks to Ray.
"I'll support both of you." Says Ray. Erika smiles of joy. "I love you so much I want to see you out of that despair." Ray smiles. "I don't want to see you wander in sorrow again. I want my child to born in happiness. Kai's my best friend and you're the girl I love… I'll make you happy." Ray kisses Erika and they start having sex. Erika continued holding Kai's hand.
'Sorry, Kai…' thought Erika. 'We'll find a away to be happy together… just the two of us.'
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Sorry for the big emotionless chapter, but even the sad stories have to be told.
My next exam is on "Business English" once I'm study accounting and administration, English of work is needed in the great enterprises, that why I wrote this chapter in order to practice my English. Those university's exams were hard.
Do you think Kai will accept Ray's help?
For how long will Kai and Erika hold on together with all suffering?
Tell me what would you do if you were in Erika's place!
Stay tuned for the next chapter "Anastasia's secret "