It's not sloth, Sheena says, the guardians require a lot of controlling for me to fight well. I'm trying, unlike that stupid Chosen – why don't you go and bother him instead? But they don't and it's wearing on her because if she's honest with herself, she is avoiding the truth and that means she can't be so honest afterall. Sheena doesn't like thinking in circles.
Mizuho is heartless. Sheena knows she needs to face up to Kuchinawa and to Cruxis and her past and her job. But there are so many things she'd rather do and she does it anyway because it'd be worse to face everyone else than to actually do what's needed.
But it's just so easy to be too scared, and there's so much to be afraid of when you're faced with an ancient energy that could kill you on a whim.
I only need to try, Sheena says. There will be time to try harder.