Dear Dairy

I did the unthinkable. Well it wasn't he unthinkable Dende knows i thought about it...a lot!. So, i slept with him, and it was, magical. It was...oh I don't know if I can put my feelings to words. It felt like my first time all over.

He awakened new feelings, new sensations. His hands were masterfully maneuvered, his kisses hot and sweet leaving permanent trails along my body, permanent because I will never forget the way he made me feel.

After all these years of not knowing how he felt about me I finally found out last night, every thing was made clear.

I don't know when it began, this...attachment to Vegeta. I mean, we have been living under the same roof for years now, mom has always been saying that I like him, but how could I? He was a killer of innocents and he did so with out reproach and I despised him.

I often wondered if those he slaughtered haunted him at nights. Maybe it did thus causing him to finally give up on the notion of sleep.

Despite his past evils however, I found myself unwittingly becoming attracted to him. I think I got accustomed to his moods. In time his demands became apart of my everyday actions. It became routine, get up at seven to make breakfast. Fix the broken Gravity room, and sometimes when he
really lost his head, fix his broken body.

Sure we argue, and always he would use words to hurt me. He knew how to hurt me, he knew my weaknesses and so he used them against me. But the catch was, I too knew his weaknesses.

At times the fights were exhilarating because neither of us knew who would come out the victor.

Bulma licked her lips and wiped the sweat trickling down her chest.-

Perhaps I should thank Yamchua for breaking of our relationship. After all, if we didn't break up I wouldn't be able to do what I did last night, no guilt attached.

It's summer and the heat is terrible. I think I'll take a swim today, maybe he would join me after breakfast, yes breakfast at...11:00 a.m. -And he is still here-. Sitting across from me and staring at me as if he can read my thoughts. He must be wondering what's so important that I have to be writing it down so early in the morning. Well early in my standards.

Bulma smiled as she realized that her companion's endless staring may be as a result of a little jealousy... jealous at the attention she was giving to her diary and not him-

Well i don't know if you could class his attitude as jealousy. What am i saying, this is Vegeta, he doesn't have emotions ...

"What are you doing, I'm busy here. Put me down!"

"No"

He carried me flung over his shoulder as if carrying a sack of potatoes.

"Well mister if you don't put me down right this instance "

"Yes?"
He kicked open my bedroom door and flung me on my bed. He removed the T-shirt I wore. And yes that was all I wore.

"I'll...I'll"
I purred, literally purred, he was doing it again, those hands, those lips. It seems like someone doesn't plan on any training today.

I reluctantly removed my body from her bed. She unconsciously moved to the space I once occupied clutching the pillow I discarded. she looked peaceful. She still hasn't explained why she made the decision to come to my room last night, but the explanation can wait. Yes it can wait.

I quietly and quickly got dressed, eager to return to my training, I've wasted enough time today, besides I fell extra energy coursing through my veins, energy which must be put to good use.

"Where are you going?"

I halted at her slurred question. What did she expect, I still needed to train, just because we had sex doesn't mean my habits will change.

"To train." Then I closed the door behind me. She'll probably be angry but I don't care, she knows my habits.

I open the front door to find Yamchua standing outside with his hands stuffed in his pockets. He looked relieved, probably expecting to see the woman standing in front of him. I walked past immediately forgetting him standing at the door, I've wasted enough time I could have spent training today. The gravity chamber's door slammed shut behind me.

I immediately started my training routine, pushing myself faster and harder.

My mind began to wonder back to the reason why the woman slept with me last night. Probably it was some sort of relationship tactic human females use to punish their chosen mates. Obviously, she was using me to punish him for whatever it was that he did. How dare she manipulate me in such a manner, I should have realized her motives the minute I saw her at my door looking pleadingly at me. I lost my control after she spoke those words.

"Hiya Vegeta!"

Kakarot, what is that fool doing here, maybe if I ignore him he will go away. Turning my back on him I

continued my training. He fazed in front of me waving his hands

"Hellloooo, Hey Vegeta!"

I guess trying to ignore him wouldn't work

"What do you want?"

"Oh I just came to do a little sparring with you until Chichi and Bulma finish making dinner."

Was it that time already, Ofcourse, I spent half of the day wasting away on that bed.

"Fine." We took our fighting stance facing each other ready to engage in battle. The instant we began our punches the screen above the door came to life, Bulma spoke

"Hey guys food's ready." then she was gone

"Great! Let's go Vegeta!" He transported us outside the gravity chamber right to a table laden with food. I noticed everyone staring at us as if we just blew up a building or something.

"Goku, how many time must I tell you not to do that!"

"Sorry Bulma, I'm just so hungry."

"Here, take this plate and go help yourself."

I walked away from them and found a seat at the head of the table, a seat which had the most distance from everyone else. The woman walked towards me carrying a plate of food, which she placed in front of me. I looked at the plate, avoiding her eyes, I'm still angry at her actions, actions which still need an explanation.

Might as well eat since I'm here.

She sat beside me "I'm sorry, I should have warned you that the gang were coming over this evening."

I continued to eat trying to ignore her voice, the same voice she used to manipulate me. she continued to stare at me waiting for a response to her explanation, I continued to ignore her. Finally, she gave up and began eating. The sooner I finish eating, the sooner I'll be away from them.

TBC