Draco's Twin: Part I
I opened my eyes. Sunlight poured through the window near my bed. I looked around. My roommates were all still fast asleep in our Hufflepuff dormitory. I rolled over on my stomach, glad it was Saturday. The week had been really tough for me. O.W.L.S were on their way, so all the teacher's were giving us loads of extra work. This wouldn't have been so bad if it weren't for the fact that I was always alone all the time. Alone in all of my classes. Alone at meals. Alone during break, in the common room, and in the dorm. I didn't have a single friend at Hogwarts. Except for my twin brother, Draco. We used to be really close, but when we got separated into different houses, him Slytherin, and me Hufflepuff, we barely saw each other. In fact, nobody actually knew we were twins. Sure, we looked almost exactly alike. Blonde hair, pointed nose, the same drawl (inherited from our father,) and we both had grey eyes. But Draco had changed. We still talked, mostly on holidays, but never in public. It was like he was afraid to admit that I, Chalice, a hufflepuff, was his sister. It hurt. I've noticed that his eyes are now hard and cold. But they do seem to turn a little softer when he sees me. Many people talk about Draco. many people don't like him. And I'll admit that I don't always like him. But he's always been there for me when I've needed him. He's a great brother, though he may not act like such a great person all the time. I just wish he wouldn't be so ashamed of me.
I got up
and went to breakfast, stopping by the owlery to send my mom a
letter. My owl, happiness, was out hunting, so I borrowed Draco's,
knowing he wouldn't mind. Our father didn't like us using the "common
owls" as he called them. In my opinion, it was pretty nice of
the school to let us use their owls. As I walked out I ran into
Draco.
"Hey," he said smiling, coldness gone from his
eyes.
"Hey, I borrowed Jerry because Happiness was out
hunting," I said smiling back.
These were my favorite times.
When Draco was his old self again.
"Ok, did you write to
Mum?" he asked.
"Yeah," I answered.
"Awesome,"
he answered, glancing around. I rolled my eyes.
"Let me
guess, you're meeting Heather here," It was a statement more
than a question.
"I'm starting to think you don't like her,"
he laughed.
"Well, I don't really know her. In fact I don't
really know anyone..." I trailed off. Immediate brother concern
for a sister set in.
"What are you talking about?" Draco
demanded.
"Well, I don't have any friends," I said
quietly.
"Why? i mean you're nice, sweet, funny, fun to hang
out with," he listed.
"Only around you," I said,
still quiet.
"Then act like that around everyone. You'll end
up being the most popular girl around."
"i thought that
was Cho."
"Oh her, well, you'll be more popular than
her." Then he added as an after thought, "Just don't date
Potter."
I smiled. "Thanks."
Draco hugged me.
"You're my sis. I love you." He stood up as Heather
appeared around a corner. He winked then hurried over to meet her.
Heather was one of the few people who knew about Draco and me being
twins, but only because she could read people's minds. It was a power
that ran through her family. Heather flipped her light brown hair
back as she said hi to Draco. And i watched as he became the current
Draco. The one that pretended I didn't exist. i sighed then headed on
to breakfast. I wished so badly that I had a friend, someone I could
confide in about my brother. But as I walked into the Great Hall, I
knew I never would. Nobody wanted to know me. Nobody cared. Nobody
ever would. But I was soon to find out how wrong I
was.
After lunch I went to the library
to get a head start on studying for my O.W.L.S. Apparently a lot of
other people had the same idea. Or maybe it was that big potions test
that was coming up. Anyway, all the tables were full, except one,
where no one sat. (Probably because it was right next to Madam
Pince's desk.) I sat there and began reviewing some notes I'd taken
in History of Magic. I was halfway through my notes on giant wars
when a voice interrupted me.
"Is it all right if I sit
here?"
i looked up into the bright green eyes of Harry
Potter. My stomach did a flip. He was really cute.
"Sure,"
I said. He smiled, then sat down.
"Umm, I'm supposed to meet
my friends Ron and Hermione here," he said casually.
"Are
you getting a head start on the O.W.L.S too?" I
asked.
"Hermione's idea," he said.
"She's that
really smart one isn't she?"
"Yeah. You know, you look
like someone I know, but I can't figure out who."
I looked
down at my notes. I knew who I looked like. Draco Malfoy, Harry's
enemy. If he found that I was Draco's sister, he would never talk to
me again. But luckily I was saved by Ron and Hermione walking in at
that moment.
"Sorry Harry," Hermione said. "We
would have been here earlier, but we ran into
some...trouble."
"Malfoy?" he asked.
Ron's ears
were red. "He's such a git. Why couldn't Buckbeak just finish
him off?"
I could feel my face growing hot. I couldn't stand
it when people talked about my brother that way. I knew I should
probably leave before they said more, but something was keeping me
there.
"Tell me about it," Harry said. "Oh, this is
umm...actually, I didn't catch your name." He looked me straight
in the eye. Maybe this was another reason I never had friends. Maybe
I had self-consciencly avoided people so I wouldn't have to say my
last name. So that they wouldn't know my family.
"I'm
Chalice," I said. Please don't ask my last name, I silently
prayed.
"Right, this is Chalice, and Chalice, that's Ron, and
Hermione." I smiled at them, and they smiled back.
"This
is great, four people to study makes it so much easier. See, that
way, we can all do it in pairs, and I'm sure Chalice is a better
student than both of you," Hermione said, glaring at Ron and
Harry.
"Well, I'm in second place for our year. Behind you of
course," I tried to sound modest.
"Fantastic. Then you
and Harry can be partners, and I'll work with Ron." I nodded in
agreement, then stopped. Draco and Heather had just walked into the
library. I jumped up.
"Um, i didn't realize what time it
was. I've got to go, but um, just tell me the next time we're meeting
and I'll come. Bye!" and I ran out of the library almost
knocking Heather down.
"Sorry!" I said behind me. I
arrived back at the common room panting. So I finally had friends,
but unfortunately, they were the enemies of my brother. I couldn't
let him find out. If he ever did, let's just say, it wouldn't be too
pretty.
At dinner that night, I
sat alone at the end of the Hufflepuff table. I had just started
eating when Harry came over and sat down next to me.
"Hey,"
he said.
"Hi."
"Yeah, well, Hermione wanted me
to tell you that we're planning on meeting again tomorrow around
4:00."
"Great, I'll be there."
"Ok,"
he said. Then he got up and left. I finished eating then walked out
of the Great Hall.
Draco came up behind me.
"Hey," he
said. I could tell he was irritated about something.
"What's
wrong?" I asked.
"Why was Potter over there talking to
you?"
I knew that was what he wanted to know.
"Aren't
I entitled to talk to anyone I wish?"
"Well, Yeah, but
this is Potter."
"So."
"Chalice! He's my
rival."
I glared at Draco.
"Well, maybe you two
wouldn't be rivals if you weren't too busy pretending your king of
the world all the time!" I yelled, then ran to my dorm.
I
hadn't meant to yell at Draco. I don't know what came over me. I was
just fed up of not being able to do anything right. First of all, I
hadn't been put in Slytherin, which made me the first in our entire
family. It had all gone downhill from there. Being a Malfoy was
respected in the Slytherin house. But every other house, people
wouldn't even want to get to know me. They all just assumed I was
like the rest of my family. I laid on my bed for a long time, and I
must have fallen asleep, because when I woke up, it was
morning.
Draco
was waiting for me outside the common room. I walked past him without
acknowledging his presence.
"Chalice!" he called after
me, but I wasn't going to listen. If he wanted to talk to me, then it
would have to be somewhere public, where everyone could see him
conversing with a Hufflepuff. Maybe, I would tell everyone that I was
his sister. But then I thought better of it. I knew there would come
a time when the truth would be found out, but I knew that time wasn't
now.
"Chalice!" Draco was running after me. I walked
into the Great Hall. Come on, follow me, talk to me. Admit that you
actually know who I am, i thought. But he didn't. I was crushed. Why
did my own brother act like this? i just didn't get it. Obviously I
didn't mean much to him. I turned around, hurt and fuming. I wanted
to scream my lungs out at him. The stuck up, dirty, slicked back
greasy haired, moron, jerk, two faced….. I felt a little guilty. I
was having these horrible thoughts about my twin brother. But the
guilt disappeared as i watched him talking to Heather in the hall. I
just plain hated him. And hate was only something our father felt. I
stormed out of the Great Hall without even eating. My life was
miserable and worthless. Who cared about Chalice. Who even knew
Chalice? I was friendless, worthless, unloved, and nobody would have
noticed if I just disappeared of the face of the earth. Not even
Draco. Well, he'd notice, but he wouldn't say anything. I was halfway
back to the common room when I heard someone calling my name. Half
hoping it was Draco, I was prepared to make my stand. But it wasn't
Draco.
"Harry," i said shocked.
"Chalice, are
you all right?" he asked, sounding concerned.
"I'm
fine," I said rather harshly.
"Obviously our definitions
of fine are very different," he said. i then noticed the tears
running down my cheeks.
"What do you care, what does anyone
care?" i didn't mean to snap at him, i was just so hurt
inside.
"Of course i care. It's what friends do."
"Yeah,
well what about when your best friend is put in a different house,
and they totally change? And then they only talk to you in secret,
where nobody can see them associating with a Hufflepuff?" i
demanded. Harry looked confused.
"Forget it," i said
softly, walking away. "Just forget it."
"Chalice,"
he called. But i didn't feel like talking to anyone.
"Look,
harry, I'll see you later in the library when we do the study group
thing," I answered, then walked on. He was so nice. in fact, he
reminded me a little of how Draco used to be. At the thought of
Draco, another tear slipped down my cheek. I never wanted to see nor
talk to him again. i didn't care anymore what my brother thought. In
fact, I was hoping for some way to make him as mad as possible. This
isn't you, some voice said. But I ignored it. Right now i was filled
with too much anger and frustration to
care.
I
moped around the common room until it was time to meet Harry, Ron and
Hermione. I left early hoping that Harry was already there, and that
I could apologize for being so grouchy earlier. I walked into the
library, and saw Harry sitting at a corner table. I walked
over.
"Mind if I join you?" I asked. He looked up from
the book he was reading, and smiled.
"Sure, have a
seat."
"I'm sorry about being a bit short with you
earlier," I said, looking him straight in the eye.
"You
ok now?"
"Yeah."
Hermione and Ron walked in,
arguing.
"I can't believe you did that!" Hermione was
fuming. "She's really nice!"
"Yeah, but she's
so...I dunno...I just don't like her," Ron said, his ears
red.
"SO? You didn't have to be so mean! 'Why would I go out
with you?' HONESTLY!" Hermione stormed over to the table and
threw her books down. Ron followed, disgruntled. After five minutes
of silence Hermione slammed her book shut.
"I can't take
this! Let's meet some other time," she glared at Ron then
stalked out of the library. Ron sighed then followed her. This left
Harry and me, but for some reason, that didn't bother me one bit.
Harry turned to look at me.
"Well, I should probably go. I
have a lot of homework to do, and I'm meeting Nikki in an hour. "
"Who's Nikki?" I asked.
"My girlfriend."
My
stomach plummeted. He had a girlfriend?
"Oh," i said
quietly. He stood up.
"Well, I'll see you round then," I
nodded, and Harry left.
I told myself that it was no big deal, but
it didn't seem to work. I liked Harry, and finding out he had a
girlfriend stung. I got up from the table, wishing with all my heart
that I had Draco to talk to. But he was always hanging out with
Heather, so I rarely ever had an opportunity to even say hi. I walked
out of the library and ran right into someone.
"I'm sorry!"
I said, helping whoever it was to her feet. She smiled.
"It's
ok, I'm just glad that for once someone didn't start making fun of me
when I ran into them," she said quietly.
"Were they
Slytherins?" i asked. She nodded.
"See, I transferred
from another smaller unknown school, and all my friends ended up in
Slytherin, while I ended up in Hufflepuff, and now their acting like
I'm the scum of the earth or something."
"I know that
feeling," i said under my breath.
"What?" she
asked.
"Oh, umm, I'm in hufflepuff too," I replied. She
smiled.
"Finally, I might actually have a friend at this
place."
"Same," I said, smiling back. "By the
way, my name's Chalice."
"I'm Jana," she
said.
"Nice to meet you."
"Same."
And we
went back to the common room together. I had a feeling that Jana
would be one of those people I could tell my secret to. The secret
about my brother. She was going through the same thing I was, so why
couldn't I trust her? For the first time that day, I was happy. I
actually had a friend.
"Come
on, spill. Who do you like?" Jana giggled. We were in the common
room, trying to do our homework, but our efforts weren't exactly
showing as we had only gotten through one page of Charms homework.
"I
told you, i don't like anyone!" I thought I was a good liar, but
not good enough.
"Yes you do! Now I told you who I like,
you have to tell me who you like!"
I could feel my face
flushing. "Oh all right, but if you tell anyone about mine, then
I get to tell everyone about yours!" Then I added in a quieter
voice, "I like Harry."
"I knew it!" Jana
screamed, causing many of the older students studying for their
N.E.W.T.S to look at her strangely.
"Shhh!"
"Sorry,
but I always knew you liked him! I mean, it' soooo obvious!"
"Is
not!"
Jana raised an eyebrow, then flipped her dirty blonde
hair back over her shoulder. She started writing with her quill. I
figured she had started her potions essay, until I saw the dreamy
expression on her face. I grabbed the parchment away from
her.
"Hey!" she snapped out of it.
"I was
just checking our essay against mine," I said. "Uh, Jana. I
don't think Snape's going to give you a very good grade if all you
say in your essay is 'I love David Desrosiers."
Jana blushed.
"I know, but he's just soooo...well, actually, I have a list
of everything I think he is."
"You made a list?"
"Yeah,
and it only has 123 reasons on it."
"You're
obsessed."
"Am not!"
It was my turn to raise an
eyebrow, but since I can't, I raised both.
"Hey, I have the
study group thing in ten minutes. You wanna come? I'm sure they
wouldn't mind another person."
"Yeah, ok. that sounds
like fun," Jana stood up and followed me to the library. My
heart was pounding as we walked. Was it really that obvious that I
liked Harry? I hoped it was just Jana and not me. I couldn't let
Harry find out I liked him, and I definitely couldn't let Draco find
out i liked Harry. But then I remembered I didn't care what Draco
thought. But yet, I did. I wanted the respect of my brother, but
there was no way I'd ever get it. I sighed as we turned and walked
into the library. I really wanted to talk to Draco, but that would be
near impossible. Ginormously so.
The
next morning I was walking to Owlery when Heather appeared out of
nowhere.
"Hi," she said.
"Hi." This was
weird. She never talked to me. Sure she was one of those few people
who knew that I was Draco's sister, but still. He never talked to me,
so why would she?
We walked along in silence. i wanted to tell her
to tell Draco how hurt I was at the way he acted, pretending like I
didn't exist. I didn't really have any other friends besides Jana. i
was afraid to be friends with Harry, hermione and Ron. If Draco ever
found out...I didn't want to think about how mad he would be. I'd
never mentioned to him that I was in their study group.
We
reached the Owlery. I looked at Heather to see if she would follow
me. She was looking at me in shock, yet smirking at the same time.
Then I remembered; She could read minds!
"You, you
didn't..." I stammered. She smiled sweetly.
"I don't
think you're brother would be very happy to find out you've been
hanging out with Potter, Weasel and that mudblood."
"Tell
him, I don't care!" i tried to sound convincing, but I couldn't
fool her.
"Yes you do," her eyes were bright blue at the
moment. They changed color depending on her mood.
I stared at her
in horror.
"Heather, you wouldn't..."
Her smile
grew. "And what are my reasons for not?"
"He'd kill
me!"
"I don't think Draco would be that harsh, but your
father might."
"You'd tell my father?"
Her eyes
dimmed a little. "Of course not. That would be like sentencing
you to death. But I am going to tell Draco, he's your brother and he
has a right to know."
"Yeah, and he'd only care about it
being Harry, not really me hanging out with anyone!"
"What?"
"He
doesn't care what happens to me, I could die and it would take him a
month to notice!"
"He cares.."
"No he
doesn't! He doesn't care at all! You don't go through what I do, so
don't try to tell me he cares!"
I ran back to my dorm,
leaving Heather standing there all confused.
"Chalice,
what's wrong?" Jana asked when she walked in and saw the mascara
stains on my face.
"Life sucks," I said.
"Aw, so
Harry has a girlfriend, he'll eventually realize that it's you he
wants!" She sat down beside me.
"I don't care about
Harry right now, it's someone else."
"Who?"
"He's
the snottiest, richest, most insensitive jerk i've ever met."
"That
sounds like that guy that Harry's rivals with, oh what's his name,"
Jana sat thinking hard.
"His name's Draco Malfoy, and right
now I hate him even though I shouldn't."
Jana stared at me
puzzled. "Do you like him or something?"
"No, I
like his rival, and if he ever found out, which after Heather tells
him he will, he'd kill me. Well no, he wouldn't, but father
would."
"Chalice, I'm confused."
I looked at
her. "Draco's my twin brother," i said bluntly. She just
stared.
"Are you serious?" she whispered.
"Does
it look like I'm kidding?" I snapped.
"Wow," Jana
said, not even noticing my sarcasm. "You two are so different!
You're nothing like Draco. He's so cold and evil, but your so nice,
and kind and stuff."
"He wasn't always like that,"
I said quietly, missing my old brother, the one who cared.
"But
now he could care less what happens to me as long as I don't hang out
with Harry, but he wasn't supposed to find out about the study group,
but since Heather can read minds, she read mine, and now she's going
to tell Draco, who'll tell father, and father will probably kill me.
And I'm serious when I say he'll kill me," I ranted.
"Heather's
not that horrible of a person, she would convince Draco not to tell
your dad," Jana said. I looked away from the window I was
staring at.
"How would you know this?" I asked.
"Well,
umm.." Jana stammered, then took a deep breath. "Heather's
my cousin, but she comes from the really rich side of the family,
we're just semi rich, like most purebloods. Which brings me to
another point. I can read minds too, and I can erase things from
people's memories, but that power I'm forbidden to do on orders from
the Ministry of Magic." I smiled.
"So let me guess. Once
Heather got into Slytherin, she got all mean, and now she ignores
you?"
"Yeah, basically."
"Same with Draco.
He used to be my best friend. I feel like he's ashamed of me now or
something. He refuses to acknowledge that I'm his sister." I
sighed.
"Well, why don't you tell people?" Jana
suggested.
"Tell people I'm a Malfoy? Jana are you insane!"
"I don't see what the problem is," she said.
"If
you had known i was a Malfoy, would you have taken the time to get to
know me?"
"Ok, I see your point. Harry definitely would
have run away from you."
"Exactly. I can't go around
parading my last name. I'm sad to say it, but my brother's made life
hard for me."
"So, why were you crying?"
"Because
he doesn't care. I miss Draco."
Jana hugged me. "It's
ok. I'm sure part of him still cares."
If only part still
did, I thought. If only.
A
couple hours later, I stepped out of the common room to go wash the
mascara off my face. On my way there, i ran into Crabbe and Goyle, my
brothers two elephants. Well, ok they were people, but they resembled
elephants. Actually, more like an elephant's bottom, but
still.
"Where do you think you're goin?" Crabbe
sneered.
"To the restroom, thank you very much," I said
calmly.
"No, I don't think you are," Goyle shoved me,
and I fell to the ground.
Crabbe laughed, then kicked me hard in
the stomach. I wanted to cry for help, but I was determined not to
show weakness. I stood up.
"I would appreciate it if you'd
let me go peacefully," I said coldly. I should have known this
would set them off.
"And we'd appreciate it if you'd shut
your mouth," Goyle jeered. I was guessing they didn't know that
Draco was my brother.
Crabbe pushed me down again, then slapped my
face, hard. I could taste blood from my split lip. He slapped me
again, harder. Goyle picked me up and slammed me against the wall.
Now my whole head hurt. i dropped to the ground and looked up at them
coldly. When needed, I could come up with a cold stare to match my
brothers.
"What the heck did I ever do to you," i
spat.
Both of them laughed. Goyle stopped. "She reminds me of
someone," he said.
Crabbe cocked his head to the side. "Yeah,
you're right, but who cares. She's so pathetic," and he punched
me. Goyle slammed me against the wall again. At this point I was too
dizzy to fight back. Crabbe had his hand over my mouth, so I couldn't
scream. Gosh, my life sucked. i heard the bell ring. Thank goodness,
maybe now they'd let me go, i thought. But they didn't. I could hear
a crowd forming around us. Please, i thought. Someone please help me!
Then, from over to the left, someone heard my silent plea.
"Leave
her alone," came the voice. Crabbe and Goyle dropped me, then
slowly walked away. And I looked up into the face of the last person
i expected to ever help me.
"If you ever come near her
again," he growled. "Well, let's just say it won't be
pretty."
Crabbe and Goyle ran to towards the Slytherin common
room.
"Well?" came the voice again. "What are you
all looking at! There's nothing to see here."
The crowd
slowly diminished.
"You ok?" Tears formed behind my
eyes, and rolled down my cheeks as I looked into the soft grey eyes
of my brother.
"No, nothings ok anymore. Nothing," I
said. He put his arm around me.
"I do care what happens to
you. Chalice, what ever made you think I don't?"
"You
certainly don't act like you care. You won't even admit to anyone
that I'm your sister, Heather only knows because she can read
minds..."
"Speaking of, what's this I hear about you
hanging out with Potter and his friends?"
"They're my
friends too!"
"Chalice, you can do better than that."
"And you call those two elephants better!" I jumped
up. i couldn't take it.
"Ok, they got a little out of
hand..." he started, but I interrupted.
"A little! I was
on my way the bathroom, it's not like I provoked them!"
He
was silent. I took the opportunity to speak my mind.
"What's
happened to you? Ever since you got into Slytherin, you've totally
changed. I miss you." Draco was silent for a few more minutes
before he finally spoke.
"Chalice, I don't know what's
happened. I just feel like I can't be myself anymore. But I miss
hanging out with you. And I'm sorry for the way I've been acting.
You're my sister, you don't deserve any of this..." There was
something else, i could tell. So I waited.
"And...and if you
want to be friends with Potter, than I guess it's ok. He is a pretty
good guy, but don't ever tell anyone that I said that!
I smiled.
"You know you can trust me. So will you actually admit that you
know me if you see me in the hall?" I asked.
"Yeah. I
don't know why I was afraid to admit it in the first place." He
hugged me.
"Come on, let's get you to the Hospital Wing so
that Madam Pomfrey can look at those cuts." He held out his hand
to help me walk, since I was still dizzy. I took it.
"Thanks
Draco," I said.
"Hey, what else are brother's for but to
be here for their sis."
Where
ever I went, people talked about me in whispers. Only Jana seemed to
be able to speak her mind to my face.
"You know, I guess
you're right about Malfoy not being entirely evil," she said at
dinner that night.
"Hey, I was totally shocked that he
actually stuck up for me. And it was in front of his own friends,"
I replied, taking a bite of the food on my plate.
"Yeah. Was
it me, or did he wave to you when we walked in?"
"He
did. He promised to be a good brother and actually act like he knows
who I am," I said.
Jana giggled. "You know your brother
really is pretty cute."
"JANA!"
"Well he
is...but don't worry! I'm happy with crushing on David.." and
she went off into her dream state again. I shook my head then went
back to eating. Heather came over to our table and sat down across
from me.
"I made your brother swear that he wouldn't tell
your parents about you hanging out with Potter," she said
casually.
"Thank you," I said, smiling. She wasn't evil,
but she wasn't the nicest person in the world.
"Yeah, well,
you might want to be careful about what you think," she said,
her eyes light blue.
"Or maybe you could just refrain from
entering people's thoughts," Jana said coldly, entering our
conversation. Heather's eyes turned deep blue in a matter of seconds,
which meant she was mad.
"Who asked your opinion," she
spat.
"Nobody, I volunteered it," Jana replied cooly.
Each was giving the other the death glare. They sat in silence,
glaring, until Heather, face red, eyes the darkest blue you've ever
seen, hissed, "We'll settle this later!" then went back to
her own table. I turned to face Jana.
"What was that all
about?" i asked.
"War of the invading minds," Jana
said, still staring coldly at Heather, who was staring back.
"oh
right, I forgot you could read minds also."
"Well,
actually, we're not really supposed to. And if we do, we're supposed
to forget what ever we found out. I mean, it's an invasion of
people's privacy."
"So Heather telling Draco..."
"Was
against our laws, yes." I had an idea of what their war was
about.
"But luckily, heather isn't pure evil, so she wouldn't
tell anyone your deepest darkest secrets or anything. Reading minds
can be used for evil purposes," Jana continued.
"But you
can erase things from people's minds,"I said.
"Not if
they're a mind reader."
"Why not?"
"There's
some force that protects them from that. i dunno all the technical
things and such, but yeah..." she trailed off as David walked
into the Great Hall. He came over to our table.
"Hey,"
he said, smiling at Jana.
"Hi," she said back.
"Umm,
I heard that you're in a study group but that you study in partners,
and that you needed a partner, so I was wondering if you'd be my
study buddy," he said in one breath.
"I'd love to!"
Jana replied.
"Cool. Well, I'll see you then," and he
walked away.
I figured I'd have to endure an hour or so of David
talk, so I kept quiet and let Jana be Jana.
I
ran into Harry while I was in the library returning some books i had
borrowed. He looked all sad and lonely.
"You ok?" I
asked. He sighed.
"Nikki broke up with me because she was
transferred to Slytherin and said she couldn't be seen with a
Gryffindor," he confided.
"Why is there such a
stereotype for all Slytherins?" I wondered.
"Because
they're all the same," Harry answered.
"But if you
really get to know them they might not necessarily be," I
argued.
"Well, the way they act, who would want to get to
know them."
"Yeah, but if you saw someone you didn't
know, went over to introduce yourself, then saw that they were a
Slytherin, you'd turn right back around without even saying
hi."
"You're point?"
"My point is that you
can't judge a book by its cover. Just because someone's in a certain
house, or has a certain last name, doesn't mean that they're the same
as everyone else in their house or family."
"What?"
Harry asked.
"Never mind, it's too complicated," I
answered. i wasn't exactly ready to let it be known who my family
was. I'd lose the few friends I had. Well, Jana understood.
"I
have time, do explain," Harry said.
"No, it's nothing."
Harry raised his eyebrows but dropped the subject.
"You wanna
go for a walk by the lake? The stars are really pretty tonight,"
Harry said.
"Sure." my stomach did a flip. A walk around
the lake with Harry, under the light of the stars. It would
definitely be the highlight of my day. Harry stood up and walked
towards the exit, and I followed him. Once outside he took my
hand.
"I want to show you something," he said
mysteriously. I laughed.
"As long as you promise I won't die,
then I'm game."
"You won't die, I swear." He led to
the hill beside the lake, then sat down on some of the rocks. i sat
down beside him, and waited.
"There," he said, smiling.
"What? I don't see anything," I replied.
"That's
because you're not looking. It's the whole atmosphere of the sky. The
stars shining like crystals, the moon so full, the outline of the
forrest, the reflection of the light on the lake, all of it. It's
magnificent."
I looked out at the sky. He was right.
Everything was so beautiful. I'd gone for walks when it was dark
before, but I'd never realized how gorgeous everything was.
"Wow,"
I said softly. Harry took my hand again and moved closer.
"You
know, I'm actually glad that I'm not with Nikki anymore," he
whispered. I turned to look at him.
"Why?" I
asked.
"Because, then I couldn't be here enjoying this
evening with you." Harry leaned in and kissed me. When he moved
back I was breathless. It was after all, my first kiss.
"I
really like you Chalice," he said.
"I like you too
Harry," I managed to answer. He stood up.
"Will you meet
me here again tomorrow night at 7?" he asked.
"Yes."
He smiled.
"See you then," harry replied, then walked
off, leaving me sitting by the lake in the moonlight. Draco would die
if he ever found out Harry kissed me, I thought. Then I realized
something else. I had to Harry that I was a Malfoy. He'd sat here and
opened up his heart to me, I couldn't keep it from him. But would he
still like me when he found out?
I
arrived at the lake half an hour early the next night. I needed time
to think about how I was going to tell Harry I was a Malfoy. I really
liked him and I didn't want to lose him, as a friend or anything
else. What was I going to do?
"You're out here pretty late,"
a voice came from behind me.
"Draco, 6:30 is not late,"
I replied without turning around. I could recognize my brother's
voice anywhere. He sat down next to me.
"So, what are you
doing out here?"
"Thinking," I replied.
"Bout
what."
I did a Draco smirk.
"Wouldn't you like to
know." He smirked back.
"Haha."
"Actually,
I'm meeting Harry here."
"What? Why?"
"You
said you were ok with us being friends," i reminded him.
"Yeah,
but meeting him out here by the lake, at night. I dunno. Looks pretty
suspicious to me," he argued.
"All right. Now that
you're suspicious, and since your sitting down, you ready for what
you would call the bad news?"
"Depends."
"On
what?"
"On what the bad news is."
"Well
you're not going to know unless I tell you," I said. Draco
sighed.
"What's the bad news?" he said.
"Well,
yesterday, Harry and i were out here, and we were talking...and he
sorta kinda kissed me..."
"WHAT!"
"Draco,
don't freak out! Harry's a really sweet guy,"
"WHAT!"
"DRACO!"
"You kissed Potter?" Draco's
eyes were huge from disbelief.
"Yeah," I said. He was
taking it a lot better than I had expected.
"Where's Potter,
I'm going to kill him! How dare he come anywhere near my sister!"
"Draco, please calm down and listen to me," I pleaded.
He looked at me.
"Why Potter of all people?" he
asked.
"Well, I like Harry...and actually, in a way, he kind
of reminds me of you," I said quietly.
"ME?"
"yeah."
Draco's
eyes were a soft grey.
"You like Potter?" he asked
softly.
"A lot," I nodded. He sighed.
"Fine. But
if he does anything to upset you, he'll have to answer to me!"
"Aww,
Draco. It's nice to know you care," i said, laughing.
He
hugged me. "Chalice, you know I love you," he said. I
smiled.
"I know." We stood up and he hugged me again. he
kissed me on my forehead then walked off.
"Hey Chalice,"
Harry said, appearing out of the shadows. I whipped around to face
him.
"Harry! You scared me," I said smiling. But he
wasn't smiling.
"You and Malfoy seem pretty close," he
said.
"We are," I answered. Guess I was going to have to
tell him sooner than I had planned.
"Really," he
replied.
"Yeah," I said. "Is something wrong
Harry?"
"Why don't you go ask your boyfriend," he
said, walking off.
"But I don't have a boyfriend," I
called, very confused. Then it hit me. I wanted to laugh, yet at the
same time, I knew I shouldn't.
"Harry!" I ran after
him.
"What?" he said, turning to face me.
"You
think that Draco and I are an item?"
"Certainly looked
like it." I laughed. I couldn't help it.
"And what, may
I ask, is so funny?" he snapped.
"Draco's not my
boyfriend. He's my brother!" Harry's jaw dropped.
"Malfoy
has a sister?" he said in disbelief.
"Twin sister, and
I'm her."
"But you're not in Slytherin."
"First
in my family. Father wasn't too happy. he actually tried to disown
me, but Draco convinced him not to."
"But you're nothing
like a Malfoy!"
"My attitude isn't. But remember how you
said that I reminded you of someone?" I said.
"You do
look a lot like Malfoy," he agreed.
"That's only once
you know I'm a Malfoy."
"Why'd you keep it hidden?"
he asked.
"Harry, be honest. If you had known that I was
Draco's twin, would you have taken the time to get to know me for
me?" I replied.
"Guess not. I'm sorry Chalice," he
said, wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me close to
him.
"Harry," I started. But I didn't get to finish.
Harry leaned down and kissed me, right there, in the middle of the
hall. And it was even better than the first.
I
walked back to the common room feeling dazed. Tonight had been so
strange. Yet so wonderful. Harry had asked me to be his girlfriend,
and of course I'd said yes. Draco was ok with me seeing Harry, and
Harry was ok with me being Draco's sister. I sighed as I flopped down
on my bed. I closed my eyes, thinking about the weeks events.
Finally, people were starting to notice me. Maybe not for the reasons
I wanted, but still. I wasn't just some Hufflepuff that got pushed
around all the time. I knew the truth was going to leak out that I
was a Malfoy some way or another. But at least I already had
friends.
I was really happy that Draco was acting more like
himself. Just sad that it took his so called best friends beating me
up for him to talk to me. I missed the old life. Where there wasn't a
care in the world. And everything was great. Winter holidays were
approaching and Draco and I would be going home for a week. Then I'd
have lots of time to catch up with my best friend. Unfortunately, the
Crabe family and the Goyle family were joinging us for Christmas Eve.
But I didn't have to worry too much. They'd stay far away from me
after what Draco did to them for beating me up.
I could tell it
was getting late. The fire in our room had died, and all around me
there were sounds of my dorm mates sleeping. But I couldn't fall
asleep. I just laid there, thinking, wondering how my life would be
different if I had been put in Slytherin. Would I have become like
Draco? I hoped not. I drifted off to sleep at some point that night.
But i kept having weird dreams where I was being chased by a snake,
and Crabbe and Goyle were laughing at me again. And Harry was telling
me he hated me, and he kept slapping me repeatedly. I was crying out
to Draco for help, but he just stood by, sneering. And Jana was
chained to a wall, Heather singing some weird song.
I woke up on
the floor of the dorm. Cold, scared, and just plain freaked out.
These were the times when I really needed to talk to Draco. He could
make sense of everything. But I didn't have him. He was off with in
his Slytherin world. A silent tear slipped down my cheek. He was so
close, yet so very far away.
"Hurry
up or you'll miss the train!" Jana called up the stairs to our
dorm.
"I'm almost done!" I yelled back. It was the
first morning of the winter holidays and I was going home. We all
rode home on the Hogwarts Express. I jammed the rest of my stuff in
my trunk then with a flick of my wand, sent it floating down to the
common room with the rest of the trunks.
"I'll see you after
Christmas," I said to Jana, giving her a goodbye hug.
"Have
fun with your brother and his two thugs," she answered. I
laughed then walked out the door. Harry was waiting for me there.
"I
just wanted to say goodbye before you leave," he said smiling.
He handed me a teddy bear that he had been hiding behind his back. It
was white and it was holding a red plush heart.
"Aww. I love
it!" I said, giving Harry a kiss on the cheek.
"I give
you a bear and all I get is a measly kiss on the cheek?" he said
teasingly.
I did my best Draco smirk. Harry laughed then leaned
down and kissed me.
"See you after the holidays," he
said.
"Bye Harry." and I walked to the front hall where
all the students going home were waiting. I spotted Draco in the
crowd and went over to him. He smiled when he saw me.
"Say
goodbye to everyone?" he asked. I knew he meant Harry.
"Yeah.
And look what Harry gave me," I said, showing him my bear. He
shuddered a little at the sound of Harry's name but kept a straight
face.
"It's nice," he said.
"You hate it,"
I laughed. "But only cause it's from Harry."
"No
comment," Draco laughed back.
I glared at him. He gave me a
hug.
"Come on Chalice. We're just kidding around."
"I
know Draco." At that moment the caretaker, Argus Filch, appeared
out of the shadows, growling and grumbling more than normal.
"all
right you filthy scumballs," he growled. "Proceed in an
orderly fashion to the carriages that will take you to the Hogsmeade
station, where you will ride the train to Platform 9 3/4, where you
will be picked up either by your parents or the Knight Bus," he
recited irritably.
"I don't think he exactly wants to be
here right now," Draco whispered.
"Whatever gave you
that idea?" I asked. he laughed.
"What is so funny you
little...Ah, Professor McGonagall." Filch stopped.
"The
students are all ready I assume?" she said.
"Yes
Professor," Filch answered.
"Good. All right, file out.
Hurry up. We don't have all day," and she hurried out the doors,
students following.
"Ready to go home?" Draco asked
conversationally.
"Yeah. I need a break from school and
studying," I answered.
"And i need one of mum's home
cooked meals," draco said, his stomach grumbling.
I laughed.
"Yeah. I'm really glad to be going home." And I was.
Finally I could get away, not have to worry about anything. Just
be myself. I'd have my best friend back for two weeks. I'd have a
break from school, from being pushed around in the halls, from
strange glances. People were still questioning me about why Draco was
the one to save me from Crabbe and Goyle.
"Chalice? You
coming?" Draco's voice broke into my thoughts.
"Oh,
yeah." and i ran to catch up with my brother, feeling for once
in my life that the world wasn't totally evil.
The
train ride home was fun. Draco and I talked, laughed and ate treats
from the trolley. When we arrived at the platform our mother was
waiting for us. She gave us each a hug, then enchanted our trunks so
that they were as light as a feather, thus making them easier to
carry.
"Where's father?" I asked. Mum laughed.
"Oh
you know your father's too busy with work to come and pick you two
up."
There was truth to that. I don't know why I even asked.
We arrived home half an hour later to our clean, gigantic, lonely
mansion. I was the only one in the family who found it lonely. My
father had hired another house elf when Harry freed our first one.
Mipsy was a hyper little thing who couldn't do anything right. So
instead of setting her free, or giving her to someone else, Father
just punished her continuously. Needless to say, she wasn't as hyper
as she used to be. I felt sorry for Mipsy, and I was the only one
happy when Dobby was freed. Well, Draco was happy, but he didn't dare
express it. Especially after I earned a beating for expressing my
joy. Maybe that was another reason I had always been so quiet.
Because giving my opinion had been looked down upon in my house. But
only because my opinion was so different than the rest of my
family's. Draco and I always shared the same views, but he was able
to lie and put on a show that he always agreed with Father. I
couldn't lie. It just wasn't me. So mostly I kept my mouth shut.
When
we walked in, Mipsy immediately came and took our trunks. Draco put
his arm around me.
"We're home," he sighed. I smiled.
We were home. But home just wasn't the same. I'd been looking forward
to coming home for months, but now that I was back, something didn't
seem right. I felt like the house was holding some secret that it
needed to tell someone, yet couldn't.
"Something wrong?"
Draco asked.
"Hm? Oh no. Every thing's fine," I
answered. I headed up the stairs to my room. What was it? Why did
every thing feel so weird. I knew something was wrong. And I planned
on figuring it out before the end of the holidays.
Father
came home, looking very smug, which meant he had made another deal
with someone. He came in patted Draco on the back, gave me a kiss on
the cheek, and our mother a kiss on the lips.
"How was work
Father?" Draco asked.
"Very nice, thank you. Now where
is that infernal house elf. MIPSY!"
Mipsy bounced into the
room, then saw Father, and curtsied.
"Your dinner is ready,
sir," she said, then bowed again, and went to get the food. She
came back carrying a heavy tray with a large Turkey on one platter,
and a platter with mashed potatoes, bread, vegetables, and some
fruit. Mother believed in a well balanced diet. Father believed in
showing off how much money we had.
"Here's you are sirs,
missus, and miss," Mipsy said, placing the platters on the
center of the table.
"Thank you Mipsy," I smiled kindly.
Father glared at me. Mipsy ran out of the room extremely fast.
"How
many times must I tell you Chalice that house elves are not to be
shown kindness to?" he said through gritted teeth.
"I'm
sorry Father, i just thought that if we showed a little kindness, she
might do better in her daily duties." I should have known I said
too much.
"You thought WHAT?" he said in his quiet
menancing manner.
"I just thought-" i started.
"Exactly.
That's where you went wrong. You thought," he spat. I just
wanted to hide under the table.
"Haven't I taught you
anything?" he continued.
"Father, Chalice has had a
really hard week of school," Draco said suddenly. Father's cold
eyes turned to Draco.
"Well, i suppose we can make an
exception this one time. After all, she is in Hufflepuff," he
sneered.
Tears were forming behind my eyes. I'd have given
anything in the world to be back at Hogwarts with Harry and Jana.
Draco looked at me, sympathy in his eyes, but he knew better than to
say anything. Father laughed. I was determined not to cry.
"Well,
is there anything else you'd like to say?" he demanded. I stared
straight into his cold grey eyes.
"No," I said. His eyes
narrowed to slits.
"Don't use that tone with me Chalice,"
he spat. "Go to your room. Now."
"Gladly," I
retorted, knowing I'd pay for that later. I bolted out of the room
and ran up the stairs. I laid on my bed and cried my heart
out.
Darkness
descended and Mipsy went around lighting the lamps. I didn't
understand why this was her chore when Father or Mother could do it
just as easily and faster with a simple flick or their wand.
"Miss
must not be so upset," Mipsy said consolingly.
"I hate
life here. I can't believe I was ever looking forward to coming back.
Then again, I always hated life at Hogwarts too," I said. "Now
all I want is to go back."
"Chalice," came Draco's
voice from my bedroom door. Mipsy disappeared, and Draco entered. He
sat down next to me on my bed.
"Chalice, you know Father
loves you very much," he started.
"That's a lie. All he
cares about is being rich and keeping the Malfoy name above everyone
else's heads," I spat.
Draco was silent for a minute.
"How
long have you felt like this?" he asked quietly.
"Well,
I never really knew how Father acted until we came to Hogwarts. When
people don't know you're a Malfoy, you hear more of the truth,
Draco," I replied.
"Is that why you've always kept your
last name a secret?"
"No. I kept my last name a secret
so that I at least had a chance of making friends. Besides, I doubted
that you wanted anyone to know we were related, and I didn't want to
ruin it for you."
Again, more silence.
"Draco, do
you get the feeling something's different here? Like there's some
secret being held or something?" I asked. Draco stood up.
"There's nothing wrong, every thing's exactly the same,"
he said. Was there a hint of nervousness in his voice?
"Well,
it's been a long day, we both should get some rest," he said,
walking out of the door. That was odd, I thought to myself. He knew
something. I had good reasons to suspect it. I walked out after him,
and came to a halt outside his door. There were two voices coming
from his room. At first I thought he was talking to Mipsy, but then I
saw her downstairs. I opened the door a crack, just so i could hear.
I knew eavesdropping was wrong, but I couldn't stop myself.
"What
do you mean she suspects something?" came a female voice.
"I
mean Heather, that she suspects something is amiss, and you and I
both know what's going on, and what Father's planning, but we can't
let her find out," Draco replied.
"How's she going to
find out that her father's planning on murdering her?" Heather
said.
I took a sharp intake of breath, closed the door silently,
then ran back to my room as quickly and quietly as I could. I was
scared to death of what I'd just heard. My heart was pounding. I had
to get out. And soon.
I
scribbled a note to Jana telling her what I had overheard, then sent
Happiness out in the darkness of night.
"Please hurry,"
I prayed. There wasn't much I could do now. I was stuck in a house
where my father was planning on killing me, and my brother, my best
friend, wasn't going to do anything about it. I felt betrayed. Lost.
Angry. Scared. Then a thought struck me. Mom would never him kill me.
Never. I had nothing to worry about. But this thought didn't comfort
me much. I laid in bed trying to fall asleep. But I couldn't. What if
Father came in while I was sleeping to kill me? But he had to have a
reason for killing me. Father wouldn't just kill me for no reason,
would he? Maybe it was because I was a disgrace to the whole family.
After all, I was the first one not to be put in Slytherin, and I
believed in kindness towards all.
I fell asleep at some point
during the night, and when I awoke, sunlight was streaming through my
windows. I got dressed then headed down to breakfast. When I entered
the kitchen, my mother was making breakfast. This was odd. She
normally only made breakfast when one of us was sick. She looked up
and saw me, then started crying.
"Mother!" I said,
running over to comfort her. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing
dear, I just...had a bad dream last night and seeing you reminded me
of it," she wiped away her tears then went back to making
breakfast. I was halfway through eating it when Happiness swooped
through the window. I was relieved to see that the letter was from
Jana. I opened the letter and read it as fast as I could.
"Dear
Chalice,
Oh my gosh! I am going to get you out of there as soon
as possible! Hang on, I'll save you!"
I smiled. But then
I realized that it wasn't possible for her to help me. She was at
Hogwarts. I was here. My heart sank. I flipped Jana's note over, and
replied, explaining my thinking to her. I gave the note to Happiness
who immediately set off to take it to her.
"What was all
that about?" my mother asked.
"Oh, nothing," I
murmured, all my hopes were sunk. I was going to die. There was no
getting out of it. I guess it's a good thing that nobody really cared
about me, I thought. Now, no one will miss me. I stared out the
window at the beautiful day, wondering if this was the last day I'd
ever see.
Jana
was freaking out. How was she supposed to help chalice? She had to
tell someone. But who? Who could she tell. This was Lucius Malfoy she
was dealing with! He was a death eater and he worked for the Dark
Lord. Harry! Harry had fought the Dark Lord many times, and she was
willing to bet that he'd come through for Chalice. She ran out of the
common room to find him.
The world seemed to be playing in slow
motion. Jana saw people, but she didn't acknowledge them. She heard
nothing, but the pounding of her heart. She had to be there for her
best friend. Chalice needed her, and she swore she would come
through. Jana found Harry in the library, staring at a picture of
Chalice.
"Harry!" Jana panted.
"Hm?" he
said, half listening.
"Harry, if you don't listen, that
picture may be all you have left of Chalice before tomorrow."
Harry
looked up at Jana. "What?"
"Chalice is in trouble.
Big trouble. And she needs us. We're her only hope."
Harry
and Jana went to an empty classroom where they wouldn't be overheard.
Jana told Harry everything, then showed him Chalice's note. Harry's
face grew paler and paler.
"Jana, we have to save her,"
he said quietly.
"Why do you think I told you!" Jana
said irritably.
"But how?"
"Well, that's another
reason I came to you. I figured you'd come up with a plan."
"Hold
on," Harry said. Then scribbled a note to Chalice.
"Come
on, we need to get this to the Owlery." Jana nodded then
followed him out the door. Both were silent with worry. Neither
noticed Heather standing in a corner, silent, staring, reading their
minds. As soon as they had left the Owlery, Heather rushed to her
common room to find the special mirror that she used to talk to
Draco.
"Draco," she called into it. Draco's face
appeared, smiling.
"Yes love?" he asked.
"Draco,
she knows."
I
sat in a cold dark room. Refusing to let Mipsy in and light my
fireplace, or any of the lamps in my room. Refusing to talk to
anyone. "Not that they care," I told myself. There was a
sharp knock on the door, but I stayed quiet. I knew it was Draco, and
I didn't feel like talking, especially not to him. He entered
anyway.
"Chalice, I need to talk to you," he said
looking around for me. I kept quiet. He spotted my outline on the
bed, then sat down next to me.
"Um, Chalice, remember how you
said you thought something was wrong? Well, Heather told me some very
interesting news about your friend Jana and Potter." I perked
up.
"Jana told Harry?"
"Yeah."
"Then
there is hope!"
"Chalice, you have to understand
something," Draco tried to explain, but i wasn't going to
listen.
"I don't see you trying to help me," I
snapped.
"Chalice, I can't. You know the last thing I want is
for something to happen to you, but it's complicated, and I'm not
really allowed to talk about it."
"What, are you
Father's right hand man?"
Draco sighed. "There's nothing
your friends can do. It's already too late."
"What are
you talking about?"
"The ritual's begun. You can't stop
it."
"What ritual? Draco, stop scaring me!"
"I'm
not trying to scare you, I'm just telling you the truth."
I
stared at Draco. What was he talking about? It couldn't be too late.
Harry would save me. Draco hugged me, but I pushed him away.
"Things
happen for a reason. You're destiny can't be changed. And the Dark
Lord has foreseen this as your destiny." He was talking in a
voice that didn't belong to him. This wasn't the Draco I knew. He'd
never be the same. Especially not once I was dead.
"You can
change your destiny," I said.
"Some people can, but not
you."
"Who are you?" I glared. Draco stood up. He
walked over to the window and pulled the curtains apart, staring at
the night sky.
"I don't really know anymore," he
whispered. "But I have my own destiny to fulfill. And tonight I
will fulfill it." He walked out of my room. I was left sitting
there, more confused than ever. It wasn't just myself I had to save.
I had to save my brother too. It seemed to me that he was being
possessed by something dark and evil. But the real Draco was still
there. I could tell. Then something Draco had said struck into my
mind.
"The Dark Lord had foreseen this as your destiny."
I
had been right all along. Something in this house wasn't right. And
now I knew the answer. You-Know-Who really had returned. And he was
planning something. Tonight.
Jana stared out the common room window. She knew what was wrong before, had just gotten worse.
I sat
alone. The minutes ticked by slowly. I wanted to cry, but no tears
would come. I knew just sitting there wouldn't help me any. But I
didn't know what would help me. I was so confused. Everything just
went from bad to worse. If I had stayed at Hogwarts, none of this
would be happening. But how was I to know that coming home would be
my death? The rest of the world seemed to be miles away, and here I
was stuck on an uncharted island. I sat there. Thinking, throwing
myself into a deeper depression. Then Jana's face came into view. She
wouldn't want me to be depressed like this. She would help me get
through it all. She would never let me give up. She wasn't giving up
on me, so I couldn't give up on myself either. I was determined to
find a way out. But how? Then it came to me. Mipsy! Maybe all those
times I had shown her kindness would pay off. I was certain she knew
a way for me to escape. Just as I stood up, i heard a pecking on my
window. I opened the window and a snowy owl fluttered in.
"Hedwig!"
I breathed. This could only be a good sign. The letter was from
Harry.
"Help is on the way! Love, harry"
I smiled. I
would contact them as soon as I had gotten out of the house. I crept
quietly out of my room, and headed down to the servants
quarters.
"Mipsy?" i called. I heard a rustling
sound.
"Miss, what are you doing down here? Master will not
like this, no not at all." She had unusually good grammar for a
house elf.
"Mipsy, I need your help. I need to escape from
this house without my father or anyone else knowing..."
"And
you came and asked the house elf?"
I jumped.
"Draco...I..."
He smirked. "You're going to
have to try harder than that Chalice." His voice was cold and
menancing. I hated it. I just wanted to slap him.
"Come
Chalice," he grabbed my arm. It was as cold as ice. I pulled out
of his grip.
"Why should I?" I glared back. He slapped
me.
"Don't mess with me," He growled. He hit me on the
head and the world went black.
I
woke up, head throbbing. Where was I? Then it all came back to me.
Draco, my father, You Know Who. I groaned and tried to get up.
"Not
a good idea," came an all too familiar voice in the corner.
"And
what are my reasonings for listening to you?" i hissed at Draco.
He walked into the light of the fireplace. i gasped. Dark circles
formed around his eyes, and his normally perfect hair was all messed
up. Sadness was deep in his eyes.
"Draco?" I whispered.
"What happened?"
"I believe it's called the
Polyjuice Potion," he said.
My jaw dropped slightly.
"So,
it wasn't really you," I said, relief flooding through me. Draco
shook his head.
"No, just my evil twin...er..triplet..."
I laughed.
"You don't know how happy I am that it wasn't you
saying all those things..." I trailed off. Nothing was real
anymore. How did I know now that it was the real Draco?
"Chalice,
it's me. I swear it is." And I knew it was him. Only Draco could
read my mind. Without having to read my mind. If that made any sense.
Well, I understood it.
"Draco I'm scared." He pulled me
close to him. This was the older protective brother I remembered.
"I
know, but don't worry. I won't let any of them touch you. By the way,
do you happen to know what they are planning?"
"Oh
nothing big. Just to kill me!"
"What?" Draco's
voice was filled with disbelief.
"Yeah, our dear old Dad's
planning on murdering me for You Know Who." I lost it. I sat
there crying into Draco's shoulder.
"Chalice, I won't let
them near you," Draco told me. But I knew his promise wouldn't
help. Once You Know Who decided to kill someone, they didn't stand a
chance. But then again, Harry had survived. More than once. And he
said he was coming. If there was any hope in the world left, it was
with Harry.
Jana
and Harry sat in the library planning how they were going to rescue
Chalice.
"The scary thing is that her brother isn't doing
anything about it," Jana commented.
"Malfoy's a total
git," Harry replied.
"and you're girlfriend's best
friend."
"Doesn't mean I have to like him.
"No
body said you did!"
Harry slammed his book shut.
"I
can't take this any longer! I can't just sit here and do nothing!
We're going to save her, and we're going now!" Jana jumped back
at his sudden outrage.
"I think that's a stupid idea not to
plan how we're going to save her, yet I'm going to agree with you. We
need to save Chalice and now." Harry's green eyes were on
fire.
"Well, come on then."
"Wait, we don't know
where the Malfoy mansion is!" Jana called, running to catch up
with Harry.
"That's why first we're going to the kitchens,"
he replied. Jana stopped.
"The kitchen?" she asked, but
Harry didn't hear her. His mind was set on saving Chalice, and that
was all he could think about.
Draco
and I sat back to back, waiting. The minutes ticked by slowly.
"Why
do I feel like time should be going faster?" I asked.
"I
was wondering the same thing," Draco answered.
"I know
I'm going to die, and yet I'm waiting for it.."
"Do we
have to talk about that?"
"No, sorry I brought it
up."
"It's ok."
"So what should we talk
about?" I was trying to make conversation to pass the
time.
"What's your favorite color?" Draco asked. I
raised my eyebrows.
"You're kidding."
"Well...I
had nothing better to say." I laughed.
"That is so
you."
"I'm not sure whether to be offended or
flattered," Draco laughed too.
"Be optimistic. Take it
as a compliment."
"But was it meant to be a
compliment?"
"I don't know. I was merely stating how
like you that was."
"Oh, well thanks."
And it
went back to silence. I wasn't scared anymore of my fate. I didn't
know why. I just had this feeling that everything would turn out all
right. Maybe I had worried myself to insanity. This certainly wasn't
the way I should be feeling. I gasped as Mipsy appeared out of a
corner. Draco turned around.
"What is it?" he asked. I
put a finger to my lips then motioned for Mipsy to come over. She
came.
"I have a message for you miss," she whispered
urgently. I nodded for her to continue. She handed me a small piece
of paper then disappeared into thin air. I opened the
parchment.
"Look up." I looked up and saw and owl
fluttering outside a very small window that I hadn't noticed before.
Draco stood up and opened the window, since he was taller and it was
out of my reach. He handed the paper that the owl had to
me.
"Chalice,
we're here, and we're coming so hang on.
harry's a genius! -jana"
I breathed a sigh of relief. This
was the reason I had been feeling so calm. My heart knew that my
friends wouldn't let me down. But how they were going to find me, I
wasn't sure. i didn't even know where I was. Well, I didn't know what
room I was in. I turned to look at Draco, a smile on my face.
"We're
going to be ok, I just know it," I said. Draco looked at me with
doubt in his eyes, but he didn't say anything. I heard a crash, a
bang, a muffled curse, and then the door that I hadn't noticed burst
open. Harry and Jana were standing there with...Dobby.
"Chalice!"
jana ran forward and we hugged. "I am so glad you're ok!"
Harry
interrupted. "We'd better get going. We haven't much time."
Jana nodded and I followed her to the door.
"Draco?" I
said.
"You go. I'll handle Father's wrath."
"No.
You have to come too. if you don't, then You Know Who might kill you
instead!" Draco looked at me, his eyes filled with
sorrow.
"chalice, i can't." My eyes filled with tears. I
went over and hugged my brother.
"Why?"
He kissed my
forehead. "It's complicated. And I don't have time. Go! I don't
want to be the reason they catch you."
"They?"
Draco shook his head.
"You're wasting time." I hugged my
brother one last time, then followed Jana up the stairs. I had a
feeling this would be the last time I would ever see Draco. Or at
least the Draco I had grown up with. A tear slid down my cheek as we
ran out the front door and into the Weasley's new car where Hermione
and Ron were waiting for us. We flew up and away, over the mansion,
and then it was out of sight. I should have been happier, but I knew
I'd never be able to shake the guilt of leaving my brother
behind.
"Don't worry Chalice," Jana said. "He'll be
ok. he'd never break a promise to you."
I nodded. But I
wasn't sure. I wasn't really sure of anything these
days.
Hogwarts
just wasn't the same. I lived every minute in fear. Fear that I would
never see my brother again. Fear that Father would come looking for
me. Fear for no reason. Nothing Harry or Jana could say or do helped.
The only person who could ever make me feel better wasn't here. I
cried myself to sleep at night, and had to keep myself from crying
whenever I saw anything that reminded me of Draco. These days,
everything did. Two days went by with no word from him, and suddenly
I realized that someone else who was supposed to be staying at
Hogwarts over the holidays wasn't here.
"Hey, jana, you seen
Heather lately?" i asked suddenly.
"No, and I don't care
to see her," Jana answered from the chair next to mine. She was
writing a long letter to her new boyfriend David, who she had hooked
up with the afternoon i had left.
"Any chance she went home
to visit her family?" I wondered.
"i doubt it. My
parents and her parents all went to some tropical island, and they
invited us but we both declined. quality time isn't something we
value."
So if Heather wasn't at Hogwarts, and she wasn't with
her family, then where was she? I was suspicious. Did she know about
the Poly Juice potion plot with Draco? Afterall, it was she whom he
was talking to that night when I first discovered my fate. It was she
who told the fake Draco that I knew. But if she was in on the
plot...
"What is intriguing your brain so?" Jana
asked.
"I was thinking..."
"Well, obviously. In
less that's a way of sleeping...sitting there mumbling under your
breath, staring into space." i glared at jana.
"I think
heather has something to do with my Father killing me."
"Ok,
she may be evil, but Heather's not that evil! She'd never kill
anyone!"
"She told the fake Draco that I knew!"
"Well
yeah...but..." Jana sighed.
"Maybe it isn't the real
Heather like it wasn't the real Draco. I mean honestly, how do you
know who's really who?" jana said simply.
"I think the
whole world's turning to chaos," I said.
"That's the
point I've been trying to prove for years, but nobody believes you
until something awful happens to them." I jumped up out of my
chair.
"Where are you going?"
"I've got to find
Harry. I have to go home." Jana looked at me in confusion.
"You
want to go back to the place where you're guaranteed death?"
"No,
but if we don't go back, then more people than just me will die. The
plan's a lot bigger than we thought."
"And you know this
for sure? And what do you mean we?"
"I mean, you and me
and Harry. And I'm almost positive."
Jana sighed again then
stood up and walked over to the door where I was standing.
"I
think your boyfriend's 'save people' thing is rubbing off on you."
I
threw a pillow at her.
"Come on, we don't have much time."
I ran out the door and went to find Harry, Jana right behind me. I
heard her mumble as we ran, "The things I do to save the
world!"
The
mansion was dark, and a storm was coming. I had a feeling this wasn't
coincidence.
"So, tell me again how you're going to save
your brother?" Jana asked. I could tell she was doubtful.
"We
sneak in, get Draco, sneak out, and the world is right again," I
said. I was doubtful myself.
"But he could have come with us
before, what makes you think he'll come now?"
"I don't,
which is why we'll knock him out first."
"And we carry
him how?"
"We're witches! It's called magic!"
"Oh,
right."
I wanted laugh, but I wasn't in the mood for
laughing. I wanted to cry, but then again, I didn't. We landed on the
lawn soundlessly. Well, actually, we probably weren't soundless, but
the thunder was so loud you couldn't hear anything else. I shuddered
as memories of past storms in this house came back. Everything was so
magnified, and I was always scared. Father always disapproved of
fear, so I tried not to show it. But Draco always knew better. He'd
always come to my room at night and hold me, and tell me it would be
all right. Now it was my turn to save him.
"Chalice?"
Harry's voice brought me back to reality. Me, being the brilliant one
hadn't noticed that it had started to rain, so I was soaked. My
smarter friends were standing under the porch.
"well, I
guess this is it," I was trying to reassure myself. harry hugged
me.
"Everything will be ok," he whispered. I looked up
into his bright green eyes, and I knew that somehow, everything would
be ok. We went into the mansion. I found it weird that the door
wasn't locked, but I didn't think too much about it. I probably
should have known then that something was wrong.
It all seemed too
easy. We found the room that Draco and I had been in before without
any trouble. But Draco wasn't there.
"We knew you'd come
back," came a cold voice from the
corner.
A
searing pain raced throughout my body and I fell to my knees. A high
pitched laugh came from the same corner, and You Know Who stepped
into the light of the fire. I heard a scream from Jana, but Harry
just moved closer to me.
"And you brought just the person
I've been dying to meet," he hissed. The pain became worse when
I realized I had led Harry to his death. I looked up at Harry. His
face was set and glaring at You Know Who. I admired his bravery, but
feared for his life.
"Harry," I whispered.
"Silence!"
The pain seared again and I crumbled to the floor. Harry was beside
me in a flash.
"chalice," he whispered, pulling me
close. i couldn't believe I had done this.
"Harry," I
sobbed. "It's all my fault."
"What is?"
"Because
of me, you'll probably die, and he'll probably kill Jana just for
fun, and Draco will probably die..." Harry hugged me
closer.
"None of this is your fault. just because you cared
and have such a great heart doesn't make it your fault." He was
so incredibly sweet.
"If we're done, then we shall proceed
with the plan. Lucius!"
Someone grabbed me roughly from
behind and when I turned I was looking into the cold heartless gray
eyes of my father. I felt the most loathing feelings for him deep in
my heart. Why had i always respected him? He was nothing but a
murderer. I knew then that I wasn't going to go easily.
"Where's
Draco?" I spat. He gave a merciless laugh.
"You're
brother? Oh what a help he was. A part of the plan all along. And to
think, you actually bought that story about the Poly Juice Potion.
Have I taught you nothing?" My jaw dropped slightly. he had to
be lying. Draco never would have done all those things to me of his
own free will.
"But of course he wasn't of his own free
will," came You Know Who's cold voice. I was too weak to even
try to look at him.
"Let's just say he was...possessed."
Father threw me against the wall and vines shot out and held me
there. I fought against them, but it was no use.
"Now, let
the ceremony begin." I looked to jana and Harry for help, but
Jana seemed to be frozen to the spot, and the same kind of vines were
holding Harry back.
"You see dear child, it is the blood that
runs in your veins that we need to complete my immortality. Of
course, I could kill your father, but he is such a faithful servant.
And your brother will be very useful in the future. He did help us
catch young Heather here, who's blood is also needed." i gasped.
Heather suddenly appeared, chained to the wall also. But it seemed as
if she had been knocked out. Then Draco entered, wearing Death Eater
robes. i looked at him in disbelief. I felt betrayed and used.
Flashbacks of my childhood were flooding through my mind. Draco was
always there, wiping away my tears, making me feel better. And I
remembered why we had come back. To save my best friend. This wasn't
the real Draco. And I was the only one who could get the real Draco
back. But how?
The
world was spinning. There was nothing I could do. This was it. My
death. And the death of the only person who had noticed me in the
crowd. And I guess, in a way it was the death of Draco. Tears were
falling down my face and I didn't want to show weakness, but I just
couldn't help it. Life was over. I looked at Draco, his face hidden
in the darkness of his hood. he wasn't wearing the mask.
"Now
let me think, what would be the most painful way to kill her and
still get the blood we need. We can't just use the Avada Kedavra
curse," I head You Know Who say to my father.
"If I may
my lord, perhaps whatever curse we use should be performed by Draco,
as that would hurt her more emotionally," Father
suggested.
"Yes. Excellent thinking Lucius. There is more
than just physical pain. And often the emotional pain hurts
worse."
Great. Not only would I be killed painfully, I would
be killed by my brother painfully. But I didn't care. I found that I
was losing sight of everything that was important to me very quickly.
And I'd only been tied up for ten minutes. Although it felt like a
lifetime. Draco was standing completely still and I realized
something. If You Know Who was standing somewhere beside me, then
Draco couldn't possibly be possessed at this exact moment. So why
wasn't he doing anything? Because, I thought. He doesn't care. He
never did. He never will. He'll never regret a thing. I doubt he was
even possessed for very long before he switched to the dark
side.
"That would blow her to pieces," I heard my father
say. I cringed. I didn't want to be blown up. I didn't want to die at
all, but there wasn't exactly much I could do. I looked around the
room one last time.
"Goodbye Draco," I said to myself.
"Goodbye Harry. Goodbye Ja-" I stopped. Where was Jana? She
had been standing there a few minutes before, and now she was gone. I
knew she hadn't been taken. As if to answer my thoughts, I heard a
voice behind me.
"I'm cutting the vines, I've already cut
Harry's, be careful, and get out."
Once again, Jana had come
to my rescue. She was such a great friend. I mean, how many of your
friends would save your life twice? I wasn't out yet, so my life was
still at stake. I could hear my father still discussing which spell
to use with You Know Who, so I figured this would be my last chance.
I slipped out of the vines and crouched down, crawling in the shadows
towards the door. I was almost there when a hand grabbed me from
behind. I whirled around and was looking into the cold gray eyes of
my brother. I held my breath. I had no hope now.
"Draco,"
I whispered, pleading. Maybe there was still part of the old Draco
somewhere inside his soul. His steel eyes softened.
"This
time don't come back for me," he whispered. "I can't change
anything. I have to be a Death Eater, there's nothing I can
do."
"There is something you can do, you're just not
brave enough to do it!" Draco looked away from me.
"I
can't run away from the Dark Lord."
"But you can turn
away and betray the people who need you the most. The people who have
been here for you. The people who care about you, and love you. You
can just give us to him. And not feel guilt." At this point the
tears were just flowing endlessly.
"Fine," I said. "Be
a Death Eater. It's the fate you deserve." Draco looked me in
the eyes, then released his grip. I took one last look then silently
crept through the door and up the stairs. I found Jana and Harry
waiting for me there.
"I'm so sorry I brought you two into
this," I sobbed. Harry pulled me close.
"I'm sorry we
couldn't save Draco," he said. I looked up a little shocked.
That was the first time I had ever heard him use Draco's first name
and not just use Malfoy. Jana nodded.
"Come on, we better get
out of here before they notice you're gone."
"I wish we
could have at least saved Heather," I said.
"Don't worry
about it. She's immortal, she can't die. Which is probably why he
needed her blood too."
Not feeling any better, only worse, we
headed out into the fierce storm. We got into the Weasley's new
flying car, and headed back to Hogwarts. I watched the mansion
disappear one last time, and I knew I'd never be back.
"I'm
sorry Draco," I whispered. "I
tried."
There
were only two days of the winter break left. I barely talked, ate or
slept. Most of the time I just sat out near the lake, and if the
weather was bad, I would sit in the common room and stare out the
window at the lake.
"I've had enough!" Jana suddenly
yelled one day.
"Enough of what?" I asked quietly.
"Of
your depression. I understand he was your brother and what a tough
time you're going through, but you're just going deeper into a black
hole. You have to be strong. You and I are going to go visit Harry
and David."
"Do I have to?"
"Yes!"
Jana grabbed my arm and dragged me out of the common room. Harry and
David were in the library. David and Jana went over to a corner.
Harry just held me in his arms. I wanted to cry, but I had cried all
of my tears, and no more would come.
"He's probably out
killing innocent muggles," I said.
"Malfoy's not a
killer," Harry replied.
"Now that he's a Death Eater he
is. And do you have to call him malfoy? It's my last name too. Why
can't you just use his real name."
"Sorry. He's been my
enemy for so long, I'm not used to it." I sighed.
"There's
nothing more you could have done. You tried. That's all we can
ask."
"But..." Harry silenced me with a soft kiss.
I melted. He was so perfect. He always knew the right thing to say
and the right thing to do to make me feel better.
"I love
you," he whispered into my ear. I looked into his beautiful
green eyes.
"I love you too," I whispered back. He
smiled, then pulled me into a hug again.
Later that night,
I was walking around the lake. The stars were shining, the moon was
bright, the lake was serene, and everything seemed so perfect. For
the first time in weeks, I felt happy. Peaceful. Jana was right. I
needed to be strong and get over this. What happened had happened,
and there was nothing I could do. It wasn't my fault. I sat down on
the same rock where Harry and I had shared our first kiss. The rock
where Draco had approved of my dating Harry. I smiled to myself. I
had so many good memories of Draco, why should I remember only the
recent events. I laughed out loud, and felt even happier. It started
raining, but I didn't care.
The rain felt good. It washed away all
the bad things and left only room for the good things in my life. I
stood up, my face towards the sky. I closed my eyes and let the cold
drops fall on my face. I opened my mouth to catch some of the water.
It was a such a peaceful moment.
"Well this is an interesting
sight to see."
I opened my eyes, not believing it. I turned
my head so fast it cracked my neck.
"Oh my gosh!" i
screamed jumping off the rock as fast as I could.
"Whoa!
Don't kill me!"
I stopped running, almost knocking him over.
I looked up into the soft grey eyes of my best friend.
"How
did you...I mean...Oh Draco!"
I hugged him, causing us both
to fall to the ground. Draco laughed and I released him.
"You
were right," he said softly.
"about..."
"Everything.
I realized I was my own person and that I didn't have to be what
Father wanted me to be. I mean look at you." I smiled.
"How'd
you escape?"
"Same way you did. Only I had to get
Heather first. I feel so bad about leading her there. Although she
doesn't remember any of it, but I think I should probably tell her
what happened anyway. I mean, I love her, and she deserves the
truth."
"Draco Malfoy, I do believe that is the most
profound thing you've ever said."
"Thank you m'dear."
I laughed. I knew this was the real Draco. Not the possessed one.
"So
how mad do you think Father will be?" I asked.
"My
advice is that neither of us go home ever again," Draco
replied.
"Then where do you suggest we go?"
"Hm...hadn't
thought of that one." I rolled my eyes. Jana came out of the
front doors and I waved to her. She came running over.
"I
have great news!" she said.
"Me too!" I replied.
Draco stood up and Jana gasped.
"You're alive and non
possessed!" She screamed, hugging Draco too. He was rather
taken aback by this gesture, but smiled.
"Is that even a
word?"
Jana smirked. "It is now."
"But of
course, whatever you say goes."
"Draco be nice!" I
said. He gave me one of his innocent looks.
"But I am being
nice," he said sweetly. I hit him on the arm.
"Ow"
"That
didn't hurt."
"But it could have."
"But it
didn't so stop being a baby and get over it." Draco stuck his
tongue at me. I rolled my eyes again then turned to Jana who was
laughing at us.
"So what was your good news?"
"My
mom said that you can stay with us this summer. The entire summer. So
you won't have to go home!"
"Really?"
"Yeah!"
"Thank you!" I was so incredibly happy that I wouldn't
have to go back to death manor.
"Oh, I guess Draco can come
too if he wants," Jana added, remembering that he needed a place
to stay now too. Draco smiled.
"Thanks. I know we'll get to
be great friends," he said, using his trademark smirk.
"Haha,
I'm sure," said Jana, smirking back. I laughed. This summer was
going to be awesome.
The
rest of the school year flew by. And it was the happiest time of my
life. i had harry, friends, and Draco was actually being nice to
everyone. He and Harry had become friends. Not good friends, but
friends none the less. And that was good enough for me. We took our
O.W.L.S, and they all were really easy. Although Ron, Harry, Jana and
Draco disagreed. Heather Hermione and I told them they should have
studied more. Although Heather never studied. She was just naturally
brilliant.
It was the last day at Hogwarts, and we were at the
feast. I was sitting next to Harry, who was next to Ron. Draco was on
my other side, and Heather was on his other side. Jana was across
from me next to David and Hermione.
"I can't believe it's our
last night," Jana sighed.
"I'm gonna miss all of you,"
I said.
"We'll miss you too!" Jana said tearfully.
"What
if I never see you again?"
"That would be
horrible!"
"Terrible!"
"Really really
bad!"
"Um, we're staying with you over the summer Jana,
remember?" Draco cut in. Relief swept over Jana's face.
"Oh
yeah, I forgot."
"Me too," I said, smiling. Draco
looked amazed at our stupidity, but didn't say anything. I smiled at
him, and he smiled back. The feast was finished and we all headed
back to our dorms. I couldn't get to sleep. For the first time ever,
I wouldn't have to go home and be ridiculed by my father. I must have
fallen asleep at some point during the night, because the next thing
I knew, Jana was shaking me awake.
"Come on, we have to be
in the Great Hall in an hour and you have to finish packing,"
she said. I rolled over and fell onto the floor.
"ow..."
"Hurry
up!" jana yelled across the room. I stood up shakily, yawned,
then got dressed and finished packing. We put our trunks with
everyone else's in the middle of the common room, then headed to the
Great Hall. We quickly found Harry, David, Hermione, and Ron. Harry
pulled me into a hug, then kissed me.
"I don't know how I'll
survive over the summer without you," he said. I smiled.
"I
don't think that will be too hard for the famous Harry Potter,"
I said, standing on my tip toes so I could kiss him. I wasn't exactly
tall.
"Hey," Draco said from behind me. I was about a
centimeter away from Harry. I rolled my eyes then turned
around.
"Great timing," I said sarcastically.
"I
always have great timing," he smirked. I smirked back.
"Whoa,
that's freaky," Jana said.
"What is?" I asked.
"You
two look exactly the same when you do that."
"Could it
possibly have to do with the fact that we're twins?" Draco asked
sarcastically. jana glared at him.
"Well, I can tell this
summer will be very interesting," I said. Harry laughed.
"Have
tons of fun." he grinned. McGonagall appeared then and ushered
all of us out the doors and into the carriages that would take us to
Hogsmeade station. Once at the station we all found a compartment on
the train together. Draco and Jana were still arguing.
"You
think they'll ever stop?" David asked.
"Nope," i
said simply. He sighed.
We spent a memorable train ride playing
Exploding Snap, Gobstones, eating Chocolate Frogs, and just talking.
We pulled into King's Cross Station, and I was sad to be
going...well, it wasn't home...but yeah...
"There's my mom,"
Jana said, pointing to a tall woman who looked an awfully lot like
Jana. I turned to say my final goodbyes. I thanked Hermione and Ron
for everything, then turned to Harry.
"Well, I guess I'll see
you next year," he said.
"yeah." Harry smiled then
leaned down and kissed me.
"Don't forget me," he
said.
"I could never forget you." Draco came over and
said we should be going.
"I swear you're trying to ruin my
love life," I accused him.
"No, I'm just being the older
overprotective brother." I raised my eyebrows.
"You're
not older."
"So? I can still act like an older
overprotective brother." He grinned mischievously. I rolled my
eyes then followed him into King's Cross.
