"Looking through magazines while drinking water and sitting out trying to get a tan is the life" Stacie said.
I was beginning to notice a change in her behavior it was as if she was with Harry again.
"Did you and Harry get back or something?" I asked and threw down a magazine that was not fulfilling my wishes on the kind of dress I wanted. I pushed down my sunglasses and made eye contact with her.
"No, he hasnt written me back and honestly Im not stupid its clear he doesnt want me anymore Im not going to live in the past. But I did get Richs phone number, can you believe it? He asked me to go on a date with him tomorrow and he said I should bring you"
"Why?"
"Cause itll be like a double date, if you want and Olivers coming" I pushed my sunglasses back on and looked up again. The sun wasnt really doing its work I still looked white but I had a pretty good tan, in my opinion. I made an mm sound and grabbed another magazine.
"You know it doesnt do you bad, you could just talk to him and be like friends or something, I dont think Draco would mind, he hangs out with girls all the time" I frowned.
She knew this was way different. Draco knew about Oliver, even the part where I gave him my virginity, and it wasnt that I wanted to tell him that it was just I had to other wise what would I say on the wedding night?
"I dont think so"
"Please, I need to go out, itll be fun, I promise, you guys dont even have to be alone if you dont want to" I sat up and drank from my water bottle.
"I dont know"
"Please, do it for me, Ive been down for a while, please!" I nodded. Some part of me wanted to see Oliver again. I wanted to say something. There was so much to say and he had to say something he couldnt just end our conversation with "It was great talking to you."
"Okay, fine but lets not tell Draco, I just dont think I should tell him, it will only be a one night thing, and I wont be seeing Oliver after tomorrow" Even though I had said it I knew it wasnt true

"Where are we going anyway?" I asked turning on the tab to take a shower.
"Dinner, I think" Stacie replied she was putting on some beautiful earrings.
"Oh, well do you think I should wear a dress too?" She nodded.
"Youll look great, I just hope Rich doesnt stop looking at me because of you"
"Dont be stupid, Im only there because you asked me to be"
"And because of Oliver, whether or not you like to admit it" I rolled my eyes and entered the bathroom, shutting the door behind me.
"And hurry up!" Stacies voice sounded far as I got into the shower.
The warm water washing my body as I just stood there staring blankly at a spot in the wall. There were so many things I was hoping for and then again I was preparing myself for disappointment and then I tried to convince myself that if Oliver showed no sing of loving me then it was for the best, it was good, it would make my life more easy. I would end up marrying the right guy.
"Okay come on they're outside" I felt bad for having to lie to Draco by telling him it was an all girls out sort of thing. I finished putting on my high heels and smiled.
My hair was actually straighter than usual and I like the way the lipstick Stacie had chosen for me made me look. I grabbed my purse and headed down the stairs.
"How do I look?" Stacie and I asked each other at the same time.
"Great" We replied back and laughed. She opened the door and started walking.
"I hope this goes well" She whispered as Rich and Oliver stood outside. They walked toward us. Oliver more slowly. I noted that he was dress so handsomely I just knew that if he was still single then he was just hard to get. He was wearing black dress pants, nice shiny shoes and a maroonish shirt with a black tie, his brown eyes looked darker as he approached me.

"You knew youd see me again, didnt you?" I found myself asking as we walked toward the car, a 4 door silver Mercedes.
"Maybe" He replied and opened the door. He still knew me well, he knew me well enough to know that I would show up. It was funny that he still knew me so well, after all these years.
During the ride there, or more like fly there, Stacie kept re-telling some fun stories I listened but I wasnt really. I was watching Oliver from the corner of my eye. His hair, everything, he looked the same. Finally we arrived. Oliver came to the door and opened it for me. He extended his hand and smiled. I took it feeling the sparks as his fingers touched mine. I blushed but thankfully it was dark and he couldnt see. We walked together, and I felt like I was betraying Draco.
"Thank you" I said as Oliver pushed my chair in, he ended up sitting right next to me.
He was smiling like he was the happiest man alive or something. It made me wonder why it was he was so happy. We ordered our food and talked, well Stacie and Rich talked. Oliver and I just looked at each other. It was like we had some sort of secret way of talking just by looking at each other, or maybe there werent really any words that needed to be said.
"Where do you guys want to go next?" Stacie asked once we were all done eating.
"How about to the park, that sounds just so romantic" Stacie answered her own question. Rich nodded, I could tell he was attracted to her. I smiled. At least one of us knew what we wanted.
"Okay sounds good"
Rich said paying and standing up. I stood quickly and began walking outside. We got in the car. I noticed that it was a cold night, not freezing but cold and dark as well the stars the moon shining bright as I looked up at them. We arrived at the park and walked slowly. Rich and Stacie sort of drifted walking on their own and holding hands. I walked hugging myself because I had bumps on my arms from the cold.
"Here" Oliver said handing me his warm coat. It was a nice black coat that was already warmed up for me.and best of all it smelled like him.
"Thanks" I said and looked up at the stars.
"Thats beautiful" I heard Oliver whisper. He was standing next to me with his hands in his pockets.
"What is?" I asked looking at him for the first time in an hour.
"When you look up to look at the stars they reflect on your eyes, its a beautiful view "I blushed.
"I never noticed that, I mean its not like I can but I never got the chance to see it on another persons eyes" I said and looked at him. He grinned and looked up.
"Now can you see?" I shook my head. He smiled took my hand and pulled me closer to him. Not too close though, just close enough for me to see. I could see the stars reflecting on his brown eyes so beautifully I knew what he had meant.
"That is beautiful" He smiled and looked at me. He was noting that we were a bit closer. That if he wanted he could take me and kiss me. I think he knew I was thinking the same thing. It was romantic too. Except for the fact that as I daydreamed I was thinking about Draco and how wrong this was.
"I thought a lot about you, Tracy, sometimes liked to talk about you. She told me about your talk, she told me everything" I looked at him.
His expression was blank as he stared straight ahead. "She used to say that you truly were the perfect woman for me, and I believed it, I still do, even after so long, every day I thought about you, every night I dreamed of you" He looked at me when he said the last thing. I felt my heart tighten. I was holding my breath and trying to calm myself.
"I want to be honest with you, Oliver, I thought about you too, I cried for you every night" He looked at me and gave me a sad look." but I had someone to comfort me, Draco was there, and now...I want to marry him, hes won my affection" I said quietly. I couldnt look at him straight in the eye. I think I felt it would be like him being able to see through my words. I dont think I even knew it at the time.
"I understand, I didnt expect you to just tell me you still love me like I do, I didnt even think Id see you again. I wanted to look for you after, you know. But I told myself I wouldnt, I couldnt, because I knew it would do me no good. I never expected to see you again, it was weird that we were in the same place at the same time" I nodded.
"I missed you, though" I said quietly. He smiled.
"I was so shocked when I saw Stacie and then I saw you, it was so shocking to see you, youre still the most beautiful girl Ive ever seen but older" I chuckled.
"Thanks, youre still the most handsome guy Ive ever seen but older and hotter" He laughed.
"Thanks" He stopped and looked at me. We were quiet for a while just looking up at the stars and I saw Oliver look at me a couple of times, It was truly beautiful, the night, and the company.