"Okay,
you see Oliver was the guy you used to love when we went to Hogwarts"
I nodded as Stacie, my cousin or so she said, explained slowly, she
had already shown me pictures of Hogwarts none of the pictures rang a
bell but I had hope.
"Okay"
"But he had to
marry someone else, Tracy, who was very ill, she died, you told me
that a few weeks ago. When Oliver came back, you guys clashed by
coincidence. Thats Oliver" I nodded,
so he was my love? Do I
still love him? "What about the guy with the blonde hair?"
"Thats Draco, the guy your dad wanted you to marry, and
after 4 years of getting to know him youre going to marry him,
because according to you, you love him" Oh boy that must of
really thrown him off when I told him to get away from me.
"Whens
the wedding?"
"Well in three almost 2 and half weeks
but Dracos taking care of that so the wedding is going to be held off
until well, you know" I nodded as she brushed my hair.
"Why
did this happen to me? Do you know where I was coming from?"
"Oliver told me, only me that you were coming from the
Quidditch field where you went to apologize to him because Draco had
punched him a day before that" I made an O and nodded.
"I
know its confusing but Im sure youll remember it, you must" I
nodded.
"Stacie, I need a favor?"
"Oh looks
like you trust me now" She said smiling, I smiled.
"I
need you to tell him, Oliver to come see me tonight, I need to see
him" I said remembering his brown eyes.
"You want to
see him?" Stacie asked surprised.
"I dont know what it
is about him but I trust him, like I know him but I just dont
remember him" I said remembering his lips.
"Thats
really interesting, yeah Ill tell him, but Draco wants to see you
when Im done" She said and looked at me.
"Yeah, Okay,
tell him to come" I said not really paying attention
"Can
I come in?" I nodded as Draco came in. He looked good, even
better than I remembered. I think now that I knew about him it was
easy to see him differently, after all I was in love with him, or so
Stacie said that I said.
"How you feeling?"
"Good,
listen Im sorry about-"
"Dont worry, thats what I get
for sneaking in" I laughed.
"What do have there?" I
asked.
"Oh, here" He handed me a single red rose. I
smiled and took it. That was sweet of him to give me the rose.
"Im
sorry that we had to, you know, hold the wedding off "He shook
his head.
"Dont worry about it, I just want to know if youve
remembered anything?" I swallowed and then for some reason shook
my head.
"Oh, okay" He said and looked at me," Can
I kiss you?"
"I, yeah" I said, I was thinking that
maybe if he kissed me I would feel it, the feeling you get when you
kiss someone you love.
His soft lips touched mine as he cupped my
face. I felt my heart beat faster but nothing else, no memory and
when I looked into his eyes I didnt see the same shine I had seen in
the eyes of Oliver-the mysterious brown eyed guy that I had been in
love with-. He smiled and sat back down.
"I wish I didnt have
to go but I need to be at the Ministry of Magic where I work" I
nodded.
"Bye" I said and waved as he apparated. I didnt
even know what to make of him. I was in love with him? I shrugged, if
I did then I would remember I just had to.
It
wasnt until sun set that I heard the door open but I didnt really
open my eyes. I was still asleep in a way. Like I knew where I was
but I was still dreaming about Oliver. He seemed so clear in my mind
that when I finally opened my eyes to see him there I jumped.
"Sorry"
He said looking around. I could tell he was embarrassed.
"Its
okay, did Stacie tell you I wanted to see you?" He nodded.
"Im
actually surprised that you want to see me" He said grabbing a
chair and sitting right next to me. This time he was wearing jeans
and a white shirt.
"I just, I dont know how to say this but
I, you make me feel, I dont know I just like having you around, I
remember things when Im around you, only things about you, though"
He looked at me straight in the eye which made me blush like
crazy.
"Have you remembered anything yet?" He asked
smiling.
"No, but thats okay" I said trying to just act
like this wasnt odd or anything.
"Tell me more about you"
I said with a pleading look.
"Okay, well I was married to
Tracy, a person you met, she died...and now Im a professional
quidditch player"
"Quidditch?" He smiled
"Id
love to tell you about that" I smiled and nodded paying all my
attention to him.
"Well quidditch is a game that consists
of-" and from then on he explained everything to me, pausing to
make sure I was actually understanding him. I kept nodding and urging
him to go on. I liked having him around it made me feel so
comfortable, it was weird. His handsome face changing every time he
explained something. I could tell that he was extremely passionate
about quidditch, like it was his dream, his oxygen. Some where
between him explaining the Keepers job I began to feel sleepy, but I
didnt tell him, I just closed my eyes and smiled.
"Good
night" I heard him say and just when I felt him get up I reached
for his hand.
"Im not sleeping" I whispered and started
pulling on his hand. When I opened my eyes his face was only a few
inches away from mine. I smiled at him
"Thank you for that
explanation" I said smiling and then stopped another vision was
coming, another one of my lost memories. It was Oliver and me, in a
bed, doing what two lovers did, making love. I held on to his hand
until it was gone and looked at him again.
"We made love"I
whispered.
"What?"
"We made love, didnt we?"
I saw him smile a little and nod. I sat up a little which made his
face be only less than a few centimeters away from mine.
"I
only did it with you" I whispered remembering bits of
conversations with my cousin, Stacie.
"How do you know?"
He asked staying close to me.
"Because I do" I said and
touched his face with my hand.
He closed his eyes and leaned in
placing his hand right on the side of my neck, which sent shivers of
pleasure down my spine. I couldnt even think. I shouldve been
thinking about Draco and the wedding, and how I was supposed to love
him. But I couldnt, because right now, all I knew was that I loved
Oliver and something deep inside told me I still did.
"I
think love you" I whispered. He moved and locked at me, I
couldnt imagine really looking beautiful, pale maybe, but definitely
not beautiful.
"I know I love you" He said and his lips
touched mine, so slowly that I felt shivers all over my body.
His
arm reached under me and hugged my waist, pulling me up and towards
him, pressing me against his body. I nibbled on his lower lip,
feeling the softness of his lips. I heard him let out a little moan
as he pressed me harder against him. I couldve sworn that while we
kissed I heard the door open but then I heard it close and I didnt
even stop him I just kissed him, my hands all over his hair. The
passion of that kiss left me breathless.
"I think I should
go" Oliver said when he finally pulled away. He looked
confused.
"But-"
"Im so sorry" He said and
hurried out without looking back.
"Sorry for what?"
I
asked quietly and touched my lips. I could still feel his warm body
pressed against mine, and then I wondered what couldve happened if he
wouldve stayed. I couldnt help but giggle and lay back down. I closed
my eyes and dreamed of him that night...
