"Good
morning, sunshine" Stacies voice echoed in the small of the
room. She had flowers with her.
"Who are those from, you?"I
asked joking.
"Nope, Oliver" She said the name quietly.
"But Dracos out there so I had to pretend they were from me"
She smiled and sat them down right next to me.
"Read the
card you dork" She said and sat next to me.
"Okay, Im
going"I said trying to hide my smile. I could only think about
last night. I noticed that they were white roses.
"White
roses are my favorite arent they?" Stacie smiled.
"Hey
you remembered" She said smiling.
"No I just trust him"
I said smiling to myself. She nodded
Dear Ally,
Im sorry about last night, I think I got carried away.
It was just the thought of you actually loving me again that made me
loose it. But once you remember everything youll know that you
stopped loving me long ago and that you were just remembering old
times. I think its best that we dont see each other again. Im going
to end up being hurt and maybe you will too, I dont want that, I dont
want to confuse you. I love you but you need to think and regain your
memories on your own. If, after you remember, you want to talk to me
then you know where to find me
Love, Oliver Wood.
Oh
I said pursing my lips and trying to hide my sadness.
I saw you
two, I mean, I didnt mean to, but yesterday, you two were kissing,
what happened, what did the letter say? I handed it to her and closed
my eyes.
Oh, well I think he has a point, you did say you love
Draco and you were going to marry him, youre confusing the guy She
said and handed it back. I pressed it against my chest and sighed.
Im actually wishing I never remember anything I said and sighed
louder this time.
You just need to calm down, youll remember, I
know it, and then well see what happens. Anyway the doctor said you
can leave tomorrow, he thinks it will do you good to go home, be
around your things I nodded and looked at her. Maybe it would help,
being around my things, things I treasured. Thats the way it was
happening, I was remembering Oliver.
Do you really think I love
Draco? She looked at me. You can tell me, I just need to know
I
dont, I think you love him but not the way you think you love him
That really didnt help but I remained quiet. What did she mean by
that? What other way do you love someone your going to marry?
My
life stinks doesnt it? She nodded and chuckled.
Trust me, its so
complicated, I wouldnt want to be you
Thanks, Stacie I said
sarcastically and smiled.
Dont mention it She stood and walked
out. Draco wants to see you She said it was almost like she was
asking me if I wanted him inside.
Yeah, okay, I need to talk to
him I said and waited to hear the door open again.
When
he entered I smiled. If I loved him then I had to try and
remember.
"Draco, hi" He smiled and kissed my hand,
which made my stomach flip. That had to be a good sign. He was
wearing a black turtle neck and black pants which made his eyes stand
out and his platinum blonde hair was shining it made me want to ask
him what kind of shampoo he was wearing because I knew my hair
probably looked like crap.
"I have time," I told my
father "Id rather be with you than working" I
smiled.
"Thanks, Im glad you came to see me, we need to talk,
well actually you do since I dont remember, I want you to tell me
everything how it is I finally fell in love with you" He looked
a bit taken back but smiled.
"My pleasure, I remember that
day so vividly" I smiled and waited with my hand in his.
"Well
it was about 2 years ago in September when you agreed to come with me
to Paris, we went together and-" Suddenly I remembered.
It
had been the sweetest nice Draco and I had. He had sat with me while
I placed my head on his chest and watched the stars. Thats when I had
felt my heart beating fast and my whole body reacting when he kissed
me.
I had tingled with anticipation as he leaned in. It had been
so sweet, so real, so perfect. So perfect that it was that time when
I had known that it wasnt my father who was making me marry him this
time, it was me, I wanted to marry him because I loved him, because
marrying him would be great, to spend my time with someone who would
love me forever, and we wouldnt have obstacles, or anything standing
in between us.
"I fell in love with you" I said
smiling. I remember He shot up from his seat, grabbed me and picked
me up.
"You remembered" I laughed as he carried me and
twirled me around.
"I remember" I answered and stopped
laughing to look at him. He was handsome so handsome, with those blue
eyes that I couldnt really figure out. It was as if looking at
something icy clear. He smiled and brushed a peace of my hair. We
stayed there staring at each other, I was remembering other times
when we had been walking to the park holding hands, when we went to
dinner one night and order some nasty food we didnt like and walked
out. When he had finally asked me to marry him and I had jumped on
him saying Yes, Yes, Yes! And laughing with happiness, and the times
when I had cried over Oliver, he had been there, to clean my tears
and offering a shoulder for me to lean on.
"You look
beautiful"
"You always say that" I whispered
back.
"Thats because you do" He replied smiling and
leaning in to kiss me, I cupped his face and kissed him. I wanted to.
We kissed, his kiss was so sweet, not as passionate as Olivers but
just as meaning full. Because it was then that I realized that I
loved them both. Draco for loving me for so long and Oliver for being
Oliver, the guy I loved from the first time I saw. But while I kissed
Draco I was thinking, what now? What happens now? The wedding, What
about it? What about Oliver?
