"Im sorry Ally, Im so sorry. Im sorry that you couldnt see that you loved me and you ended up marrying him" I looked to my side to see Draco standing, looking handsome and placing his arm around me.
"Oliver, what are you talking about?"
"I know that you know, you might not realize it but you will once youre with him. Youre going to remember me so vividly you wont live happily and Im sorry because I wont be there for you, no one will for lying to yourself and hurting others" I turned and no longer saw Draco. He wasnt there, in fact, nothing was there, except complete darkness and Oliver who was giving me a cold stare.
"Im not lying to myself" I said stubbornly. I noticed that my arms felt bare and looked down. I was wearing a white dress. A wedding dress, of course. My whole body felt sweaty though and my hair was down and wet.
"Are you sure about that?" Oliver looked at me, his look softened.
" Im here for you"
"I know, but I had to marry Draco because I love him"
"You do love him, as a friend, youre attracted to him because youve known him, but you dont love him, not the way you love me" I shook my head and looked around me.
"Its too late now, Im not going to live in regret" I said and began walking into the darkness.
"I love you" I heard the small whisper and turned, only to see Oliver had disappeared and I was standing alone just like he said I would be.

"Ah!"
I woke up sweating. My hair, my whole body drenched. It was as if I had taken a shower in sweat or something. I breathed out in relief and closed my eyes. Even my eyelashes felt drenched. It was just a dream I kept repeating in my head. Just a bloody nightmare I stood, my pj pants sticking to my legs and my shirt so drenched I could see right through it. I looked up to see that it was only 5 am.
"Theres no way Im getting more sleep"
I said to myself and walked to the bathroom. A shower sounded nice. I took a shower and came out at around 6 am. I was glad that I was finally smelling like a normal person but I couldnt get that nagging feeling off my chest. The dream had made me think of so many things. About Oliver? Did I love him or was that just my bloody conscious talking crazy? I stood there trying to dry my hair and took out a pair of jeans. I had to see Oliver. I grabbed his letter and smiled. I put it back down and put on a shirt.
"I just have to see you" I said to myself and starting pulling my dry hair up in a neat ponytail. Stacie wasnt here which sort of made me sad. She was still with Harry who was still recuperating from the knock out but it sounded like he was going to be okay. Worst of all I wanted to just get my memories back. I needed them to make my choice. Did I even have that privilege? I really didnt have a chance I had to marry Draco, didnt I?
I headed downstairs grabbed an apple and started to head for the door when I heard a loud thump noise. I turned and walked to the living room to find a young woman with blonde hair smiling

"Alexia, oh thank god, I thought youd forgotten?" I had no idea who she was.
"Hi, what are we talking about?" This was so odd, talking to a stranger who apperantly knew a lot about me or at least knew me.
"Oh Alexia, youve got to be kidding me, were going to go and chose your wedding dress. I mean, I didnt exactly say that I would help but I just know we have to find you a dress."
"Who are you?" I asked.
"Narcissa, dracos mother, dont you remember me?"
This was new, didnt Draco tell his parents about me? Didnt they care? Didnt Draco care enough to tell his parents?
"uh yeah, of course, but we dont really have to do this today, do we?"
"Why of course, I dont have time any other day, Draco was the one that asked me to come and help you"
"Wait when did he ask you this?"
"About 3 days ago, I thought he told you?" I shook my head and tried to hide my anger. What was he thinking? Was he going to force me to marry him when I didnt really even remember him?
"Where is Draco?" I asked, my voice said it all. I was pissed and I think Narcissa or whatever her name was saw it too because she sort looked around the house nervously.
"Well hes at the ministry"
"I cant go today, sorry, but were going to have to go another day" Narcisssas face crunched and her green eyes showed a bit of annoyance.
"but-"
"I can't go today" I said through gritted teeth.
"Well okay, Im not sure how happy Lucius is going to be when he finds out you havent even got the dress but okay" I didnt budge. Not even when she kissed my cheek and smiled.
"You come get me when your ready, and maybe you should get more sleep because youre acting weird. Gotta go" She waved her skinny fingers and disappeared.
I on the other hand could only stand there cursing Draco in my head. I was pretty sure there was steam coming out of my ears. I no longer wanted to see Oliver. I just wanted to go away. I got out of the house and ran. It was weird. I think people thought I was weird too but the running god it was making me take all the anger out. The faster I ran the better I felt.

. I ran into I felt like my heart would pop out of my heart and fell down on the grass. I closed my eyes and smiled to myself. I began breathing normal again and opened my eyes to see a shadow right next to me. I stood quickly and looked at Oliver. He was smiling widely.
"Hey" I said feeling weird.
"Hey, it seems like the more I try to stay away from you the more I see you" I blushed and brushed the sweat off my forehead.
"I saw you running, it was like you were trying to get away from something or someone" I nodded.
"I just wanted to get out of the house, away from the drama"
"Then I guess I should go, no?" I shook my head.
"I was going to look for you, but, well it just didnt happen, but I think we need to talk"
"Did you, remember everything?"
"Well no-"
"Im sorry, Ally, but I cant do this. When you remember then you come to me, and Ill be waiting That did it."
Didnt he love me? Didnt he? I was already angry and he really wasnt helping.
"No, forget that, I dont want to talk to you, not now, not ever" I said and ran off.
"Ally!"
"Shut up, I hate you!" I ran back to the house and closed the door behind me.
I groaned and closed my eyes I wanted to cry but I couldnt.I had no more tears to cry.