It kills to be in love: chapter2
Ray lay on his back in bed that night. It wasn't as hot as it us to be, the weather was getting cooler then usual. He wasn't in a deep sleep after all he couldn't sleep. Every time he closed his eyes that horrible night would replay in his mind.
"Daddy! I cant sleep" a little girls voice called out as it entered rays dark room. Ray flicked on the lamplight that brightened the place enough so he could see his daughter's face.
" What's the matter?" ray asked sitting up. " Had a another bad dream?"
"No not that! I just want to sleep in your bed pleeeeeasee dadddyyy!" the little girl begged.
She ran up to rays bed, with a blanket in her hand and pounced on the mattress. She made herself comfortable, snuggled her head on her dad's soft pillow and dozed off into a light slumber.Ray sighed and laid back down with one arm around his daughter and the other on his stomach. He eventually drifted off into a light slumber as well.
When morning hit ray was rushing to slip on his clothes, get breakfast, and get kenjalia ready and to make sure there was no lights on being unused (he kind of struggled with some bills).
"kenja! You ready sweetie?" ray hollered from the front door as he pulled on his shoes.
"Yeah daddy coming!" kanjalia skipped her way to the door, her nap sack on her back with a piece of a beagle in her hand.
She wore her favorite jeans skirt with white knee-highs and a light rose pink shirt, a small sweater draped over her tiny shoulders. She looked adorable with her hair in two pig tales with a nice bright pink bow in her silky raven hair (what did you expect?). As for ray he wore dark blue baggy jeans and a white fitted T-shirt. (Oh lets show that sexy muscle!) He wasn't that businessman he wanted to be after all he's only 19 and non-like other people his age he didn't drop out of school or get some blonde bitch knocked up. But he did want to major in…. Okay well he didn't know what he wanted to major in but he knew he needed a well education to get a better job. Non like that restaurant he works in now. When they got outside their neighbor (that annoying whore) was out; kenjalia waved at her and with little effort so did ray. The taxi was already parked outside so they both hopped in and drove off.
Ray tossed and turned in his sleep it's like if he was replaying every emotion he felt that night. He could feel the blood splatter on his face and his tears rolling down his pale cheeks. He could even hear tala's voice and feel his shallow breaths. I love you ray... always and forever. Ray began to cry.
"OH TALA WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DIE! I MISS YOU SO MUCH! I NEED YOU! YOU PROMISED ME YOU WOULD NEVER LEAVE ME!" ray cried angrily. He held his face in his palms as he cried more tears of pain.
Suddenly ray heard crackling and footsteps down in what seemed like the kitchen area. Swinging his legs over to the side of the bed he stood up. His legs began to shake he didn't know why, maybe he was cold. After all he just slept in red boxers and a black T-shirt. Ray wobbled down stairs still shaken by his nightmare and by his nerves.
"Kenja? Are you down stairs, sweetie you know your not aloud to eat after 7" ray whispered as he entered the kitchen.
He gasped at the sight of a dark figure hunched over the counter. The neko-jin backed up and grabbed the nearest object and held it in his hands.
"I'm warning you, I have a weapon and I'm not afraid to use it!" ray demanded but sacred as hell.
"Oh ray, you defending yourself that's a change" the figure spoke out.
"Wh-what are you talking about, who are you? How did you get in he-he here?" ray asked his voice beginning to show of fear.
"Calm down it me" the man said and started to walk towards ray slowly.
Ray froze, he couldn't think he couldn't move he didn't know what to do. The only thing that ran through his mind was scream for tala; tala always came to his rescue when he needed him. The person began to speak again then it hit him, that voice… it was so familiar to ray. Ray stretched his arm to the right and flicked on the light. He came face to face to look up and stare into crimson eyes. The man wrapped his arms around ray's body and held him close. Ray dropped the object in his hand as he felt the person's body heat sooth him. Ray pushed the person back so he could get a good look at the stranger's face.
"K-Kai… is that really you?" ray asked in disbelief.
"Yea ray it's me" he responded with open arms.
Kai looked different, he got rid of the ridiculous blue shark fin triangles on his face and his hair grew out a little more. He gained more muscles and got a tad taller. Kai stood there waiting for his angel to respond, his white tank top (wife beater) tight to his muscular body.
"Ray this would be a really nice time to say something" Kai suggested. Rays lips began to quiver as he stared dumbfounded at Kai.
"Listen" Kai stepped towards ray again and held him tight once more." I know your confused, scared and upset but I'm here, this time for good" Kai whispered close to the neko-jins ear. How is it that he could read me so well, how is it that he knows how to hold me like this. Ray thought
ray felt Kai slip his arm around the back of his legs and pick him up. He was surprised Kai could still carry him, he did gain some weight or muscle. Ray thought Kai would have dropped him and complained on how fat he's gotten, but he didn't, he continued to carry him up the stairs and into ray's room. Kai laid him on the bed and laid on top of him, ray could feel Kai's erection touch his.
"It's been so long since we did this" Kai said between kisses. He roamed his hands up and down rays back and roamed them over his inner thigh. Ray gasped when he felt Kai slip his hand underneath his boxers and rubbed his throbbing man hood. He knows were to touch me and to push my limits. Kai continued to suck on ray's neck and massage his member.
"I missed your touch Kai I want this to last forever" ray moaned he whimpered when he felt Kai retrieve his hand to pull off his shirt and yank off his sweats and boxer shorts. Thus leaving him naked in front of ray at the foot of the bed. Kai proceeded to crawl back onto the mattress but ray stopped him.
"Wait not yet" ray said sitting up. Kai stared at him confused and stimulated.
" I haven't seen you naked in a long time, I want to enjoy it" the neko-jin explained.
"Ray you can stare at me later were going to spend the rest of our lives together but right now I want you" Kai protested.
Kai pushed him back down he pulled off ray's shirt and slipped off his P.J bottoms. Moment's later Ray had his knees to the bed, elbows down as well, ass in the air and pillow to his face. Kai's thrusts were powerful and hard. He heard ray scream nonsense into the pillow as he plunged in and out of his hot anal. Ray removed the pillow out of his face and now had his hands on the bed instead of his elbows.
"Harder" ray moaned
Kai slowed his thrusts and asked ray, " you sure? I don't want to hurt you".
Ray nodded in response. Kai began to pick up the past pounding in deeper and faster into the neko-jin. Ray squeezed his eyes shut and clawed at the bed sheets, His toes curled.
"RAY!" Kai moaned. Ray felt Kai tremble as he moaned even louder. The Russian came deep within ray he could feel it in his stomach. Kai slowed down licked his index finger and swirled it over ray's soft ass cheek.
"Please Kai don't stop" ray pleaded tears formed in his eyes.
Kai didn't want to disappoint ray so he continued to pound in him. Trying to stay focussed but he just thrusts mindlessly into the raven hared. This continued on for several minutes Kai kept thrusting harder and as fast as he could.
"Ray I'm exhausted I cant keep up with you I'm going limp and I might pull a muscle" Kai said slowing his thrust and pulling out of ray. Kai flopped on his back beside ray and noticed some parts of the bed were damp and sticky, Ray had cummed almost all over the sheets.
"Oh ray" Kai sighed pulling his angle close to him and kissed his forehead. Ray started to turn red he noticed the mess he made and felt embarrassed; He sunk his head onto Kai's chest. Kai just smirked and roamed his fingers through the neko-jins silky hair.
"Don't be embarrassed it proves that I did a good job" Kai reinsured him, whipping off the sweat on ray's face. He could feel Kai's chest moving up and down, he was obviously still trying to catch his breath.
"I'm sorry I wore you out" ray said shyly.
"But it was fun, was it not?" Kai asked.
Ray nodded and closed his eye's they both drifted into a light sleep when kenjalia came in the room yelling. "DADDY! DADDY! IM GOING TO BE LATE FOR SHCOOLLLL". Ray opened his eyes and sat up realizing the sun was out and that they were up all night, he saw that Kai had fallen asleep and was laying there arms. Legs spread naked on the bed for his daughter's virgin eyes to see. Luckily ray was quick enough to throw the covers over both of them.
"DADDY COME ON!" kenjalia yanked on his hand.
" Sweetie hold on a sec will yea I'm not ready" ray whispered trying not to wake up the exhausted Russian.
"BUT DADDY IT'S ALREADY 1… 2…" she counted "8! O'CLOCK" kenjalia demanded.
Ray didn't' want to get out of bed he wanted to sleep in, with Kai but he can't keep his daughter from her education.
"Okay, okay keep your voice down honey, I'll call for someone to take you to school" ray said " now go get something to eat".
Kenjalia skipped out and hopped downstairs. Ray slowly lay back down and removed the sheets from Kai's face hoping he didn't suffocate to death. He giggled at the silly face Kai was making; he was truly blissful at the moment. Few minutes later Kai flinched, yawned then fluttered his eyes open. He stared at ray in a light gaze followed with a smile.
"Morning" Kai groaned, he sat up bringing ray with him. Kai clutched the back of ray's head and gave him a passionate kiss.
"I love you ray" Kai said smiling.
" I love you to" ray smiled back.
By the time ray got in class it was almost over he had fallen asleep for the last 15 minutes of it. He walked down the hall and decided to go straight to study hall instead of waiting for Eddie (his best friend). Ray tried to read but he couldn't concentrate. He was thinking about Kai. He'd forgotten how wonderful sex with Kai was.
Just when I thought my life was over Kai comes back to me umm how great is that! I wonder what he's doing, is he thinking about me? I did leave him home alone…WHAT AM I STUPID! I just let an ex-convicted in my house unattended. What am I saying it's Kai! My Kai! And… I…love him! I trust him, I need him, that was the first night I never had that dream… oh Tala I miss you, but you told me to love again, I'll always love you no matter what.
"BOO!" a voice taunted.
Ray jumped a tad and snapped back into reality.
"What you thinking? You look so out of it today and you slept in professor garrisons class do you know what he'd do to you if he found out about that?" Eddie asked.
"Nothing" Ray smiled
"I know that look you got sexed up good last night didn't you? That explains why you were snoozing in class, you were up all night getting your freak on weren't you?" Eddie teased.
Ray laughed "maybe".
"Hey, hey don't leave me in the dark fill me in!" Eddie insisted.
"Okay, okay you would have never guest what actually happened…
When ray got home he was greeted by an over excited kenjalia. Kai had picked her up after school so he wouldn't go through the trouble himself.
"HI DADDY!" kenjalia greeted.
"HEY HONEY! Why you so happy? What happened at school?" ray asked picking up his daughter and held her by his waist.
"SCHOOL WAS FUN! BUT ME AND Kai PLAYED SIMON SAYS AND I WON!" she yelled.
Ray grinned and placed his daughter on the counter, were he found Kai getting some ice cream that kenjalia asked for earlier.
"Yea! Yea! Butterscotch my favorite " kenjalia pranced as she picked up the bowl, jumped off the counter, ran into the living room and sat in front of the TV. Ray rolled his eyes and sighed.
"Had a rough day?" Kai asked walking over to ray and resting his forearms over ray's shoulders.
"Umm sort of I just really wanted to get back home". Ray smiled and gave Kai a light kiss on the lips.
"Really" Kai mumbled.
"Yea" ray said between light kisses.
"You want to come up stairs then?" Kai asked with a smirk on his sexy face.
"Hell yes! But what about kenja" ray answered a bit disappointed.
They both looked over to the living room and stared at kanjalia pigging out on the ice cream.
"She looks pretty distracted" Kai lightly laughed.
Kai raised an eyebrow and looked towards the stairs then glanced back at ray. The neko-jin nodded and they both ran up the stairs. Kai roughly kissed ray and pushed him onto the bed; their tongues explored each other's mouth. He pushed ray's shirt up exposing his soft peach skin. Kai kissed every inch of the raven hair's chest. Here and there ray could feel his lovers warm wet tongue slid against his navel area. Kai roamed his hands up and down ray's upper thigh; ray looked down and saw a wide smirk on Kai's face. What is he smirking at then ray noticed the huge bulge in his boxers and rolled his head back. The Russian stood up and slid off his own clothes then lay back on the bed. Kai's face at the neko-jin stiff member. Ray moaned when he felt Kai wraps his warm mouth around his throbbing erection. Ray thrust his hips up almost gagging Kai. He sucked and massages the shaft of ray's member. The neko-jin moaned even louder while tugging on the Russians silk navy hair. Ray couldn't take it anymore Kai was licking. Sucking and rubbing the right spots. With aloud moan and holler ray came within Kai's mouth. To his surprise he swallowed it all and licked him clean, when he was done he trailed kisses back up to ray's neck.
" I love you" ray whispered, his body so close to Kai's.
Ray looked into Kai's crimson eyes and saw the silent question, he nodded in response, he felt Kai enter his heated anal. Ray squirmed and clawed at Kai's back.
"Umm relax ray would yea, your acting like it's your first time stay still, I'm pretty sure you've done this enough with tala!" Kai groaned thrusting into ray a bit too hard making him gasp in pain.
"What's that suppose to mean?" ray asked his voice now filled with sadness. Why is Kai being so rough with me…?
Kai ignored the question and kept thrusting his body began to tremble as he came deep in his angel. Kai moaned and laid his sweaty body on top of rays. Kai panted heavily as he tried to hold himself up on his elbows. He leaned in to kiss ray but the neko-jin moved away.
"What's the matter?" Kai asked still puzzled. He figured it was a good time to get up but he didn't he wanted to be close to ray. Then it hit Kai his comment he made earlier, (god he was so sensitive). Ray pushed the Russian away and sat up ignoring his aching behind and pulled on his boxers and pants.
"It's been a while kenjalia shouldn't be alone downstairs" ray said flatly.
" Listen ray I'm sorry I was just tense I didn't mean to say that ray? Ray! Ray!" Kai called out as ray left the room.
Ray walked down the staircase slowly, tears stinging his eyes. Why did Kai have to say that? Why is he being so rough with ray? He could have had some warning at least. He knows he didn't really mean it everyone gets a little sexual tension right? But it still hurt. He felt like he was being used again…what was going on? Was his happy fairy tale ending? Tears rolled down his cheeks as he looked out the window, when he heard footsteps coming towards him he quickly whipped away his tears. Ray turned around and saw Kai carrying kenjalia on his back.
"Alright kenja this is the last stop, I have to go now okay" Kai said putting her down and walked towards the door.
"awwwwwwwww!' kenjalia wined as she followed Kai.
Ray just watched Kai leave through the front door and said nothing, he wanted to say something so badly but if he did he would have started sobbing. He was getting mad over nothing.
" Bye-bye Kai!" kenjalia waved
"Bye, be a good girl okay" Kai told her.
Kenjalia giggled, " I will".
Ray opened his mouth and tried to say something but Kai interrupted with a "bye ray" and in minutes later he was down the street and gone. Ray stood there in shock did Kai just walk out on me…but he just got back. He watched the closed door as a pool of tears streamed down his face, at this point he didn't care if kenjalia saw him crying all he cared about was the fact Kai was gone and may not come back again.
It had been two months and five days since ray had heard from Kai. He'd dropped out of school and stopped going to the public park with kenjalia. Ray leaned over the kitchen counter and flipped through some pictures and newspaper ads. It was almost like yesterday when Kai and I were at this counter sneaking kisses when kenja wasn't looking. Why does everyone leave me? I shouldn't let thing's get me down Kai's just upset, but were is he? Where would he be staying? . Ray pondered in his head when his eyes caught the attention of a newspaper ad. $$ VOLTAIRE HIWTARI $$ the ad listed top five billionaires and his name was next to Oprah Winfrey on the list. Hay isn't this Kai's grandfather? WOW! HE'S ONE OF THE BILLIONAIRES that's where Kai must be staying with his rich grandfather… who wouldn't? He was telling me about the only place that he'd ever go even forced was his grandfathers. I guess I could give it a try but he lives all the way in Russia. Ray thought he jotted down the address and ran to the phone. He called up Eddie and begged him to watch kenjalia for a couple of days Eddie agreed with a little persuasion. Ray leaped up and down he, was so excited he forgot all the bad things that ever happened with him and Kai, he just at least wanted to see him. After what seemed like years of prancing, dancing and cheering ray realized he had some packing to do.
Ray sat at the airport seats, he waited for his flight to get in, ray watched the other airplanes take off and land. For some reason he wasn't so excited nor was he smiling from ear to ear. He actually felt kind of sick he let his nerves get the best of him. When ray's plane arrived he got on and was seated beside an old lady that talked too much about her grandson but luckily he fell asleep for most of the flight. By the time he'd waken up the plane was landing. Ray stood up and grabbed some of his begs from the beg carriers on top of his seat. When he got off the plane the harsh ice air smacked him in the face; he pulled his jacket closer to his body and walked to the nearest pay phone. He dialed a number and waited for someone to answer.
"Hello?" the person answered
"Hey is everything okay?" ray asked
"Umm yeah why?" the man replied.
"Just nervous I'm here you know in Russia I'm waiting for the traveling bus" the neko-jin expressed while looking around.
"It's alright ray it's me Eddie trust me everything is going to be alright." Eddie reinsured him.
"Alright well my bus is here its suppose to take me as close to the palace I just hope Kai's there but anyway I got to go bye, bye Eddie."
"Okay good luck bye." he replied.
Ray hung up the phone and got on the bus, (yes he's a good father he needs to check up on his daughter!) he felt all the other people staring at him. The only seat available was one all the way at the back. Ray slowly walked towards it and sat down. Some old blonde Russian women gave him a dirty look as he slouched down in his seat. Ray sighed and pulled his begs closer to his chest and closed his eyes into a fantasy world.
Ray woke up to the bus driver shaking him he was yelling at him to get up in Russian, ray stood up and got off the bus with his belongings. It was snowing extremely hard when he finally realized were he was. He sneezed as he shields his eyes from the snow blowing in his direction. Ray gasped at the sight of an enormous four story high mansion with at least two wings to it. This has to be the place ray slowly climbed up the icy steps for a rich person you'd figure they'd put some salt on them. When he reached the top of the steps he took a deep breath and rang the doorbell, minutes later someone came to answer it.
"Yes hiwtari estate how may I help you?" the man asked.
"Umm is Kai here?" ray asked peeking into the mansion. What am I thing I just can't come here and bluntly ask for Kai like he's my neighbor.
" And you are?" the man asked.
" Ray, ray kon" he answered.
" Master Kai is not here at the moment but I'll tell him you dropped by" the man with an English accent said while proceeding to close the door. (Funny this is Russia were in you'd figure they'd have a Russian accent? But English accents are so much better… not to be disrespectful...)
"Nonsense there's no need for that he could just come in and wait for Kai to get back." An old man suggested and took hold of the door pulling it open again.
"If that's how you want it sir," the English butler said grabbing rays begs and walked inside.
"As for you I'm Voltaire hiwtari dearest grandfather of Kai and you must be ray I've heard so many stories about you." Voltaire said putting his arm around ray's shoulder and walked him inside.
The mansion was huge! And everything looked so expensive it was like one of those fancy homes you see on TV. Ray was over whelmed with all the wonderful paintings and photos of Kai and other people but he was focussed on Kai.
"This place is really nice" ray complemented.
"Well people work hard for everything they have" Voltaire said watching ray walk towards the pictures of him and Kai as a child.
Voltaire's eyes drifted down rays back and onto his well-toned booty, Voltaire so wanted that all to himself. He bit his lip to fight back the moan of pleasure. The curious look on ray's face made him want him even more. Oh what the hell by this time Voltaire had walked up behind ray and placed his hands on ray's hips.
"Would you like to check out upstairs and the bedrooms?" Voltaire whispered pushing up against ray's small body.
Ray gave out a low gasp and closed his eyes. What was he thinking was he actually getting turned on by Kai's grandfather? And was he hitting on him? Voltaire rubbed rays hip and gazed his hand over ray's lower body. He knows were to touch me his touch is like Kai's gentle ones
"Umm Kai" a soft moan escaped rays lips his eyes still shut.
"Well master Kai home so soon?" the English mans voice called out entering the room.
Kai walked in to see his grandfather hovering over someone. Ray snapped his eyes open and pushed Voltaire back. He turned around and stared at Kai.
"Ray?" Kai asked stepping back.
Ray just smiled and ran up to Kai.
" I missed you so much!" the neko-jin wrapped his arms around him eyes filled with tears and joy.
"I missed you too" Kai said " I'm sorry for anything I've done to upset you, how'd you get here and where's kenjalia and why are you crying?" Kai asked in concern.
" I had to find you your one of the best things that happened to me and I'm not letting you go so I got on the next pane that I could, I left kenjalia with one of my best friends. And I don't know why I'm crying! Maybe because I love you so much! And I'm scared to lose you!" ray sobbed hugging Kai tighter.
Voltaire watched in envy as Kai rubbed ray's back and whispered claming words to him. Kai stared back at his grandfather and kissed ray then told one of his butlers to bring ray upstairs into his room and wait for him there. When ray left the room and was out of sight Kai walked towards his grandfather.
"Stay away from him." Kai demanded and walked up stairs. Voltaire was left standing in the living room in anger he smashed his fist against the wall and left the room with rage.
When Kai came upstairs to his room he found that ray was no longer crying nor was he naked. (Big disappointment) ray was sitting at the edge of the bed staring down at his feet. He was kind of feeling guilty about the whole thing with Kai it was stupid of him to get upset; there was no point to it. Kai walked towards the neko-jin and sat down beside him taking hold of his hand.
"What's wrong?" Kai asked using his free hand to stroke rays thigh hoping to get him in the mood.
Ray just ignored the gesture and got up walking towards Kai's dresser and glancing in the mirror.
"Do you love me?" ray asked staring at his reflection.
"Of course I do, I love you more then anything why would you ask me that?" Kai responded getting up and standing behind ray.
"I don't know…" ray looked in the mirror at Kai who was sucking on his neck.
"Let me take your mind off things" Kai said grabbing rays waist and directing him to the bed again.
Ray's back hit the soft mattress as he tasted ever inch of Kai's warm mouth. Kai lifted up ray's shirt and ray did the same with his.
"Kai…" ray whispered against Kai's ear when he felt his pants being yanked off followed wit his boxers. Kai took hold of the neko-jins hands and pinned them down above his head. Ray spread his legs and shut his eyes waiting for Kai's entrance. Kai pushed in and felt rays muscles clamp down causing him to moan, he took a few minutes so ray would relax.
"Are you okay?" Kai asked just to pass time.
Ray nodded his head and squirmed trying to signal Kai to go on. He took the advantage and began to move in and out of ray with a slow calming rhythm then started to pick up again. Ray loved it but other things were running through his mind. Oh god this feels so good I should be screaming Kai's name by now what's wrong with me? I need to feel his love for me and I need it now when ray came back into reality he opened his eyes and looked up at Kai. He was pounding deep and hard into him he could see the sweat on his face and the tears and pleasure in his eyes.
"Kai?" ray asked in a low tone.
Kai looked down and met rays amber eyes.
"Harder…please" ray begged
Ray looked at Kai as a smirk grew on his face then they kissed once more. He positioned his hands on both sides of rays head and began plunging deeper into ray hitting that spot that made him tremble.
"Kai!" ray moaned grasping onto his forearms.
Kai continued to plunge in and out of his beautiful angel even after he reached his climax. Ray's body was trembling as his eyes watered. He clawed on Kai's arms even tighter leaving marks. Kai could feel ray tighten his grip on his member. His moans and groans were getting louder he was slipping in and out of conciseness his body was numbing. Ray hissed as he yelled out Kai's name spilling his seeds over himself and Kai. Kai moaned once more then pulled out of ray he rolled over and on to his back beside him. They both lay in silent panting heavily trying to catch their breaths.
"That was so wonderful Kai it was nothing I ever felt before." Ray purred.
"I made by angel have his first orgasm" Kai said rubbing rays cheek with his thumb.
Ray smiled "I'm tired". Kai kissed him one more time then whispered " sleep all you want you deserve it." Ray purred once more then closed his eyes resting his head on Kai's sweaty chest.
When morning hit ray was disappointed to see that Kai hadn't slept in with him. Ray sat up and stretched scanning the room for Kai. He heard the shower turn off, followed by footsteps approaching the door. Kai walked in with a small white towel around his waist, his chest still dripping water with his hair still damped from the shower. Seeing a naked Kai is a great way to start the day Ray smiled and patted the bed gently with his palm signaling Kai to come and sit with him. Accepting the request Kai walked over to the bed.
"Morning" Kai greeted leaning in for a kiss.
Ray giggled "morning" and pressed his lips to Kai's. "Umm pancakes has nothing on you".
Kai smiled lovingly then pulled away. Walking back to his dresser and pulled out clothes for the day.
"Come on take a shower and get dressed we're having guests...well "a" guest" Kai said pulling on the last article of clothing he had prepared.
Ray yawned and pouted laying back down on his elbows "who?"
"HEY! HEY! HEY!"(FAT ALBERT! HAHAHA I'M JUST FUCKING WITH YOU GUYS, BACK TO THE STORY!) A voice practically screamed barging into the room. Ray quickly threw the covers over his naked body and sat up once again. Damn haven't they heard of knocking?
" Her" Kai stated a bit annoyed. " This is…" Kai was cut off with a smack to his rear.
"I can introduce myself! Thank you very much, Jesus Christ Kai what a firm ass you got there" the girl winked and proceeded to talk again. " Hi I'm keylee yes, yes I know nice to meet you blah, blah, blah" she smiled.
"She…" Kai was cut off again.
"Hey! Don't you no its rude to interrupt someone when there speaking, god Kai! Have you no manners" keylee interrupted as well. "Anyway as I was saying I'm keylee Kai's wise older sister! Okay well almost sister we grew up together."
"Funny Kai never mentioned you before" ray said glancing at Kai who was crossing his arms and rolling those fabulous crimson eyes.
"Well that's a pity do you know what you've been missing out on? Of course not but anyway it was nice chatting with you for a while we'll continue this later, I can see someone was a little busy." Keylee said then walked to the door but before she left she turned to Kai and whispered. "He's a cute one don't go breaking his heart like the others."
"Sorry about that if I knew she was still like this I would have warned you" Kai said drying off his hair.
"Maybe she can fill me in on how you were as a child and all your embarrassing moments growing up" ray laughed.
"Fat chance" Kai smirked stepping out the room " and hurry up I don't want to be left alone downstairs with her."
I wonder why Kai hasn't ever told me that he had a sister, well some what of a sister. Come to think of it he hasn't really ever told me about his past… maybe I have been missing out on this keylee girl maybe she can fill me in on Kai's past and things I really don't know about him. After contemplating for a good 5 minutes the neko-jin decided to go take a shower and get dressed looking forward with his day with Kai and keylee.
When ray came downstairs into the living room area he found Kai lying down on the coach with one arm supporting his head up while the other rest on his muscular chest, his legs slightly separated. I swear Kai could be a model he's so gorgeous. Ray shifted his attention to the next coach were he found keylee sitting on the armrest. Now that ray was up and wide-awake he noticed how pretty she was. Her dark navy hair flowed down past her shoulders and her eye's blood red, not quite like Kai's her cheekbones were ideal shaped and her puffy rose pink lips made her look so kiss-able. If I weren't gay I'd so fuck her The outfit she was wearing really complemented every cure on her slender body. She wore a tight black sleeveless shirt that extended down past her butt, which brought out her curvy hips. A red thick belt circled around her waist followed by her tight white pants exposing her fit thighs. To top it all off she rocked black boots that went up to her cabs with several straps going across each boot.
"What? You think I'm hideous?" keylee asked ray sarcastically sliding off the armrest and standing up. Ray realized he was staring blankly at her and blinked a couple of times.
"No, I'm sorry your actually quite pretty" ray blushed looking away from her only to catch Kai's gave which looked at him with jealousy in his eyes.
"Why thank you you're not to bad yourself, I'm so sorry I didn't ask your name how rude am I." Keylee asked winking at ray making him feel uneasy.
"Oh my names ray" the neko-jin replied forcing a smile.
Is my ray flirting with keylee? Out of all the people in the world keylee? I can not tolerate this any longer. Kai thought while getting up and proceeded to walk towards ray. He slid his arm around ray's waist and pulled him close to his body.
"Moving on, why are you here anyway keylee? When we talked on the phone you said it was important and it doesn't seem like you're in a rush to tell me what you have to say." Kai said narrowing his eyes at her.
"Can't an old friend visit her dearest little brother with out being questioned." Keylee stated.
"WHY DO YOU KEEP SAYING THAT I'M NOT YOUR BROTHER AND I NEVER WILL BE! YOUR JUST SOME GIRL MY GRANDFATHER BOUGHT AND USED AS A SEX TOY AFTER HE GOT TIRED OF USING ME AND THE OTHERS!" Kai yelled in frustration.
"Kai!" ray smacked Kai on the arm in surprise of Kai's sudden rude out burst.
"WHAT ARE YOU IMPLYING? THAT THE 12 YEARS WE SPENT IN MISERY MENT NOTHING TO YOU! ALL THOSE TIMES YOU CAME TO ME CRYING AFTER HE TOUCHED YOU MEANT NOTHING? DO YOU EVEN REMEMBER WHAT YOU SAID TO ME BEFORE I LEFT?" keylee yelled in Kai's face and in rays thou she didn't mean to.
"I…" Kai was speechless.
"I DIDN'T THINK SO! YOU TOLD ME THAT I WAS LIKE A SISTER TO YOU AND YOU LOVED ME AND TO NEVER FORGET YOUR UNGRATEFUL ASS!" keylee cried fling her arms in the air and stormed out the mansion doors.
Ray stood there in disbelief he slowly pride Kai's arm from his waist and went to go stand in front of him. Kai just stared at ray right in his eyes, ray stared back hoping to hear an answer from him but nothing came. They both just stood there looking at each other. Ray couldn't take the silence anymore so he took it in his advantage to ask Kai what was going on with him and keylee.
"12 years? What's that about? Your grandfather…he did what to you?" ray asked calmly still never breaking eye contact with Kai.
Kai was speechless he didn't know what to say to ray, he would have been lying to himself and ray if he told him that keylee was lying about everything. He never wanted to remember his past, he tried so hard to block it out. The best thing he could think of saying was "12 years… she…my grandfather…I…don't…" Kai trailed off subject.
What's wrong with you Kai! You never get all choked up like this, even with ray! Think of something you sound like a complete asshole! Pull yourself together man! Think of something "Kai like" to say, it would be nice if it was about NOW! The voice in the back of Kai's head demanded of him.
"It's not important right now, she's always like this, don't worry about it my angel." Kai said pulling ray close to him again for a heated kiss.
I hate it when he uses his delicious lips to distract me but hey I'm not complaining. Ray though wrapping his arms around Kai's neck forcing him down so their kiss was more intense.
"Kai?" ray broke the kiss in need of oxygen " you should go find her and apologize to your s.… keylee."
"But ray…" Kai was cut off. (People are so rude these days)
"But nothing she's obviously hurt and is or was someone important in your life the much you can do is say sorry. If not for her then for me please Kai" ray told Kai and lightly kissed him on the lips.
Why was ray so smart at times
"Okay but if I'm not back in an hour or so call for a search party." Kai smiled gracefully walking towards the door, grabbing his coat and throwing it over his shoulder. "I'm serious okay, I'll be back bye."
"hahahaha okay bye" ray laughed.
Kai blew a kiss to ray and stepped out the front door. Ray leaped into the kitchen to watch Kai from the window to make sure he just didn't hide out in a bush for an hour and say he went to go look for keylee but turned out she died or something crazy like that. Fortunately Kai had a heart and in matters of seconds he disappeared down the street. Mean while ray sighed and went to go search the fridge for something to eat for breakfast.
Kai new exactly were he was going as he ran down the icy streets of Russia. Whenever keylee was upset about something she would go to this park with a huge statue of some man. Kai was a bit sad to see keylee sitting on the bench with no jacket and her knees to her chest with her head down. He swiftly walked across the street and sat on the bench beside her. Keylee looked up at the sudden extra weight beside her only to come face to face with Kai.
"Leave me alone…"she said putting her head back down.
"Your going to freeze out here." Kai placed his arm around her shoulder only to feel her shiver under his warm touch.
"So what, you don't care anyway I'm only a toy your grandfather used for his sick pleasure." she sniffed trying to break free of Kai's grasp on her but only to be held tighter.
"So was I but that's over, I didn't mean what I said." Kai replied focussing his eyes on her face.
"You know a wise person once told me that the truth always comes out when your angry." She said leaning into Kai's embrace.
"I told you that," Kai smirked placing a light kiss on her forehead.
"I know" she smiled up at him. "I'm sorry for any problems I caused you, I know how much you wanted to forget the past and I just brought it back up again.
"It's okay your forgiven, and I'm sorry." Kai said standing up and bringing keylee up with him. "Lets get back it's been more that an hour if ray was listening to what I was saying, (I beg to differ) he would have called the search party by now. She smiled and walked by Kai's side half his coat hanging around her and the other half around himself. By the time they reached back to the mansion it was around 5:30 p.m. they both had stopped for something to eat and to talk for awhile. Kai unlocked the door and stepped in followed by keylee clinging on to the back of his shirt.
"KKKKKAAAAAIIIIII!" a voice came out of the doorway screaming. "I was just about to call the search party I was so worried about you!" Ray flung his arms around Kai's neck hugging him tightly; Kai slipped his arms around ray's waist and hugged him back. "Never do that again okay!" ray left several kisses all over Kai's face. Kai just squinted his eyes trying not to get ray's tongue in his eyes.
"Okay, okay I wont I promise" Kai laughed pulling ray's arms off of his neck
"Oh hey keylee, You guys made up?" ray asked adjusting his shirt that had risen up when he flung his body at Kai.
keylee was laughing hysterically at the little show the couple gave her and only managed to say "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"
Ray just smiled "I'm guessing that was a yes."
Kai laughed dragging keylee inside and onto the living room floor only to have her laugh even harder when she saw the expression on ray's face when he watched Kai walk away from him. Kai just rolled his eyes and walked into the kitchen to get some water for keylee to calm down.
"I missed staring at your hot-tush all morning Kai" ray whispered into Kai's ear.
"I love you too." Kai lifting ray onto the counter and placed butterfly kisses down his neck.
"Umm Kai lets go upstairs" ray moaned closing his eyes and rolling his head back.
"Why so I can fuck you hard up your tight hot ass." Kai whispered huskily into ray's ear, making him moan in agreement. Ray jumped off the counter and grabbed his lover's hand dragging him up stairs into their room, locking the door behind them. Ray pushed Kai onto the bed and straddled him between his thighs, yanking up his white shirt that exposed his smooth chest. Ray nipped and licked the soft flesh leaving Kai to roam his hands were every they wanted to go. Ray felt Kai begin to rise and slid his hand beneath Kai's pants and massage his erection. Kai bit back a moan trying not to surrender under ray's control but that was no use the moan only came out louder, causing ray to rub harder on Kai's sensitive area. Ray smirked knowing that he was torturing the Russian, which also turned him on even more. Kai opened his eyes not a ware of when he closed them to look up at ray who had a seductive smirk on.
"Why'd you stop?" Kai asked gazing his hands over ray's thighs.
"You'll see" ray whispered and put two of his fingers to Kai's mouth, making him sucking on them for a while then slid them away only to be placed into Kai's entrance. Kai bucked his hips at the sudden contact and gave out a throatily moan. Ray proceeded to move his fingers in and out of the Russian at a clam rhythm then began to quicken up. When he felt that Kai had been stretched enough he removed his fingers and replaced them with his fully hardened cock, he continued the in and out rhythm that he started with his fingers. Kai wasn't us to ray penetrating him and felt dizzy, he couldn't concentrate on the task at hand. His body began to tremble his vision was fogged with tears of lust and passion. He hadn't noticed how long ray had been plunging in and out of him, until he heard ray hiss realizing he was reaching his climax. Ray pounded into Kai hard one last time hitting Kai's 'special' spot and felt his walls gave in on him as they both moaned loudly in sink. Ray collapsed onto Kai's sweaty chest breathing deeply, Kai wrapped his arms around rays waist pulling there bodies closer together.
"Your amazing" Kai said as a tear rolled down his cheek.
"I've never heard you scream so loud" ray smirked gently gazing his hand over his lovers chest.
" I wasn't screaming…"
"Okay…" ray rolled his eyes snuggling his head on Kai's torso.
"I love you ray"
" I love you more" ray smiled and let the heavy feeling of sleep drift him away as the same for Kai.
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