GOODBYE MY LOVER

BY: JAMES BLUNT

What did I do, Cohen left? He left because Ryan did and now I was all alone. Wasn't I good enough, I mean I know?

Did I disappoint you or let you down? I mean he left me here with Marissa, sure, but her boyfriend was gone to, but at least she knew where he was. I'm not saying my situation is worse then hers, but at least I'm holding myself together but that's just Marissa, over dramatizes everything, I mean im not dating the pool boy just because my boyfriend is on his fancy little boat.

Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?

'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,

Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.

Took your soul out into the night.

It may be over but it won't stop there,

I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.

You changed my life and all my goals.

And love is blind and that I knew when,

My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.

I guess I just can't believe he's gone you know I mean why did he have to just leave me out here that's not fair, well life's not fair, I think that's what we learned from the Ryan and Marissa and Theresa thing, right. I just wish I knew where Cohen was and if he'd come back or if Ryan would come back and I wanted to know how everything would turn out, I wanted to know if we would graduate together or if Ryan and Marissa and Seth and I would go to Prom together, I guess I JUST DONT KNOW.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I have dreamt about Seth lately mostly if I had been there at the dock that day or if I caught him packing. Would he have invited me, would I come? I didn't know. Lately I have been questioning everything of what was and will be or what could have happened. I think its all just sad I mean why did such an awesome, well I guess awesome, more eventful but the awesome moments will stick out, the down times of Anna, Chrismukkah and Oliver and the good times like kissing Seth, him picking me and most importantly all the times with me as Marissa, Ryan and Seth and Me time. I miss them.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,

You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.

And as you move on, remember me,

Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.

I've watched you sleeping for a while.

I'd be the mother of your child.

I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.

We've had our doubts but now we're fine,

And I love you, I swear that's true.

I cannot live without you.

Seth was my best friend (beside Marissa). He understood everything and lightened up every problem, he was funny. I hate talking about him like he died, I hated it but I guess it's almost like he did die. Why he left will always be a mystery I mean I know the obvious but didn't he know I was here for him. I didn't know I guess I wasn't enough I mean Ryan was angst but I was peppy. I don't know, but I guess I don't know anything anymore.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.

In mine when I'm asleep.

And I will bear my soul in time,

When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

That's why I think I need to get over Seth Cohen, even though he broke my heart he will always be my friend, I love him, I still do but it's time to say good bye, good bye Seth Cohen, good bye.