Chapter 2 – Sing The Sorrow
'Please clear the house of ill acquired taste
Give me something
Give me something
Give me something real'
"Ichigo? No, never. She wouldn't do that to herself," he said.
" Sir, I know that it is hard to believe that some you care about would do something so desperate, but these things do happen," the doctor replied.
"Maybe we should go see her now," said Keiiercho as he pulled Ryou away to avoid any further arguments. As they walked into the room, they saw the four other mews crowded around Ichigo. Clueless to what was really going on they kept pestering questions.
"Ichigo we can't have this happening again, so Ryou and I have decided that you will move into the café so we make sure you are safe," said Keiiercho. Ryou nodded his head in agreement. He didn't the girl he had been crazy about since she walked into the café trying to harm herself again.
Two weeks laterThings seemed back to normal. He just dropped Ichigo off at her school. As he got back to the café, he saw a note register. It said;
Ryou,
I went out to buy more supplies for the café. Ichigo's school called and apparently she been at school for over month. I suggest you check her room for signs that she might cutting herself again
- Keiiercho
FUCK ! He was sure Ichigo had stopped and cursed himself for letting happen.
About the same time Ryou had gotten back, Ichigo had snuck up to her room. She had actually tried to go school. But when she walked into the school her friends ignored her and people who didn't even know her kept shouting, "Get out you suicidal maniac" or " we don't need more whores here".
'You don't know me, like you knew me
You stopped listening, the moment that I needed you the most
You can't see me, like you saw me
Truth comes easy, but it's hard for you to pull me from the ground
So I scream, scream cause it hurts
Your every word cuts me inside and leaves me worse'
And she wasn't even dressed trashy. She had on black Capri pants, a hot pink tank top, black ankle boots, carrying a mini black cat backpack, and her hair was in high ponytail. (AN: Ichigo doesn't have to wear a uniform to her school) And also to add insult to injury Masaya had broken it off with her. But after she saw him and his new girlfriend making out in the hallway. So she came back to get a few things. When she heard someone coming she dropped her bag (accidentally!) on the bed.
"Ichigo, are you here?" called Ryou "Ichigo if you are here come out. I need to talk to you," he waited for a response and got nothing. Guess she isn't here. Then he saw her bag on the bed. Or maybe she is. He picked up her bag and opened it and was surprised by what he saw. From the bathroom, Ichigo heard her bag opening. She panicked and ran out.
" Wait, Ryou. It's not what you think!" she shouted.
"What am I supposed to think Ichigo? That this exacto knife flew into your bag without you even noticing? Or this flask? Or this lighter? I guess these cigarettes did too! What the hell is wrong with you!" his voice rising. Ichigo's eyes filled with tears, he wouldn't understand. She tried running away but he caught her arm and pulled her back. Their faces were just a couple inches apart.
"You wouldn't understand! When have you ever cared about anything I do? And now you decide to care? Well I don't care what you think. I'll do whatever the fuck I want to. And don't you dare try to sto…" Ryou crushed his lips against hers. Wrapping his arms around her tiny waist. She was shocked but was even more shocked when she started kissing him back. There was a voice in the back of Ryou's head telling him to stop before things went too far. But he deepened, holding onto her even tighter. Then plunging his tongue into her mouth he heard her let out a moan. This only encouraged him. She felt like she was on fire and she never wanted to be put out. But it ended too soon when he pulled away.
" Ichigo we shouldn't be doing this," he said panting.
"But we are," she said. She grabbed his shirt and pulled him in again. They kissed with such a passion that shocked both of them. Tongues duelling for domination, holding onto each other for dear life. Finally they fell onto the bed, lips never unlocked, Ryou on top of Ichigo. Oh god I shouldn't be doing this, but it feels so right and obviously he wants it too. Make him want you. So she ground her hips against his, pushing her pussy up against his throbbing errection. She heard him let him let out a moan. She grinned as she came for air.
"Oh you are so going to get," smirked Ryou. He was thinking he must be dreaming and he never wanted it to end. He started kissing her neck and slid his hands under her shirt and cupped her breasts. Not too huge, but not too small.
"Ry..ou" she moaned in ecstasy. Not even getting high could compare to what she was feeling right now.
'You make me feel like fire
Is this love?
Or just desire?
You make me feel like fire
Is this love?
Or just desire?'
Her hands reached out and started to unbutton Ryou's shirt. She was halfway done when all of a sudden…
"Ryou, did you…holy moley! Said Keiiercho and fully turned his head. Ryou and Ichigo threw themselves in opposite directions. Both were just as or redder than Ichigo's hair.
"Keiiercho, do you think it would be possible for you to home school me? I don't want to go back there. To that school," she said.
" Well that shouldn't that hard since you haven't been there for over month," Ryou said. Ichigo glared at hi but realized he was right and hung her head in shame.
"What happened Ichigo? Why weren't you at school? Ryou even dropped you off," he said. Ryou now realized why Ichigo had asked him to drop her off a block before her school, she then had a chance to getaway.
" Oh and how the hell did you manage to cigarettes and alcohol when you are underage," Keiiercho eyes went wide Okay didn't see that one coming.
'Some secrets need 2 be kept
Some stories should never be told
Some reasons shouldn't be understood
They just might turn your blood cold
Who needs all the answers?
Who takes all the chances?
Who said the truth's going to save you
When the truth could be dangerous
Chorus:
Like the way I feel, its all right to steal
What I need from you, do what I have to do
Say what I have to say, go where I have to go
And that's dangerous
Dangerous to know'
"So what? I can drive and I can take care of myself!" she said getting more and more pissed off each minute.
"Oh that's bullshit and you know it. You can't even be alone in your own without trying to kill yourself!" shouted Ryou. This time Ichigo had, had enough. She slapped Ryou on the face and kicked him in that area, grabbed her bag and ran. She didn't stop or look back until she reached the park. Then she collapsed to the ground crying. Why did he have to be so mean? It was the truth but he didn't have to have rub it in her face like that. All of a sudden she heard voices. One that was all too familiar and one that she had never heard before. She heard what they were saying and it didn't sound good.
- "…but home is nowhere" AFI
- "Say goodbye" Ashlee Simpson
- "Burnin' Up" Ashlee Simpson
- "Dangerous to Know" Hilary Duff
The title of this chapter is a song by AFI