Chap2 The moonlight shows us for what we really are

This is the second and last chapter. No flames please, reviews are much appreciated thanks.

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The night he had spent with Jack may only have been a one night stand but the impression the pirate had on him was almost frightening. He still thought of the pirates firm body up against his as his tongue played feverishly with his. Gibbs longed to hear his voice again, that voice that did unspeakable things to his body.

In that one night Gibbs knew the life he was currently living wasn't the life he should be living. The life that he should be living did not involve a life of righteousness and loyal service to the King under his Royal Navy.

He had made a choice that he had to stick to no matter how much he wished he could change it. Although he knew he couldn't change the life he had he still allowed himself to indulge in his shameful fantasies as he lay in bed at night.

He knew Jack had more than likely forgotten him but no matter how hard he tried Gibbs couldn't forget about Jack. If he was completely honest with himself part of the reason he couldn't forget about Jack was because part of him didn't want to let himself forget about him.

His job let him find out quite a lot about Jack without it looking suspicious. All the stories he heard about Jack jus made Gibbs' want and desire for him increase. He clung to every word anyone said about him. His interest in Jack was fast approaching the point of obsession. Gibbs knew this obsession he had for Jack had to stop. Gibbs knew the only way he was going to get it to stop was if he saw Jack again. As much as he hated to admit it he wasn't sure he was going to see Jack again. He knew his obsession for him would continue to grow which he knew wasn't healthy.

There was a part of Gibbs that wasn't sure he wanted to see Jack again. He couldn't stand the thought of having Jack not remember him or rejecting him. He preferred to think that Jack secretly harboured similar feeling to his.

It wasn't until he witnessed the explosion and saw the ship that he knew had once been Jack sailing off into the distance that he knew what he had to do.

He had to leave the Navy. His feelings for Jack were too strong. He had heard the stories of Jack's mutiny and so knew that he was more than likely dead. A small part of him always hoped he was still alive. When the stories of Jack's escape reached him a tingle of hope flickered inside him. He left the Navy and headed for Tortuga where he felt his chances of finding Jack would be slightly higher.

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Gibbs had spent many a year in Tortuga and although he never found Jack his life was a lot better than it had been in the Navy. He was able to do what he wanted to do without having to worry about the standards and regulations of the Navy.

He was beginning to think maybe it was time to accept that he was never going to see Jack again. He knew he should start to forget about him and just see him as the man who pointed him towards the way he meant to live his life.

He had just about managed to make himself believe this until he was woke up by a cold bucket of water splashing him back to reality.

Gibbs couldn't believe it. Once again his eyes devoured him and his feelings for him came back stronger than ever. The look on Jack's face told Gibbs Jack still felt something for him.

The words Jack spoke to him were so deliciously secretly seductive that it took a lot of willpower from Gibbs not to kiss him there and then.

"…the man who did the waking buys the man who was sleeping a drink. The person who was sleeping drinks it while listening to a proposition from the man who did the waking."

Jack gave him a small knowing smirk. It was only he and Jack who knew the true meaning to his words which made the man even more hard to resist at this moment.

"Missed you," Gibb's breathed as his lips connected with Jack's again in a deep want. Their hard cocks pressed together as their bodies moved together in a heat of want and desire.

As Gibbs lay next to Jack feeling his warm release as Jack ran his fingers over his body did Gibbs begin to understand what some said of Tortuga: -

"If every town in the world were like this one no man would ever feel unwanted"

Gibbs was for the first time glad he never let himself forget about Jack because now he had what he had craved for all those years.