"What
happened?"
"I want to do what I want" He pulled
away and looked at me with care.
"Ally, do you want some
coffee or tea?" I nodded.
"Tea sounds good" I sat
down.
He brought me a cup of tea and sat next to me. "What
happened?"
"My grandfather told me to do what I want
not what anyone else does. He thinks its simple when its not. Oliver,
I know this is going to sound weird but I had this dream where I told
you this, "If my mom wants me to marry Draco than I will even if
I love someone else" and I let you go Im afraid my dreams going
to come true"
"Ally" He said and grabbed my hand.
"Ill understand. No matter what you decide to do. Ill
understand" I nodded and sipped my tea.
"I dont want to
let you go, though"I replied.
"I dont want you to go
but Im going to be here for you no matter what you choose." We
stayed there. Talking about everything , well almost everything.
"I
better get some sleep" I said yawning.
"Good night,
remember what I told you" He said and smiled as I walked away
from his place. I slept when I got to the common room but not for
long...
"Mommy?"
I looked up to see my mom in the hospital bed. Her skin a pale color
and dark circles under her eyes.
"Alexia, come here" I
heard my fathers voice echo loudly.
"What happened to,
mommy?" I asked looking back at her as my father led me
out.
"Shes going to be ok" I nodded and stood at the
door. I didnt want to leave my mother.
"Severus, promise me
something" I heard my mom whiper.
"Wait outside, Alexia"
I looked at my father and hurried out. I leaned against the door
trying to hear my mothers voice.
"Promise me..." I heard
her hushed whispers. I wondered what it was she wanted my father to
promise her.
"I promise" I heard my father reply and
then a loud beep made me enter the room to see my father crying with
sobs. The loudest and most unforgettable sobs I had ever
heard.
Everything went black then. I found myself sitting down in
pure darkness with my legs against my chest.
"Where am I?"
I didnt get my answer but a bright light made me squint.
"Alexia"
Her voice sounded like a sweet melody. My mother was standing a few
fee away. Her bright smile made me stand.
"Mom?"
"Alexia, listen to me, theres no time". I nodded and looked
up at her.
"Marry Draco.He's a good person. If you choose
Oliver you will loose him. There are some things you dont know. He
doesnt know them yet but if you choose him you'll end up heart
broken.Forget him, he's not going to be with you"
"But-"
"Do what you I tell you. I know you love him but he'll end
up hurting you, even if he doesnt want to" She repeated, she
gave me a sad apologetic look and then she disappeared.
"NO!"
I sat up and blinked. There was sweat dripping down my face.
"Are
you ok?" Hermione asked as I wiped the sweat from my
forehead.
"Yeah, I just had-"
"A nightmare,
thats for sure" Stacie said and threw a pillow at me. I was
still shaken by my dream. Had that dream been a message from my
mother? Or was it just my own self trying to torture me?
I had no
way of knowing but something deep inside me told me that it was a
message. "NO, I had a dream" I replied and swung my legs
over the bed.
"I think I need some water" I said and
rubbed my eyes. I was wearing my baby blue pajamas. My top was pretty
soaked with sweat, which is pretty gross if you ask me!
"We'll
go with you" I nodded and we hurried quietly out the common
room
"The house elves better be up"Stacie said jokingly.
I wasnt really listening the dream of my mother and her words kept
echoing in my head like a missed up tape.
"Shh, if we get
caught, well be in trouble" Hermione said and lowered her
wand.
"No we wont. Did you forget that Alexia gets special
treatment?" I rolled my eyes.
"I do not" I
said.
"Yeah, she does" Stacie said and winked at me.
"I
do not!" I said louder than I had intended to.
"Miss,
what are you doing up so late" One house elf looked at me. I
jumped a little.
"I just wanted to get some water. If you
show me where it is I could get-"
"Here you go miss"
He handed me a glass of clear water.
"Thank you so much"
I said and drank.
"Even the house elves like you"
Stacie complained and hurried up the stairs.
"Stop hating"
I joked.
"Yeah, yeah"
"Youre the one with the
hot boyfriend" I said.
"Well youre the one that is so
lucky, you have Oliver-" She stopped and her eyes widened. I
turned around slowly.
"You were saying?" I breathed out
in relief but nerves began to form.
"My god" Looking at
him only made me remember that dream I had just had a few minutes
ago.
"It is too late to be roaming around the castle"
Oliver said and smirked at me
"Im going to sleep "Hermione
said nervously and hurried. Stacie smirked at me and hurried up.
Leaving Oliver and I alone for the second time this night.
"You
really shouldnt be up this late" He said jokingly.
"Alright"
I replied back and began heading up the stairs. I didnt want to talk
to him. Not yet.
"Wait" He said, I turned back.
"What?"I
replied and leaned against the stairs. I knew they would probably
switch any minute now.
"I-"He smiled at me and shook his
head. "Never mind" I felt the staircase moving.
"Oh,
great"I jumped right next to Oliver.
"What time is it?"
I asked and wondered just how bad I looked.
"Its 3 am"
He replied and ran a hand through his hair.
"I couldnt
sleep" I said trying to make conversation but I felt sort of
nervous that we could be seen.
"Me neither, I had this really
weird dream about this beautiful lady, she looked a lot like you, she
was telling me to tell you that it was a message" He looked at
me as if expecting for me to tell him that he was crazy.
"Oh
my god"I said and covered my mouth, I wanted to cry then.
"I
had almost the same dream"I still couldnt get over my
shock.
"That's really weird" He said and waited for me
to say something.
"Oh my god" I repeated and walked up
the stairs. "I need to get some sleep" I said quickly and
hurried up the stairs. I really did need sleep. I had to think it
over, but somewhere in my heart I knew that I would be choosing to
marry Draco in the morning and I would have to tell Oliver.
The next morning I
pretended to be sick. I wanted to be alone to think things through.
And if I didnt go to class then I wouldnt have to see Oliver. I
wanted to avoid him. It was pretty stupid of me to try and avoid him
but I didnt want to tell him anything. It was too hard just to think
about it. But of course Stacie adn Hermione made me go to dinner
claiming that I would get sick if I didnt and that they would tell my
grandfather.So, as I had foreseen, or forethought, Oliver defenitely
found me right as I was heading back up to the common room.
"Ally
wait" I kept walking hoping he would just leave but he didnt. He
caught up with me in no time.
"You weren't in class"
"I was sick" I said coldly. I had to or it would be too
hard to tell him. "OH, are you ok? Maybe you should go to the
hospital wing" He said and continued to walk with me.
"I'll
be fine" I said and looked at the muffin I had in my hands.
"Are you sure? You don't look ok"
"I'll be
fine" Oliver looked at me and I could see him looking at me but
I pretended not to notice and kept my eyes focused toward me.
"Ally,
tell me what's wrong, I thought you trusted me?" I nodded and
stopped. I could already feel the knot of tears forming in my
throat.
"I have made my choice" I said quietly and began
walking up the stairs. Surprisingly he followed .
"That's why
you're acting so cold toward me. I think I already know that you've
decided to marry Draco" He said. His voice was calm, I think it
was actually a tone of resignation. There wasn't much he could do to
stop me, especially after he had said that he would understand me no
matter what I chose to do.
"Yeah, I'm going to marry, Draco.
I'm going to do my best to like him" I said adn swallowed. This
was even harder than I had thought.
"I understand" No
you dont! I felt like screaming but I didnt I just stopped infront of
the fat lady.
"We can still be friends right?" Oliver
asked and looked into my eyes for the first time. I kept my tears
hidden, It would be harder if I started to cry now.
"I dont
think that's a good idea. I think it's best we keep our distance for
obvious reasons" I said and said the password."Bye, Oliver"
I said and looked at him. He turned and walked down. I hurried into
the common room and jumped on my bed to cry.
"Christmas break
is coming!" Ron and Harry chanted as they entered the Great Hall
Monday morning.
"Yeah, great for you, unfourtunetly Ally and
I have to stay here" Stacie replied dully.
"Oh" Was
all Harry said and gave Stacie an apologetic look.
"Well, Im
going to stay with Ron but.wait you guys should come" Stacie
hyped up.
"We cant" I replied thinking about my
father.
"Oh well, Im sure well have fun here too" I
replied and stood.
"Where are you going?"
"I
need to talk to Draco" I said and began walking to Enemy
territory.
"You're not going to the Slytherin table are you?"
"Duh, thats where Draco is" I replied and
smiled.
"You're dead" Ron said and shook his head.
"OH
well" I replied and smiled at him.
"Hello, Draco"
I said cheerfully, pretending not to notice the evil looks I was
getting from all the girls. The guys on the other hand where smiling
at me. I smiled back and looked at Draco.
"Hi, you want to
sit?"I smirked.
"I'd love to" Every Slytherins
eyebrows raised up to their forehead.
I sat and smiled at Pansy. I
know it sounds pretty evil but I wanted to make her mad. I was
actually having fun. Draco kissed my cheek and smirked at the other
guys. I think he wanted to show off that he had a pretty
girlfriend.
"So, what are you doing over here?" He asked
and placed his arm around me.
"I wanted to talk to you"
I replied and smiled shyly.
"Speak to me" He said and
smiled again.
"Not in front of anyone" I replied.
"Ok,
you can tell me later" He whispered.
"I guess" I
replied and looked at Pansy. I kissed Draco on the cheek and raised
one eyebrow at Pansy. That had to teach her not to mess with me. It
was all fun and games until I had to look over to see Oliver glaring
with such hate it made me feel really guilty. I looked away and
looked back at Pansy, I saw her smirk with a knowing look.
"Ill
get you after practice so we can talk" Draco said as I hurried
off to Divination.
"OK "I replied trying to keep my
cool. I didnt want to look at Oliver.
It turned out that Mrs.
Trewalany still thought that I would suffer a great love loss. Little
did she know! "She scares me" I whispered to Hermione and
grabbed my books. "Ill meet you back in the common room, I have
to go and talk to Draco "
"ok," I smiled and
literally ran to where Draco was. I had made my decision.NOt that I
liked it. "For a minute I thought it was a set up" He said
as I approached him.
"Why would I do that?" I said and
sat down on the grass. It was a cloudy day. I could tell that it
would start snowing soon. He shrugged.
"I just came to let
you know that I am going to marry you"
"I thought you
didnt want to"
"I like you as a friend, Draco, and Im
sure that if I try to I can like you as something more,I cant make
myself love you, but Ill try . I hope you know that the only reason I
am doing this is because of a promise made to my mother. Do you
understand that?" He nodded and looked away.
"I want to
marry you "His words struck me with a force. Of all the things I
had expected, this one wasnt one of them."Thats why Ive been
nice because a part of me was hoping that you would start to like me
and maybe even want to marry me"
"Do you really want to
marry someone who you know doesnt love you?"He didnt move.
"I
cant call the wedding off, if thats what youre trying to make me do,
I dont want to and I cant" I grabbed his hand on instinct.
"I
never said anything like that "I replied.
"My father
wants me to marry you, I want to marry you, even if I didnt want to,
there is no way I can go against my fathers wishes" I stood up
then.
"ok, Im glad we had this conversation. I just want you
to know that Im only marrying you because of my father, but I love
someone else. Im going to try my hardest to like you but Im not
promising anything" He stood and took my hand.
"Im
going to do my best" He said and kissed my cheek. I stood there
and looked at him knowing that in a few years, whether I loved him or
not, he would be my husband. I kissed his cheek back and took his
hand. I had to try an love him, for my sake and for Olivers.
