In
the morning while Tracy still slept I walked to Olivers
office.
"Oliver" I whispered and entered. I walked
inside and noticed that everything was in its place, the fireplace
was lit and with good reason since it was still really
cold.
"Oliver?" Without thinking I opened the door to
his room and entered. He wasnt in there. Thats what I had thought
until his bathroom door opened and he came out with only a towel
around his waist. When he saw me he stopped and looked at me.
"Im
sorry, I just need to talk to you thats all,"
" Ill wait
outside" I said rather quickly.
"Ally wait, whats
wrong?" I tried so hard not to look at his almost naked
self.
"Ill wait outside, hurry, this is really important"
He nodded and I stepped outside.
"What is it?"
"Oliver,
promise me something" He hesitated, then nodded.
"Promise
me that if Tracy asks you to do something for her youll do it"
"Where is this coming from? Whats wrong?"
"Just
promise me"
"Ally, I dont know if I should"
"Oliver, please, if you love me, then promise me youll do
it"
"I promise, Ally, but please calm down, youre
really cold" I shook my head.
"Im fine, really" But
even as I said this I felt my hands shaking violently. I did feel
sick but I didnt want to admit it.
"Ally, youre shaking, I
better-"Those were the last words I heard before I fainted.
"Ally,
Ally, can you hear me?" I opened my eyes slowly trying to adjust
them.
"Oliver?"
"Thank god, you look better now
"I sat up and drank from the tea that was to my side.
"Im
in your bed" I blushed thinking how weird it was that I was in
his bed just like I had dreamed yet not in the same
circumstances.
"Are you feeling better?"
"Yeah,
yeah, I need to go and see-"
"Shes right outside"
"What?"
"Im right here" She stepped
inside and smiled. She truly was beautiful
. "Oh, Tracy,
youre out of bed"
"Yes, Madam Pomfrey said I could get
out of there" I smiled.
"Im glad. Ive got to go" I
said and began sitting up on the side of they bed.
"Oh, no,
you took care of me, now its my turn" She smiled and sat next to
me.
"Oliver, go and tell Dumbledore that his granddaughters
with me"
"You know about my-"
"He was
like a father to me" He never mentioned that
"Oh" I
replied stupidly and touched my head, I really felt sick and there
was this nagging feeling in my throat I couldnt bear any
longer.
"Just relax" She said nicely and grabbed my
hand.
"Im going to talk to Oliver" She said quietly as I
began to doze off again.
"Thats great" were the last
words I said before Oliver was no longer mine but hers.
"Why
didnt you tell me?" I opened my eyes to find Oliver leaning over
and holding my hand.
"Huh?" He drew back and smiled.
"I
said, why didnt you tell me?"
"Tell you what?"
"About Tracy"
"I wanted to I just thought she
should tell you on her own".
"I was right about you"
He said and stroked my cheek.
"What do you mean?" I
asked, I felt alot better now, it was weird.
"You truly are
extraordinary. I talked to Tracy and she finally asked me. And Im
going to marry her" Even though I had expected it, it still hurt
to hear that. He was no longer mine, he was hers.
"Thats-"
"Ally I didnt do it because you asked me to, I wouldve done
it anyway" He squeezed my hand and shut his eyes.
"Im
sorry, Ally, I know that I had asked you to stay with me and now Im
the one thats-"
"Shes resting. She has to do it
everyday. Madam Pomfrey said she wont wake up until morning."
"What time is it?"
"10 pm" He replied
quietly.
"I slept all day" I said quietly and groaned."
I better go "I said and started getting up.
"You can
stay here, I was planning on sleeping on the couch anyway"
"Can
I use your shower then?" He chuckled.
"Sure"
I
took a warm shower and changed into a pair of clothes that I made
appear magically. Then I sat back and read until Oliver knocked
quietly.
"Come in" I said and felt odd since it was his
room not mine.
"What are you reading?"
"Some
romance novel" I replied. The irony, this was pure irony.
"We
didnt finish talking "He said and closed the door behind him.
"I
thought-"
"You didnt talk to me like you usually do.
Youre trying to pretend like you dont care but I know you" He
sat next to me on the bed and looked at me.
"Of course I
care, Oliver, but she needs you and I need to marry Draco, there is
no way we can be together, I cant dwell on that" I said quietly
as he took my book away.
"Im really sorry, Ally, this is
killing me too" He said and pressed me against him as I finally
let the tears drop. The reality of it was finally sinking in. I
wouldnt have him at all. He would be gone soon and married and I
would never see him again.
"Ally, you can wait for me"
He said quietly. I shook my head.
"I wont" I said and
cried some more.
"I cant believe we both gave up" He
whispered into my hair.
"We tried, Oliver, and it didnt work.
It wasnt meant to be" I said and looked up at him.
"It
just felt like it" He replied quietly and stroked my cheek
again.
"Oliver," I did something without thinking, I put
my hands inside his shirt and felt the hard muscles on his back.
"Ally, what are you doing?" He asked nervously
Was
he feeling what I was feeling? The desire?
"Oliver, you said
you always let yourself go when you were close to me and thats what
Im doing" He looked at me and then pushed me back against the
bed. I know what youre thinking how could we possibly do such a thing
while Tracy slept? But trust me nothing seemed to be processing in my
mind. In fact my mind was off it was my heart that was leading
me.
"Oh, Ally" He said quietly an traced my stomach with
his fingertips as he lay me back down. I shivered and began pulling
his shirt over his head. His six pack felt hard against my fingertips
and I ran my hands up and down his back. He moaned and began pulling
my shirt off.
"Ally, Are you sure?"
I made an mmm
sounds and dug my face in his neck. I kissed his neck repeatedly
until he took my shirt off and looked at me. Then he leaned down took
off my bra very slowly and tenderly.
"Ally, you dont know how
many nights Ive dreamed of you" He said quietly as he kissed my
breasts and his hands took hold of my pj bottoms. He began pulling
them down and pushed me down against the bed.
"Oh, Oliver "I
said and began pulling down his pants. He stopped and looked at me,
naked and all but I didnt feel afraid or self conscious, I felt free.
He took off his boxers and pressed himself on top of me while kissing
my forehead, my cheeks, my eyelids, everypart of my face until he got
to my neck. He laced my hands in his and looked at me.
"Are
you sure, you want to do this?" He asked as he pulled the sheets
over our naked bodies.
"Im as sure as Ill ever be" I
said and pulled his face toward mine. I kissed him and nibbled on his
lip as he slipped inside me, slowly not to hurt me he began.
"Oh,
Oliver"
I moaned in pleasure. This pain was new to me, it
was painful yet pleasurable, and sure it sounded gross, making love,
I mean, to other people, but those who have experienced it know its
so much more than that. Its a mutual feeling that stays with the two
people that shared it.
"Oliver, I love you" I said as he
started going faster. Our sweats combined made it impossible to
breathe normally, my hair was tangled and full with sweat. As I ran
my hands through Olivers back I could feel the sweat pouring down his
back.
A"lly, I love you" He whispered and kissed my
mouth as I let out a loud moan of final pleasure. He dug his face on
my neck and collapsed on top of me. We stayed like that feeling and
hearing our heart beats. We were both breathing heavily. "Oliver,that
was my first time" I whispered as he laid next to me. His arm
went protectively around my naked waist.
"I know, Ally, and
you dont know how lucky I am" He kissed my nose and smiled.
"Im
so lucky that you decided to share this with me" He whispered
again and rolled over on top of me. "Ill never forget this
night" He kissed me slowly and smiled.
"Me neither"
I replied.
And, ok, part of me felt sort of guilty, but I couldnt
help it. It had been the best night of my life. It didnt end like
that though. Oliver and I made love again and after that we took a
bath together and made love again until the sun rose, reminding both
of us of the real world. It was nice while it lasted.
"Oliver,
wake up" I whispered after getting dressed.
"Huh?"
I smiled and kissed him lightly. He looked so cute while he slept it
was hard for me not to kiss him.
"Wake up, Im going to leave
but Ill talk to you later" I said sadly just thinking about
it.
"No wait!" I turned to look at him.
"What?"
"Just one more thing" He said and motioned for me to
stay. He wrapped the sheet around his lower waist and came up to me.
He grabbed me by the waist and pulled me up.
"I love you,
Ally, I always will, dont you ever forget that" He kissed me
with passion as I let out a little sad gasp and pulled away.
"I
won't"I said and hurried out of his place.And I never would, not
after what had happened, not after sharing that night with him, not
ever...
