TELEwhat? Now, that's new! Chapter 4, a slam dunk fanfic

TELE-what? Now, that's new!

DISCLAIMER: THIS FIC IS NOT INLINED WITH THE PLOT. I USED THE CHARACTER/S ONLY. AND THE CHARACTER/S THAT I USED IS, OBVIOUSLY, NOT MINE, SO DON'T SUE ME.

A/N: I don't know where I got the energy to write the fourth chapter when there are a lot of things to do (you know, well, school). But sensing that my readers (do I have one? Wishful thinking…,) are screaming for more (really?), I gave in to your requests to update sooner than soon. I hope you're still having fun even if the story is taking longer than you might be expecting. I'm sorry for the short chapters. Many are complaining about that. But to tell you the truth, I really love cliffhangers! That's what makes a story interesting because it makes you hanging for more! R&R please! If you don't, maybe I'll stop writing. Maybe yes, maybe not! Thank you, thank you!

Chapter 4

FLASHBACK:

When I hear what people think of me, I want to run far away from them. If I could, I will whack my head on the wall just to get rid of this psychic weirdness. I want to close my ears. I want to push any pointed thing that my elementary Science teacher forbids me and my classmates inside these creepy instruments of listening. I want to know the answer to the question that's been bugging me from the day I knew there was nothing that can change it, "Why me?"

But when I hear Sendoh's thoughts, why oh why do I want to be close to him?

I finished my lunch. It was sadder than before. Maybe because I was wishing that Sendoh would join me all the while I was eating. For the first time, I felt alone.

After settling down in my chair for Literature class, I spotted Sendoh sitting beside Mia. The picture of them together made me sick. When he noticed I was looking, he smiled warmly, but Mia immediately turned his attention to her. I was glad when he gave me that smile, but a smile like that could make you scream for more.

Ms. Sheridan entered our classroom. "What I want you to do today is make a paragraph about absolutely anything. I hope nobody whine again because this is a very, very easy seatwork."

Hmm… What should I write? I looked at Sendoh and noticed that he became serious and totally ignored Mia's batting eyelashes. What could he be writing? One way to find out!

Could you possibly be thinking of me? Or is it just me wishing? To how many times I've checked my watch, as if waiting for a sign. Like a thud, a beep, or a honk to break the silence. Would you think of me? Would you wonder? Like my mind that wanders even in my sleep, it travels for you. And there I'd meet you. There, you'd be happy. We are happy. Everything is until morning comes and I have to wake again. And find you're gone. I'd spend my whole day waiting for the moon to rise again. To see you again. I don't want to wake up. Don't wake me up.

I'm speechless. Here is a guy who is perfect in every physical aspect writing a wonderful piece. Where in the world can you find that? I can't believe it. I thought that he is like the other guys. I was wrong. And that made me fall even harder.

I don't know why I'm writing this but I know that this is for someone.

Mia? Maybe. Maybe he is like the other guys who want ultra-thin, sensual, sexy girls. The thought pierced my heart. Maybe after tomorrow, they will be an item. Maybe after tomorrow, I'll have my heart crushed into pieces. I stopped reading his thoughts.

How depressed you can become when you fell helplessly in love with someone, only to find out that the feeling is not mutual. When you thought that you are ready to love someone, there are hindrances blocking your way. When you thought that you found your other half, you face a hurtful reality. When you thought that you can be happy, well, that's only a thought. It could never be a truth.

Will he realize that I love him when he sees the tears in my eyes?

To be continued…!