I sleep as a boy and wake up as an adult.
I surprise myself.
He would wait if I ask.
I am sure he will
But I….
I do not know
Forty-two hours ago, this is what I wanted.
Now, I seem to be very ,….
How should I put it?
Very fragile relationship.
I am bonded now.
I am his.
Unlike before, when he belongs to me not otherwise.
He is possessive; I can see that for sure.
The way he holds me is like announcing to the world that I am his.
Hhhhmmmppphhhh
What am I worrying?
I love him did I not?
I did.
Not only did but also do.
Do I?
No! don't think about it.
It's too late, I already give him everything.
Just stay like this Soubi.
I love you.
I will maintain my love for you, as long as I can.
Therefore don't leave me.
At least, until he come back here.