"He , Seimei."

When he comes back

Everything will be fine,

At least that is how I thought about it

………………………………………..…..

"Ritsuka, something you want to eat?"

I passed out for a while.

It is the first week after our first 'H'.

He changed a bit

More protective and possessive

It's not that I don't like it

However,it feels like I'm not ready for it.

Seimei, he will help me.

He knows to handle things.

I'm sure he will help me.

………………………………………………

He changed.

I feel it his uneasiness.

Why?

I thought it was what he wants.

I connect our body just as he wishes.

I am his lover, just as he wishes.

I am no longer his possession but now I do possess it.

Can it be that he regrets it?

If he is, what shall I do?

I can't let go of him anymore.

I just can't,

even though it is for his happiness.

I love him, too much to bear.

So please, Ritsuka, never go from me.

"Never says that you want to go to others places.

Please."

Those are the word I never able to say.

I love you

Love you

Forever and ever.

A/N: Dear reader, thanx to those that have read it till now. As I mentioned, I am a middle school student in a foreign country and English is neither my second nor first. I am trying to improve it that's why I am starting to write fanfic.Now, I am learning jappanese. On april my French and Spanish class will start, support me ok?. I also write several stories, but it is not a fanfic. Anyone interested? If so give review and I'll send it to your e-mail. An Indonesian would be welcomed, so you can give comment on my Indonesian story. That's all arigatou gozaimasu