Death Of One Already Lost

…You beat me…you deemed me a traitorous being with a black hole as a heart. Tell me…friend…yes I call you friend…I allowed you to beat me yet I still saw you as my friend. After all you were confused. Frightened. You feared many things. The world. Boris Balkov. Me. It doesn't matter now. What little comfort I have comes with knowing you are free. But. The mask you wore. It aided your sight. You were partially blind after your operation. It served you right after fighting the surgeons. They were saving you…not murdering you. You came out and were so quiet. You became withdrawn.

Forgive me. I speak now in second person. I am not relating the tale. I am saying things that are of no concern to this. My personal feelings have nothing to do with anything. He came out and was virtually destroyed. He was distraught. His once handsome fine features were mauled. He was barely recognisable. He still believed in doing the right thing but he had followed a new path. He took beatings from other kids to make sure smaller bladers were ok. He preferred not to stay in one place, travelling to a new place nearly every day.

He trained relentlessly. He never ceased. Trying to better himself. Watching him exhausted me. I already had my own training to do. Boris believed I had the potential but I wasn't as confident as you. I found out he only wanted you. He didn't give two hoots about me. I was there to motivate you. Although you were not thrilled with me you still used me as a support.

Boris worked us hard. Day after day after day. Boris asked Mystel to find Rei Kon. I don't know why. True he was one of the world's best bladers but it meant nothing. We could easily beat him. I eventually found out. Boris was using us to take over our sport. I would have told you but you'd gone. I should have told the others but I didn't want to. I only trusted you as you only trusted me.

Irrelevant! Forgive me…I go off on odd tangents. I will fast forward again. It still hurts. Maybe I will tell you at a later time.

The tournament organised by Boris to declare who would rule the sport. His BEGA or the Bladebreakers BBA. The BBA team won. That hurt him more. Not Boris…Mystel. He broke down. He shoved me away and threw a glass at my head. I can't take it anymore. I stood and let the glass hit me.

Blood mixed with shards. The cuts went deep…but not as deep as the emotional wounds you inflicted upon me run. I staggered. I felt my world growing dark. I heard running. You had run. I tried to follow you…but only succeeded in collapsing. When I came to…

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baby sweet

Thanks. Glad you liked it. Boris did help. My story is unusual and the next and final chapter has a deadly twist. Do you quote your fave line every time? It's really great. R&R for me

sn0zb0z

My lovely loyal reviewer…thanks you. You will enjoy the next chapter. It will undo your opinion of the story for good! Please…R&R

Winter-Rae

Thank you for the long review. Thanks for thinking it's beautiful…it's actually supposed to be despairing but…to each their own…you make me blush! Am I really that good? And I made it clear in the first few chapters it wasn't Kai. I love Kai but I don't like him depressing…if you like Kai I'm actually going to do a gender swap story at some point so…

You will find out who is telling the story in the next chapter…and for that you will murder me…thanks and please R&R