The window suddenly opened making a hitting noise as the wood hit the wall, letting the wind blew through it. Standing up Kai walked toward it, the chilly November's wind blew through it into the dark room. He didn't turn on the lights although it was evening and dark outside. Reaching the window the blue haired teen looked through it, outside. The mansion was out of the city and looking around he could see the nature, the silence, the huge territory of grass, trees, bushes, and nothingness. Well at less it what was the things you could see watching through his bedroom's window. Gazing it numbly he closed the window. There was nothing worthy, maybe it was because of the day, this day, today the day he had never decided if he hated it or maybe not…
Turning his gaze Kai sighed wandering deeper into the room. Looking around, everything seemed so dark, it disgusted him. Walking toward his mirror he looked at his reflection for a moment then took his keys and walked out, out of the room, of the mansion away, far away from there…
'Where the hell is he going?' The lavender haired teen thought. Catching his Beyblade he followed with his eyes after Kai's movement. As soon as the blue haired guy got into his black roofless car, Brayn walked slowly into the garage taking the dark black brutale 910 motorcycle, sitting on it. Twisting the little key within it the engine made a noise and he drove off.
Turning off the engine Brayn packed the dark crimson motorbike behind the bushes. Standing there he numbly watched the other teen. They were on the lookout, above them was the sky, a little farther in front there was the road and the sea. It was dark and night time, the chill wind blew and the waves hit the rocks.
'Common idiot, do something! Don't tell me you gonna spend here all the night time and I'm fucking following you for nothing.' Brayn growled angrily in his mind. He wished so hard that Kai would do something, maybe visit his 'girlfriend' he smirked at the thought. But nothing happened, the black roofless car just stood there and nothing. 'Common fucking son of a bitch, I'm freezing here do damn something!'…
Sitting in the roofless car the blue haired teen sighed numbly. The chill winter wind blew through his hair, closing his eyes slowly he smiled. Hearing the waves hitting on the rocks, the wind which told about the beginning of the winter or maybe just some other autumn chilly wind, the sound of the grass and the trees shaking lightly in harmony it relaxed him. Opening his eyes he looked at the skies, the sea at the blue…
The stars don't seem so high now,
The light looks different than it used.
Wondering why don't you see me?
It's just everything got confused.
Sadly the moon shinned down,
The clouds turned into some white fog.
Certainly nothing had happened,
Just the night that came along.
But the day at first I mat you,
There was nothing I made up.
The wish the two of us then wished
That night, those nights, this night…
And for you I left it beating,
So you get in and heal it up.
Just too bad this all is nothing,
But some dream that I've made up.
Leaning her head lightly on the window, she could feel the cold from outside through the glass. Lifting her hand Tes toughed the Saracenia-Flava's dark lavender leaves, she lightly smiled. It wasn't some normal plant it was different. As she was told it grows in poor soil areas and in order to survive it traps insect and eat them. It wasn't usual for a plant and that make her to like it even more. She loved unusual originals weird things, it attracted her. Mystery strangeness, dark and unacceptable, patting the flower lightly she smiled.
Turning her look for a moment to the window the blonde haired girl looked through it, the parking was empty, the street was foggy a little and no one was there. She was alone, totally alone, no wait she wasn't alone the Saracenia-Flava was there with her, her strange insectivore plant which her mother brought her from North America.
"We left alone, didn't we?" she asked rhetorically watching the plant, stroking its green leaves, she liked it. Taking the Saracenia in her hands she walked toward the cough and fell on it. Holding the green lavender plant in her one hand she placed it on the little table in front of her, reaching the remote control she turned on the T.V gazing into the screen the blonde haired girl watched it, some program about Alaska, and different snow areas, Siberia, Antarctica people, about some family which got lost in the Alps and how they survived. Patting lightly the Flava plant she sighed sadly, watching the Nation Geographic channel.
Sinking slowly with dreams, I'm dreaming.
My vision is fading away.
And nothing but that the silence with me here,
I long you would be here and stay.
Maybe it because of the winter,
Maybe it's the twilight the chill.
Remember how the two of us waited?
Till the sun set behind the hills.
But the day at first I mat you,
There was nothing I made up.
The wish the two of us then wished
That night, those nights, this night…
And for you I left it lighten,
In my window, I didn't turn off the lights.
Just too bad you don't care, you don't see it,
Tonight …
He was there alone, like always. It wasn't matter how much he wanted to change it, it always stayed the same. But this day? This day nothing changed it was again just he and himself, sitting there in his car on the lookout, celebrating this fucked evening. He felt lost, he was lonely on one paid any attention to this day, no one said a thing, did they forgot it? No how could they, he never told them, what did he expected from them? To remember it, maybe to do some thing with it? No, and if they did he by himself hated this day, didn't he?
Looking at the mirror Kai watched his numb reflection; there were no emotions, nothing. You can't change something which has already done, you can't take back word which has been said, and you can't turn back time. He knew it, she hated him. She wished he would never back; she didn't just wish it but screamed it out laud. It took him a bit longer this time but it happened, and again like every other time before he made somebody hate him. Cause and effect, it was the logical world, everything here worked this way, cause his desire for somebody, to kill the loneliness the sadness, and the effect it was the same effect always somehow he made the people hate him, and the problem never solve…
But then he felt differently, the day he had met her. Something told him to promise her, that he would come back, and to come back after it in real. Something inside him said it, maybe some different shade in his personality?
That voice, so soft and mysterious
Where are you?
My secretly, only one
Inside me, just whisper and lead me on…
It was late at night by now, and Tes couldn't find anything interesting to do. She got bored from watching T.V. Turning of the T.V screen she took her plant in her hands and walked upwards. Turning off the lights in the living room she walked toward her bedroom. Closing the door the blonde haired girl wandered in the room to place her Saracenia on the windowsill.
"Night Flev" she whispered to the plant, walking toward her bed she got in and covered herself with the cover. Tes used to think about it, but never understood it, why? What wrong has she done? She knew he was different, and from the firs time she mat him. But 'baby sitting' her, she never thought he would say something this way. She never thought he would hurt her this way. You can't change something that has already happened, but you do can leave the past behind you and go on.
Hidden, but nothing impossible
Believe in and things will be right again.
I'm smiling and feel positively
Within me, my heart will lead me on…
He never liked it, but he hated ever more just sitting there. They always say running away, digging your head underground isn't the solution, but its better then sitting alone with this terrible knowledge of sorrow and loneliness. Turing his body a little to the side the blue haired teen put his hand under the seat, searching for something. It must be there, he put it there long time ago. Kai smirked, yes he had founded it! Taking out of under seat the bottle he gazed it. 'Vodka' it was written on it, there was a paint of a Mexican riding on a donkey, and big orange sunset in front of them. Opening it he could smell the small of the alcohol, closing it toward his mouth he drank a bit form it, at the beginning it burned but after the fifth or the sixth sip he got use to it.
And the night again but we're alone now.
I'm watching the darkness, the skies and the moon,
And I wish you would be here, with me here
And soon…
Smiling sweetly to herself the blond haired girl slept lightly. She was alight sleeper and needed a total silence in order to fall asleep. Snuggling herself under the cover Tes slept. Even her alarm clock was digital because having a hand clock could drive her nuts hearing at night the hands every second it could kill her.
Crash…
"A?" the blonde haired girl suddenly sat up in shock. Looking at her alarm clock it was 00:45 hitting with her hand the little lamp near her bed, she turned on the light. At the beginning it burned a bit in her eyes, rubbing them lightly she opened one after one two big baby blue eyes.
"What the hell was that?" she mumbled sleepily. The 'crash' noise, it was something, she heard it. It was heard as if somebody or something crashed into a metal tank. Putting two pale skinny legs on the floor she stood up.
Knock, knock, knock…
Tes turned her head to the side; it was some wild knocking on the door, her entrance door. There was somebody, taking the white robe which was hung on the chair she wore it. Walking out of her bed room she wandered in the dark corridor into the living room.
Knock, knock, knock…
"I'm coming" she said. Turning her head to the side the blonde haired girl reached the big black umbrella. Taking it she walked on, yes right it wasn't some weapon or a gun bit it was something, an umbrella so what? It's better than nothing. It was midnight no normal person would come to visit you at midnight, would he?
Reaching the entrance door she stopped touching the handle she slowly unlocked it al the time holding the black umbrella, ready to hit who ever are there. Opening the door she moved to the side with it, all the time standing behind the wooded door and holding tightly the big black umbrella in her other hand.
"Who ever you are I have a weapon and I know how to use it" she informed tried her best to sound scary shortly after it, the dark figure slowly moved. Turning on the lights she walked out from behind the door…
"Kai" she said shocked dropping the big black umbrella on the floor. It made a hit sound.
"Tes I'm sorry" he started walking slowly into the house holding a bottle in his one hand, he didn't stand straightly he swung a little.
"Are you ok?" she asked confused, he began to fall running toward him she caught him, letting him lean on her. Looking outside her eyes opened wide, she understood what the crashing noise was. Kai smashed his car into their garbage bin which stood near the packing in front of the house.
"I'm… I'm…" he started trying to stand up, leaning his hand on the wall her tried to get some balance.
"It's ok, leave it" she started closing the wooden door and locking it.
"No, I'm…"
"Kai damn with you, you're totally drunk" Tes said taking the almost empty 'Vodka' bottle from his hand. She placed it on the cupboard.
"Tes I … I don't fell well-" he added and suddenly it came, spilled out, all the alcohol the water everything, he vanished it out.
"No wait, on! Here take this not on the floor, please…" Tes cried as the blue haired teen bended down; reaching the first thing she could reach from the cupboard, some bowl she gave it to him, but it was too late and he had already spilled it out on floor.
"I'm sorry…I…" he began putting his one hand on his mouth holding the other one on the wall balancing him from falling.
"No, its ok, leave it. Common you must want to drink and you must be tired" she added walking into the kitchen, she brought him some water.
"Take, here, lean on me" she gave him it, leaning his hand on her shoulder she walked him toward her bed room.
"I'm…"
"What, what is it?" she asked.
"I'm sorry, do you know?"
"Yes, I know its ok"
"No, not this, the other thing"
"What thing?" she asked leading him into her bedroom, she didn't really paid attention to his words, he was drunk, drunk people speak silly things. Sitting him on her bed she spoke again. "Wait here and I'll prepare for you the bed in the other room ok? And if you feel sick again please use the bowl" she said giving him the bowl.
"Tes…" he started but she left the room.
Walking into the other room, the room he used to sleep in, the other times she took out some covers, two pillows and began to prepare the bed. Finishing with the bed she walked back into her bed room.
"Its ready, common I'll help you to reach there and than you can go…" she stopped her speech watching him. The blonde haired girl smiled lightly. He fell asleep on her bed. He laid there on the white blanked peacefully, his one hand fell down of there holding the bowl she had gave him before. He looked so calm, she even believed she had seen him smiling, maybe he did.
Walking toward him, she decided to leave him here, stroking his hair lightly she banged down watching him. Tes sighed taking his shoes off, she reached the white blanked and covered him with it.
"The other thing… today no one remember…"
Blinking lightly to his words, she stopped "Remember what?" she walked back toward him, touching softly his forehead, leaning her head to the side.
"Today… no one remembered it, my… my birthday…" he mumbled sadly through his sleep.
"Your birthday?" she asked shocked, it was his birth day. She smiled a sad smile touching his fore head softly.
"Happy birthday Kai" she whispered. Walking out of the room she turned off the light. She felt bad for him, she didn't know it. Maybe today had already finished but she couldn't leave it like this, could she? No she couldn't.
"Huh" the blonde haired girl sighed. Tes walked back into the living room, making a disgusted face she shrugged.
"Great, Thank you Kai" she said sarcastically. Walking into the kitchen she took the towel and filled the bucket with water. Wandering back into the living room, Te walked there; dropping the wet towel on it she began to clean it. At the beginning she hated him for it, how disgusting! But remembering him sleeping form on her bed, she smiled lightly how could she hate him, she couldn't.
"Done" she said after she had finished with al the mess, she didn't want to do it but leaving it like this on the floor it would smell, and she didn't want this to happen. Any way she was done for now, turning off the light in the living room the blonde haired girl walked into the guest room. Walking toward that bed, the one she had made for him she laid on it. Covering herself with the blanked she looked for the last time on the clock, it showed 1:36 closing her eyes she fell asleep.
To be continued…
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