My Dearest Elphaba,
I am writing because I have so many things to say to you. But you will never read this. I haven't a clue where to send this – if I even want you to read these words when I am done.
I love you. I always have and I always will. There are days I cannot think or it seems even breathe for I remember thinking I was nothing without you. It's true. I was nothing without you. I am nothing without you. I am a brainwashed twit with fleeting moments of clarity. I do not even know if you are alive or dead. I am not who you remember, Elphie. I am not who I could have been.
I miss you so much! There are days I ask Lurline or the Unnamed God or whomever else might hear me for a moment's grace. I probably wouldn't be this way…I probably wouldn't hurt so bad…
But I had the chance to love, really love. And for that, I suppose I am one of the lucky ones.
I wouldn't be this way…if I had never met you.
Yours
Heart, soul, body,
Glinda