I'm feeling kind of down lately, since my parents are constantly fighting and acting depressed themselves :( so I feel like writing a really sad, sobby fanfic. I hope you enjoy it:) please R & R!
For What's Left
The wind is cold tonight, but I don't care. My heart is warm, full of love and hope. Tonight, I'm going to ask her. I'm going to pop the 'big question'.
We've been together for over two years now. Joyful, full of dreams for the future. I've never had many girlfriends in my life. As a matter in fact, Ruby is the first. I think it's because most girls kinda think of me as a freak ... you know with the scars and stuff, and the way I look like I've been sewn together by a drunken mole or something. But Ruby seemed to be different. She actually took the effort to get to know me. Of course, I fell like a rock for her, and I couldn't be happier when she told me those feelings were mutual.
I'm sure she accepts me the way I am. We spend hours and hours on the couch, cuddling and kissing (an activity which I'm very fond of). She can't be repulsed or disgusted by me, can she? She isn't that cruel. Still, we haven't really gotten intimate which each other yet. She told me she wasn't ready for that kind of relationship. So I waited, and I'm still waiting. And when the months of waiting turned into a year, I started to worry. Well, panic would be a better description. Ruby became absentminded, colder, more distant. I was so scared I'd done something wrong, and the mere idea of losing her made my heart stop.
So I came up with the idea of buying her a ring. To get down on my knees and promise, no, swear to love her always no matter what.
So where was I...
Oh yeah. The wind is cold tonight. But what do I care? My heart is warm, full of love and hope. Tonight I'm going to propose to Ruby...
Ok I hope you guys figured out who's pov this is written it :) and otherwise: it's Blank dammit! One of my favorite het-couples :)
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