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Chapter 20
For the next week Rae and Randy spent most of their time making love weather it be in their bed, the shower, the floor, and the a couple nights ago on the kitchen table. She felt so alive for the first time in a long time; the only other time that she could remember feeling this way was when she and Dave were together, there was a guy she hadn't thought of in the past week. I wonder how he's doing? Maybe I should call and check on him the last time I talked to Mel she said he was acting weird. Probably under a lot of stress with work. Rae rolled over and stood from the bed.
"Where are you going too?" Randy asked his voice thick with sleep.
"I'm going to take a shower then try and give Dave a call I have some things that I need to go over with him and I thought I should get it done before you get up and a wake God knows when that happens I won't be able to move from the bed."
"You know you like it."
"I never said I didn't." Rae smiled shutting the bathroom door behind her.
No wonder Dave always acted tired when he was with her, that woman can go all night. Randy laughed as he stretched out in the bed then stood grabbing his tack pants from the night before we walked down stairs to start breakfast.
Randy grabbed her bags from the trunk of the car and followed her into the hotel they were staying at for the next couple days. Since her doctor wasn't sure that flying would be a good idea Randy drove them, and unfortunately for Randy the doctor also said that they needed to slow down on the sex for a while seeing as it might throw her into labor.
Once they were checked in their room they headed down to the pool where almost everyone was goofing off in the pool.
"Hey Rae." Steph greeted her with a hug. "You're not swimming?"
"No I'm supposed to do anything fun until the baby's born." Randy came up behind her placing his hand on her back.
"Well we were allowed to do one fun thing but the doctor took that away too."
"You poor baby." Rae walked over and sat in one of the chairs beside Trish. "So what's going?"
"Not much just waiting for a couple more people to show then. We arraigned for the hotel to have a cookout and just chill for the next couple days." Steph answered. "Have you talked to Dave; no one's been able to get a hold of him so we don't know if he's going to show up."
"I talked to him yesterday to let him know that I would be here and I wanted to get together and go over his schedule for the trip. He said he should be here today but it probably won't be until later in the day."
"So tell us, Rae how long have you and Randy been together?" Trish asked turning to face her. "I have to say I was shocked to hear that you are carrying his baby I always thought there was some kind of fling going on with you and Dave."
Rae felt sick again at hearing what Trish thought.
"Rae's not that type of girl; she's too sweet and innocent to sleep with a married man." She heard one of the other girls say.
I wish that were true. Rae thought and looked over at Steph who gave her a sympatric smile and changed the subject to placing bets on which guy look hotter in his swim trunks.
Dave showed up quite some time later and joined in on the pool games, acting as if Rae didn't exist to him. He didn't look at her, or talk to her, or go near her and it really started to bother Rae however she put up with the cold shoulder act from him because she was having fun talking with the girls and going over baby names and nursery themes.
Towards the end of the evening after most of the people had decided to turn in for the night and pick back up the next day, Rae was really upset that Dave hadn't even looked her way. She stood from her chair and walked over to where him, Randy, Paul and a few other guys sat talking she placed her hands on Randy's shoulders.
"You okay baby?" he asked looking up at her seeing that she was a little pale.
"Yeah I'm just tired." She bent and kissed his lips. "I'm going to head on up and go to bed, just be quite when you come in okay." Randy nodded and kissed her lips once more and when she straightened he placed a kiss on her growing belly. She nodded to everyone else and walked out in the hall hearing them toss jokes on how soft Randy was becoming.
Over the next two days Dave still hadn't spoke to her, though he asked Steph and Paul about her every chance he got.
"Look man I don't why you're so pissed at Rae, she didn't do anything but love you while you were married. She stayed with you and listened to all your lies of how you were going to leave Mel to be with her. Then when you decided that you wanted to stay with Mel and you kicked Rae to the curb and she was fine with that she walked away and let you keep your marriage. She didn't do what most girls would have done in the situation, they would have went running to any TV camera that would listen." Paul pulled the car to a stop out front of the arena. "So what are you pissed off because she's with Randy, if so you need to stop acting like you're two and be a grown ass man. You should have known she wouldn't be single forever. Shit if I wasn't married I would have jumped on her too."
"It's not that she's with someone else." Dave paused as they got out of the car. "It's that she's with someone she doesn't lone and the fact that's she lying to me."
"What could she be lying to you about?"
"I'm not sure but I can tell when she's hiding something from me, her eyes get clouded over when she talks to the person she's hiding something from and when she talks to me that's how her eyes get."
"Maybe she's hiding the fact that she still loves you because she knows in useless to bring out, seeing as how you don't return the feelings."
"I don't think that's it. I really think it has something to do with the baby that she's carrying."
"Dave you can't possibly think that it's your baby. I thought you said that you were always careful with her."
"I was but…"
"But what?"
"Before I left her the last time she found out that she was pregnant."
"And you left her anyway?" Paul practically yelled. "I can't believe you man."
"I know I was stupid but like you said I'm married and I couldn't leave my wife and daughters Paul. I called Rae a couple days later and she said that she lost the baby. But then a few weeks later she's all of sudden pregnant with Randy's baby and then she moves in with him. I'm telling you something is going on with them two."
"You know no matter what you find out it doesn't matter because you're never going to leave Mel and your girls like you just said so you better just let it go." Paul said as they entered the building. "And if you have any feeling left for Rae, which I know you do by the way you're avoiding her, you better just keep avoiding her. Because if you fuck with her heart again now that she's somewhat happy with Randy and pregnant I'm going to fuck you up. You know I think of her like my little sister and I would hate to have to hurt you because you don't know how to keep your pants up."
"Yeah I know. Don't worry I have no plans on hurting Rae again ever. If she's happy with Randy then I'm just going to let it go. But if I find out that the baby she is carrying she's going to have to answer the questions I have for her weather you and anyone else like it."
"I can respect that." Paul nodded. "Now let's go out there and entertain those people that paid good money to see us."
Later that night after the show Rea old Randy to go out with the guys to a club and she would get ride back to the hotel with one of the girls. Reluctantly Randy took off with John.
Rae walked around backstage for a few minutes then headed to the back door to wait for the girls to finish up.
Dave walked outside of the arena after deciding that he really didn't need to go act stupid with the rest of the guys. He nodded goodbye to the guard by the back door and started towards his rental car, catching Rae sitting on the small wall to the right of him. He stopped and looked over at her, her stomach was stretched and the low cut shirts that she wore didn't do much to hide the fact that she was expecting.
Why didn't I just leave Mel? Dave shook his head and walked over to Rae.
"What are you doing sitting out here by yourself?"
"Waiting for the girls to finish up in there so I can head back to the hotel." Rae said as she turned her head towards him. "I didn't think you were talking to me?"
"I'm sorry about that Rae, I just have something on my mind and I shouldn't have taken it out on you like that."
"It's okay."
"So why are you waiting for the girls, I figured you and Randy would have done headed back."
"No I told him to go out and have a little fun tonight. He really hasn't been out much since the baby came about."
"I think you might be waiting for a while."
"Why is that?" Rae turned her head to the direction Dave pointed to just in time to see Trish's car pull out of the parking lot. Just my luck. Rae laughed. "Well it is a nice night for a walk."
"You can't even think that I'm going to let you walk back to the hotel, when you're supposed to be on bed rest. Randy and Paul will kick my ass if you go into labor because I let you walk back to the hotel." Dave held his hand out to her and helped her to stand. "Come on I'll give you a ride. I've got a rental over here." Rae walked beside Dave over to his car. He opened the passenger door for her and helped her in the car.
"I remember when Mel was carrying our girls, she couldn't get in or out of the car by herself, and she hated every bit of it. And she wouldn't have been caught wearing anything like what you wear. She always wore those big maternity clothes and she complained everyday that she was too fat and that she couldn't see her feet and the only thing I could was laugh at her."
"Yeah I'm starting to feel the same way, but Randy loves me in these clothes and when I start to feel like that he's right there to tell me I'm the most beautiful woman he has ever laid eyes on." Dave smiled as he started the car.
"That only worked for me for about five minutes."
The whole way to the hotel they talked about the girls and the baby kind of like old times. When they got to the hotel Dave helped her out of the car then they walked in the hotel.
"I was going to see if you wanted to sit in the bar with me but seeing as how the bar is closed, so why don't you come up to my room and we can finish this little catch up session." Dave said as they stopped in the lobby.
"Umm, I really don't think that's a good idea."
"Why not, all I want to do is talk, like we used to do Rae. I don't have some kind of hidden plan behind all of this."
"I'm really tired I think I should just go up to bed. Thanks for the ride." Rae smiled then turned and walked down the hall and around the corner to her room. Standing outside the door she began searching her pockets for her key card then remembering that Randy had forgotten to give it to her. Damn it! Now what am I going to do? Rae thought for a minute then turned and walked back down the hall and stopped in front of Dave's door. I can't believe I'm going to do this. I can control myself, I have a great man who loves and who is not married. With that in mind Rae raised her hand and knocked on the door in front of her.
The door opened and Dave stood there with a shocked look on his face.
"I thought you were going to bed?"
"I was but lame brain Randy forgot to give the key to the room. So do you mind if we finish our talk?"
"I don't know Rae I'm pretty tired I was just about to go to bed."
"Yeah right." Rae looked at her watch. "You're going to bed at eleven fifteen at night, I don't think so. Please Dave if not I'm going to have to stand out here in the hall and we both know that if I tell Randy we wouldn't let me in he'll kick your ass, remember I'm supposed to be on bed rest."
"Okay you got me there." Dave opened the door letting Rae step in the room. "Did you want anything to drink or eat?" He asked as she sat on the couch.
"No I'm fine, if I could just get these shoes off. Why in the hell did I wear heels tonight anyway?"
Dave knelt in front of her picking up her foot. "Here let me help you, I would hate for you to catch me laughing at you trying to do this yourself with your big belly."
"Watch it Mister." Dave smiled and pulled her shoes off setting them beside the couch on the floor. "So how far along are you?"
"Almost five months. The time has just flown by."
"So are you two going to find out what you're having?" he asked sitting on the couch beside her.
"I want to, but I'm not sure how Randy feels about it."
"I couldn't stand the wait I had to know what Mel was having." Dave paused and looked at the floor. "I still wish she hadn't gotten her tubes tied I really wanted to try for that boy."
"I didn't know she had her tubes tied."
"Yeah she had it done a couple years ago when I started talking about having another baby. I guess that was her way of telling me she was done no matter what I wanted."
"I'm sorry I never knew that."
"Yeah well it's no big deal I guess I really don't need to be having anymore kids right now. I mean my marriage is falling apart, still."
"I thought you and Mel had worked everything out and were fine."
"We were for the first two months then everything went back to the way it was." Dave stood form the couch and walked over to the refrigerator.
"Dave, is everything okay with you?"
"What do you mean?" he pulled two bottles of water out and walked back over to her handing her one.
"I called the house a couple times and talked to Mel and the girls and they said that you were acting weird. That all you do was walk around like you were in a daze and you hardly talk. Is there anything you want to talk about?"
"No I'm fine." Dave answered, Rae knew he was lying.
"Dave you can talk to me about anything remember."
"What do you want me to say Rae?" Dave looked at her. "Do you want me to say that I was idiot for leaving you to have my marriage fail again? That I feel so guilty about you loosing the baby that I don't sleep at night half the time? Or that I'm still so in love with you the only way that I can fuck my wife is if I picture her being you? And every time that I see you with Randy, or hear of the two of you I want to hit a wall? That every time I look at you I want to take you in my arms throw you on the closet bed there is and make love to you until you can't walk? Is that what you want to hear?"
Rae looked at him shocked by what he had just said to her. "Do you mean all of that?"
"I don't say things I don't mean Rae, you should know that."
"Can I be honest with you Dave?" he nodded his head in response. "The real reason that I didn't want to come in here with you is because I don't think that I can trust myself to be alone with you. The feelings that I had for you, I thought that they would go away if I got with Randy but they haven't they have only gotten stronger. And I'm not sure that they'll ever go away."
Dave leaned towards her a little bit. "Can I be honest with you?" Rae nodded, afraid that her voice wouldn't work with the look that he was given her. "The only thing that has been on my mind since you walked in that door is tasting your lips against mine." Rae couldn't speak and she watched as his tilted towards her, slowly her eyes closed and Dave pressed his lips to hers.
Her brain was telling her to stop the kiss, but her body had other plans, her lips instantly went soft under his parting in as an invitation that was as old as time, he accepted the deepening of the kiss with alacrity. His tongue slipped between her lips and slid along her. His lips and tongue explored her with such effective mastery, she moaned in pure pleasure. He made a sound low in his throat that sent shivers throughout her body, and pushing her back against the couch, bringing his hands under her grabbing her bottom, bringing her into intimate contact with his lower half. She felt his rigid length hard against her thigh. Her brain was now screaming at her to put a stop to this, but she was too busy being devoured by an expert kisser and loving it.
Suddenly they were tumbling off the sofa with her landing on top of Dave straddling Dave, the contact was so much for her she clamped her lips shut on a tiny whimper, but it escaped despite the fact.
"Are you okay?"
She closed her eyes and nodded her head. Dave carefully flipped them over.
"Open your eyes Rae." He demanded.
"I'm sorry." She whispered opening her eyes.
"Why?"
Her gaze slipped to his lips. "For kissing you."
"But I kissed you."
But she invited so much more; she was the one to open her mouth to him.
"You want me." She didn't respond. "I want you too." He moved against her, making her more aware of just how much. Her cheeks turned a little pink. "Since when are you shy?" He laughed and then his mouth lowered over hers. This time, it was he that demanded entry to her mouth with his tongue. The kiss was incendiary, burning her sense of reality to ashes around her.
He traced the curves of her face and neck with barely there finger tips. But when he reached her breast, his touch changed, growing more insistent and he cupped her soft curves possessively through the thin fabric of her shirt. It was so intimate; she shuddered from the impact while he growled his approval of her braless state. He began to knead her with a knowing finesse that made her ache in her most private place.
She needed to touch him, wanted to feel his skin with no barriers between them. She yanked his shirt out of his jeans so she could get her hands under it. His skin was hotter then she expected, emanating warmth that made her fingertips burn deliciously. She touched everywhere she could reach, exploring his tight body with hungry passion. She was only vaguely aware of him unbuttoning the front of her shirt and peeling it back. She noticed when his hand touched her bare skin though. Her whole awareness was consumed with the feel of his hands of her bare flesh, as her nipples hardened almost painfully and small goose bumps broke out on her flesh.
He kissed along her jaw and down her neck. "You're so soft and so delicious, Rae."
Her only response was another soulful whimper as his mouth found her breast and then a scream as he began to suck on her. Her hands fell to her sides, thudding against the carpet.
"Oh Dave I've missed this so much. My whole body is buzzing again it's like a bee sting."
He laughed, pulling his mouth from her nipple. "I will gladly sting you and drink your nectar with my tongue."
The erotic words sent shivers through her body and she moaned. He smiled and went back to sucking her tenderized flesh.
She wasn't sure when he had moved his hand underneath her skirt, until she felt his fingertips trespass the top of her panties, touching her and then slipping between her swollen lips to caress her sweetest spot. It was like a rocket exploding inside her and she screamed as her body bowed with unbearable pleasure.
"Let me feel your pleasure." She stared at him, her body convulsing as his fingers continued their ministrations.
What am I doing? Her thoughts splintered as one fingertip barely slipped inside her and he pressed the heel of his hand against her clitoris, bringing her to her climax.
Her body convulsed as she screamed out, he kissed her lips quieting her cries. Then it was like a bomb going off inside her head and she realized what she was doing. She pushed against his chest and removed his hand from her jeans then sat up against the couch.
"We can't do this Dave?" she pulled her knees up to her. "You're still married and I'm carrying Randy's baby, I can't and won't hurt him like that." Rae stood from the floor, fixed her clothes then started to the door. "I'm sorry Dave." Then she walked out.