A/N: I apologize a billion times for this taking so long, but rest assured the chapters will be pouring out of me now. The first three chapters were difficult to write, but i finally know where this story is headed. So please review and thank you to all of you who have and remain faithful to my story and poems!

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight unfortunatly. cry...cry...cry

I woke up to a blinding white light. I didn't know where I was or how I got there. I couldn't even remember anything that had happened to me. But right then it all came back to me; the things thrown on the floor, the diary pages all over the stairs, and worst of all the writing on the wall. I cringed when I thought about those last two things.

I sat straight up, but that probably wasn't the best of ideas. My head started to pound and I was pretty sure my brain was going to find its way out of my head. Looking around I realized I was in a hospital room. I immediately started to feel queasy thinking about all of the sick people and the blood that was probably being taken out, put back in, transfused. Ugh. While I was looking around my eyes landing on someone sitting in the shadows of the room. Before I met Edward I would have been scared of such a thing, but my intuition told me it was him. My heart leaped into my throat when he leaned forward so that I could see his face. He was staring at me with a blank expression in his eyes.

"Edward."

He let out a sigh and then gave me a small smile. "Two minutes Bella. I leave you for two minutes and you end up in the hospital. You really do cease to amaze me."

"Where is he Edward? I got there and I couldn't find him. Everything was ruined and everywhere. What if something's happened? Did something happen?" By this time the tears were falling freely. I was trying to will them to stop but it was useless. I hated being helpless.

"Shhh. We don't know. We haven't seen him, but rest assured nothing is going to happen to him. Everyone's looking for him. Except myself because I refused to leave your side and Carlisle because he is your doctor." He put his hand to my cheek and brushed away my tears. The gesture was comforting and I calmed down a bit.

I didn't know if he saw it. The message on the wall I mean. Maybe he did see it and he just wasn't talking about it. I didn't know how to bring it up.

As soon as I opened my mouth to say something about it though, Carlisle came in.

"Bella. How nice to see you awake. You gave Edward quite a scare there dear. If you don't mind my asking, what really happened?" He had wanted to get straight to the point. I saw it. It was probably to give Edward and I some time to ourselves.

I started off shakily. "I'm not too positive. I went inside the house and everything was everywhere. It looked like someone had been trying to find something."

"Well ok then. The police are searching Bella. They won't stop until the find the person or your father……." And then he added in hushed voice," and neither will we."

I gave him a weak smile and nodded my head. Then, he left the room giving Edward a small smile and nod before he walked out the door.

Edward turned towards me. His eyes were boring into mine. He was searching and I could tell. He saw it and there was no doubting it. He knew and I couldn't hide it.

I saw a pained look in his eyes. This was exactly the look I didn't want. I already knew who it was. A part of me knew it was already happening. Whether this was the beginning of my end or the end of my beginning I had no idea. I had been having dreams about it for months. Over and over again, I would wake up screaming and Edward would ask what was wrong. All I could say was that I was having a nightmare…and oh what a nightmare it was.

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Flashback……

I was in the middle of a dark forest. The trees were so close together that light from the moon couldn't even shine in, leaving everything pitch black. The air was a numbing cold and I had to wrap my arms around myself to keep from shivering. It was like having my eyes closed. All I could do was depend on my other senses.

I put my arms in front of me to keep me from running into anything up ahead. All of a sudden I heard a crunching noise from behind me. Then, a strangely familiar feeling came to me. The feeling I get when Edward is walking fast. It was a feeling I only got around vampires.

"Come out and play Bella," a sickly sweet voice whispered in my ear. "She's already out of your grasp. You've already lost her."

"Who! Who have I lost!"

The voice was entrancing and intoxicating. It was hypnotizing me and all I could do there was stand frozen and helplessand give in to her. Her voice was one I had heard before. There was no mistaking it, but my mind was drawing a blank.

Her icy cold hands grasped my neck and began to choke me. I was gasping for air. I was going to die, this was really the end.

"She's had this coming. It was her. All her. Oh how different everything would've been without her!"

Who was she talking about? And where had I heard that voice. My brain was scrambling for an answer, and in the blink of an eye I had it. I knew who it was. Who they both were, but how could it possible be.

It was then that I would always wake up.

End Flashback.

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"Bella…"

I shook my head to get out of my daze. "Uhhh…yes?"

He closed his eyes and a feeling in the pit of my stomach told me something bad was coming.

"She's gone Bella. We can't find her. We knew something was wrong but she just disappeared yesterday." He kept a strangely composed posture but the look in his eyes gave him away.

"Who Edward?"

"Alice."

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Earlier………

"Where could they be? How could this have happened? No one would ever do such a thing!"

Carlisle kept his calm and kept his steely gaze on Edward while he vented his anger. He himself had no idea who would've done this. There was nothing the family had done to harm anyone or to make anyone suspicious, but then again, maybeeverything was pointing towards Bella. It was after all her father that was kidnapped and her house destroyed. That idea made no sense either though because his Alice was also missing.

Alice had always been somewhat of a problem. She was constantly trying to figure out who she was and where she came from, and her extra sense had always been somewhat of an issue as well. Always, she would do something irrational to change the outcome of a prediction she didn't like. Once, she even made the family leave the house because she saw a fire. Not that he ever regretted that one, because fire was the one dreadful enemy to a vampire. Fire would melt their skin and leave themscreaming in anguish for hours, being as it couldn't kill them fast. However it turned out that it was the neighbor's house that resembled theirs being burned down in flames.

It was at those times when Alice could be a tad bit annoying, but in the end she was still his Alice and he wanted to find her. Soon.

He was soon dragged back into reality when Edward was talking to him.

"So who?"

"No idea son, but I can and will assure you that everything is under control. We'll find them and mark my words…..we'll hurt the person who did this. Or worse."

"But that's just it isn't it? What if it wasn't a person who kidnapped them?"

He looked up sharply. He hadn't thought of that. He guessed being under so much pressure and worry had not let him sit down and carefully think about the situation. His gaze met Edward's and they silently understood one another.

"Well then, we kill."

A/N: So...hope you liked it. Please review and tell me if I should go on. I promise it will get much more exciting! Also, I may be changing my name soon so look out for that. Breathing-Hopeless