Love
Disclaimer: Lets see you all know I don't own the teen titans
Author's Notes:
Okay guys a lot of you wanted this to be a two shot. I was thinking of keeping it the way it is, but then I was nah. I'll just make it a two shot. Also, Peppertip wanted it to be Robin and Raven at the end so yeah.
Thanks to Those Who Reviewed:
Thank you all who took the time to stop a few minutes, to read my fic, and then review it.
Cherished18: Thanks I thought it was a good one, too.
Tecna: Thanks; your work is brilliant, too. Oh and I should have the next chapter to 'anything I want, right?' up soon. I just had a little bit of writer's block.
SpiderSquirrel: Here's your two shot.
N1ckst3r: Hey I'm updating.
Dark girl: Thanks for the corrections, see what would I do with out you.
Peppertip: Dude, whose the orange crap weasel. Lol, since you didn't want robin and Starfire to be together, you get your wish.
On With The Show:
Robin's P.O.V.
I walked down the long corridor. I had just come from Raven's room. I went to go check up on her, since she left the living room pretty fast. I thought she may have been upset, or maybe she was feeling a little sick. I wouldn't want anything to happen to her. She was just fine, as she assured me, I don't believe her though. I would have asked her more things, but I didn't want her to find me a nuance.
I walked into the living. Seems, Cyborg and Beast Boy invited Titans East over. Bumble Bee and Cyborg were in the kitchen. Beast Boy, Más, and Menos were playing GS2. And Aqua lad was walking up to me.
"Hey dude" Aqua lad tells me with a big smile on his face. It sort of creeped me out because every one assumes he's a homosexual. I didn't say anything, but Beast Boy would call him Aqua Fag behind his back.
"Hey Aqua lad,"
"Dude, have you seen Raven?"
It got me thinking, if Aqua Lad were a homosexual then why would he want to see Raven.
"Robin I know every one thinks I'm gay, but I'm not, if I were I wouldn't be so into Raven."
Something inside me stirred. I didn't know what it was. I felt like Raven was being taken away from me. I don't know why I felt this way, if Raven doesn't even like him. Raven doesn't like any one and from what I know I'm in love with Starfire. I shake the feeling off and answer Aqua lad.
"Yeah she's in her room" I say.
"Oh, okay thanks"
"Wait she doesn't feel like talking to anyone"
It was useless though; he had already left. I feel bad for him; I think Raven might throw him out the window.
I walk to Starfire's room to see if she wanted to do anything. When I get to her door I knock on it. She instantly answers it.
"Greetings Friend Robin"
"Hey Starfire do you want to do anything"
"I'm afraid I can not, for you see I am spending time with Friend Speedy"
"Oh, I see thanks anyway"
"Your welcome"
She had shot me down. Of course she likes to spend time with me, but she only sees me as a friend. I was well aware she had liked Speedy. I just wish what she saw in him, she would see in me. I just wished she'd see me as more.
Raven's P.O.V.
I walk out of the library. I had just written in my journal. I keep it in the library because no one bothers to look in there. I walk the hallway with out looking ahead of me. I bump into someone. I fall on the ground, I then look up to see Aqua lad.
"Oh I'm sorry Raven I wasn't looking"
"It's quite alright," I said, while getting up.
"So, Raven what are you doing today"
"Nothing, I'm just going to stay inside"
"Why? It's a nice day"
"I don't exactly do nice"
"So, you have to open up, try new things"
I knew Aqua lad was right. I had to try new things. I couldn't just wait for Robin, besides he just likes me as a friend.
"Aqua lad I want to go outside"
"Really?"
"Yeah, like you said I have to try new things"
Robin's P.O.V.A
I had nothing to do. I didn't want to play video games, and there wasn't any crime going on right now. I see Aqua lad and Raven walk into the living room. I felt a pang of what was it: jealousy and envy. I had nothing to be jealous of, just because Aqua lad the fag was taking the beautiful Raven out doesn't mean I have to be jealous. Did I just think that, of course Raven is beautiful, but I've never thought of her in that way.
Oh man, Starfire's rejection is really taking its toll on me. I get up and walk to the library. I had nothing to do, so I might as well read a book.
I walk into the library and trot my way over to a shelf. I wondered how this room isn't full of dust. Then, I remembered Raven is a neat person, and is the only one who comes in here. Not looking for anything in particular, I just grab a black leather bound book. I sit in one of the chairs and open the book. It didn't have a title or anything, and then again most of these books don't.
It seemed to be a journal or a diary. It was dated and had thoughts. The writing was in neat cursive. Some one must have taken their time to make this book, because it wasn't typed. I opened to the middle of the book. It had today's date. Wow, that means that it belongs to someone in the tower.
March 30, 2006
I just came from my room. He came to talk to me; he wanted to see if I was okay. I realized that, he does love me; although it's not the way I love him. Maybe one day our bond can repair and I can learn to love him the way he loves me.
I stared at the book, with shock. I know I must have looked like a deer caught in the headlights.
O.o
If this happened today, then the he is referring to me. And the person who wrote this is Raven. I dropped the book and ran a gloved hand through my hair. I always knew there was more than friendship between us, but I didn't know she was in love with me.
I picked up the book and turned to an earlier date.
July 17th, 2006
For the first time in my life I feel somewhat happy. I had just defeated my father. You know, Trigon The Terrible, the devil himself. What makes me even happier is that Robin went to hell for me. I really had to thank him, so I gave him a hug. It's not something I usually do. He hugged me back, but I knew it was awkward for him. This made me come to the conclusion that he doesn't love me. I don't blame him; he has Starfire.
I never did have Starfire. She's always liked Speedy. I close the diary and put it back on the shelf. I needed to think. I turned off the lights and exited the room. I walk to my room. I take off my costume, but I leave my mask on. I go and lie on my bed.
I always knew Raven and I had something more than a friendship. We always helped each other with our problems. Lately, I've been feeling like our friendship is beginning to fade. Was it because I spent more time with Starfire than Raven? That has to be it.
I'm so selfish. I only thought about what I wanted. All I did was spend a lot of time with Starfire, just so she could like me. I'm the only one Raven can confide in. I'm supposed to be the leader. I'm supposes to watch out for the rest of the team.
I've been in my room for about an hour. The only thing I can think about is Raven. I know I've hurt very badly. I get up deciding that nothings going to happen in my room. I put on some sweatpants and a shirt. I walk out to the living room. I see Starfire in the kitchen, Beast Boy and Cyborg still playing video games, and lastly my eyes look towards the windows. Raven is meditating in front of the window. I don't see any signs of Titans East. I can assume they went home.
I then hear Starfire call my name.
"Friend Robin, can you come here please?"
"Um sure Star"
As I walk to the kitchen I see Raven open an eye. It looks like her hopes have been shot down.
"So, what do you need Star"
"Can you please try my pudding of happiness?"
"Sorry Star I have a stomach virus so I cant eat anything"
I lied to Starfire. Sure every one has flaws. Star's just happen to be cooking. I looked down at her pudding; it didn't look edible. She must have made it because something wonderful has happened to her.
"What's the occasion Starfire?"
"Oh Friend Speedy and I are how you humans say going out"
"Oh that's great" I choke out.
"Yes, it's wonderful"
"I'll see you later Starfire"
Before she could give me a response I walked out of the room. I walked to the gym. I could use a good work out.
I walk in and start to stretch. I don't want to pull a muscle. I get up and punch the punching bag. I start to think about Raven. Not only her, but they way she smiles, the way she smells, the way she walks, the way she talks, and they way her eye brow goes up when she's asking a question. I punch the bag harder, trying to block out the mental images. I just keep punching until the chains break. It goes flying across the room. I sit on the floor, out of breath.
Why can't I get her out of my head? I need to know what she's doing to me. I then hear a voice. I look around. No one's there, oh dear sweet Jesus am I going insane, too. I hear it again; they seem more like thoughts. Maybe I should listen to them.
"He must have been disappointed, he rushed right out of the room. It's weird I thought they were made for each other. I know he's in love with her, but I thought she was in love with him too. I don't know what to think"
That was Raven's voice. Before when our bond was stronger, I was able to her thoughts. Does that mean our bond is repairing it's self. Why though? I still haven't spent time with her. Is it because I'm thinking of her? I hear her thoughts again.
"I feel sorry for him. Starfire broke his heart. Though he did the same to mine. I can forgive him though. I just wish he would pay more attention to me. I wish he was here right now"
I really need to talk to Raven, so I'll take that as my invitation. I walk to her room, and I stop at her door. I don't hear anything from inside, but that's how it always is. I knock on her door; I just don't want to barge in. I hear footsteps, and the door slides opens. She opens it just enough so I could see her eye.
"Yes?"
"Um, hi can I talk to you?"
"You usually don't, but I guess it's alright"
Okay you guys can guess what happens from there. Lol I have to leave something to the imagination. Oh I have a little message.
Dear Flamers,
Do you guys not have a life? How dare have the audacity to flame my fics when you your selves don't even have one. So, when you write a fic, that's when you can flame me. And actually I don't care that you flame my fic, I care that you flame my pairing choice. I live in America, and I have the freedom to think this way. I don't agree with Robin and Starfire, but I respect, not once in my life have I flamed some one. So you, guys can go screw your selves, cause when you flamed me, you just did. To close this up, flamers go get a life, you freaking losers.