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Feel So Free

Yeah I feel so free,

yeahI feel alright,

Never felt the way that I feel tonight.

/Ivy\\

7:45am

Addison awoke in the arms of the man she love, the man she believe loved her back. The she remembered what happened last night. He apologized. The words rang through her head.

I was indifferent, in New York, before Mark, I was just indifferent towards you.
Yes.
I was absent.
Yes.
I'm partly to blame for what's happened to our marriage.
Yeah.
I'm sorry. I'm working on it.
Okay.

"Morning." Derek looked over into her gorgeous eyes and kissed her lovingly on the lips.
"Mmmm…Morning." She replied with a smile on her face.
"I think I'm going to make…Pancakes." Derek sat up and got out of bed.
"Pancakes?" She too sat up.
"Yeah. Come on, get up and ready and I'll make breakfast." He walked to the kitchen and started to make a racket.
"Ok." Addison walked into the bathroom and took a quick shower. By the time she was done there was a mess on the counter and two plates of Buttermilk Pancakes on the table. "Voile! I call it…Pancake A La…." Derek gave a saucy grin as Addison interrupted him.
"Oh, God, you are…" She looked down at the pancake, then at Derek.
"What? Incredible. Dreamy. Sexy." He walked towards her and kissed her softly on the lips.
"Ha, lets not get full of ourselves McDreamy." She giggled and sat down at the table. "So." Derek looked at his wife's face, analyzed it. Those cheekbones, those lips, that nose, those eyes.
"I need to do my hair." She strung her fingers through her wet curly hair.
"Leave it. I like it like that. It looks sexy. Very Catherine Deneuve." He was playing on is dreaminess. "Really? I thought I didn't look like her. She's blonde." She remembered what he had bluntly said yesterday.
"Addy. I'm sorry. I was being, I was being an ass. You do look like her, Really you do. And I love you hair like that. It's very, very sexy. So. Let's get ready, and you know what? We can drive together today." Derek tried to make up for his rudeness yesterday. I need to talk to her. Lunch maybe. Lunch. Yeah.

……

Derek pulled into SGH Parking Lot. He got out of the car and walked over to Addison's side of the car. He opened the door, being his McDreamy self again. "Hey, I need to talk to you later. Lunch?"
"Lunch sounds great." Addison and Derek walk into the front doors of Seattle Grace, hand in hand.

……

"Oh, Wow. Look there. See it? The mass on her ovary. It's enlarged. I don't think it's a cyst. Stevens?" Addison looked at the scans and then handed them over to Izze.
"Oh my God. It's huge, and clearly surgical. I think we need to take a biopsy of the mass for further details." Izze looked attentively at the scans.
"Good. Good. Stevens. So go bring Mrs. Karl down for some labs and a biopsy. Tell them its urgent." Addy looked down at her watch. "Shit. I don't think I'm going to be able to have lunch with Derek." Addison left the room and walked down the hall in search of Derek. "There you are"
"Hey, Babe, I have a big surg-" He started to explain.
"I know, me too." She interrupted.
"Dinner, I promise, we'll have a nice dinner, a picnic, outside? We'll chat and talk. How does that sound?" He tapped his foot impatiently, his surgery was scheduled to start in a half hour. "Go, get ready for your surgery. I'll be home around 7. See you then." Derek kissed Addison and she watched him walk away.

…….

Addison was out of the Sport's Authority with a soccer ball under her arm. She planned on showing her moves off for Derek. A romantic picnic, with some late night soccer, and some sex maybe. If she gets lucky.

…….

Derek rushed around the trailer. 6:50. Addy would be home in about 10 minutes. He walked out side and sucked in the fresh night air. He walked on to the grass with a wicker picnic basket and a sheet in his hands. He laid the sheet on the grass and set up the picnic. He saw the bright lights reflecting off the trailer and he turned to see Addison's car pulling into their gravel driveway. She looked gorgeous. He walked over to her and kissed her lightly on the lips. He pulled away to look at her.

He then went in for a more passionate, in depth kiss. He grabbed her around the waist and pushed her against her car. He moved down to her neck as she let out a gasp of air.

"Derek? You there? DEREK!" Addison looked at Derek in confusion.
"Huh? Oh sorry. I was caught in a trans…your eyes. They're beautiful. I missed them." Derek saved himself from his daydream.
"Thank you." Addison blushed.
"Well, let's go. Shall we?" He held out his hand and she grabbed it. They walked over to the sheet and sat down. "Wow, this looks really good Derek. So. What did you want to talk about?" Addison asked as Derek handed her a beer.
"Well, we've got quite a bit of land here." Derek scoped his acreage. "I'd like to build a house out here. A house for us." Derek looked up at Addison's face. She was gleaming. "Seriously?" She looked around in awe, imagining this dream house.
"Seriously. I was thinking a nice little cottage. Three bedrooms, two bathrooms, white picket fence." Derek unveiled the chicken parmesan dish. "That sounds fantastic. How soon can we start building?" She added some chicken to her empty plate.
"I already started talking to a contractor. He came over about an hour before you came home. We picked out the perfect spot. I told him I had to check with my wife first." Derek gave her one of his dreamy smiles. "I was thinking after we eat, I can take you to the spot of our future home. It has the most beautiful view."

"That's, it's. I can't say anything to express how happy I am right now." She said with a huge smirk on her face. "Let's hurry up, and go, I'll bring my surprise with us"
"You have a surprise?" Derek raise a eyebrow.
"Yeah, well, it's not a surprise, but it'll be fun. I promise." She took a bite of her chicken. "Mmmm, this is to die for Derek." "Thanks, I made it myself. I am the master cook." Derek grinned.

……

"Derek! It's beautiful. Oh my God. The mountains, the water. It's beautiful. All of it." Addison was in awe of her surroundings.
"I'm glad you like it. So lets take out your surprise." Derek looked at Addison bag that had a large object in it.
"Ok." She removed her heels and pulled out the soccer ball. "Good thing I decided to wear pants today." She chuckled.
"A soccer ball?" Derek was puzzled.
"Well, I figured I'd show you my skills." Addison kicked the ball up in the air then headed it.
"Skills?" Derek was still confused.
"Yeah, something I never told you. I can play a mean game of soccer. I was my high school's soccer star." He watched her as she juggled the ball with her feet.
"Wow." Derek just continued to watch her in amazement. "Here." She kicked the ball to him. "Lets play a little keep away." She kicked the ball away from him and started to run. "Catch me if you can!" She yelled.
"Haha, I will!" He ran after her. He was catching up quick. He was right on her heels and he grabbed her by the waist and they both fell on the ground laughing.
"Hey!" She yelped.
"Haha, told you I'd get you." He smirked.
"Yeah, whatever." She played a frown.
"He he. You look real sexy in this moonlight you know." Derek grinned and went in for a kiss. He began to kiss her passionately…

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