Chapter three….
-I was going to update this chapter next week, but I kinda updated anyway…. And also for Allen Pitt, Thank you so much for your review… It kinda helped me to write better… I know that it is odd that Piper asked Wesley to baby-sit, but I need something to make Paige and Phoebe to trust him… Anyway I hope you review again to help me right next chapter…-
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Wesley POV
When I looked up there it was. Piper Phoebe and Paige…
They were standing front of me. I didn't say anything to them. What could I say to them? But soon one of the sisters, Phoebe came to me.
"Are you okay?" Phoebe asked as she gave her hand.
"Yes, I'm fine. I usually deal with them often." I said to her, as I grab her hand. When I stood up Piper came close to me. I gave the babies to her hands.
"I'm sorry. I should have been more careful." I said to her. As I finished, they looked at me strangely.
"No, it's not your fault. I should have told you about demon attacks and I shouldn't ask you to baby-sit." Piper said, but still I felt guilty for moments.
"But thank you. Thank you so much for protect my sons." Piper finished and I smile at her. Weak small smile, but it was happy smile.
"Yes, thank you. I don't know what I do if something happened to my nephews." Phoebe said as she kisses the babies.
"Me too. I guess you are great help after all." Paige said, after that moment of thankfulness I felt really, really great. I helped someone by myself. Even through in the end they are the one who save me, still I did well.
Then how come I couldn't save Connor? I should have saved him, but in the end I was the one who hurting him. Soon my weak smile was gone with sadness.
"I think we should go out for dinner!" Paige said, but Piper said no.
"We need to find out the demon that attacks my babies." Piper said, and I agree with her. Who know what will come out next?
"Okay… I guess I check the shadow book." Paige said sound little disappointed. She slowly walks up stairs as I was looking at them.
"Demon? That 'men' were demon? They're nothing like demon I saw before." I told them. I see demon with green skin or brown and all kind of other stuff, but they never looked like human before. Except for the Vampires… They are human before they turn monster.
"What kind of demons you saw before?" Phoebe asked, if she asks me about demons, well I saw a lot of them. I think I saw bunch demons when I was just a kid.
"Well, demons… with ugly look with evil eyes. Kinda like monsters." I answer her back. I don't think they will believe me…
"Are you sure? I saw a lot of demons who looks like… humans." Phoebe said again.
"Yes, I'm sure. I have been seeing demons when I was just a child." I said, it was true (not really sure, because I really don't know too much about Wesley's background.) Because of my father, that I saw a lot of demons.
"How come?" Piper asked. I was going to answer her question when suddenly the light appears.
"Hey guys. I need to tell you-" some guy appears after the light. He was tall and had brown hair. He looked kind and well… nice.
"Who is he?" The strange man asked. I didn't say anything.
"He is… he is" Piper discontinue when door opens. It was Diane… She finally came back! Now she can explain everything that she forgot to tell me.
"Hey you guys, what's up?" Diane said happily. But everyone had the 'look'. "Okay, if it is about being late, I'm sorry. We were at movie!" Diane finished, hoping she wasn't in trouble.
"Can someone explain who he is?" The strange man asked again. Really, he could just ask me.
"Oh, him… He is my friend from hometown. He is staying here for while until he find his own place. I thought I told you that, Leo." Diane said. So his name is Leo… So who is he?
"Oh… this is him…" Leo said.
"Hello, my name is Wesley Wyndam-Pryce." I introduce myself.
"Nice to meet you… I'm Leo." Leo said, even though I know his name already. After we finished saying hello, he looked at me strangely. "Did I saw you before?" Leo asked, but I said no. I never saw him before.
"No… I don't think we never met." I told him. "Are you been L.A before?" I asked him.
"No. I never, well I did, but it was long time ago." Leo said,
"Oh… I used to work in L.A… I was working for Angel-" I was cut off by Leo.
"You work with Angel? The vampire with a soul?" Leo said, and I only nodded my head. "Then... Then you most be the one who was watcher before!" Leo finished.
"Yes… Well ex-watcher." I correct him.
"You know about him honey?" Piper asked, and Leo nodded.
"He is ex-watcher. Elders don't really explain about them to witches." Leo said, and then Piper smile at him.
"Well, now you better remember him as person who saves our son." Piper said and now Leo looked at me gratefully. I really didn't do anything. Only thing I did was, trying to avoid the demons away from the babies. Nothing at all.
Then soon Paige came back and saw us talking unrelated topic. "Hey! You guys wanted to find out about the demons and didn't want to go out for dinner! Here I am now who just find out about the demons that just attack, seeing you guys doing nothing!" Paige yelled.
"Sorry Paige. Anyhow, did you find anything about the demon?" Phoebe asked.
"Well only thing I found out the demon is the name… This demon is so call kadicha(I just made it up… haha…?)" Paige answered her. "And I was hoping Leo can find anything about it."
"Sure," the light appears again. "Wait!" I said, then the light disappear and Leo was standing front of me.
"Before I say anything, who are you?" I asked, I mean this light thing is getting annoying.
"I'm.. I'm elder… Kinda like angel." Leo answered me. Angel… Angel… A real angel… I never thought I see angel before I die.
"Very well… Anyway the Kadicha is the demons who gather the powers of other creatures. They only come for powerful creature, but sometime they come for their intelligent. Sometime they turn into humans, but in the full moon, they turn back to their old self." I said to them. They looked at me for seconds and start talking again.
"How come you know all this fact?" Paige said, and I answer her. I told her about everything about my life. It was simple it is. I was watcher and got fired. Then I help helpless with Vampire with the soul. But soon I kidnapped his son because I thought he was going to kill his son. Then Angel tried to kill me because he was really mad. Now I'm here because I met Diane in the park.
For moment they looked at me. Maybe they are mad because of the fact I kidnapped the baby. Leo and Piper has child and they probably think I'm evil… Maybe even Phoebe and Paige are mad.
I was about to say something, but I was stop by Leo.
"As father, I am angry that you kidnapped his son. Then again, you tried to save him and you did the best as you can. I don't blame you for that. And I very disappointed at Angel..." Leo said, as other nodded. Thank you. I thought to myself. I was thankful that they understood why I did it.
"So you don't have to feel so guilty about it." Phoebe said, as she pat my back.
"Well, can we eat something now? I'm hungry." Diane said as others nodded. Piper gave the babies to Leo and asked him to feed them and put them into the bed.
Piper soon enters the kitchen to get ready for dinner. Then that was what happened… Nothing more, just like that first day of Halliwell's house…
Sorry that it was kinda bad… I didn't know what to write about… Well first day is past…
Soon days and weeks, even month past… I am still living with Halliwell's house. I find some apartment, but they were far away from my job. Yes, I got the job… Just temporary for now. I thinking quit this job and start new one. Anyway my job is not the greatest. I just work about three hours a day and baby-sit the babies. Of course I'm helping them with demon hunting. Time pass by we became close friends.
But time by times I have nightmares. Where Angel is after me and others were mad at me. And baby Connor crying. There was on one around him. Just alone, no one to help him… Then I woke up. Every day I have same dream. Maybe my brain is trying to tell me that I shouldn't be so happy when I did something horrible.
"Are you okay Wesley?" I heard Phoebe voice behind me. I turn back and there it was Phoebe…
"I'm okay…" I lied, I never be okay…
"You know, I know you are lying… I know because I can feel it." Phoebe said, it was hard to lie to her. I mean at least Lorne read your mine when you sing, but she can read your mine all the times. It kinda hard to keep a secret to her…
"Well… If you know how I feel then why are you asking me the question?" I asked. Not because I was annoyed, but because I really don't know what to say to her.
"I know what you feel… But I want to know more… I want to help you, so come on. It won't hurt a bit." Phoebe said, maybe this will work out… Maybe…
"Well first of all, did you ever feel fit in before?" I asked.
"Actually, before this witch stuff, I never fit in.. How much I want to fit in, but I never did… How hard I tried." Phoebe answer. Which it was good answer..
"I did that too… When I was watcher I never fit in. I think I was first person who got fired… When I finally met Angel, I start to do well… But still I do something stupid and mess things up…" I said, and then Phoebe put her hand beside my shoulder.
"It's okay… It wasn't your fault…" Phoebe said, maybe she was right… But something made me think it was my fault.
"No, that's not all. This place! I love it here, but I want to move out… When Diane gets her own place or move back with her parents, there is no reason me to stay here!" I yelled, I don't know why, but it felt good. I was waiting for Phoebe to talk back, but she didn't…
"How about my job? I mean I don't even make money good enough for myself, every where I go I feel like I will never fit in!" I yelled again, this time something hit me. Something inside me hit me hard. I don't what it was, but it just did.
"Go on…" only words Phoebe said…
"Then… Then… every time I looked myself I feel like I'm biggest idiot in the world. Hurting people I care and damage people's life." I said and I stop. There wasn't more to say.
"But that is not it… Something else is also boring you." Phoebe said and she gave me warm smile.
Then I looked at her for moment. Her eyes… Something about her eyes and smile makes me feel safe… Someone I can trust. Maybe it because we are common…
"Then… Then... I feel angry and sad. You and your sister, even your friends are close… For me, my family is not that close, ether my friends… My friends… People I trust, understand me, got me back… They... They didn't believe me or tried to understand me…" Soon I know tears drop down to my cheek. I was going to stop crying and talking, but somehow it didn't work… "It felt like I was nothing to them. It was like I didn't have feeling and only Angel did. Just because I did one big mistake, it doesn't mean I'm idiot. Angel did something bad too, but just me that got blame for everything. When Angel got away being the evil one, I get blame. When I wanted to good and it didn't work out, I got blame!" Soon tears drop uncontrollably. I repeat same words over and over again… I don't know I did feel this way. I never knew because I wanted to hide my mistake. I didn't want to deal with it… I close my eyes, hoping this was only bad dream… Everything was bad dream and wake up going back to work with Angel and his gang.
Then I felt warm… Someone was hoping me… It was Diane who was next to me. (She is another side of Phoebe… and also I don't know why I put her in here…) Then I saw Phoebe was hugging me too.
"You are staying here because you are our friend. The best friend we could ever ask for…" Phoebe said, as she hugs me tight…
"Wesley… I… I am sorry. I should have been there for you like you are there for me." Diane said…
I hug them back. "I wish… I wish I could forget about everything and start all over…" I said, and then Phoebe let me go, so as Diane.
"Really? You want to forget about it?" Phoebe said, and I nodded. I want to forget about it. It wasn't the best thing to do, but at least my pains go away…
"If you are sure… If you are sure, then we could do something about it…" Diane said, as she stood up. "I call everyone else… Wait here for moment okay Wesley?" Diane asked me and I nodded.
Then both of them leave me alone in living room as they off to kitchen. Soon I heard some voices. Some are arguing, but soon it stops. Then I heard foot steps.
"Wesley… We made decision that…" Paige said and stops for moment. "We would make memories potion for you…"
"What?" I asked.
"Memories potion… It helps you to forget about your memories… We are going to make you one and it is your decision to take it." Piper said, and I stare at them (There is Leo too…)
"Thanks… I don't know what to say…" I told them. It was truth… I don't know what to say to them.
"No problem. We are friends and that's what we do." Paige said to him and gives him a hug.
An hour past, Diane was next to me. Everyone else was kitchen where they making potion for me.
"If… If you forget who you are… What we suppose to tell you? Leo agreed to help out and make new ID for you (Some kind of magic… I mean they are witches right? And Leo is elder so he could so do something), but still… What we suppose to do?" Diane asked, and she was right… What am I going to do? Is it still going to be same old me? Or different me…?
"And what if.. What if they come back to look for you? What we suppose to do?" What am I suppose to do? I really don't know…
"Here…" Diane handed the papers. I stare at her. What am I suppose to do with this paper. "Write down what you want to say… When the time comes I will give you back…" Diane said and I nodded. Then I start writing…
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They came to me… They give me the potion. I looked at potion for while. Make sure what I was doing. Make sure this is what I wanted to do.
I slowly open my mouth and drink the potion. Slowly… When I looked my bottle and it was empty… Then something hit me like a shit…
I open my eyes… Where am I? Better yet, who am I?
A/N I'm so happy! I mean I finally finish the chapter three! Now on I can write about the part I was waiting for! Thank god! Well chapter two and three wasn't the best chapter… First chapter was okay, but second and third was bad, and I'm very sorry… And now on I won't write in first person. Anyway not sure I want to still use first person for this fanifc… I really don't care about that anymore. I'm thinking making paring… Which I don't want Phoebe and Wesley… or Fred and Wesley, because next chapter or later they all going to meet. Do you think I should make slash fanfic or not? It is up to you. Review to me… Because if you don't, I might to slash one… Anyway I better go now. Thank you for reading my fanfic. Also review please….