Chapter four
Title of the chapter: Time pass and time to forgive…
Rating: K+ or T
Paring: Unsure for now..
Beta by… no one for right now
Summary: What happened when Wesley ran away from his problem when Connor was gone? Is it going to be better or worse? Or give one more chance of their friendship?
A/N Helloooo people! So long since I update this fanfic… I'm so sorry… I was some what busy… Well most of all I was writing 'Past life'… My friend, who shall be nameless, said she will kill me if I don't update that fanfic and now I have to update every two week… or more…,. Well right now I'm spending all night to write this fanfic… so sleepy… I'm not so sure if this is good… This is when Angel and his gang decided to look for Wesley… I was about to make it longer, but I'm tried and I still have to write another fanfic… So please review and tell me what I have to fix, except my grammar, because I am still practicing… Review please!
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Time pass and people change… Sometime it turns out to be good, or bad. From their action they learn that they did something wrong, and soon they hide or try to make up for what they did… A lot of people does that, even demons and all being try to make up for what they did…
Sometime, there is being just care about their action and doesn't even bother what they did… They never look back, telling themselves that they were right and others were wrong… Sadly, a lot of people, beings, do that as well…
Humans and all other creatures make choices… Ether bad or good… Everyone change in time right? If it's so, than does their actions change as well? OR just in people's mine? If it is, some time later on, their actions are acceptable? Later on in future, their punishment is unfair? Or maybe it is fair, but just people change… Maybe… Maybe that is the life…
My friend made choice… He made stupid idiotic choice in the world… I never forgive him… Not because what he did to me, because he was foolish to done it… He was my friend… He knew me better than that… He hurt my child, his friend and… and me… Than why am I feel sad instead of anger? ….
Time pass, no matter how much people want to stop, it will never stop… When time pass, people's mine change… Good to bad… It doesn't matter… It all depends on how people think… What they believe in, who they care and love… So even time pass, my mine shouldn't change at all… right? He hurt people dearly I loved and for that my mine shouldn't change… Than why, why am I feels so sad, this feeling of guilt more than I ever felt before…
Is it because he was my friend before? Is it because he was there every moment when I really needed someone? Is it because he was there for me from beginning of my journey? Or is it because I knew why he did it? And for what reason he did it? Or maybe I knew he cared, he loved me as friend and family…?
Time pass and people change… Sometime good or bad… I'm not sure I changed good or bad… Only thing I know is I changed… For me long anger and sadness of time pass, and I finally open my eyes.
I look back what I did, something I can't live my life without… I look back what did and seem what Wesley did was nothing but kid's prank… Just trying something, something new… It doesn't mean any harm… Just ended up bad… It was just like kid prank compare to mine…
The moment when I was victim for change, I learned… I learned their pain… I was blind of anger… People trust people and knowing got their back give them support they will need. That's what I know, and what I always wanted. And I had it, more and more… Soon I realized I had more than I ever expected. Each of them I have disagreement, and common interests… But most of all, we know we will do anything to protect each other…
Time passed, and I realized what I needed was time… Time remind me that there is always reason to their actions. Now long period of time pass, it taught me time pass and people forgive…
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Everything has been changed, time fly fast… It seems like yesterday when Connor was kidnapped. Everything was back to where it was before, as if puzzle finally got back to each others. We do jobs and help the helpless. Raising my son and Cordy arguing about paycheck… Everything was back to where it was…
Every puzzle, if one of the parts of puzzle is missing, than it will never be finish…
We finally got back the pieces we could get, and now we are only missing one… The one piece that we throw away…
I waked toward the main hall, where all of my friends were standing… They were moving around, getting into their job… Lately people come here to ask for help… I am gladly to help, but right now everything was away too slow. It wasn't this slowly before when… well when he was here… I came up to them, Fred noticed me from counter.
"Hey Angel, I thought you be sleeping right now." Fred said giving me sweet smile.
"I was, but I woke up early…" I said and walking toward them. "I thought I will be some help…" Total lies… I wasn't sleeping two nights and I never even thought about the job until now…
"Well, we kinda finished all the work today… So, you can go back and rest." Cordy said as she passing by.
I look at them, they were reading some files. I wasn't in the mood to go back to my room alone or watch my friends reading some files… I sigh and set down in couch that located in center.
I lay my head on my hands, and try to think… "Hey Angel-cake, you don't look so good." I heard Lorne talking to me.
"I just need to think…" I told him, not bother to look up.
"Okay." Lorne said as I heard he is walking away…
I looked up and noticed that they were talking about something. I didn't care what it was, I know that it was time to let everyone agree to find last piece of puzzle… Get Wesley back…
I stand up heavily, "We need to have meeting now." I said, or more like demanding.
Everyone was looking at me, I had my serious look (when does he not have serious look) and they knew, or better knew, it was important. They didn't bother to asked me anything and follow me into the room
We entered my office, where once Wesley used to work at. I set down at my chair as everyone set around me. (Like other chair, desk and sofa.) I lowered my back and faced my friends…
"So what is the news?" Gunn asked me, thinking that it was one of those killing demon missions.
"Well, this is not demon missions we usually have…" I said.
"Than it is saving from vampires, spells or witches?" Cordy asked this time.
"No, that's not it." I told her.
"Than Angel, what is it?" Fred asked me gentle.
"If it is something too dangerous, sorry Angel-cake, I think I better stay here and do spell or research stuff…" Lorne said, why everyone have to react before I didn't even say one word!
"No Lorne, you won't stay back, and this is not one of those missions, okay? This is personal matter." I told them, little bit of anger in my voice.
"Personal matter? We don't have time to hear personal issue man." Gunn said as he stood up and about to leave.
"This is about Wesley…" I said and it stopped Gunn from leaving the room. Everyone looked at me emotionlessly.
"What, what about him?" Cordy asked me, sound little worried.
"If you are thinking about revenge thing-" I cut off Lorne.
"No, I'm thinking, I was thinking that I, I mean, we should forgive him…" I told them. I told them as if it was letting weight off my back.
Everyone looked at me and I give them the serious look again. "I know that it will be hard-" I was cut off by Lorne.
"That's great! We have been talking about him for while… We were waiting until you are willing to give him second chance." Lorne said happily. I guess everyone missed him… I smiled; it was small smile so no one notice how happy I was…
"Well, I guess we could go to Wesley's place tonight." I told them, feeling that I could go back to sleep again… And putting back everything where it supposes to be…
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Sorry if there is not much of detail and well ending was really bad… I just wanted to end this chapter… Anyway Next chapter will be longer and better… I thinking about making them meet in next chapter… Well please review and don't flame me...
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