AN: This is a bit of a longer one because I felt like the last one was really short. And I really want to get past 30k words. I don't know why but it makes me feel like I'm completing a really long essay XD. Anyway, enjoy this chapter and give me your thoughts and opinions on the pokemon weedle. Don't know why im asking but ya know why not?

*WARNING bloody and suicidal actions occur through this chapter. You've been warned...

Marina's POV:

"Fuck" I cursed at myself in front of the mirror.

My hands were shaking and my thoughts were really out of whack. I sobbed a few times as I looked at myself in the mirror. I picked up the cheap pocket knife and stuck the blade up to my wrist but not enough to break skin. I then glazed the knife up and down on the same spot. I looked down at the counter in front of me.

I look at the flash drive like test and noticed the words next to the white labeled in black.

'1 line = not pregnant 2 = pregnant'.

I clenched my teeth in anger upon seeing this. I hated about this outcome so much. What would the others think of me now? That I'm a disgusting whore?.

Tears threatened to leave my eyes again. I couldn't take this anymore. I can't look at anybody normally as well. I'm a hideous monster birthing an even more hideous monster. I looked down and glared at my knife once more that's in my hand.

All of the sudden my adrenaline kicked in really fast as I gripped the knife with both of my hands while the tip of the blade was pointed directly at my belly button. I froze there still shaking.

End of POV.

Marina was still standing there shook while a million thoughts were going through her mind at once. She couldn't stand the thought of even facing Violet or any of her friends ever again. 'So why not just solve the problem' she would think to herself. She was still in the position of the knife about go into her stomach.

She still froze there. All of the sudden a thought snuck in. She very vaguely remembers when she met him. He had a kind smile with gorgeous brown eyes. He had a very fit body. She also used to make him laugh. The blaziken that would make her stomach buzz. The blaziken that would make her so excited. The blaziken that made her day so much better. That was until later and until...

Her eyes suddenly widened and anger soon threatened her life. She grabbed the pocket knife and started to scrape the blade against her left wrist. The pain was agonizing. But to her she didn't care. She didn't care about the pain she didn't care about anything because she thinks that her life is ruined. The blade was so dull that she had to use pretty much all of her strength for it to even be able to break skin. She clawed at her hand until there were at least three slash marks on her wrist.

She gasped and dropped the blade onto the floor. 'What have I done?' she thought to herself.

She hated herself so much for what she just did. She sobbed once more before full in crying out in tears in the employees bathroom. She couldn't stop thinking about what she just did. She sat in the corner of the bathroom with her knees up to her chest and continued to cry and weep.

After many minutes of tears later she looked up at the ceiling. The dim light was now flickering on and off from how long it's been turned on. She felt a little better now but she still felt so broken. She looked down at her slash mark and felt regret for what she did.

"I have to get out of here" She said to herself before covering her marks with toilet paper and bolting out of the bathroom.

She ran past her fellow students and teacher before she finally found a way towards the exit door of the building. She bolted out through the parking lot and ran through the street. She eventually found a way at a park and decided to sit on a bench there.

Although the bench was covered in leaves and probably dirt she decided to sit there anyways. As she sat down her wrist started sting a little bit she didn't care about that. She didn't want too either. She kept giving her self deep long breaths slowly as she continued to tell herself in her head that she was fine. She was, she needed to calm down and refresh her mind a bit. She knew she would eventually have to go back to school and wait for the bus to get back home.

She looked up from where she sat. There was a tree that about 10 ft in front of her. She looked up at the branches and saw that there was a nest full of baby pidoves on one of the branches. There consisted of at least three babys by themselves. She squinted at the nest and the nearby branches to try and look for the mother Pidove but she was no where to be found. She felt pity for them...in some way she reminded those little kids of her when she was a baby. But in her case she was alone and didn't have any siblings.

All of the sudden an elderly looking Tranquill flew into view and landed right next to pidoves. It seemed she had chewed up food in her mouth and fed it to the chirping babys. She smiled as she noticed that her breathing has normalized and her mind seemed a little bit at ease this time. She looked back at the ground and back up at the family when all of the sudden she muttered out loud with a "Thank You" she said as she gave a small smile.

Amazingly, the mother Tranquill turned directly at her and replied to her as if she knew what she said 'chirped while nodding her head. Marina chuckled a little bit at the birds reaction but paid no mind to it. She slowly got up and built up the courage to finally walk back to the school building.

When she walked back in her tutor was waiting at the classroom door looking like she was worried sick.

"Marina!" she said as she rushed towards her.

"We've been worried sick about you. Why you just run out of the building like that" she said.

'She kinda sounds like Violet' she thought to herself.

"I just - I needed some fresh air that's all" Marina sighed.

"Well good riddance you coulda just asked. Come on in class is almost finished anyways" The teacher said as she adjusted her glasses.

30mins later...

As soon as she saw the clock and noticed that class was over she bolted out of the classroom and building and ran into the driveway. Her hands were shaking as she fidgeted around in her pocket for her keys. She finally got her keys as she stuck it in the keyhole of her car and got in to start the engine.

The drive was full of anxiety and worries about how Violet would react. Tears were still in her eyes but she knew she had to come clean to her eventually. She hated to lie to everybody so she wasn't going to start now.

She finally pulled up at the driveway in front of the house. She took the keys out of the ignition instantly and ran at the front door. She almost knocked the door over when she bolted in.

"Whoa!" she heard a yelp.

She looked to her left and saw. Myles?

"Myles? What are you doing here?"

"You don't want to know" he said.

"It doesn't matter. Where is Violet?"

"Shes out back by the garden" he lifted his pointer finger towards the back door.

"Ok thanks" she ran past him.

Marina opened the slider door as quickly as possible and ran at the garden. She looked around, looking for the tall purple humanoid being as she increasingly got more emotional as the seconds went on. Finally, she saw her...

As soon as the two made eye contact Marina ran as fast as she could towards her and practically bear hugged her as Violet gasped at sudden action.

"Well hello to you t-" she was interrupted when Violet heard a sob come out from her chest. Violet immediately frowned and knew that something bad has happened. She instantly brought her to sit on the ground with her as Marina continued to cry. Violet didn't say a word as she cried because she knew from past experiences that Marina wasn't going to reply to anything at least not until the sobbing has stopped.

So they sat there. Violet was still hugging her tightly while Marina was sobbing into her chest. Violet knew something bad has happened. Marina would hardly cry about something but when she did something bad has always happened. But after about only 10 mins later the crying stopped and it was only the sounds of Marina sniffling. Violet at this point has finally decided to take the opportunity to speak to her...

"Do you finally want to tell me what's going on?" she said carefully as she lifted the bunny's head to look at her in the eyes.

"I don't know if I can you'll hate me forever" Marina said as she looked away quickly.

Violet took her glove of and touched her cheek lovingly.

"You can tell me anything Marina. I will not be mad at you. I will never think any less of you. You are my first daughter. I love you so much so just please tell me what's going on" she assured her.

Marina looked at her and separated from Violet as they still sat on the ground barely close to each other. Violet looked closely at Marina to wait for a response.

Marina looked at the ground.

"im preg-" Marina mumbled.

"What was that? Speak up honey I can't hear you"

"I'm pregnant!" she suddenly yelled.

"I'm a disgusting pig that got knocked up. I'm horrendous monster ok!" she yelled at Violet suddenly on the verge of crying again.

Silence was all Marina heard. Violet looked shocked. Marina couldn't take it.

"I-I'll move out. You guys wont have to worry about me anymore I get it" she looked at the ground. Was that all Violet was going to reply with? She would think to herself. Maybe this is easier than I thought... "Ahh!" she shouted as she stood backwards.

Violet who had been silent all of the sudden was crying tears of joy. She looked like she was about to scream.

"Oh yes! yes! yes! yes! Marina I didn't think I would be alive to see the day I would find out if I had a grandchild!" Violet started to dance around as she laughed out loud.

Marina, this entire time has her mouth dropped to floor. 'Why is she happy? I just did the most disgusting thing possible and shes in front of me dancing?!'

"S-Stop it this is a bad situation!"

"Oh but this amazing Marina! You're having my first grand child!" she laughed again.

Marina was blushing the entire time and even she felt a little bit relieved?

"Tell me Mari, is it a boy or a girl?" she suddenly stopped in front of her.

"I-I don't know I just found out" she mumbled.

"Oh, we need to get that checked out asap honey. But I need to ask though, who is the father?"

"He left" she said blankly with no emotion.

Violet instantly frowned but smirked anyways.

"Oh but who needs that dead beat man anyways that child will have a wonderful mother and grandma" Violet said as she hugged Marina tightly.

"Why are you not pissed off at me" Marina asked annoyed.

"Why in the world would I be mad at the person carrying my grandchild. Oh, Marina you are going to be the perfect mother I just know it" Violet kissed her forehead.

They sat in silence for a few minutes before Marina had the courage to speak up.

"C-Can we hold out a meeting? You know so we can tell the others?"

"Of course, I think they will love the news as well"

Marina smiled, she couldn't believe that something she thought was disgusting was actually something very beautiful. She smiled and started to cry out loud in tears of joy as Violet did the same. She loved Violet so much. She would do anything to protect her and others as well as this unborn child. This gave her some hope on life and that...maybe this won't be so bad after all.

Thats all folks! thanks for reading and sorry about the hiatus I've been focusing on school work. hehe