I long for all
I'm rush to say.
But in your eyes it's all ok.
Would your
response be sit and stay,
Or should I break and fade away.
To
frail and fragile do I bind.
To fates of grace, and looks of
kind.
It seems to sit and grow with time,
Do hidden thoughts
run close to mine.
I search for
sight of what to do.
What would I say, what would ensue.
Of all
responses only two.
One see me tear, one see me through.
Of
whole and heart felt turned to stone.
For I am blinded by my
own.
Will I survive this time alone.
Yes fate is cruel I have
been shown.
At night a softly sit and shake,
Because I
can't control the ache.
And all the while my heart screams
This
is to much a dose to take.
Would less deciding have been
right,
To risk it all and seize tonight.
The thought is all too
much to fight.
And longing reason will take flight.
And now
the diamonds I let fall,
Have slowly pooled and flooded all.
And
hope is drowned and will not call.
For now I softly realize.