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'thoughts'
"speech"
Ch 3
An hour later found Harry and Severus still looking for curses. Severus suddenly looked up. "Harry, can I ask you a personal question?"
Harry looked up. "Sure, but I may not answer."
Severus smirked, "Why did you join him?"
"It was Dumbledore's fault."
"How so?"
"When my parents died he sent me to the Dursleys. I believe he knew what was happening to me there but he did not do anything about it. He has kept information away from me and I have lost trust in him."
"Why do you hate muggles?"
"My relatives. They did not like me or want me. They always shunned me and gave me the bare minimum. I got Dudley's hand-me-downs and they came short of starving me. Occasionally my uncle would beat me. When I went in public they told lies about me, saying I was a criminal. Because of that many muggles detested me and thought themselves above me. None pitied me when went out in public with ill-fitted clothes and covered in bruises. I hated them and now they know they should respect me."
"But what made you go to the Dark Lord?"
"He was the only one accepted me. He gave me what I have always wanted."
"How long have you been a Deatheater?"
"Since 4th year."
Severus's eyes grew wide. "4th year!'
Harry chuckled, "yes."
Flashback (Harry's point of view)
I hate my life. I hate my relatives; in fact I hate all muggles. They hurt and belittle me. And it is all Dumbledore's fault! He was the one who sent me here! I hate him for that. At least I have Black to talk to. He may be my godfather, but he is not that great. Sure my "friends" think I am over joyed at having him, but they are wrong. I do not know why… but I do not like him. I sigh, but then jump when the window of my small room bangs open. I stand up with my wand clenched in may hand. The window did not open on its own. Someone or something opened it, but the question was who, or what, would come into my room at this time of night. I soon got my answer. I was startled when someone grabbed me from behind and I dropped my wand. The person whispered in my ear, "You hold great power, and a darkness, within you. I have felt this and the darkness struggles to be freed. I can help you. I can give you power."
When that was said I felt a sharp pain in my neck and I cried out. Slowly darkness started to close in on me and the vampire stopped, for that is what it was. He pressed something to my lips and told me to drink. I did. He suddenly pulled away and I screamed when liquid fire seemed to rush through my body. I realized through my pain that it was changing to fit my new power. It stopped and a shakily sat up from where I had fallen on the floor. The vampire touched my head and I gasped when knowledge flowed into my head, "I do not have time to teach you, so I have given you the information. I have to leave now, but I leave you with this… embrace your darkness, do not suppress it. That would only drive you to insanity."
HE left me to think. He is right, I am meant to be dark. I have always wanted power and I can achieve that through darkness. I only know of one similar to me and might be willing to let me join with him.
End Flashback
"It was after I was turned I realized that I wanted power and only the Dark Lord could give me that. I sought him out that summer and I helped him plan to get him back his body. If the plan succeeded, he returned to full power and I did not fail him, I would become initiated. I planned on Cedric coming with me; the blood was taken from him, not me. Then I took his body back to Hogwarts. I made up that whole story I told to Dumbledore so he would not suspect me. It worked, no one suspected and I was able to spy on Dumbledore."
Flashback (in Graveyard)
Harry and Cedric stumbled when their feet hit the ground. They both pulled their wands out. "Harry, where are we? Did you know the cup was a portkey? Is it part of the tournament?"
"Shut up Diggory (a/n: is that spelled right?)"
"What is this place?"
"I said shut up!" Harry hissed.
Suddenly a hooded person walked into view. The person carried a bundle. A voice hissed, "Tie him up."
Harry swiftly turned and cast a spell. Immediately Cedric could not move. Harry then dragged him to a gravestone and tied Cedric to it. Harry then turned and helped Wormtail bring back the Dark Lord using Cedric's blood. Voldemort sneered at Cedric. "Blood traitor. Thank you for bringing me back. Harry dispose of him."
Cedric watched horrified at Harry grinned and pulled out his wand and pointed it at him. "Avada Kedavra!"
The last thing Cedric saw was the flash of green light. Voldemort smirked and turned to Harry. "Well done."
"Thank you my lord."
"You shall now be initiated Harry. Morsmorde!"
Harry gritted his teeth against the pain is his arm. When it was done he flicked his wand and his robes turned into the deatheater's one and a silver mask. Voldemort pressed his Mark and the other Deatheaters arrived.
End Flashback
"I was initiated that night."
Harry then changed the subject. "The bringing back of the dark Lord's victims will cause a problem."
"I agree. Come, there is a meeting tonight."
Harry arched a brow. "Another one?"
"Yes."
Harry sighed, "Lets go."
The pair walked into the kitchen minutes later. When Harry saw who was sitting at the table he stopped dead. 'Holy Shit. Not good.'
When the person saw him she growled, "You!"
Everyone glanced at Harry in confusion. Harry looked the lady, "What about me?"
"You're the one who tortured and killed me! Under orders from Voldemort!"
Harry laughed, "You must have me confused with someone else lady. I have never seen you before and I would never serve the Dar… Voldemort."
"You're lying! It was you!"
Harry looked coldly at the woman, "I can assure you, lady, that it was not me. How dare you accuse me!"
The woman growled, "I still believe it was you."
"Believe what you want."
Harry then sat down in an empty chair. Dumbledore continued to gaze at Harry for a moment before speaking. He turned to Severus. "Any news about Voldemort?"
Severus shook his head. "There is none. He has told us deatheaters nothing."
The meeting continued for a while. When it was over Harry went back to the library while Severus went and reported to the Dark Lord. Awhile later Severus came back and sat with Harry. "Did you really kill that women?"
"Yes. She was one of my firsts."
"How come she recognized you? Don't you wear a mask?"
"When I was torturing her she managed to grasp my mask and pull it off. She saw who I was. Then it didn't really matter because I was to kill her, but now I have to prove to Dumbledore I am still "loyal"."
"Did any other of your victims recognize you?"
"Only Diggory knew it was me. When they bring him back, no doubt that they will, I will have a more difficult time with him. But it can't be helped now."
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