I know it's been a while but I've had righters block. I got this idea for using the song about a week ago and this is what I came up with so I hpe it dosen't suck to much. Oh and I don't own the song or Hp.
Chapter 5
Is It All or Nothing
I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eye
I thought with time you'd realize
It's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something some where's got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older, older
It had been a few mouths since the event at Harry's house, and Harry wouldn't talk to Draco for fear he would be punish or Draco would be hurt again or worse arrested. This of course made Draco even more annoyed and heart broken. Even while when every he though about the blond he wanted to cry because of his father.
Draco on the other hand had be getting cranky and snappy. He didn't know why that when every he tried to talk to Harry he would somehow get away from him. It wasn't how Draco wanted his love life to be.
You know I'd fight for you
But how I can fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair
One day Draco got the nerve to go to Harry's house to talk to him. It wouldn't be pretty but it had to be done. Knocking on the door Draco waits. The door opened to see Harry's brother/
"I want to talk to Harry."
"Have you last your mind? If dad sees you here he'll call the cops."
I don't care I want to talk to Harry." Draco insisted and walked into the house.
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
"Harry!" Draco calls not caring who was home.
"What are you doing here. I thought I told you to stay away from here and my son." James said from behind him.
"Well at least I can talk to you and Harry together." Draco said turning around to see James calling the police.
"What do you mean?" James said hanging up the phone.
"I think I know why your mad about me being a Malfoy. Your mad because of something my family did something that happed a hundred or so years ago something I had nothing to do with."
"You have everything to do with it. Your great, great, great grandfather did things you do not understand."
"I see, he did do things, but I'm not him I'm not Ludvic Malfoy. I'm Draco I'm not the one that killed all those people that killed your family."
"But your still a Malfoy."
"You are such a prick. Can't you see what you are doing is hurting Harry far more then helping. Do you know he had dropped what looks like twenty pounds since that day, and it looked like he hasn't gotten much sleep ether."
"Is this true Harry?"
"No it's just been hard at school that's all he doesn't know what he's talking about." Harry turn to me "Draco you need to go I'll see you later."
There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart
But I don't show it show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right
I know, know it
'It can't end like this I mean…. It just can't.' Draco thought as he drove up to his favorite place, a little park outside London. Draco couldn't take it he had fallen for Harry and fallen hard. He couldn't take Harry not wanting to be his.
Don't make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time for show and tell
Harry wasn't much better he was arguing with his parents again. After Draco left he had been yelled at and pressured to tell him parents the truth. He told them that he was just feed up with the way James treaded him when he said he liked Draco and when he found out Draco was a Malfoy. It hurt Harry to know that his father would never understand that he loved a guy.
Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No room inside for me in your life
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
It's now or never
It was that day when James found out his son was not that little boy that idolized him anymore. He was more like his mother then him or his other two sons. He had to let Harry find out what it was like to live his way and not the way he wanted him to live.
"Harry" James said going into Harry's room. "I think it's time you have more control over your life. Do more things you want. Even though I don't like the boy you can date him, but if he hurts you in any way I will hurt him."
"Thank-you."