Author's Note: I guess you could say that this is a sequel to my other Red Eye song-fic, "You're Beautiful". Like the title suggests, this is a song-fic to "My Immortal" by Evanescence. I hope you like it! And I know that it says that she remembers a lot, but that's because all the memories of him, that she tried to forget, came back when he died. Just thought I should clear that up a bit. And she also cries a LOT in this story.
Disclaimer: I no own, so you no sue. Got it?
Summary: Lisa thinks about Jackson after the funeral. L/J, just a little bit. It's a one-shot. Please R&R! Thanks! This is also kind of angsty.
Lisa got home and started crying. She couldn't help it; she had loved Jackson. If she had known that he felt the same way, she would have done something! She went to bed, and ended up crying herself to sleep.
I'm so tired of being here.
Suppressed by all of my childish fears.
And if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave.
Because your spirit still lingers here,
And it won't leave me alone.
Her heart pounded as she remembered how nice he had been to her at the airport. Even if it was just an act, she still really liked it. When she found out that he was going to kill Keefe and her father, her heart broke.
These wounds won't seem to heal.
This pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase.
She cried as she remembered how he had come across her secret. Why did I lie? She thought. He was bound to find out, anyway!
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears.
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears.
And I've held your hand through all of these years.
But you still have all of me.
Lisa thought about Jackson's normal, charming voice. Why do I always fall in love with the guys who are bad for me? She remembered stabbing Jackson in the neck, and how raspy his voice had become. She shuddered just thinking about it.
You used to captivate me,
By your resonating light.
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind.
Your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams.
Your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me.
These wounds won't seem to heal.
This pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase.
Why didn't you tell me, Jackson? Did you think that I was ignorant? Did you honestly think that I didn't feel the same way? Lisa thought, choking back a sob. I wish I had known.
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears.
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears.
And I've held your hand through all of these years.
But you still have all of me.
As Lisa talked to Cynthia on the phone, she said, "I can't believe that he's gone! I loved him!" Cynthia tried to comfort her as Lisa cried over the phone.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.
But though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along.
Lisa cried as she drove to Jackson's grave. She laid down next to his gravestone and kissed it, saying, "I'm so sorry, Jackson! I didn't know!" She gulped and said, "Why didn't you tell me sooner? I LOVED YOU!" She fell asleep next to his grave, crying all night.
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears.
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears.
And I've held your hand through all of these years.
But you still have all of me.
FINWell? Did you like it? Was it good? Bad? Really sucky or crappy? I don't care what you thought of it, just let me know! Thanks so much for taking the time to read this. PLEASE R&R! I'd really appreciate it!