A Slayers Training

by Kiwi-Chiba-Chan

(PG-13 for V,SC,and Languge)Mav is the daughter Remus(and a slayer no doubt) had to take in to train,as it was his future unvielded.Now Mav deals with her ex boyfriend going over on the vampires side and trying to kill the only family she has left....

5. Emotions Run High

A Slayers Training
Chapter 5- Emotions Run High
By:Kiwi-Chiba-Chan

"I wonder where Dad and Sirius went...Oh well.",Mav shrugs to herself going upstairs."I've gotten dirty again.So I guess I need another bath."Laughing to herself she goes ahead and walks into her room to get another pair of PJ's.On her way back to the bathroom she turns the radio on full the water,she goes ahead and sings to her favorite song by The Used.

"This poision is my intoxication.I broke the needle off in my skin.Picked the scabs and picked the bleeding.I assume that all was in vain.A positive scab that is never healing.Calloused hit me in the face.A burning bridge that so's misleading.Poisions more potent now with the flame."

Grinning,she sways her hips to the music,knowing how much Sirius and Lupin hate this music.

"Let it bleed.Take the red for what its worth woah.Watch the fire.Fill your lungs with smoke for the last time.If you feel like dying you might want to sing."

Turning off the tub,she strips from her clothes and sinks into the hot water.'Ahing' as relaxation kicks in,she settles down into the tub as a song by Evascense comes on,its called Missing.Closing her eyes she half sings and half hums.

"Oh please oh please forgive me.But I wont be home again.Maybe someday you'll look up and barely conscious you will say to no one.Isnt something missing?You won't cry for my abcense I know.You forgot me long ago.Am I that unimportant?Am I so insignificant?Isnt something missing?Isnt someone missing me?Even though im the sacrafice.You won't try for me not now.Though I'd die to know you love me.Im all alone.Isnt someone missing me?"

Sighing softly,she feels the tears fall from her eyes and slide down her cheeks.She can't help it.This song reminds her too much of Wright...and all she lost and how she feels.So alone.So unneeded...and used...
Taking a deep breath she sinks lower,down into the water,where she holds her breathe,not content with ever rising from its hold.

Lupin and Sirius walk up to the front door,walking into the house they hear the music.Relief sweeps over the two men as they go up the stairs.Lupin knocks at her bedroom door.No answer.He knocks again.Still no answer."Honey...Can we come in and talk to you?"
Lupin tries the door,and opens it.They don't see her in the room.Where could she be?
"The bathroom...",Sirius mutters.He goes to knock on the door.Hearing nothing.He opens it.And sees her under the water.He runs over and pulls her out.
"Mav!"
"ACK!What in the heck are you doing!",she tries to shield her nakedness as she hisses at him.
"What were you doing!Trying to kill yourself!"
"What would you care if I was!",she screams at him and jumps from his arms,grabbing a near by towel she throws it around herself and stalks off to her room.Slamming the door.
"Well...that went well",sighs Lupin.
Growling,Sirius goes downstairs to calm down,leaving Lupin there alone,and not knowing what to do about either of them.