More ramblings from a sick mind. I don't claim to be a good writer, nor do I play one on TV. These guys belong to Dick Wolf, they just want to go out and walk on the wild side, no big deal. Not much you can do when you wake up at 5am and this idea is waiting at your doorstep.

Authors note: If you don't like rough or controlling situations, please leave now. Don't even sit down for a cup of coffee.

Bobby and Alex have worked together for a long time. They even spent alot of time together out of the office. They really cared for each other. He would never think of physically hurting her. But once in a while Bobby would get in a mood, one he wouldn't share with Alex. He didn't want to be a team player at times like this.

Bobby loved Alex and was the most gentle person when they were together, he would never think of hurting her. But this was different and she knew it. She could see it coming a mile away. Alex knew what he wanted and knew where he was going to go. It hurt to know that he didn't want to show her this side of him.

The last couple weeks were tough, too many days with not enough sleep. Alex could see it in his face, he was tired, his eyes heavy and bloodshot. Bobby looked at his watch, it was 5:15. Time to call it quits for the day. He looked across the desk at Alex. "I'm leaving, I had enough for the day. I'll see you later."

Alex made sure Bobby was gone before she picked up the phone. She dialed and waited for an answer on the other end.

"Its me, Alex. I think you're going to have company soon." She listened for a minute then hung up the phone. It was getting late, Alex decided to pack it up and go home. It was going to be a lonely night.

2 hours later Bobby was still a little tense. He had showered and changed into jeans and a black T shirt, he still had his 5 o'clock shadow. He walked into a nice apartment building. He walked up the stairs and knocked on the door. The door opened,

"I've been expecting you." Is what he was greeted with.

"How did you know I was coming?" Bobby answered.

"Alex knows you come here when you are in your mood."

Bobby was a little surprised, he didn't think Alex knew. He took off his coat and threw it on the couch. He immediately cornered and pin her against the wall. He kissed her hard on the lips, he slowly moved down her neck, biting as he went along leaving teeth marks. He grabbed at her shirt, ripping it in the process as he tried to take it off her. She wasn't wearing a bra which made things a little easier.

He stepped back and took off his shirt, his shoes, pants and underwear were next. He left them all in the corner on the couch. He was already pumped and ready to go. He grabbed her hand and led her to the couch. He sat down so she could straddle him. Once she did so he grabbed her hips and held them tight. He was the one who wanted to be in control, he wanted to control how and when she moved.

Their sex always started slow, but when she tried to quicken the pace he would stop her then start out again slow. She knew that when she came he would be right behind her. His game continued for a bit, she would move faster and he would stop her.

He sucked her left breast hard, using his teeth leaving a mark. He rubbed his unshaven face across her breast before moving to the other side and doing the same thing, leaving red marks from the irritation.

He seemed to like watching her get frustrated when to tried to take the lead and he would stop her. It was time to take matters into her own hands. As soon as he let her move again she reached down and started to rub her clit while he pumped in and out of her. He shot her a slightly dirty look but he couldn't stop her since his hands had a hold of her hips. A few seconds later he could feel her tighten around him and she climaxed.

As soon as he felt her tighten, that sent him over the edge as well. They both stopped so they could catch their breath.

"You know, you shouldn't push Alex away when you are like this. She loves you and accepts you the way you are, even like this. She won't run away or break, if you get a little rough. She might even give you a taste of your own medicine right back to you."

"Maybe you're right Olivia, I am just afraid she can't handle it. How does she know what I do to you?"

"She followed here you one time, so she asked me why you would come to see me. I told her the truth. You are everything to her Bobby."

"Now I feel guilty. Guess I will go talk to her and try to get things in order. I don't even know how or where to begin to explain this part of me to her. I can't even explain it to myself."

"Just go talk to her."

Bobby took a quick shower and left. He drove around for awhile trying to think of how or where to begin to explain to Alex why he was like this. He didn't have a clue. Next thing he knew he was in front of Alex's place.