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Chapter 4: Apartment Blues

1 MONTH LATER….

Kagome was walking around her new apartment looking for her phone since she was going to call her boyfriend. She hasn't seen him or talked to him for about 2 weeks and its been making her worried. Kagome couldn't believe that 2 weeks went by so fast because she had been busy with making her apartment her home and just getting used to it. She got a lot of stuff done already.

Her apartment had been 2 bedrooms, 3-bathroom apartment. When you walk in the hallway was newly painted sea-foam blue and there were 2 doors. One led to the hallway closet and the other led to the downstairs bathroom. The hallway led to the living room, which was the same color as the hallway. The living room was large and had 2 dark green couches, a flat screen TV. , And she had her audio system in a cabinet she bought earlier on in the week. The living room led to the kitchen and dining room. Kagome painted the two rooms orange and had put in a table and counters to sit at when she cooked. It gave off a bar kind of look but it was formal. In the hallway to the kitchen and dining room there was a staircase. The staircase led to the bedrooms upstairs. Up the stairs and the first door was the guest room. It's colors mostly revolved around red. The bed had a fluffy red comforter and matching red pillows of lighter shades. There were identical red lamps on either side of the bed. She put a black computer desk in the corner of the room and set up her old computer in that room if she needed to be in there for reasons unknown. The next door was the upstairs guest bathroom. It had a shower, toilet, his and hers sinks. Kagome used lavenders as a theme for it. She put lavenders in a vase she bought from Bloomingdale's. She had lavender rugs put down in there and a lavender covered drapes for the shower/tub thing. The next room was her room. She had wanted it to pink and had recently put in pink carpet. The rest of the house had tile, hardwood floor, or dark blue carpet. Anyways her room had been painted pink and her new bed had a fluffy new pink comforter and when ever you sat or laid on the bed you sank into its silky soft comfortable feeling. She put in a brand new white desk that matched her bed frame and bought a new pink laptop since she was attending college in the fall. Her bathroom had a pink rose theme. It had a shower and a separate Jacuzzi type of tub, a separate room for the toilet, and his and hers sinks like the guest bathroom. She put up a pink rose shower curtain, pink rugs on the tile floor, and she put two vases on both sides of the sink and put pink roses in them and put fake pink rose petals on the rugs and on the sink.

The doorbell rang snapping Kagome out of admiring her new home. She ran down the stairs without tripping. "Wow I cant believe that I didn't fall!" Kagome told herself excitedly for a second. Then she ran across the living room and tripped over her feet. "Damn I spoke too soon!" she said sadly. She recovered from her fall and remember the doorbell just rang like a few minutes ago and looked through the peek hole to see who it was. She found out that it was Hojo and was glad he stopped by. Once she opened the door she smiled and hugged him, but he didn't look happy at all and didn't hug her back. Kagome noticed his strange behavior and was suddenly worried.

"What's wrong?" Kagome asked cautiously as she let him walk inside and went to go sit on her couch.

"I have to tell you something." Hojo told her without any emotion showing her exactly what he was about to do.

"What is it?" Kagome asked suddenly.

"Things aren't going to work out as we thought it would." He told her quietly.

"What do you mean?" Kagome asked incredulously.

'oh my god!' Kagome thought hysterically trying not to let it show. ' What did I do to make him think that we aren't going to work out? What the hell did I do?'

"What I mean is I'm going to a different college than you and I don't think that it will work out, and we are starting to drift apart." Hojo told her blankly.

"But we can make it through!" Kagome said hysterically, "We've done it before." She said as tears started to well up in her eyes. If she blinked she would start crying and knew that if she let them fall they would probably never stop, since this was her first love.

"No we cant!" Hojo said angrily, " I've done some things that I'm not very proud of and I don't want to hurt you."

That was it. Kagome just let herself go. He went over to comfort her, and she let him.

"How c-could you d-d-o this t-t-o me?" Kagome said through her sobs, " Wha-what d-d-id I do to de-deserve this?" She said as she started to hyperventilate.

"I'm sorry, Kagome for hurting you like this." Hojo confessed to her to make her feel better, but it wasn't exactly helping. Kagome caught up with her breath but hadn't stopped crying. She looked up at him and gave him a glare that would kill anyone.

"JUST FUCKING LEAVE ALREADY YOU"VE ALREADY BROKE MY HEART AND WHAT ELSE DO YOU FUCKING NEED TO DO!" Kagome screamed out angrily and hysterically at him.

"I'm sorry. Kagome please forgive me." Hojo said putting on a fake smile.

"NO I WILL NOT! YOU FUCKING HURT ME AND YOU WANT FORGIVENESS. NO JUST FUCKING LEAVE!" Kagome said angrily.

Then Hojo left the apartment leaving a heartbroken Kagome to cry alone to herself. Kagome was so mad at herself and couldn't believe how blind she was and couldn't even see that her boyfriend was cheating on her and was acting like he was the victim.

Later on that night…

Kagome looked out the window only to see that it was raining and the look outside had matched how sad and lonely she felt. She had bent up so much rage and wanted to let it all out. So she ran outside to her car and peeled out of there so fast that she couldn't believe that she had even done that.

She drove around for awhile not even thinking. Once she got onto the freeway she was speeding and didn't really have a destination, she just wanted to get away and stop her heart from aching. She knew that she wouldn't be able to tell her friends without bursting out into another crying fit where she would end hyperventilating again.

So she stayed home for a week and just watched dramas and movies that she thought she could relate to and just kept to herself for awhile since she needed to pull herself together.

"I just need some alone time." Kagome said soothingly and motherly. "oh what I really need right now is my mom and my friends."

'i'll call them about it tomorrow…' Kagome thought as she cried herself to sleep early that night.

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A/N: whew im finished wow… that was reallie emotional… just making things even out a lil more easily… so yeh.. please review and tell me wat you all think of it… so yeh… bye!