hey.. srry I havent updated in so long, my friend died in a car crash(like it says on that other thing, and im pretty upset about it, but I've decided that mopping about it wouldn't really help any. but on a good note, I got spell check.

"He woke up during surgery, so he might still be up, but I doubt it." he said looking at Hiro and completely ignoring what Tyson said.

"Surgery? why was he in surgery?" hiro asked in surprise.

"his arms were crushed and we had to re-break them to get them back in place. but you may come in and see him now, just be quiet. O and only one at a time may come in starting with you." doctor Yoshimaru was referring to Hiro.

"ok" Hiro said and followed the doctor to Kai's room.

"Why does he get to go in first?" Tyson said sitting down and crossing his arms over his chest while pouting.

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"this is it. ill leave u alone with him for awhile." the doctor said leaving hiro to stand outside a brown door with golden numbers on it.

'206' he thought "well I should go in now, no point in standing out here, blocking the hallway. he grabbed the doorknob and opening the door carefully, trying not to wake Kai up, if he was sleeping that is. He failed greatly when the door let out a big squeak. 'shit!' he thought walking in to find two crimson eyes staring at him as he shut the door.

"hey sorry Kai did I wake you?"

"no." was his simply reply.

"o. how u feeling?" hiro asked as he pulled up the uncomfortable looking chair and sat beside the bed.

"fine." he said closing his eyes. though hiro thought other wise, but he wasn't going to fight with Kai, not now

a cold silence came over the room. a few minutes of this continued til the doctor came in, the door creaked again, but Kai didn't open his eyes this time. "Would you mind going into the waiting room and restrain the boy in the baseball cap? I must be attending to re-wrap Kai's injuries anyways and I don't think you wanna be here when I do that."

"alright." hiro said standing up to leave when he felt a rather strong grip on his wrist. he swug around to two crimson eyes.. only they looked more like puppy eyes than the regular 'I-don't-care' eyes.

"Hiro, don't leave." he more or less begged. hiro smiled and then looked at the doctor. The doctor was already shaking his head no and was going to say something before Kai cut him off. "please... hiro?" it sounded like he was going to actually start crying, but we all know that wouldn't happen.

"Someone must go out there and calm that little one down before he does something incredibly stupid." the doctor said.

"Alright," he sighed, "Kai," he started looking into those beautiful eyes of his," Ill be right back ok? I just need to tell Tyson and the others to go home and to let them know that your alright." he finished sadly.

"Hiro no! please don't leave me alone. last time you left me, well, this is what happened. Don't let it happen again hiro.. please?" Hiro looked Kai over with a pity look in his eyes. Kai realized he was making hiro piety him and looked away with an annoyed look, but hey it was working.

"Doctor Yoshimaru, with all due respect, I must stay here with Kai." he told the doctor slowly while bowing to him. "and as for Tyson, tell him and the others I said to go home, that im staying with kai over night, tell them that he's fine and safe, and that ill call them later tonight."

"Well, if that's the way you want to work things, alright. an-" he was cut off by a knock at the door. The door opened and a nurse came in. "I found more bandages." the nurse told the doctor. "Thank you, now please excuse me, I must deliver a message" he said to her and then he disappeared through that door again. "I must re-wrap Kai now, you may watch, but please don't pass out." the nurse said walking over to the other side of the bed, opposite of where hiro was now sitting again. Hiro grabbed Kai's hand, weather for Kai's comfort, or hiro himself.

When the nurse started to unwrap the bandages hiro couldn't believe it. There was mainly bruises, but there was some brutal cuts in his back and torso. Hiro felt Kai flinch a little when she put some alcohol on the wounds.

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"Aww man! What's taking hiro so long!" Tyson was practically yelling. the doctor walked in and over to an older man who must have just got here because he was just now taking off his coat. "O! Hey doc.! How's Kai? Where's hiro? Should he be out by now? I want to see Kai too!" Tyson ran over to the doctor.

"Hiro wishes for you all to go home and get some rest, he will call you later. Kai is fine, he's awake and even talking a bit. But it seems your friend Kai doesn't want hiro to leave him alone." He spoke up loud enough for everyone to hear, but was looking at the old man.

"aww man I wanted to see our k-man too. well, if that's what Kai wants, then we should respect the little man and do as he says. So come on you guys we gotta go home and wait for Hiro's call." grandpa said putting his coat back on.

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Back at room 206, when the nurse left there was silence.

'It's a waste of time to ask him who did this to him since he's going to avoid answering. I should just ask him about something else, he doesn't need the stress right now.' "so Kai, when's your birthday?" hiro asked. 'omg! how stupid of a question is that?"

"My dad did it" Kai whispered closing his eyes.

"what?" hiro asked, though he heard and knew what he was talking about.

"my dad did it, but you cant tell a single soul you got it hiro!" he said much louder

"But Kai, if he's hurting you this badly, it doesn't make sense not to tell." hiro said a little louder

"I told you cuz I trust you, and now you have to trust me alright? I know what im doing." Kai said louder than hiros statement

"ya I can tell you know what your doing since your in the hospital right now!" at this point he was yelling as he stood up. Kai was just staring at him and hiro knew that this wasn't the way to get to Kai so he sat back down and let out a sigh and under his breath he said. "sorry Kai."

Nothing was said for about an hour, and Kai had his eyes shut, not making any noise for about that whole hour so hiro thought that it would be a good time to call home. he reached for his cell in his back pocket and opened it. 'of course it's dead!' he thought looking at the non-functional phone. he got up and was walking towards the door.

"hiro." a stern voice made him look back at Kai.

"Kai, you should be asleep, it's like 2:30am."

"You said you wouldn't leave me alone again."

"Im just going down the hall to call home."

"can I come?"

"I don't think that's such a great idea." he said as Kai was already swinging his legs around to the floor and was starting to stand.

"Kai! what do you think your doing?" hiro whispered as he ran towards Kai to make sure he wasn't going to fall back down.

"hiro, please it's 2:30 in the morning, no ones going to notice im up for 10 mins." he said now standing up fully, with hiro helping him of course.

"fine 10 mins, then you have to get some sleep."

The two walked down the hallway, Kai leaning on hiro. it was dark, and it wasn't abandon, but Kai's doctor wasn't there anymore, and the other doctors wouldn't know if he was suppose to be up or sleeping, and frankly, they didn't care, they had their own people to take care of. They took the elevator down to the ground floor and went into the lobby to use a payphone. when hiro dialed the number he could hear the sound of his annoying brother on the other end.

"hello? hiro is that you?"

"ya"

"what took you so long to call?"

"I was busy and my cell phone died"

"how can you be busy visiting a hospital?" "Tyson! stop asking such stupid questions! here give me the phone!" Hiro smiled as he listened to his brother argue with his probably future girlfriend. "Hilary! give it back!" "hello? hiro? how kai doing?" she asked, she had obviously won the fight against Tyson.

"uh pretty good, he's right here next to me if you want to talk to him."

"gasp oh no! I cant talk to him! I don't know what to say! what if I say something stupid? or studer? he'll laugh and make fun of me for ages!" she said handing the phone off to ray. you could hear Tyson laugh hysterically in the background.

"um.. hello?" ray asked, not sure to whom he was speaking to.

"hi ray."

"o hey hiro, what's going on?"

"not much, just calling you guys to let you know every things alright."

"o that's good to hear." there was a bit of a pause, "hey hiro, not to sound selfish, or jelious but, did Kai really want you to stay all night there, cuz I really wanted to talk to him and I didn't even get to see him."

"ya he did sorry, but he's right here if you wanted to tell him something."

"alright." with that, hiro passed the phone to Kai, who has been hearing everything that the other end has been saying.

"ya?" Kai said as he took the phone, reluctantly.

"hey Kai, how r u feeling?"

"Hnn." Kai said as he closed his eyes.

' he must be really tired.' Hiro thought while staring at him.

"O well, umm.. This morning, urr uh..." he stops and looks at his watch, 2:30 am, "yesterday morning, I uh.. Well im really sorry."

"Ya well, it happens." He opened his eyes and looked at hiro who seemed to be in a daze wile still staring at him. This made Kai feel pretty uncomfortable. "Here, hiro wants to talk to you, bye." He said quickly handing the phone to hiro who woke up form his daze to grab the phone.

Hiro was talking to ray, or was it max, who knows but Kai didn't really care. Kai stated to walk down the hallway.

"O hey hang on." Hiro said the person on the phone. "Hey Kai! Where are you going?"

"To the bathroom if that ok with you."

"O alright, but come back here ASAP k?"

"Yes mother." Kai said under his breath. Hiro went back to talking into the phone.

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'Ugh.. I don't feel good at all.' He thought as he slashed some water from the sink to his face. He was feeling very dizzy and weak. When he looked up into the mirror he saw a man behind him. He jumped around to face the man. "O sorry, you scared me." He said noticing that the the man was wearing a doctors coat.

""good." He said walking towards to Kai. Kai was feeling for the sink behind him and was walking slowly, and without taking his eyes off of the man, towards the door.

"Ah.." Kai looked down at his bleeding hand, he cut it with a razor blade on the edge of the sink. However this slight distraction was all the older man needed to run up to Kai and slam his head against the mirror causing glass to go everywhere. He then dragged the half conscience boy to the urinal and started to bang his head on it til he was completely out of it. Once the man saw that Kai was "sleeping" he tied the young boy to a leg of the bathroom stale and started the rip off his clothes.

"If your fathers paying me little to nothing to get you home, then I should be able to have a little fun with you first. He'll never know." The man whispered in Kai's ear even though he knew he wasn't going to hear it. He started with licking all the blood on his face from the glass breaking on him. And then he smirked and went to kiss Kai's slightly opened mouth, making room for his tongue to go inside. After a while of that he started to give little kisses on his check, and down to his neck where he started to suck. He went down to Kai's bare chest still giving little kisses, and started to play w/ his nipples.

"Kai? Are you in there? The doctor si going to be coming in soon to check you, and if he finds out that I've let you get up and walk around, he'll kill both of us!" Hiro's voice came from down the hallway.

hey sorry the whole part with kai in the bathroom was kinda short in this chapter. But did you think it was ok? After all this is my first fic, and obviously, my first rape and angst story. Let me know on ne thing I could do to make it better, or watever, just review lol.