AN: Sorry it's been so long again. I'm rubbish. I lost a friend in October so I needed a break from life. But I'm doing good, I'm back, I'm nearly done writing the last chapter of this story and starting on the possible sequel.
I really need someone to PM me so I can bounce some ideas off them, see if it's worth doing ya know? I cant really upload the next chapter until I know, because it might give away the next story. Hint hint its JJ central again... sorry haha.
Sorry this is such a bad chapter, I really need a beta haha. I'm also not good at sex scenes at all so I'm sorry this is awful haha.
They were now out of their Villa, they had spent their morning relaxing, a naked sunbathing session which turned into making out, a shower which too ended in the two of them making out under the stream of the water. Both were trying to hold out until tonight where it could be romantic and more planned, so they ended up getting in bikinis and relaxing on their private decking again until they had to dress and head over to the docks where boats were waiting. They stood waiting for an instructor to show up. They were about to swim with dolphins, and maybe see some sharks if there were any about. They saw a few boats pulling in, one of them getting ready to take JJ and Emily out. The older profiler had rented one privately, so they didn't have to do it in a group and could spend as little or as much time out there as they wanted. As confident as they both were, with their scars they still had moments of insecurities and Emily knew this way they wouldn't have to worry about this as much there would only be the person who would drive the boat and the instructor with them. There would be no other eyes on them ask the swam.
The happy couple stood facing each other hold hands making mindless conversation as they patiently waited, "Are you Emily and Jennifer Jareau-Prentiss?" A man, dressed in a wet suit who looked to be in his 50's, with his salt and pepper styled hair and beard, asked walking up to the couple interrupting them mid-sentence.
Both women smiled politely as Emily took lead knowing what she had booked for these few days JJ happily standing back and watching her wife. "Yeah we are." She held her hand out shaking his hand and JJ followed.
"Okay I just need you to fill out some forms and then we can be on our way." The older man pointed them to a small table they could lean on to go over the paperwork in his hands. Just things for insurance and safety reasons.
"Okay. That's fine." The two gathered round the table flicking through the papers, occasionally looking up at the other instructors and tourists getting ready to go on their own ventures into the sea.
The older man's eyes wondered round eventually clocking a sliver bracelet on the blondes wrist. Without saying anything he stepped forward taking a gentle hold of her wrist reading what was written on the band. He frowned as he read the details "Wait she has seizures?" He asked letting go of the delicate wrist letting JJ's arm go, which had her Medical ID on it. It was something they had got recently in case JJ was ever alone if she collapsed, which would ensure she got the correct treatment and whoever found her knew who to phone.
"Yeah, as a result of a traumatic brain injury." A frown crossed both their faces. Emily could feel a little bit of anger bubble inside her. They had promised on the phone when she paid for it all. "The person I spoke to said she could still do it."
"I'm not taking you." He shook his head. He wasn't being unreasonable, the unpredictability of things like this made it not safe for him to be taking them that far out to sea and letting them swim unaided under water. He had never taken anyone before and wasn't about to start now. He held his handout indicating for the papers in the women's hands.
"You're not going to take us?" Emily frowned. Was this guy who had been paid to do his job really refusing? Surely, she heard wrong.
He hummed and shook his head. "Well I worded that wrong. I'll take you, but she's not doing it." He pointed towards JJ, who was wrapped her arms round one of Emily's arms keeping her calm, instead of blowing her top. She didn't take to kind to people who were as arrogant as the man in front of them.
"That's not how it works pal." The older woman almost growled. "We do these things together. We were told it was okay, so I'd like someone who's going to let us both do the experience." She wondered how long this guy had his job, he'd either been here a long time so the bosses never got rid of him, or this guy had to be switching jobs all the time because of his arrogance. She figured the latter, because there was no way people could let him work somewhere with behaviour like his. She shook her head getting her thoughts back on track.
"Sorry Lady." The old man shrug his shoulders not caring about the way he was with his customers. Clearly, he mustn't get much business is this was how he acted around people who came to him.
"Em, it's fine. I don't need to do it." The younger of the two was slightly deflated, but it didn't matter. She was simply happy to be here. If this were going to cause to much hassle she would be fine sitting out. All she really wanted was for Emily to enjoy herself.
"No JJ. It's been a dream for you to do this." A brief memory passed through her head of one of their many dates, one particularly where they had spoken about things they wanted to do, and JJ's eyes had sparkled at the thought of swimming with dolphins, she loved the idea of how free they are, how beautiful they are and elegant as they swim through the water. "I'm not doing this without you." Emily was being stubborn but for all the right reasons. She wouldn't make JJ sit back and watch. That wasn't fair especially because the only reason she was doing this was for the woman holding onto her arm, soft tracing her fingers up and down, in a soothing manor.
"Hey," A younger looking guy called out as he jogged the short distance away to stand beside the agents. He was dressed in a short-wet suit, with his own shorts on top and a thin jacket over the top. "I'm sorry to bother you but I heard this guy won't let you go swimming because of a medical condition."
Emily almost growled at the older guy before turning to the new instructor stood in front of her. "Yeah."
The shaggy haired man broke out in a smile. "I'll take you. I'm an instructor, me, and my mate. We can take you and you can both do it if you like?"
"We paid this guy." Emily wagged her finger at the old guy who was still stood in front of them his arms crossed, and eyebrow raised at the interaction happening, not happy that someone was fighting back against his obnoxious rules.
"Look it all goes to the big company, then they dish it out. I can sort that side of this, Mark here's a awkward jerk." The older man turned away grumbling under his breath, something no one heard or understood. "I'm Jason, I work here, I'll be happy to take you both." Jason seemed like a decent guy, the way he spoke and stood seemed genuine, which cool off Emily's anger.
"And my wife can do it too?" Emily asked looking to her wife, who was stood observing the interactions. "She has seizures, they are mostly controlled, but she does have the odd one every now and then." Internally both women prayed JJ could do it. Emily would hate for Doyle to have taken something else from her wife. She didn't want him to have taken this dream from her. He took a lot, but not this. The way the blondes eyes sparkled when she talked about the ocean and dolphins, that wasn't allowed to be taken. JJ remained silent, if she couldn't do it naturally she would have been devastated, however she would have still been so grateful her wife had go through the trouble to try make this possible, and she knew that is what mattered most.
"Yeah, of course she can do it. I'll bring my mate along, then if anything does happen while we are in the water then there is always someone on the boat to help. Is that okay?" Jason looked between the two, a smile still graced on his face, enthusiastic about his job and ensuring that two customers got what they wanted, not matter the disability or ability.
Silently the profilers had a conversation before nodding and Emily turned to the middle-aged instructor. "Can we just see some identification quickly?" This was a moment where they were glad for their job. Witnessing the things, they had they were extra precautionary with things like this. Yes, the guy may be wearing a jacket with a logo of the place they were but you could never be too careful. Something like this could save their life one day.
"Sure, here." Quickly he pulled his lanyard from his pocket handing it over and then dug in his pocket handing over his drivers license. It was clear to the two he had nothing to hide and after checking both identifications over quickly they nodded happy with what they had seen handing them back.
"You okay with this baby?" Emily double checked keeping the paperwork still in her hand.
JJ smiled. "Of course."
"Alright." The brunette passed over the completed forms to the instructor. "Thank you. You have no idea how much we appreciate this. It's my wife's birthday and our wedding anniversary. She always dreamed of doing this." Emily grinned as she walked with JJ over to the boat Jason was leading them too. Any anger and annoyance disappeared once the blonde started to gentle rub one hand up and down a paler arm.
"Ah well Happy Birthday and Happy Anniversary." The instructor smiled. "I promise you, your going to love it. It's going to be the best experience of you life. Even now after doing this for 15 years I still get amazed." The guy had told the couple, each time he went underwater it was all so different and more magical than the last.
He hadn't lied. This was the experience of a lifetime. The ocean was so clear and blue. Fish swam around the couple and the instructor who had joined them underwater as a precaution. The couple spent hours on the boat chatting to the instructors going to different spot, swimming and even having a couple glasses of champagne. Emily and JJ couldn't be more grateful to the guys who had spent the day taking them out to sea letting them have more than one experience. They dropped the couple back at the docks so they could go home, nap then get ready for their dinner date.
JJ was in the bathroom getting ready for their dinner soon. They were going out, so JJ was getting ready while Emily sat on the bed just watching the ocean waves. Their day had been so fun. Emily had been worried when the first instructor clocked JJ's medical ID bracelet, but the second instructor had been lovely, and she was grateful he had taken every step to ensure they were both safe and enjoyed the experience. A text brought Emily out of her head, she picked up her phone and looked it over before her jaw hit the floor. She stood up running to the bathroom door banging on the door.
The blonde opened the door with a smile on her face, looking innocent. "What's this?" Emily asked.
"What's what?" JJ asked still smiling. Knowing full well what Emily was talking about. It was something she had spent the past 10 minutes in the bathroom deciding to send.
Emily turned the phone to JJ. "This!" She revealed a text from JJ's phone of the blonde. She was wearing a red and black lace bra with matching panties which barely covered anything. In the picture JJ had one leg on the counter a red stiletto shoe on that foot. One of JJ's hands was on her breast the other holding her phone to take the picture and JJ was biting her lip the way Emily liked it. She was also wearing something Emily had tried to get JJ to wear to bed for years her glasses. She had taken her contacts out today after their swimming experience because they were practically melting out her eyes with the heat. "This picture!" She exclaimed turning the phone back to herself. Shocked but very aroused.
"It's just something to think about." JJ shrugged. She walked out the bathroom and Emily stared at JJ. She was wearing the same red stilettoes with a very small thin black dress and wearing her glasses which she never wore apart from the day before she put a new pair of contacts in.
"JJ, you… I… Firstly wow." Emily said just silently staring at the photo on her phone again. "At both the picture and your outfit. Secondly. You've never sent a picture. I love it. But you never… This is… I'm speechless." She really was speechless, in the beginning of the relationship and even over the years the two had spoke about sending provocative pictures like the one received moments ago. But JJ had never been up for it, worried about someone hacking their phones and exposing everything they had to offer, so Emily agreed. Even though she would have loved to be able to send pictures and tease one another in the relationship as part of the fun, she didn't fight the blonde.
The blonde profiler took hold of her wife's hands looking into her deep chocolate eyes as she lightly swung their hands. "Emily. I know I've never sent a picture like this before but, I've learnt that life is short and worrying about someone seeing my boobs and my scars its not that big a deal. I want us to be happy. I mean I was happy before but being more confident about this stuff is something I spoke to Susan about it, like every session for the past month, and I really want to be comfortable with this stuff, and the only way to do that is to actually send a picture. I must say it feels amazing. Seeing how you react, and it's kind of thrilling, I have butterflies in my stomach. I love you so much and I want to do this. I really do." She confessed, she dropped Emily's hands and instead wrapped her arms round the pale neck, pulling both their chests together, allowing the moment to be intimate without having to go anything further.
Emily let her phone fall to the bed and moved both hands to rest on her wife's round behind, keeping them close as they spoke. "Baby… I still can't find my words. Just have you seen how hot you are!" Emily exclaimed nodding her head to the phone which was still open on the picture. "And how confident you look. I am so happy and so proud of you. You amaze me daily with how much you grow." She placed a tender kiss to JJ's lower lip. Her body just feeling so over whelmed with all kinds of emotions, she had no idea how else to express them.
Just thinking about the way JJ over the years made her brain tingle, she would never forget the girl who wanted to hide their relationship, feeling insecure and scared she was going to fall in love and be left alone, but now she developed to the woman who had children, progressed massively in her job, bought a home, got married, kicked ass at everything she did, and opened her heart up to love everyone around her. The tingles were happy tingles. This moment she wanted to freeze and stay like this for hours. Too happy to want to move.
JJ shrugged biting her lip. The slight movement bringing Emily back to the present. "You know, I think you look much better than me. Have you seen yourself?" JJ said shyly indicating to the black shorts and white shirt Emily was wearing, with a pair of matching black heels, which elongated her already long legs, rounded her ass more, and made her stand tall, and protective which was always a hot look on the brunette.
Emily grabbed JJ's thighs lifting her, prompting JJ to wrap her legs round the toned waist and giggle. "Control yourself Emily. We have dinner first then we can come back here, and go all night long." JJ pecked Emily on the lips before untangling her legs and moving out of Emily's grasp so she could walk out the room. Emily soon followed like a puppy dog.
Dinner had been hard to get through. No matter how much Emily drank her throat was still dry. All she could see was that picture. Couple that with the outfit JJ was wearing she was finding it extremely hard to control herself. The two still managed to talk. They managed to get tipsy so the drink wasn't enough to ruin their night, and they filled up so they could work it all off later. As soon as JJ had eaten her dessert as seductively as she could. Emily called for the check paid immediately and the two women ran out of their knowing exactly where they were going and what they were going to do next.
They reached their villa and Emily hungrily took JJ's lips to her own. But JJ stopped it. "Just hold on one-minute okay. Make yourself comfortable and I'll be back." JJ scurried to the bathroom leaving Emily stood in the room alone.
Unsure what had just happened Emily took a moment to analyse the situation. But she tried not to think to much of it. Herself and JJ had spoke in depth of the day they first properly made love to each other again. They were wary of each other and if one told the other to stop, they would straight away but those were the basic rules that any couple had. Others were if it were a pain you didn't like they would stop, and not that they ever did it before, but JJ had made it clear nothing was ever to go near her back end. Which had been a sure agreement. The rules were clear, and both were ready. Emily brushed it off and took off her shirt and shorts leaving her in a black thong and bra. She sat on the bed patiently. As much as Emily could feel her body begging for release, if JJ backed out, Emily would happily lay and cuddle her wife, where they could just talk and be happy in one another's company.
When JJ made a reappearance, Emily knew what she had been doing. The blonde emerged in what she had wore when she sent the picture to her wife. She bit her lip nervously as she entered the room.
"Damn, your beautiful." Emily mumbled as she knelt up on the bed pulling JJ onto her knees in front of her. Their lips met, first the kisses were slow and tender but soon became greedier and hungrier. There was a small fight for dominance. But Emily quickly won when she managed to get JJ on her back and Emily straddled her, not putting on her weight on her wife so she felt trapped.
"Before I do this, I want to ask one last time. Are you sure your ready?" Emily asked the blonde on the bed underneath her.
JJ nodded eagerly. "Emily, if you don't make love to me now, I'm gonna switch places and have you begging for hours for me to finish you off." She growled hungrily. A build up of a year was certainly making JJ want it now. She was allowing herself to let go and forget the bad stuff. Living in the hear and now. And she was going to love her wife, and let her wife love her.
"That's fine with me. Get ready for you birthday present." Emily let their lips meet, biting JJ's lips gently, and swiping her tongue along the bottom lip asking for entrance, meeting with the familiar tongue which swiped round her mouth. As they continued to make out, Emily reached round JJ's back, causing the smaller woman to arch her back. Emily fumbled slightly with the clasp but pulled it apart soon enough, and pulled off the item covering the hardened nipples. Emily pulled away just too take a look. "I feel like it's my birthday too." Emily laughed before she started trailing kissed down JJ's neck, sucking occasionally on her pulse point gaining a moan from JJ, and her body arching towards wet lips needing more contact.
Emily continued her magic, kissing down till she reached the valley of JJ's breasts. She looked at both not deciding which one she should attend to first. Licking her lips she settled on the left her hand pinching and squeezing the right. The attention to both her perked nipples already had JJ on edge.
"Oh god." JJ moaned closing her eyes as they rolled into the back of her head, allowing Emily to continue working on her breasts. Something Emily had found was JJ was extremely sensitive to these kinds of touches; it was one of the million things Emily loved about being with JJ. Plus, if she ever needed a bit of an ego boost, this was certainly a way to get it, that still over 10 years later this could happen.
The younger woman could feel herself getting to that point. The familiar bubbles rising in her lower stomach, gasping slightly as she could feel things building and very quickly. Only moments later JJ moaned "Em, I'm gonna… fuck." JJ bit her lip to stop herself from shouting. She came quick and hard. JJ blushed in embarrassment, but she didn't get much time to stop and think, as she felt Emily move down her body pulling down her panties discarding them somewhere round the room. JJ instead froze for a moment. A bad memory flicking to the front of her mind.
"Baby." Emily whispered as she moved back up kissing JJ's forehead. "Open your eyes. I'm right here." She whispered again.
Blue eyes looked up to the dark ones. Tears began to swarm in the light eyes, and JJ looked down to try and hide it. "I'm sorry." She mumbled bringing one hand to cover her eyes.
"What for baby?" Emily frowned, she let JJ mull it over not pushing for an answer, instead she rested on her side up on her elbow, and let one leg rest across tan legs, and her free hand running gently through blonde locks as she waited.
"I went back there for a moment." JJ confessed keeping the hand over her eyes to hide the tears. She couldn't figure out why for a brief moment Doyle's face came back into her head, because Emily was also was soft, so loving and attentive, nothing compared to her 'experience' with him.
Slowly and carefully Emily placed her lips on JJ's cheek kissing a tear that had run past the confines of the hand. "That's okay your back now. Do you want to talk about it?" She asked, offering JJ to talk if she wanted. She wanted to make sure her partner felt she was always ready to talk no matter when.
"Not right now." JJ said still keeping one hand over her eyes. Emily allowed them just to be for the moment. She watched JJ, and allowed the blonde to go through the motions. She watched as she sighed heavily and pursed her lips a little clearly a little annoyed before she moved her hand so she could wipe away the tears which had fallen.
"Okay." Emily said wiggling her body gaining a giggle from her wife as she allowed her face to be resting next to JJ's so they could see each other. "Come here. Lemme see those beautiful eyes and kiss those lips." She let their slightly swollen lips meet for a moment, before moving back and smiling at one another. Just embracing and allowing them lay in each other presence.
JJ shyly licked her lips before meeting Emily's eyes properly. She rolled onto her side moving to take charge for a moment. The two began to make out, softly. Not pushing either into something they didn't want. JJ pulled away, both groaning at the loss of contact. "Em, can we at the same time?"
"Yeah, how do you want to do it?"
"You on top, just go slow okay."
"Of course, baby." Emily slid her own panties down her legs letting them fall somewhere round the room and rolled on to her knees bending forward to plant soft delicate kisses down JJ's neck and back up her jaw, letting the blonde get worked up again. Tonight, she wanted to make sure it was all about her wife. Emily wanted to make JJ feel loved. Carefully she moved herself and JJ, intertwining their legs, and opening them wider so their cores could meet.
Their lips never left one another's as Emily carefully began to rock. She gently allowed their cores to slide together, their clits meeting, and both gasping at the intimate contact. JJ moved her hands, sliding them into Emily's and holding them tight in her own as Emily continued to carefully rock their cores together.
"You feel so good Jennifer." Emily gasped, having missed the feeling of her wife between her legs as they rubbed their most sensitive parts together.
"I missed this." JJ moaned, raising her head to meet the pink nipple, in front of her allowing her tongue to circle it, briefly pulling away to add more friction. "Go faster baby. Please." She moaned before going back to pay attention to the hardened peaks in front of her.
The taller profiler rocked her hips harder and faster, giving each other the extra stimulation to bring them closer to the edge so much quicker, but harder. "Fuck, I'm close." Emily groaned as she felt extra juices be add to her own, the thought waking her walls clench slightly in excitement.
"Me too." JJ gasped as she arched and rocked into her wife, wanting to match her movements, and bring her to orgasm as she was anticipating. "I'm gonna… so so close." And she was anticipating very soon.
"Let go baby." Emily whispered in JJ's ear before licking down her neck to the base where she ran her teeth and placed tender kisses, providing that slight extra pressure that pushed both herself and JJ over the edge, both legs trembling, liquid gushing out of JJ's core in ecstasy, and Emily's walls clenching harder than she'd ever felt before.
The grinding continued for a moment to ride out their orgasms but slowing to prolong the feeling as much as they could. As they separated to lay next to each other neither needed to say anything. Emily opened her arms pulling JJ close, sensing the rush of emotions. This was their first-time making love to one another in so long. So, in sync they felt that this was the final act of being in recovery, trusting their partner completely. They caught their breath silently running through their minds. Occasionally placing soft closed lipped kisses to skin directly in their view.
Until JJ finally lifted her head so her eyes could meet Emily's who's mouth curled upwards. "Alright, you can wipe that smirk off your face." JJ said as she shuffled upwards kissing Emily's jaw, then looking back to her wife, rolling her eyes when she saw the smirk was still there.
"I love when you do that." Emily confessed, looking too the big wet patch on the bed, just next to JJ's body, which they had both moved off. "It's just amazing." She whispered leaning over to her wife to starting kissing her again.
JJ sat up to her knees blushing and rolling her eyes again. Emily sitting up too just in front of JJ, slowly rubbing her hand up the small thigh, creating goosebumps as JJ spoke. "Stop it, cos now we gotta take the sheets off."
"Its all cool, I plan on getting these sheets much wetter before we take them off." The brunette said her grin spreading back across her cheeks shuffling closer prompting JJ to lay back but this time her head was at the foot of the bed.
"Really?" The younger woman laughed eyeing her wife as she moved to straddle her body once again, like they had moments ago.
"Mmm." Emily moan as she kissed over the love bites on JJ's neck. Attempting to restart all over again.
"Challenge accepted." JJ laughed as she flipped them, so it was Emily on her back and began to kiss down her wife's body, leaving small love bites on her way down.
"Jayje what… ohhh… keep doing that." Emily said eyes rolling into the back of her head as she felt a tongue run though her fold cleaning up any juices and adding new ones to the mix.
The two made love for hours that night, eventually stopping and 4am where they stripped the bed and grabbed clean sheets, sleeping out on the deck again, in each other's arms. Both exhausted but extremely happy to have overcome another step, happy that after only one brief moment of a flashback they had been able to keep going and take the time to reconnect on a level they hadn't for so long. And this was a big move towards their better future. One where Doyle was a memory that wouldn't resurface.