AN: Yo guys. It's Monday so it's time to update.

I hope you enjoy this chapter. There are mentions of self harm/suicide in here. So just letting you know.

Thank you to everyone that reviewed in other chapters so far. Although I got no reviews on my last chapter. Sad I know but oh well. Just let me know if you are enjoying the story or not.

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When Hotch arrived home he went straight to the office in their home, knowing it was the way things had to be. He was a workaholic and never had time for his kids, though he knew deep down his he ever had a family of his own he would never be like this. At 9pm Emily thought it would be a good time for the kids to get to bed. They weren't adults now, they had to be treated like kids for them to seem like a believable family.

"Right, come on. JJ, Spencer, it's time for bed" Emily said as she rose from the sofa where she and the kids had been sitting.

"Night" Spencer said as he walked to his room, actually starting to feel tired. He was usually in bed asleep by 10 anyway so 9 wasn't much of a difference for him. As for JJ, she was usually in the office till 10 going 11 and stayed up till God knows when doing paper work at home as was far from tired.

"Oh, come on. I'm not actually 11 you know. I am a grown woman" JJ declared with a frown, Emily smacking her head in response.

"I know you are but that doesn't change what I said. Here I am your mother so you need to listen to me and get to bed. Besides, I thought we were going to play to part in the house, in case we get bugged" Emily said, JJ blushing at her mistake.

"Sorry I forgot, but I want to spend some quality time with my mommy" JJ fluttered her eyelashes, pouted and spoke in a baby voice hoping it would work to persuade her. Emily turned and looked at JJ, her heart melting when she saw her sweet face and she caved.

"Fine" She groaned sitting back on to the sofa. "What do you wanna do?"

"Can we watch a film please?" JJ asked, sitting next to her 'mom' with a grin on her face. She was such a push over, with adult JJ and 11 year old JJ.

"Sure go and pick one out and put it in" Emily told her as she relaxed back into her seat, pulling a blanket over herself.

JJ looked through the films that had been provided for them and was impressed with the selection. She giggled loudly when she spotted her favourite Disney film and put it in. She had loved this film since she was little, always watching it with her sister. As the film progressed, she realised how much the film reminded her of Rosaline. She had never realised whenever she watched it, she had never even thought about it. Her sister loved this film. She regretted putting it on now, flashes of the dreaded morning coming back to her.

11 year old JJ opened the door to her sister's room early in the morning, frowning when he bed was empty; looking like nobody had even slept in it. It was still made from the morning before. She knew because she had helped Roz make it, organising her 17 year olds sister's teddies in a specific order at the corner of her double bed.

"Roz are you in here?" She shouted, messing with the necklace around her neck, the one Roz had given her yesterday. She still felt a little guilty for having taken it, but Roz had insisted and she hated saying no to her sister, especially when she was treating her. It's why they were so close. She saw the bathroom light was on but the door was shut and knew her sister would be in bath. She knocked on the door, but no answer came. Usually Roz would tell her to wait for her or that should would come and find her when she was out but there was nothing.

"Roz I'm coming in okay?" Without second thought, she opened the door. She had seen her sister in the bath before so it was nothing knew, but the sight that greeted her wasn't what she had expected. Roz was lying in the bath, blood diluting the water, her wrists continuing to poor with blood, her hand limply holding onto one of their dad's razor blades, her lifeless eyes staring blankly at JJ.

JJ jumped, the sudden contact on her shoulder scaring her. She looked up to Emily, seeing her looking down at her, concern in her big chocolate eyes.

"Are you okay? I called your name and you were just staring blankly at the floor" She said, the worry in her voice making JJ cringe. Should she tell her? No! This was not the time or the place or even the situation to be pouring her past out. She had already messed up the undercover part once today, it wasn't going to happen again.

"Yeah I just have a really bad headache. Think I'm going to call it a night. See you tomorrow" JJ stood quickly, not giving Emily a second looked before walking hastily to her bedroom, shutting the door behind herself. She smiled at Reid sleeping on his bed and got into hers, trying to dream away the images in her head. She had to get a grip of herself or she was going to mess this entire investigation up.

Emily frowned as she watched the young blonde go to her room, turning the TV off before heading to get Hotch.

"Aaron" Emily called softly, not being able to hold in the laugh when she saw Hotch asleep on the desk, snorting when he was disturbed.

"Hmm" He grumbled, sitting up with his eyes closed.

"You need to get up and go to bed. You fell asleep at the desk" Emily said with a smirk, Hotch opening his eyes, frowning at her smile.

"Thanks" Hotch stood up, stretching before looking properly at Emily.

"How were they?" He asked as they headed to their room.

"They were good. We had a visit from the people next door and they seem legit so I think we should rule them out, but not totally. I mean we had just met them but they brought us a cake. I double checked they had sorted stuff out properly in their room and we watched some TV. Reid went to be at 9 but JJ refused so we put on a film but then she started acting weird and went to bed." She sighed as she plopped down on the bed. Hotch frowned, taking off his suit jacket and walking in their walk in wardrobe to get changed.

"What do you mean weird?" Emily sat up, watching as Hotch walked out with a vest top on and some pyjama pants. She had changed into her pyjamas ages ago so they were ready for bed.

"She was excited to watch the Little Mermaid because it's her favourite Disney film, but as the film went on she started losing focus. For at least 5 minutes I was calling her and she just sat there staring at the floor. I was going to come and get you but then I touched her shoulder and she snapped out of it, well, jumped out of it. I think I startled her a bit. She said she had a headache and left without another word."

"The day might have just dawned on her. You know what JJ is like, she'll want her space. Give her a few days and if she is still being funny we will both sit down and talk to her" He said, seeing Emily physically relax some. They climbed into their bed, turning the light off and falling into a light sleep.