Hey guys! Yeah, this is my first time posting anything LOST/not anime related (lmao), but I hope you like it. This is basically a train of thought in Sayid's head after Ana apologized when they were hunting for the balloon. It's not much, but it just came to me one day so I decided to post it.
She said she was sorry.
How could I sit there, and forgive her in my mind after she killed Shannon? How could I sit there, and convince myself that it was alright? Had she not already caused enough trouble as it is? Had she not tied me to a tree and humiliate me so? But somehow I relate. Because I have done the same thing. We are the same, Ana Lucia and I. Both of us are dead on the inside.
We have both lost someone, very near to our hearts. And somehow.. we have both moved on, even though it hurts. I understand her pain... and I am becoming weak.
I still do not trust her though. She is still.. on the edge of my mind, and I sometimes fear her messing with things she shouldn't.