AN: Hey guys I'm back! I have like 2 minutes before I need to leave for college so I thought I should just post now :)
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"I feel 100 times better now that I have seen you." She said, Derek ignoring the others as he hugged her back.
"You are here for a reason; I want you to get help from the doctor okay? You and I are going to have a talk in a minute" She nodded, them all putting their attention on the doctor.
"I believe you had an asthma attack yes?" The doctor said, looking down at the brief description he had been given.
"Well that but before the asthma attack she had a panic attack during which she had the asthma attack" Emily replied, JJ giving her a side glance to which she backed off at. This was JJ's appointment not hers and she wanted it over sooner rather than later.
"Okay, well the first thing I'm going to do a peak flow test and a spirometry test. It won't take long and then we will go from there okay?" The doctor asked, JJ remembering the procedures well from her childhood.
"Yeah okay" JJ replied with a shrug. The tests involved JJ blowing into two different tubes which took measurements of her lungs and breathing diameter.
"I am going to prescribe you a stronger inhaler to take four times a day and when in desperate need for it. Is that okay?" JJ nodded taking the prescription from the man with a smile.
"So I have written here you have previously had panic attacks when you were a little younger. Due to your circumstances this may bring these back."
"Yeah. I did, they were a lot more frequent though when I was younger." JJ answered, the doctor nodding as he jotted down some things.
"This might be due to your actual age, they can lesser due to this. How frequent are they?"
"I've had two these past few nights and the large one in the day" JJ confessed grimacing at the looks she got from the others in the room, trying to keep her focus on the doctors.
"Okay I'm going to also prescribe a tablet that should be taken twice a day. It's called Prozac, it should help with your anxiety and thus the panic attacks. Sound okay?"
"That's fine" She said, glancing to Emily who was staring at the floor. She then took a glance to Derek who motioned for her to go into the room next door. She stood and followed him, keeping her head down as Hotch and the doctor's conversation drowned out as the door closed.
"JJ why didn't you tell anyone about your panic attacks? You shouldn't be in the field like this" He said instantly, JJ wincing taking a step back.
"I'm sorry, I didn't want your focus to be on something it isn't. I'm fine really, I already know how to handle this" She replied sharply, her small size certainly not affecting her voice.
"No JJ this is different and you know it. Your body can't handle this and when you get back to normal you are going to be in a worse state and I don't want to watch that happen to you again" He emphasised the again, JJ shaking her head.
"You promise you wouldn't bring that up" She whispered harshly, afraid they might be able to hear them through the door.
"And I'm going to stick to my promise, but I need you to look after yourself otherwise they are going to find out in a way you don't want them to. I'm so worried about you and after hearing what happened last night I was so close to coming to your house. I care about you Jen" He said, running his hand over his head anxiously, turning away from the blonde.
"Derek I'm fine. I know I'm talking out of an 11 year old's body that grew up being abused and self-harming but from recent events. I am fine. I kept it under control when we got turned into kids and I'm going to do it now" He looked down at her, the real JJ shining out more than ever in the small 11 year old.
"Promise me?" She laughed, holding out her small pinkie for his large one to engulf.
"I promise" They shared one last hug, the two going back into the doctors room where Emily and Hotch seemed to be having a very heated discussion.
"Guys?" Hotch turned around the see Derek staring at them with a raised eyebrow, the two turning from each other.
"Ready to go?" Emily asked JJ, the small blonde waving her perceptions in the air with a small smile.
"Okay. Thank you Doctor." He nodded and shook the three adult's hands, waving to JJ and Reid. JJ looked behind sadly to Derek, him kneeling down to her level.
"Find him fast okay?" She said a small smirk on her face.
"Why, I think I love little JJ more than big JJ" She smacked his arm, laughing as they all turned to the door.
"JJ, I'm so sorry for what I'm about to do" Hotch looked down at her sadly, but she just shrugged in response.
"It's alright, father" She winked, them all giggling before leaving out the door, heading to the pharmacy stand across the way. Reid took Emily's hand who was looking down at the floor sadly. Hotch had hold of JJ's arm 'roughly', JJ wincing as he dragged her from the room.
"Do you understand the price of this medication Jennifer? Killing you would be a lot cheaper!" He shouted, almost laughing at how people looked at them. They were good.
"I'm sorry father, I'll fix it I swear" She cried, Hotch dropping her arm, JJ cradling it as she looked up to him like a lost puppy.
"You better had fix it or you'll be on the streets!"
