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Chapter Eight: I Will learn To Love Again
Spinelli pounded her pillow, screaming in rage. Stupid TJ. Why on Earth did he have to ever enter her life? Why did he torture her? How she wished he did not exist. Or did she? Her heart did beat faster and a few soft thoughts arose no matter what at even the mention of his name. And the feeling of his lips against hers still lingered, no matter how hard she tried to forget.
She turned to her side and reached over for the radio, her beautiful, dark eyes reddened and tears clinging to her dark lashes. One happy song caught her attention. It seemed it would be sad...but it was happy.
(To love again, to love again...)
Drowning in tears, that won't be me.
I will soon be free, from all these chains of all the pain inside...
And though I cry, it won't be long
till I regain the strength to know I can go on.
I will find my way,
through the heart break.
I will not give up on love.
I believe...
I will learn to love again,
I will learn to trust.
Once this heart can mend
I will learn to, learn to love again
All of these tears...time will dry them.
I will survive them
and make it through into another day...
all of this pain.
Time will heal it,
there'll be a time sometime I know
I will life through life without you, after hurting is done.
I believe...
I will learn to love again,
I will learn to trust.
Once this heart can mend
I will learn to, learn to love again
(To love again, to love again...)
The song was beautiful, but Spinelli doubted she could learn to love again. How could she love anybody else? Wait...the song said learn to love again. It did not mean learn to love somebody else, now did it? For some reason, despite her sore, teary eyes, a grin slowly came onto her lips. She had this feeling...perhaps she had been thinking all wrong from the start.
She sat up on her bed and opened her window again to let some sun back in. The fresh hair felt so good against her face. Spinelli sighed, how could she ever doubt her love? How could she ever doubt TJ like that? Now she had to tell him how she felt...after cleaning herself up. But first, her parents needed to know.
Spinelli ran out of the room. "Mom! Dad!" she cried. Bob and Flo, who were sitting downstairs on the couch and reading the newspaper, sprung to their feet when they heard Spinelli. She ran into the room.
"Honey, are you ok?" Flo asked worriedly.
"Mom!" Spinelli cried with a surprising amount of joy, throwing her arms around Flo and hugging her. "Everything is fine. I've discovered something absolutely wonderful. I'm in love, with TJ." Flo stared at her daughter with shocked eyes. It was surprising they did not fall out, seeing she had them opened to wide.
"Ashley, are you sure?" she asked, hesitantly. Spinelli nodded, so happy she didn't even care her mother had called her "Ashley."
"I listened to the most beautiful song and it made me think about everything. It made me realize I can learn to love someone again after all heart in gone. And I chose to love TJ again." Flo was left speechless...and Bob on the floor, seeing that he had plumb fainted.
"Darling...saying that you are in love...it's a big thing to say. Are you absolutely sure you love him?" Flo asked seriously. She did want her poor Spinelli to be crushed again.
"Yes mom."
"...ok. If you're sure...but, honey, please try not to get hurt again." spinelli nodded and flew up the stairs into her closet. She put on a large white shirt and sone ripped up jeans and her old boots. After managing to comb through her tangled, black hair, she put it in a messy bun and ran to TJ's house, her heart beating wildly in her chest.
She ran up the steps, to the front door and...the rest is to wait.
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