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Chapter 7: I have lost one chance again..
Before midnight Tai, Joe, Koushiro & TK drove back to their houses & now there were only Sora, Mimi & Kari left. Sora had already called her mother & told her about sleepover at Mimi's house.Three of them were having some light talk.
"Sora how do you feel now. I know it's not that easy to forget about him but you should at least try & that too from today." Mimi said seriously.
'You have no idea Mimi it is impossible for me to do that. It was my first & probably the last time to fall in love.' Sora smiled bitterly.
"Sora are you listening to me." Mimi shook up Sora to break her thoughts.
"Humm. Yes Mimi I will try." Sora smiled sadly.
"That's more like it." Mimi tried to cheer her up.
"Sora I may be I am smaller than you but I don't like to see you unhappy & sad. Please keep on showering us with the beautiful smile of yours." Kari said holding Sora's hand.
"You are very sweet Kari. I will remember that." Sora smiled & touched Kari's cheek.
"We should sleep now I think." Mimi said with a yawn.
"Yes I don't want to be late tomorrow for school." Kari agreed with Mimi.
"I am also feeling tired. Lets rest ourselves." Sora nodded in agreement.
Mimi offered her bedroom to Sora & her parent's room to Kari. She decided to sleep on couch. Sora felt bad that because of her Mimi had to sleep on the couch so she forced Mimi to take her own room & she rested herself on the couch.
It was almost mid night & Sora was twisting on the couch trying to get some sleep. Finally she woke up from the bed & went outside the balcony. 'Why love hurts you the most? Why you did it to me Yama? I will never forgive you for what you did to me. I hate you. You have shattered my heart into pieces.' She said looking at the moon with hurt written all over her face. 'It is true that if the person whom you love with all your heart hurts you then you hate him equally.' She thought to herself while going back to the couch to get some sleep.
'I love you Sora & I will win your heart back again.' Yamato whispered silently at the same time looking at the moon.
The morning was dull for Sora but she faked smile on her face to show Mimi & Kari that she is getting over Yamato. 'You cannot fool us Sora with your happy face we are your friends & friends can listen to you even if you are silent.' Mimi & Kari thought in their minds at the same time. But on their faces they just put on a mask that they believe Sora hoping may be the fake smile someday may turn into reality. All of them continued their acting.
Yamato today was dragging himself up for the college. Sora had never left his thoughts. He was driving his car to the way to college when he saw Sora smiling slightly with Mimi & Kari. He looked at her beautiful red colored eyes witch still had a hint of sadness in them & were looking dull not as lively as usual. 'Sora I just want to hug you so deep that I would be able to take all pain in your heart inside me.' Yamato thought looking at Sora longingly.
He pulled his car near Sora & opened the window glass so he can talk to Sora.
"Sora can I talk to you for a moment alone. Please." Yamato hopefully asked her. His eyes were pleading her to give him a chance to talk.
"Fine. Kari & Mimi just wait for me for five minutes here." Sora said sitting inside Yamato's car.
"But Sora." Kari & Mimi said in union.
"I will be fine guys. I must give him a chance to explain himself." Sora smiled slightly looking at them.
"You better not hurt her again Yamato." Mimi & Kari looked at Yamato in anger.
Mimi & Kari waited patiently for Sora st some distance. Sora sat with Yamato inside his car waiting for him to talk.
Yamato took Sora's hand into his own & held it lightly.
"Sora I am really sorry for yesterday. I made that bet with Jerry but now that I am losing you I know how much wrong I was. I never realized that in the mean time I really fell in love with you. The first day when I saw you for the first time everybody was captured because of your outer beauty. I hate to admit it but even I was in the same line. Then I made this stupid bet. I was so full of myself that I wasn't able to think that it was wrong. But then when I came closer to you & I got to know your inner beauty, your innocence, kindness & love to all people you took my heart away from me. It all reflects on your face. You are like an angle fallen from sky, my angle. Jerry planned all of this & at the right time he showed up when I revealed my feelings to you. It was all true Sora. I have seen many pretty girls but none of them were as beautiful as you. Your eyes which has such a beautiful shade of red reflect love & kindness, your rosy lips when the turn to smile they show nothing but a desire to make others happy. Your silky red hair when the float in the air freely they spread a beautiful aroma which fills up a moment of happiness in people's mind because of its heavenly smell. You are love & I am flattered to be loved by love itself." Yamato said looking into her eyes & stopped his conversation.
Sora's face was now red due to all praising done by Yamato. She was blushing heavily. Her eyes were filled with love for Yamato again. 'Get hold of yourself Sora. He is again playing with you.' Sora smacked herself from inside. 'What if he is not?' Her other self asked her. 'No he will hurt me again.' Finally the fear took better of her & every other feeling which was there all replaced by hatred.
"What is it Yamato Ishida some other bet in which you win back the girl whose heart you had already broken?" Sora asked him bitterly.
"You cannot fool me again with your sweet talk. I don't believe you." Sora said angrily.
"You don't believe me but you can believe that Jerry whom you don't even know." Yamato asked her harshly. His hold on her hand was now stronger.
Sora whined in pain because of his stronger grip & started trying to free her hand. Yamato felt her struggle to free her hand from his grip & realized that he is hurting her.
"Sorry" He released her immediately hand & apologized.
"I don't know whom should I believe Yamato. You, who had broken my heart & my pride within a second, or Jerry who is behind all this. I will never forgive you that's all I know for now. Playing with someone like this cannot be accepted." Sora's eyes were full with pain & hurt.
"I know it won't be easy to be forgiven but my love towards you will never change. I love you even if you hate me. That's all & I will make it all right." Yamato said with confidence & love he felt towards Sora. He then pulled Sora for a kiss to show her his love & care.
Sora was first taken by surprise. But then she started kissing him back. 'It fills so right to kiss him. I fill secured. I fill the love. What am I thinking?' Sora pushed him & slapped him on his face.
"How dare you" She said & walked out of the car.
Yamato had a smile on his face. He felt that she kissed him back. He still had sweet taste of her smooth lips. 'I know that you love me Sor no matter how much you try to deny it. It might take some time but I will make you mine forever' He thought touching his lips trying to feel her lips again.
"What's the matter Sora." Mimi & Kari asked running towards her. They were looking at her strangely. Sora had a faint blush on her face.
"Nothing he was trying to apologize. But I don't know whom to trust. I just don't want to be heartbroken again." She said with sorrow.
"Don't worry Sora we will help you." Kari said hugging her.
Later for the whole day Sora couldn't participate with her friends properly in their jokes or chatting. 'Was he telling me the truth? Or it was another lie? May be I should go & talk to him.' She thought.
"Hey guys I have to go for tennis. See you tomorrow. Ok." Sora told her friends before leaving to find Yamato after the college.
"Fine. See you tomorrow." Mimi smiled at Sora waving her hand.
"She looked a little distant today." Tai said without taking his eyes off Sora.
"It would take time to forget what happened. We must give her some space to think." Mimi avoided the topic that Yamato came in the morning to meet her.
"Yah. You are right. Well I should be get going for my football practice. See you later guys." Tai waved goodbye at them & left.
"Looks like you would be dropping Kari home right TK?" Koushiro teased TK ruffling his hair.
"Yes. I am so lucky right Kari." TK flirted with Kari shamelessly. "Shall we" He said taking out his hand & motioned it towards Kari.
"My pleasure" Kari took TK's hand with a faint blush on her cheeks. Both of them left happily enjoying each other's company.
"Cute couple." Mimi mumbled.
"Just like us." Koushiro said naughtily holding her by waist.
"Hey" Mimi hit lightly & hid her face on his chest trying to hide her red face.
'I wonder where can I find Yama? I think he would be at his band practice.' She started walking towards the hall where Yamato usually has his practice.
Yamato was sitting idly waiting for his band members. He saw Sora entering through the door. He stood up happily with a smile on his face & started going to her slowly.
"Hey Sor." Yamato called her.
"Hi Yamato." Sora said silently looking at the floor.
"I wanted to say I mean I had been thinking about what you said." Sora was uncertain that she should say it or not.
"What I am trying to…" Sora was gathering the proper words while Yamato was listening to her patiently just to listen to the words he had been dying to hear.
"Sora looks like he tricked you again." She was cut off by Jerry's voice.
"Get lost Jerry. You have given us enough trouble." Yamato said grabbing his collar clenching his teeth.
"I want to speak to Sora. Please Sora listen to me." He pleaded to Sora faking care in his voice.
"Leave him Yamato. I want to hear what he wants to say." Sora said in a firm voice.
"But Sora he is a lier. Don't listen to him." Yamato pleaded.
"Yamato Ishida let him be." Sora got slightly angry.
Yamato left his shirt harshly & waited near Sora protectively.
"Look at me Sora. This is what Yamato did to me because I was telling the truth. I wanted to tell you yesterday only that he will again come to you & tell you another lie. He is a sweet talker. He likes to play with girls. That's why all girls go crazy for him." Jerry faked concern for Sora in his voice.
"You look badly beaten Jerry. Have you done this to him Yamato?" Sora asked him with disbelief.
"But Sora he said bad things about you." Yamato tried to tell her the truth.
"Why are you lying again Yamato. Sora whom would you believe, the one who is beaten or the one who beat?" Jerry asked looking at Sora.
"Don't listen to him. He just can't see me happy. He is jealous of me. He was blabbering bad things about you." Yamato was almost shouting.
"Sora don't listen to his pep talk. He is taking advantage of your kindness & good nature." Jerry also raised his voice.
"You bastard." Yamato punched him hard on mouth & smacked him on the floor.
Yamato started punching him. Jerry was only trying to defend himself to win Sora's trust & concern. Yamato was too angry to notice this. Sora was now shaking with anger & she started crying uncontrollably. She had never seen Yamato so angry & monstrous, not even when he was fighting with Taichi. It made her fear.
"Please stop." She said between her tears.
"I don't believe anyone of you. Yamato you accepted the bet & Jerry you are responsible for all this. I don't want to see anyone of you again." Sora ran towards the exit.
"No. Sora, wait." Yamato ran to her. But she was long gone. He let his shoulders down with defeat. Jerry had a crooked smile on his face.
"You lost Yamato." Jerry said laughing wickedly.
Now Yamato was losing all the goodness within him. "Run before I kill you." He said in a cold voice.
Jerry shivered looking the coldness on his face. He looked merciless to Jerry & he ran outside the door with a fear for his life. After going at some distance he had a nerve to look back at Yamato "I will still win my little price, Sora, by hook or by crook." He soon was out of sight.
To be continued………………………
What will happen now. Jerry again crossed their path. I want to kill Jerry somehow what do you guys think. Reviews for it. Should I kill him, or not. I will twist is as you suggest. After all your wish is my command. :)
