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The life of ending.
A cut, one cut that's all it took. Then it was gone, no turning back now. It was all gone. Too much pressure to keep control. Now the mourners came, a sea of black, and a speck of pink. The one who felt the worse, He felt that it was his fault and in a way it was.
I never could've
seen this far
I never could've seen this coming
Seems like my
world's falling apart
No one ever seen it coming, she was such a happy girl. Always bonking around, and always cheerful. But no one ever guessed she would have been the first one to go. The first to snap, to throw it all away!
Yeah
'Maybe if I didn't push her so far away…she would still be here' the boy with the pink hat wiped his tears, walking to the coffin that held her. She looked so peaceful, her raven hair down framing her face. Like she was just asleep. But her pail skin told another story.
Why is everything so
hard
I don't think I can deal with the things you said
it
just won't go away
Looking back, he realized just how big of fool he was. What he said to her. How she was the only one on earth that would never leave him that listened to him. Someone one that actually cared! She told him that she loved him, every day… the words she spoke still rung in his ears. It turns out, he had been telling himself lies his whole life. But didn't realize it, now it was too late.
In a perfect
world
this could never happen
in a perfect world
you'd
still be here
That night he lay in his bed, thinking, about her. How he wish she was still here, but he knew she was never coming back. 'Never!' he yelled in his head "It's all your fault!" he yelled at himself punching the wall leaving a dent and a painful fist but the pain was numb now. Everything was numb now….
And it makes no
sense
I could just pick up the pieces
but to you
this means
nothing
nothing at all
He fell back on his bed. "Why did I have to do this? Why did I have to be so stupid?"
With a poof a women with pink hair appeared beside him "Oh Timmy sweetie you can't blame your self"
He looked at her his eyes dead and cold, "Yes it is Wanda! Yes and you know it is! She's gone now! Nothing matters anymore!"
I used to think that
I was strong
until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a
miracle to make it through
"Oh Tim-"
"Go away!" he yelled "Leave me alone!"
Wanda sighed respecting her godson's wishes and poofed back to the fish bowl; though keep a watchful eye on him.
Yeah
Timmy laid his head on his head into his pillow, sobbing, what hope was left for him now? He asked himself. There is no way I can make it though, not alone…
I pictured I could
bring you back
I pictured I could turn back time
What he wouldn't give to see her again, to see her alive. What he wouldn't do… He let the tears flow freely. If she was still alive he would never let her go. He would cradle her in his arms forever. Loving her tenderly. But it was to late, the picture fading and the clock still ticking.
Cuz I can't let
go
I just can't find my way
Yeah
Without you I just can't
find my way
A week passed, a week since her funeral. Since he lost her, lost her forever. He always prayed she would run down the hall and smother him with unwanted kisses. Every thing seemed to be so dark and so cold even when all the lights were on or the temperature blazed.
In a perfect
world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd
still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the
pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
Everyone seemed to lay off. Crocker stopped with his F jokes and Francis stopped bulling him. Maybe they thought it would help. Though it's not like they cared. No one cared any more! At least that's how it felt. But with every one leaving him alone. Stop the bulling and stop the F's, it gave him time to do the one thing he never wanted to do anymore. Think, they were all giving him time to think! And that was far worse then any F or punches or super wedgies. Didn't they know that? Maybe they just didn't care. They always wanted to see him in pain before. Now he was in the most pain in his life. And no one did anything to help. Even Cosmo and Wanda started to leave him alone.
I don't know what
I should do now
I don't know where I should go
I'm still
here waiting for you
I'm lost when you're not around
I need
to hold on to you
I just can't let you go
No one was left; his world faded into nothingness all that was left was his sorry remains. The remains that was bound to walk the earth for the rest of his pitiful days. He still waited for this cruel joke to be over. He stood out in the rain looking up at the heavens above, almost as if they were crying to. He held himself tightly, almost as if he was holding her close to him, he couldn't let go he would never let go! He still waited.
Yeah
Yeah
"The wait is over" he said letting go of the nothingness. His hands slipped into his pockets he pulled out a pocket knife "I'll go out…just like you…"
In a perfect
world
this could never happen
in a perfect world
you'd
still be here
"You should be the one here!" he yelled into the night. "You were the one! I should have been the one gone not you!"
And it makes no
sense
I could just pick up the pieces
but to you
"I'm sorry!" he yelled "I should have told you!" he tears flowed faster as he fell to his knees "I should have told you how much I love you!"
This means
nothing
nothing at all
nothing, nothing at all
nothing at
all
And with one clear cut, he had joined her. A cut, one cut that's all it took. Then it was gone, no turning back now. It was all gone.
