Chapter 5
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"Kagome," he said, confusion in his voice, "are you sure? I mean, really?" He seemed confused, yet eager to do this. He swore that he never felt like this before, not even for his ex, Kikyo.
She looked at him, her eyes seeming to question him. "Inuyasha, yes. Yes you can." She smiled as she looked at him, love and compassion showing in her eyes.She began to fiddle with the edge of her skirt.
He looked down towards the ground as if it would give him all the answers he needed. He sighed, "Kagome, I can't. I'm sorry, but I just can't." He looked at her then off into the distance and began walking again.
He couldn't believe that he had just refused to kiss her. He really wanted to, but just couldn't do it, he couldn't bring himself to. Am I stupid? Ignorant? he asked himself. He sighed and just continued to walk in the direction of his home.
He had to continue to walk because of the look of her face. It hurt him to see it. Shocked, hurt, and possibly hatred. Before there was love and compassion. He couldn't believe he had just caused her pain, something he never intended to do.
He promised himself that once they got to his home, they would sleep overnight then he would take her home. Where she belonged, and he was sure her family missed her very much.
He really was stupid. Who in their right mind would ignore someone like Kagome, would refuse to kiss her? He wanted to devour her, but decided that she needed someone like her, a human not a demon. "Maybe we should get going, Kagome," he said softly. He didn't understand why he had refused her; it just kept going through his mind.
He looked behind him and she seemed to just be following him, not saying a word as she went.
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She couldn't believe that he denied the chance to kiss her. Why did he? She didn't know, didn't have a clue in the world. She did everything she could to always get the man that she wanted, and now the one she liked -- no loved – had just denied her. She was about to cry, tears had just slowly began to develop, but she quickly stopped them. He didn't deserve to see her cry and she wasn't going to stoop so low as to cry and have him comfort her. He didn't deserve that, but did she? Did she deserve to have him comfort her? She didn't know the answer to that question either. She sighed and just continued to follow him.
She needed to know why, and she was very tempted to ask him. But did she have the guts to do it? "Inu… Inuyasha?" she asked softly from behind him.
He stopped and stood there, quiet for a second then answered, "Yes. What is it?" He turned to show a single tear flow down his cheek.
She couldn't believe that he was crying, but why? She reached up and placed her hand on his cheek, attempting to wipe away the tear from his face. "What's wrong, Inuyasha?" she asked him. "Why do you cry?"
She smiled a smile that could undo any frown. "Kagome," he answered. He seemed to be chanting her name or something, because it was so soft. "I can't have you here with me; it hurts me too much… too much to be with you. I… damnit!" Then he just ran off, leaving her there with no one to watch after her.
One second he was there, the next he just vanished. He can't just leave me, can he? Of course not!
She was furious with him and herself. Why did she think that she could actually love him or even be with him for that matter? Because love takes over and does stupid things to you, that's why. Why did she have to be in love with a halfwit like him?
She didn't know, but soon would and she couldn't wait to find out why. She still couldn't believe that he left her though. He'll come back, she knew he would, but would he?
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Sesshoumaru still couldn't believe that he let Rin take over and just give Kagome to Inuyasha. It was absurd really. He was being unreasonable to her and to himself. Just letting her go had hurt him and he couldn't wait to win her back.
Inuyasha was wrong, she didn't belong with those people and he wasn't going to change his answer no matter what anyone told him. No matter what happened he wouldn't let her go back home or back to Inuyasha. He would stop at nothing to have her back with him.
It was destiny for the two of them to be together. He knew it and that was what the oracle had said to him. The others knew nothing about this, and he was going to make sure that they never knew about it.
His love, his life was out there with a crazed half-demon. Someone that he despised and should never had let her go with.
"Lord Sesshoumaru?" Rin asked, looking up at him, while he was in his half thoughtfulness. "Is something the matter?" She seemed sweeter now that Kagome was gone; he knew something like this would happen. But why didn't he think through before he took her, why didn't he think of what Rin would think about this? He didn't because his stupid damn destiny got in the way of all those things.
"Nothing, Rin. Nothing you have to worry about," he said, smiling down on her. Something he rarely did, but decided to do it for Rin anyway. She was another human that he could never let die, but she was the first. He thought that at first she was the one that he had fallen in love with when he saw her there by herself in the village that he was destroying to find Inuyasha.
She stood there, covered in blood that smelled a bit like her own, yet it wasn't. He realized it was her families blood and Jaken was about to kill her, but Sesshoumaru had stopped him. Something in side of him made him want to keep her. Her black was all ashen with the bones of her villagers and tears had stained her face.
Only her gods could save her now, but he decided to go against Death and take her with him. He could save her and that was that. Jaken had many times just argued with his lord as to why they were taking a human girl with them. Their travels were too hard for a human of her size, but Sesshoumaru didn't care.
He knew that he would never have a child of his own because he never found true love with any of the other demons, the female of course. Inuyasha always got them to flock all over him, just because he had those damn dog ears. All he inherited was the forests his father used to reign over. Now he was Lord of it all and yet, he still felt alone and rejected to love.
Why was he always the one that was left out when they were younger? Inuyasha was a half-demon and yet everyone played with him. Oh yeah. It was because their father told everyone to, but once he died everyone just ignored him. This, of course made Sesshoumaru happier than ever.
But he had Rin to also make him happy. She seemed to sing and dance and at all times, tried to make him laugh. Which, of course, made him laugh because of her attempts. They were so silly that he couldn't help but laugh, which made her happy as well. But now, she seemed to be a conniving little brat who wanted Sesshoumaru all to herself.
He seemed to just figure this out, right after he let Kagome go. She didn't like her, but why? Was it because he would be to busy with her and not Rin? That had to be it. And he just couldn't stand Rin right now. Why would she do that?
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Inuyasha could smell her tears from a mile away. He ran so far that he didn't know what to do now. Yes, he loved her, but why did he refuse her then? He still couldn't help but ask himself that same question over and over to himself.
Why did he run away? He ran as far as he could stand it and just stopped. Smelling the air, but it only had Kagome's scent in it. He turned and he only smelt Kagome. Kagome…
Her scent was intoxicating. He could actually smell her tears.
"Tears?" he asked aloud. "Why would she be crying?" He was confused and sat there thinking of an answer. But he already knew the answer to that question. It was over him. He refused her and left her there alone. He was ashamed of himself; even his father would be ashamed of him.
He decided that he would go back to her and apologize for what he had done and for leaving her. He was standing up and getting ready to leave, but he was hit on the head by a heavy force.
He didn't even notice the smell, until it was to late. He began to see the shape, the person, but his sight began to die down and blackness slowly took over his eyes. His head was bright but black took over that as well.
A night world had taken over him and he didn't even know it yet, but he soon would.
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Kagome was scared, darkness was taking over and she couldn't see this world around her. Was she actually all alone, or was Inuyasha near by and just playing a joke on her? She didn't know and wished that he was there with her. She needed a place to stay and right now, she needed him.
She loved him and she needed his body next to her and comforting her and… and…
A single tear fell once more onto her cheek. He needs to be here with me, and he needs to take me home or to his home, she thought, tears falling down her face. Her face was becoming a stained mess. She needed to get to someplace safe, she didn't care where, but she needed to. She really needed him and he was all that she could think of at that very moment.
"Inuyasha, I hope you're okay," she whispered. "I need you here. Help me." Her voice stayed a whisper and she was certain that it was going to stay that way.
She lay down on the ground, knowing that it wasn't safe but did anyway. She curled up into a ball and cried. She cried her eyes out and tried to think of her bed at home, laying down in it and sleeping. Like nothing at all had happened. Life was normal and she just dreamed of Inuyasha.
She was so happy that she got to go with him, but then turned mad. Why? He didn't want to do anything with her, kiss, nothing. It had pissed her off, but now she missed him and she wanted him more than anything. She soon fell asleep to dreaming of him right next to her and holding her close.
"Kagome? Kagome," a voice said, soothing and comforting. A voice so familiar, so manly. Inuyasha!
She opened her eyes and he was sitting there next to her and holding her in his arms. Whispering soft words into her ear, telling her to calm down. "I'm here, it's okay. Shhh… What's wrong?" he asked, yet softly again.
Was she imagining things? Was he really being nice and calm? Yes, he was, it was shocking really. She sniffled up some tears and spoke about five minutes later, "Yeah, fine. Where were you? I thought you left me." Another tear fell down her cheek.
He wiped the tear away and kissed her softly on her lips. First soft, gradually getting rougher and more passionate. As it gradually got rougher, his hand found the edge of her skirt. His hand was on her thigh, slowly and softly rubbing, gradually getting higher and higher to her crevice. His nails turned to claws and his fingers went slow, but got faster and harder. Pressing farther into her, going farther into her.
"Inuyasha," she said, it coming out more as a moan than anything. But, he didn't stop. He just kept going at it, faster and faster, deeper and deeper. Pretty soon she thought that he would begin to have sex with her. She was pretty sure he was if he kept this up.
She slowly began to come, reach the point of no return. He muffled her moans by kissing her, kissing her more passionately. Is this the real Inuyasha? she thought. It couldn't be, but she didn't and wasn't going to question him for his change of mind.
"Oh… oh… Inu… Yasha… I… I. " She couldn't continue and couldn't tell him. She was moaning was too much to even think straight.
She arched up into him, wanting more and more from him and him alone. She loved him and was glad that this was happening with him. Her love.
He had made her reach the top again. Coming and reaching her climax over and over again. He was good, and she just couldn't take it. But, he didn't let her go; he kept his fingers in her and continued to kiss her.
Inuyasha was actually doing this and she didn't think that he ever would. But, what the hell, she didn't care. She was going through something that she never experienced before. Hopefully she would experience more than just this also.
He finally stopped, but he went slowly before he stopped. He only kept his fingers in her after he stopped. "Kagome," he whispered into her ear.
"Yes," she answered back. I love you! I love you! She thought, but not saying it out loud. "Inuyasha," she said softly.
"Kagome, I… you… My… sword..." His voice was all muffled. She couldn't hear him straight. He seemed to be fading also. Where was he going, was this possible?
"Inuyasha, I didn't catch that. What did you say?" she asked. Her eyes shown of fear. He was leaving and she still wanted him here with her. She reached out for him, trying to get a hold on him to keep him there. "Inuyasha, don't leave again." Tears were flowing down her face again, and not from being happy by him.
"Inuyasha?" the voice said questioningly. "Who the hell do you think I am?" This time it was rather rude.
This wasn't Inuyasha at all! Who was this strange man that looked like him though? She really was scared now. What was going to happen to her? Where was Inuyasha, if this wasn't him? Was this strange man going to kill her or something?
Kagome woke up in a sweat. Burning up and all wet down between her legs. What just happened? Was that a dream? She asked herself.
She looked around; she seemed to be in the same place she was in. No one was around, but a man with a tail and black hair, a hair band seemed to be in it, but not the kind she had at home. He wore animal skins and was about as tall as Inuyasha. He looked rough like him too. He seemed a bit gorgeous, but not as sexy as Inuyasha, her love.
Her eyes were still as scared as they seemed they were in her dream. "Uh… umm…" she was silent and just seemed to stutter a bit. But she soon stopped, she went completely quiet. She sat up and tried to keep from seeming like she was wet. She went red and couldn't believe that she was dreaming of Inuyasha with a stranger around.
"I said, 'Who the hell do you think I am?' I'm not Inuyasha, that mangy mutt!" the man said angrily. But he soon went calm and just looked Kagome up and down. "Did you have fun? You're pretty hott to be Inuyasha's," he explained. He raised an eyebrow at her.
She sat there motionless. "What? What are you talking about? Who are you?" She was trying not to seem scared, but her voice kind of gave it away a bit.
He just smiled, "Oh, me? No one in particular. But who are you?" His voice sounded like he was trying to seduce her or something. Like that would ever happen, she was Inuyasha's, but was she?
"No one. Who are you? What are you?" she said with some disgust in her voice. She stood up and just stared at him, looking at him like he was made of dirt. She began to tap her foot and waited for an answer.
"Well, I'm… I'm no one you need to worry about. Now why don't you come with me," he said with more of a command than a question. He stood there, waiting for her to just go with him.
He seemed like he couldn't wait any longer, so he just picked her up and started to run.
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Well, that's all for this lovely chapter! Well, hopefully you'll be able to figure out who the new character is! But I guess you'll just have to wait until the next chapter if you can't! Mwahahahaha! Well, Au Revoir for now and wait for more! smiles